i can't like him

Although Sheng Xinghe won the championship, he was not satisfied with this result.

He heard many people shouting on the field, but the more everyone encouraged him, the more embarrassed and embarrassing he felt.

I don't know why, the height that I used to be able to cross, but now I can't survive.He felt as if he had some kind of strange psychological barrier, and every time he ran and jumped, his heart was full of worries and distracting thoughts.

In the past, every time he left the stage, he had a relatively optimistic attitude, always thinking that there was still a chance, but now he was afraid of getting hurt, afraid of not being able to dance, and afraid of hearing everyone's disappointment.

The more fear I have in my heart, the more I can't do my best.

Caught in a vicious circle.

There were quite a few reporters waiting for interviews at the entrance of the exit, and several of them had already locked their eyes on him, but he didn't want to say anything more, and retreated behind He Qinian, trying to avoid everyone's sight.

The first person to be interviewed was Qin Hexuan, and the reporter was concerned about the reason for his abstention.

"I was accidentally hit by a falling suitcase when I woke up in the morning, and my foot was swollen. Our team doctor helped me to deal with it. I didn't think there was any problem at first, but after running a few times, I felt more and more pain."

The reporter said: "That's a pity. If there is no injury, I believe it will bring us a particularly intense championship and runner-up match."

Qin Hexuan smiled, "It's okay, there will be a league game to watch in May."

When He Qinian walked by, he was stopped by a short female reporter. As soon as he stopped, Sheng Xinghe almost hit the back of his head and hurried to the brakes.

I wanted to go around, but He Qinian grabbed one hand, "Wait for me, you."

Sheng Xinghe was forced to face the camera.

The female reporter let go of her hand, "Sorry, can I spare you a few minutes for a brief interview?"

He Qinian had a gentlemanly smile on his face, "Of course."

Reporter: "As the youngest player in this high jump final, did you feel a lot of pressure before the competition? Competing with so many seniors."

"It's okay." After He Qinian finished speaking, he felt that the person next to him wanted to leave, so he pulled him hard again, and said in a low voice, "What are you doing? The beautiful sister is still interviewing you."

"Get water," Sheng Xinghe said helplessly, "I'm dying of thirst."

"Hey, you should have said it earlier." He Qinian handed him the half bottle of mineral water left in his hand.

Opposite the two was a camera. Sheng Xinghe unscrewed the bottle cap and poured water into his mouth from the air. He Qinian smiled while looking at him: "I didn't put poison on my mouth."

Sheng Xinghe spit out a mouthful of water, supported He Qinian's shoulder, coughed so faintly that his face was flushed.

The female reporter and photographer nearby couldn't help laughing, and the camera was shaking.

"It seems that the two of you usually have a good relationship." The female reporter said.

"That's right, we've known each other for almost a year." He Qinian said.

"Where is it? It's only eight months."

He Qinian smiled, "You remember it very clearly."

Sheng Xinghe drank directly at the mouth of the bottle this time, he caught a glimpse of He Qinian looking at him from the corner of his eye, pressed five fingers on the top of his head, and forcibly turned his head to the other side.

For some reason, he wanted to laugh whenever he saw He Qinian.

The female reporter continued to ask questions. He Qinian stopped messing around. Because he was too tall, he stood with his legs apart and put his palms on his knees so that the other party could look at him.

The female reporter smiled and said, "You participated in the indoor championship for the first time, and you won the runner-up. Everyone thinks that you are a very talented athlete. Do you have any thoughts on this?"

"The runner-up was a fluke, because Brother Xuan's leg was injured, otherwise I wouldn't be able to win." He Qinian said seriously, "Actually, there is no shortcut to the road of sports. The so-called talent is just the beginning. It’s all about sweat, and the honor is all earned with love and persistence.”

The female reporter nodded and agreed, "Have you thought about refreshing your PB in this competition?"

He Qinian: "I thought about being able to jump 2 meters, but I didn't expect to be able to jump 23 meters. I haven't reached this height in my usual training."

"What were you thinking about on the third jump?"

