Crown

Fu Wenyuan had to get up early to catch the meeting in the next area, and when he opened his eyes, it was less than six o'clock.Before the alarm clock rang, Fu Wenyuan, who was used to turning black and white upside down, had tears in his eyes, but Yunxi had already woken up, leaning quietly in his arms.

He overdid it last night, and later Yunxi was picked up by him and pressed against the wall. The child was so light that he hugged his neck obediently, with his forehead resting on his shoulder, and kissed him with soft lips, "Mr." There was a loud cry.Even though I cried later, but the crying was trembling and softened into puddles of water, there was still no struggle, no effort at all.

Fu Wenyuan was not drunk at first, but Yunxi's appearance made him drunk.

After a long second, it may not be until three o'clock in the morning.

Fu Wenyuan frowned and said, "Not sleepy?"

Yunxi's lips were still wet and red after being kissed hard, slightly swollen, and the corners of his eyes and brows were still bright, his hand was clutching the collar of his nightgown, and he was caught by the movement of him getting up, and his hands loosened , said in a daze: "I had a dream... Sir, are you leaving?"

"Yeah." I was obsessed all night, and it was still dark at this time, and the tide-like pleasure seemed to still linger on the nerve endings.Fu Wenyuan reached out and touched the corner of Yunxi's lips before getting out of bed.He entered the bathroom barefoot, and as soon as the shower was turned on, Yunxi followed him in.

The child with messy hair was holding the door with one hand, hesitating: "I don't want to sleep anymore, sir, can we rush together? Have breakfast together later."

The neckline of the cotton pajamas on Yunxi's body was deformed after being pulled twice by Fu Wenyuan. It was originally a very regular style, but now it is loose and loose, completely exposing the collarbone and a piece of chest, with a few red marks on it.

His face and eyes were clean, and his body was full of traces of lust.

Fu Wenyuan turned up the water and said, "Come here."

The voice was very low, mixed with the sound of water, Yunxi understood his mouth shape.

The shower is big enough, but not for two people.

Yunxi didn't squeeze with Fu Wenyuan, and after getting wet, she stood aside and wiped the shower gel seriously, from the neck to the ankles, little by little.

Everywhere on his body is white, and because of the lack of blood, he has a certain coldness.Blue blood vessels emerged on the back of the hand, which looked extremely thin.

The drops of water splashed into his eyes, but Yunxi didn't get them off after blinking, but he still felt uncomfortable, and his hands were full of foam, so he smiled at Fu Wenyuan embarrassedly, and leaned over with his face up: "Sir, rub my eyes for me." The palm-sized face has delicate features, eyelashes cast a shadow, and the mouth is slightly pursed into a smile. It is very good-looking, and it looks like it is very dependent on the person he is close to.

Fu Wenyuan wiped him with a towel, and he rubbed him into his arms. His two arms hugged Fu Wenyuan's waist very dependently, with his face pressed against his chest. There was too much difference in height between the two of them. Touching Fu Wenyuan's neck, he touched the muscles next to his lower abdomen with hands covered in foam.

After touching it, he hugged Fu Wenyuan and yawned, looking really sleepy.

Fu Wenyuan said: "If you're not hungry, sleep for a while before eating."

Yunxi still hugged Fu Wenyuan, and the hot water hit the tops and shoulders of the two of them.He shook his head and hummed briefly twice, meaning to refuse.

It was the same when taking a bath last night. Yunxi was already entangled enough, but now it seems to be even more entangled.

Fu Wenyuan rushed quickly. He gave way to Yunxi and raised his foot to leave, but Yunxi grabbed his wrist and said softly, "Wait a minute." It is slippery to the touch.He held Fu Wenyuan with one hand, and washed his body with the water flow with the other hand.Fu Wenyuan waited for him for 2 minutes.

The two stood side by side in front of the sink, brushing their teeth, rinsing their mouths with their heads up, and bending over to spit water.Fu Wenyuan has one more job to shave, this time Yunxi is waiting for him by the sink.

Then get dressed and go downstairs together.

Auntie hadn't seen Yunxi at this time, he usually got up later than Gou and Jiang Cuocuo.He walked behind Fu Wenyuan, holding Fu Wenyuan's hand, and his aunt smiled at him, "Woke up so early today?"

Yunxi smiled embarrassedly, did not speak, only nodded slightly.

After dinner, Fu Wenyuan was about to leave. Auntie cleaned up the dining table, and Yunxi sent him to the door.Fu Wenyuan straightened his suit and just put his hands on the doorknob. Yunxi's breathing rate became faster, and finally he showed a distressed expression on his face, and looked at him with reluctance.

Fu Wenyuan couldn't ignore it.

"What's the matter?" Fu Wenyuan put the bag on the shoe cabinet, reached out and pressed the back of Yunxi's head and brought him in front of him, "Not feeling well?"

Yunxi grabbed his suit, shook his head and said, "No." After speaking, he asked, "When will sir come home?"

Fu Wenyuan said: "At noon, I will take you to the hospital."

Yunxi knew it yesterday, and confirmed to Fu Wenyuan again: "Sir, will you take me there?"

Fu Wenyuan didn't give an absolute guarantee, and explained: "If there is no urgent matter, I will go. If there is something urgent, Auntie made a mistake at home and asked Jiang Yuechen to come."

Yunxi nodded obediently, then supported Fu Wenyuan's shoulders, tiptoed and kissed him on the cheek. "Then I'll wait at home, sir."

When the rear of the car carrying Fu Wenyuan disappeared, the feeling of emptiness in his heart became even worse, to the point of uneasiness, the voices of the dog and Jiang Cuocuo made people irritated, Yunxi just wanted to stay quietly.

After taking a large amount of medicine that his aunt gave him, he went upstairs, and was called down for lunch at noon, and waited for the table to be set before Yunxi went to the living room to watch TV.

Jiang Cuocuo is watching Guobao Special Attack, and he wants to watch Peppa Pig.But Paige wants to play it on a disc, and Guobao Special Attack can be watched directly on the cable channel. Yunxi didn't make a sound, and then watched Guobao Special Attack.

After watching it for a while, I felt bored, so I pinched the little goldfish on the neck and lost my mind.

The aunt suddenly walked in front of him and blocked the TV.

Yunxi called Auntie, who smiled and handed him a handful of medicine, "Didn't you hear Auntie called you just now?"

Yunxi swallowed the medicine and said no.

The aunt paused, then said: "Then you play with Cuo Cuo, he has been thinking all morning to find his brother."

Yunxi nodded, and his aunt left. He turned his head and glanced at Jiang Cuocuo. The little fat man was so happy watching the cartoon that he couldn't stop laughing.

With a dazed head, Yunxi hugged him with a pillow and felt a little uncomfortable. When the dog came to bite his trousers, he also pushed it away.

After the three of them finished their meal, Fu Wenyuan still didn't come back.At three o'clock, Jiang Yuechen came. Yunxi didn't ask any questions, and followed him into the car. After seeing the doctor, he was sent back again.

I ran into a traffic jam when I went out, and it was already seven o'clock to go home this time.Yunxi felt tired, so after saying hello to her aunt, she went to lean on the lazy chair on the terrace.

The house is very quiet, no one speaks.The dog seemed to circle around his feet, and Jiang Cuocuo chased after him. Yunxi turned over and closed his eyes again.He waited for Fu Wenyuan.

Fu Wenyuan came in at 11:30 p.m. three days later, and he had told his family in advance, so the living room lights were on, his aunt was there, and Jiang Yuechen was also there.

He hung up his coat and asked as he approached, "What's the matter?"

The aunt didn't answer, but subconsciously turned her head and glanced at the terrace.Yunxi covered herself with a thin blanket and fell asleep, revealing her furry head.

Fu Wenyuan frowned.

The aunt said: "He said he would wait for you... Maybe he was not feeling well today, and his face was so pale that I didn't dare to say anything."

Fu Wenyuan hummed.Yunxi sent him messages every day, not talking about dogs, nor taking pictures of orchids, but only asking when he would be home and if he had eaten.Yunxi misses him very much, she can't hide it at all, Fu Wenyuan can feel it.After the phone call last night, when I was about to hang up, I could not suppress my sobs.

Since Jiang Yuechen is here, he has nothing else to do, he should just talk about Yunxi's ears.

Although he felt a little anxious, Fu Wenyuan still asked, "What did the ear doctor say?"