"Thinking about..." He Qinian became a little nervous when talking about this kind of topic. He wanted to say that I was thinking about the person I like, but when he saw the camera on the opposite side, he didn't feel embarrassed. "Thinking about what to eat when I go back tonight."

The female reporter laughed loudly, and then handed the microphone to Sheng Xinghe, "Do you think that with He Qinian's current level, it is possible to surpass you in the future? Do you feel a little pressure because of this?"

"It's not possible, I believe he can surpass me," Sheng Xinghe also bent slightly, holding the microphone, "I also hope that our national track and field team can welcome more outstanding athletes so that we can stand on a bigger field. Everyone is trying to win glory for the country, why bother about this, everyone works hard, and the fat will not flow to outsiders Tian haha."

He Qinian was full of joy, hooked Sheng Xinghe's neck, and took over the conversation, "Yes, we are a winning combination, and the goal is to stand together for the motherland! Get more medals!"

Sheng Xinghe was stunned for two seconds before he realized what was the reason for his victory, and he was overjoyed, "Idiot, who wants to team up with you."

"Why not? I'm so handsome, you don't suffer."

The dialogue between the two made several reporters at the scene laugh.

"Will there be a holiday after the game?"

Sheng Xinghe nodded.

"Is there anything you two want to do during the vacation?"

Just as He Qinian wanted to speak freely and talk about the two-person trip planned before, Sheng Xinghe took the lead.

"He still has to go back to school. In my case, he has to prepare for the next diamond league. Go back to the base to rest for two days and then continue training."

"That was really hard work. I wish you better results in the next competition."

At the end of the game, free time finally ushered in.

He Qinian followed Sheng Xinghe around, "Brother, do you want to have dinner together tonight? I checked online, and there is a super delicious hot pot restaurant nearby. If you don't like spicy food, we can order mandarin duck pot."

"Don't eat, I have to go back to City A."

Sheng Xinghe has booked the high-speed train back to City A at [-]:[-] pm, he is going to have a good rest for the night, and he will find his coach to catch up on the old days.

Bian Hanlin asked him to go to the tea house to drink tea with him several months ago, but he never got the chance.

He Qinian was stunned, "Have you booked the ticket?"

"That's right." Sheng Xinghe glanced at the time and quickened his pace, "There is still more than an hour."

He Qinian immediately said, "Then I'll go too! Why didn't you tell me earlier."

Sheng Xinghe paused, "You want to go back with me?"

"That's right! Didn't you promise me to travel with me last time? Did you forget?" Seeing him squinting his eyes and lost in memory, He Qinian was so anxious that he jumped up and shouted, "You really forgot! You didn't Take my word for it."

He snorted angrily.

Sheng Xinghe was full of apology, "I didn't forget, but you have to go back to class, it's been a few weeks since school started."

"Isn't tomorrow Saturday? I'll play all day and fly back the day after tomorrow." He Qinian said.

Sheng Xinghe thought for a moment, "Okay, then you can arrange it yourself."

The distance between the two cities is not too far, and the high-speed train takes more than an hour. After He Qinian packed his luggage, he immediately booked a ticket. Unfortunately, the seat by the Shengxing River has already been booked.

One is in the sixth car, and the other is in the No.12 car. Fortunately, the man sitting beside Sheng Xinghe is a man on a business trip. At the next stop, the two switched seats. He Qinian finally got his wish and sat in Sheng Xinghe. Xinghe's side.

After a lot of tossing, the topic went back and forth.

"I'm so hungry, bro, what shall we have for dinner?"

"Don't you want to eat hot pot, I'll take you there to eat hot pot."

Sheng Xinghe originally planned to close his eyes and squint for a while, but the brat was chattering on the sidelines endlessly.

"Would you like to come to my house at night? My house is quite close to the subway entrance, so it's convenient for us to go out and play."

Sheng Xinghe was a little shocked, "Aren't you from Liaoning?"

"My mother, she..." The mouth was too fast, and it was too late to stop it. He Qinian felt that there was no need to hide this matter, and muttered softly, "There is something I haven't told you, I hope you don't mind."

Sheng Xinghe frowned slightly, "About what?"