Jiang Yuechen tapped his knee with his index finger, leaned forward and handed him a few pages of paper on the coffee table, with a hesitant tone: "The last time my mother went with him, he had an auditory evoked potential. I got the test results the day before yesterday. The doctor said that there is no problem with the auditory nerves. ...a bit of ear inflammation, but nothing serious."

Fu Wenyuan sat down and looked down at Yunxi's medical records.He remembered the details of getting along with Yunxi in the short two days before he returned home, and his body felt a little untimely fever.

Sometimes he moved closer to talk to Yunxi, just to let Yunxi hear clearly, but Yunxi would not let go of any chance to get close, wrapping his slender arms and legs around him, with two round and bright deer eyes earnestly Looking at him, with such a focused demeanor, the eyes only chased him.

"But he really can't hear." After Fu Wenyuan scanned the first page, he just said that Yunxi's ears are fine.

Jiang Yuechen scratched his head, sighed, and said, "Yes, it's become more obvious these days. The doctor said, it should be neurological deafness..." Jiang Yuechen swallowed the ending sound of the word "deaf", and his face was a little unhappy: "That is to say , it may not be physical...he has just been injured on the head, and the mental pressure is too great, and this may also happen." Jiang Yuechen turned over a page of the medical record with Fu Wenyuan's hand, pointed to a few lines and read : "Including, but not limited to, impairment or loss of hearing, vision, or perception."

Fu Wenyuan paused for a moment, and only asked: "Should? I went to a special inspection that day, and the result is still 'should'?"

It seemed that Jiang Yuechen had an answer for him, but Yunxi woke up and called out, "Sir..."

Fu Wenyuan looked back, Yunxi had already walked towards him with a blanket in his arms, one side of his face was pressed on the chair and his face was red from sleeping, a few strands of hair were curled up, and the short sleeves he wore when he went out were not changed, and he rolled up a little from sleep, revealing his delicate hair. Thin belly.

Fu Wenyuan said: "Go upstairs and sleep."

Yunxi walked up to him, took his hand on his lap, eyes drooping, eyelashes trembling, and whispered, "Aren't you sleeping, sir?"

Before Fu Wenyuan had time to speak, the aunt said: "Sleep, it's too late, everyone sleeps."

She winked at Fu Wenyuan, and Yunxi's eyes were moist, and she also looked at him nicely.

Fu Wenyuan pulled out his hand, the expression on his face remained unchanged, and he still said, "You go up first."

Yunxi's shoulders trembled, and his head lowered, but he didn't stand in front of Fu Wenyuan for a long time, he agreed with "yes", then turned and went upstairs.

Yunxi's back disappeared at the stairway, and after a while there was the sound of closing the door again, and the auntie couldn't bear to say: "He misses you...he doesn't feel well, and he hasn't eaten much for the past two days, don't you Make him angry."

Fu Wenyuan said: "Sleep when you're sleepy, who is he used to?"

Normally, the aunt would never talk back to him, but now she said: "...I am used to it. I really shouldn't be used to it. He is a little white-eyed wolf, and his heart is not hot. Do not care."

Her tone was still gentle, but a little trembling, she was complaining about Yunxi in her words, and Fu Wenyuan in her words.

Fu Wenyuan leaned back on the sofa, with a smile on his face, and comforted him: "I'm not at home, when did you get upset again?"

The aunt had already consciously slipped her words, she lowered her eyes and waved her hands, and said to Jiang Yuechen, "Tell your brother."

Only then did the conversation resume.

"When I went to the hospital that day, I actually just got an inspection report. The machine didn't find anything wrong. The doctor wanted to show him, but Yunxi refused." Jiang Yuechen rubbed his hands, "I'm waiting outside, the nurse sent Yunxi came out and told me to go in again, and the doctor said Yunxi didn't cooperate, and as soon as he stretched out his hand, the child hid."

The aunt interjected: "He was not like this when he went to the hospital before. Whatever the doctor asked, he would explain it properly."

Jiang Yuechen paused, and then continued: "I asked if there were any other injuries, but he didn't answer, and asked if he had a headache, and didn't say... Anyway, he basically didn't communicate. The doctor is just looking at the ears, not talking for five yuan an hour. , asked a few words, and then there was nothing to do, so the nurse took him out. This time he reacted quickly, and he came out ahead, and the nurse had to chase after him."