"About my family," He Qinian sighed silently, and whispered into Sheng Xinghe's ear, "Actually, the one you saw last time was not my aunt, but my mother."

"Ah?" Sheng Xinghe was dumb, his mind full of question marks.

He Qinian nodded.

"Then why did you call me aunt?" Sheng Xinghe suddenly understood some of the information he had learned, and lowered his voice, "No one in the circle knows that she has given birth before?"

He Qinian was a little surprised, "You are so smart. She was still young when she was pregnant with me. At that time, it was very bad for the reputation of such things to spread. She could only secretly give birth to me and raise me secretly. I even gave birth to me. I don't know what dad looks like."

Sheng Xinghe's experience made him seem calmer when he heard such a story.

Anything can happen in the entertainment industry, and most artists will wear a perfect mask in front of the screen to maintain a minimum of decency.

Sometimes I pretend to be so that I even believe myself.

For the next hour, they talked about He Qinian's childhood.

Sheng Xinghe could understand her choice at that time, but felt that her behavior was a great harm to He Qinian.

After all, it is difficult to have the best of both worlds.

Sheng Xinghe speculated that He Qinian's parents should have loved each other, otherwise He Zixin would definitely not want to give birth to this child for him.

The last time he met He Zixin, he didn't look like his mother, he must have looked more like his father.

"I've actually heard people say that my dad is a little hooligan who often goes out for a long time and doesn't come home. He must be in debt, but my mother has repeatedly emphasized to me that he is a good person. Every time When she mentioned my dad, she cried very sadly, and then no one would mention it."

Sheng Xinghe raised his hand and rubbed his head, "Then you can trust your aunt... no, your mother said, it's better to have hope than to be disappointed, right?"

He Qinian responded, leaning his head on his shoulder, "Hey, I'm so sleepy, I'm going to sleep."

"Get out of the car and sleep!"

"I just want to sleep." He Qinian burrowed into his neck.

The fluffy hair made people's skin itchy, Sheng Xinghe wanted to push him away, but found that he was secretly competing with himself, a head could weigh a thousand catties.

In the end, Sheng Xinghe gave up struggling and let him lean on like this.

It was almost seven o'clock when he left the train station, the sun was setting, and the whole city was shrouded in boundless darkness. He Qinian took out a cashmere scarf from his backpack and wrapped it around Sheng Xinghe's neck.

"Should we go home or eat first?" He Qinian suggested, "Or go to my house and get some hot pot for you!"

Sheng Xinghe is a very casual person, nodded and said: "It's fine, anyway, I don't need to do it anyway."

He Qinian held out his hand to stop the car, "Then let's go to the supermarket to buy pot bottoms or something, and I'll show you around my little home later."

"All right."

A blue Volkswagen stopped by the side of the road, and He Qi reported to a large supermarket near his home.

Sheng Xinghe has been in City A for many years, but the places he has been to are limited to the base, museum, science and technology museum, and Bian Hanlin's house.

He devotes all his attention to work, and basically doesn't plan anything other than training and competitions. Even if he goes out to play, he is dragged by his teammates, while He Qinian is the exact opposite of him.

He Qinian is very interested in a lot of things, and he will do everything seriously, even if it is a meal, he will have [-]% enthusiasm.

I don't know why there is so much energy.

In the taxi, He Qinian had already recorded in the memo what he would buy in the supermarket later.

He handed it to Sheng Xinghe for a look.

"Do you see anything else to add?"

Except for the meat that athletes can’t touch, there are more than 30 kinds of meat and vegetables, almost as complete as a hot pot restaurant.

"Or if there is anything you don't want to eat, you can cross it out yourself."

Sheng Xinghe wanted to swipe the bullfrog, but he retracted it when his fingertip reached the screen. Anyway, He Qinian would eat it if he didn't eat it.

The supermarket at eight o'clock is still very lively, and the aroma of pastries can be heard as soon as you enter the door.

The second floor is the fresh food area. Sheng Xinghe found a small cart to push it, and He Qinian was in charge of purchasing. Because of their tall stature, people passing by would always turn their heads to look at them.

A little girl with pigtails was begging her mother to buy puffed food. When she turned her head and saw them, she quickly tugged at her mother's clothes, "Look, mom! It's a giant brother!"

The child's mother turned around from a row of containers and gave them a friendly smile.

He Qinian bent down to look at her, "Then do you want to become a giant?"

The little girl nodded.

He Qinian pinched her waist with both hands, and easily raised it above his head, "You are also a giant now, isn't the air up there very fresh?"

The little girl flicked her feet twice, giggling happily, "I can see the whole world now!"

He Qinian was amused by the child's innocence, put it down and rubbed her small forehead, "Then do you know the secret of giants growing tall?"

The girl shook her head.

"Just listen to my mother, don't eat snacks indiscriminately."

The girl's mother smiled, but the little girl looked at him half-understanding, "Is it true?"

"Of course." He Qinian tugged at the person next to him, "If you don't believe me, ask my brother."

Sheng Xinghe nodded cooperatively, "Yes, you can only grow taller if you listen to your mother."

The little girl questioned, "Then why is my elder brother not as tall as my younger brother?"

Sheng Xinghe: "..."

He Qinian suppressed a smile, "Because he's not as good as me."

Sheng Xinghe left in anger, He Qinian pushed the car and chased after him, "Hey, don't be upset, in your era, you were considered the pinnacle at your height, right?"

"You're overdosing on hormones!" Sheng Xinghe kicked his ass, and He Qinian screamed.

After a while, he posted it quietly again, "Did you know that people can actually grow twice? As long as you are under 30 years old, you can grow taller."

Sheng Xinghe was skeptical.

"But it needs a little rain and dew."

"I believe in you asshole."

Sheng Xinghe shoveled some handmade beef balls into the bag, and heard He Qinian ask, "Did the one you bought be peeing beef balls?"

"Beef balls, yes, I'm not sure whether to pee or not." Sheng Xinghe squeezed the tight meatballs through the bag, "I guess you should."

The staff on the inside smiled and said, "The one you took is not scattered."

"Then change it to someone who knows how to spread it." He Qinian said.

Sheng Xinghe held back for a long time, but couldn't help but burst out laughing.

"Laughing fart." He Qinian stretched out his hand and stabbed him in the waist.

Sheng Xinghe laughed even more happily, and even the staff inside also laughed, and helped change the pee beef balls.

Sheng Xinghe has always felt that the environment will have a great influence on people. When he was in school, he always kept a safe distance from He Qinian unconsciously. He could fight in the apartment and became a very good opponent in the arena. And being in such a place full of life will make people feel very close.

"Brother," He Qinian bumped his arm, "How about the mushroom soup? Or do you want chicken soup?"

Sheng Xinghe threw the mushrooms into the trolley, "Don't forget the dipping sauce."

"Ah! Yes, yes, yes!" He Qinian went on a tour for a week and grabbed a bag of sauce, "I'll make sesame sauce for you later!"

...or even a little closer than friends.

After buying mushrooms and seafood, He Qinian dragged Sheng Xinghe to the drink area, passing a wine cabinet in the middle.

He Qinian turned his head and asked, "Brother, do you know how to drink?"

"I know a little bit, but I don't usually have the opportunity to drink, and the coach won't let me drink too much. It's not good for my health." Sheng Xinghe said.

"Isn't this the end of the competition? It doesn't matter once in a while." He Qinian picked a bottle of good-looking vodka from the container, "Let's buy a bottle to add to the fun."

"To add to the fun?" Sheng Xinghe's expression turned subtle, "Why do you want to add to the fun when eating hot pot?"

"Just..." He Qinian put the wine bottle into the trolley, "We northerners drink alcohol when we eat hot pot. If you can, you can mix some fruit juice and Sprite. I can make cocktails. Do you want some?"

Sheng Xinghe raised his eyebrows, "Do you know how to make cocktails?"

He Qinian said: "Didn't you work in a bar before? I was curious, so I learned a little."

Sheng Xinghe realized that he had really underestimated He Qinian, this bastard is really 360, and he can do it a little bit.Next time He Qinian says that he can drive an excavator, he won't be surprised.