Jiang Yuechen coughed twice: "The doctor who listened to the ear chatted with him a few words, and I wrote it down, you can read it later. He is not professional, just guessing, but I still suggest psychological counseling. Take a step back and say , even if his psychological problems are not so serious that he can’t hear, it’s definitely not normal for him not to cooperate with treatment and not communicate with others.”

The aunt patted the back of Jiang Yuechen's hand, then turned to Fu Wenyuan and said, "There is soup stewing in the casserole, I'll bring it out, drink some before going to sleep."

Her eye sockets seemed a little red, but Fu Wenyuan didn't see clearly when she got up too quickly.

During the meeting, Fu Wenyuan had a clear mind, but now he doesn't understand.Yunxi doesn't talk a lot, but he often misses and clings to him, almost as if he has skin hunger and thirst. He can't see any pressure at all, let alone his unwillingness to communicate.

Jiang Yuechen crossed his fingers and supported his chin, his expression became more serious, and he lowered his voice and said, "My mother has been having a hard time these two days...you didn't see Yunxi's appearance, it's really...she always thinks it's because she took Yunxi with her that day. When I went to the compound and met Fu Qingyuan, I was frightened again, that's why. She blamed herself, and there was nothing she could do. "

Fu Wenyuan knew the sensitivity and fragility of young people, especially Yunxi.

Fu Wenyuan turned the things in his hand to the third page. The handwriting was even more messy, the format was not very formal, and there was no official seal at the footer. It was said to be a medical record, more like a piece of draft paper:

The following order is medicine, disease

Does it hurt in the ear?

……

Your uncle said you were injured on the head, where is the injury?How long has it been since the ears were deaf since the head was injured?

……

Fu Yunxi, can you hear me?

can.

The weather is pretty good today. Is there any traffic jam on the way here?

block up.

Well, do your ears hurt when you hear other cars honking their horns?

……

Kid, if you don't cooperate, will your ears be okay?Bad ears, when can I go back to school?

I took a break from school.

Suspension of school is not quitting school, you can go back to school when you recover from illness.

……

Do you want to go back to school?

In no mood.

Then what are you going to do in the future?

I am with my boyfriend.

Fu Wenyuan's jaw tightened, there was more to the next page, and he didn't read any more.

Jiang Yuechen explained: "This is just chatting, not with a psychiatrist, there is no recording, and there is no backup."

Fu Wenyuan hummed.

He didn't want to drink the soup anymore, thinking of Yunxi's back when he went upstairs just now, he just wanted to go up immediately.

Jiang Yuechen repeated what he said before, "He has become less talkative and ignorant of people these past two days, but I don't think he did it on purpose, and sometimes he seems unable to react. He doesn't care if the dog pounces on him. We call him, and we have to call him several times. Brother, this is really not good, we are rough enough, if he has something on his mind, he has to..."

"I know." Fu Wenyuan said, "Let's do this for today, let's rest."

When he went upstairs, Yunxi was still not asleep, sitting cross-legged against the head of the bed, waiting for him.

Fu Wenyuan's face was sullen, Yunxi's expression was originally very happy, but as he approached, it slowly changed, and he called out with some fear: "Sir..."

Fu Wenyuan stopped by the closet, loosened his tie, and looked for pajamas inside.

Yunxi didn't dare to yell anymore, and when he turned off the light and went to bed after taking a shower, he didn't speak any more, but just slowly moved over, tucked into his arms, put his face against his chest, and hugged his waist with his hands.

After a long time, Fu Wenyuan sighed lightly, reached out to touch Yunxi's head, Yunxi trembled, got out of his arms, leaned against his face affectionately, and called sir in a low voice, like an octopus. Gotta hold him.

A week later, a doctor at Seongnam Private Psychological Clinic gave a preliminary diagnosis: Severe Stress Disorder.

The female doctor briefly explained to Fu Wenyuan who went in to listen to the doctor's orders: a self-protection mechanism that will appear after being strongly stimulated does not necessarily occur immediately. Appear.

Common symptoms are repeated recall of distressing events, deficits in important social functions, and affective cognitive impairment.

"It can be mild or serious, but in Fu Yunxi's situation, in simple terms, it can be said like this: Before recovering, he only recognized you."