Happy wedding

The moment he saw Xu Ningyuan's father, he understood what he was going to say.

This is the coffee shop where Lin Fan and Xu Ningyuan have dated countless times. Lin Fan often sits here reading a book, and Xu Ningyuan writes programs beside him. It seems that they have no intersection, but they always look up and smile at the right time, saying no. The years that come out are quiet and good.

"Xiaofan, I also watched you grow up. You and Xiaoyuan have always had such a good relationship. At that time, I was always glad that you were in charge of this bastard, but I didn't expect that you would come to this point one day. You You are so sensible and obedient and good at learning since you were young, tell me, is that bastard Xiaoyuan messing with you?" As soon as he sat down, Xu Ningyuan's father cut straight to the point.

Lin Fan's hand holding the water glass trembled slightly. He could be calm when facing Lin Dong and Chen Xin, but he couldn't when facing Xu Ningyuan's father.Hearing this, Lin Fan said anxiously: "Uncle Xu, I'm sorry. It's not like this. I liked Ning Yuan first. I confessed to him first. He's not messed up. He's really good." Lin Fan gradually calmed down. Uncle Xu, in fact, I didn’t think about it, I don’t ask for any results. But can you let Ning Yuan choose for himself? If he lets me go, I will definitely leave without saying a word.”

Xu Ningyuan's father was speechless for a long time after hearing it. He has always belonged to the kind of person who has no formality and can always play with the children. Xu Ningyuan's mother often laments that she has raised two sons. It was the first time for Fan to see such a serious Uncle Xu.After a long while, Xu Ningyuan's father sighed and said: "I know in my heart that my child looks naughty and mischievous, and is a hated stick with itchy teeth. But he is good to everyone in his heart, and he always sacrifices himself for it." Others think. But you, Xiaofan, to be honest, your uncle and I have lived for so many years, and I have never seen a few people who are as rational and indifferent as your family. Uncle asked you a word, do you know that as long as you lower your Put on a posture of not fighting or grabbing. My family's extremely protective animal feels distressed when looking at you. Even if it hurts me and you, Aunt Xu will not separate from you. If you don't, according to Ning Yuan's personality, If your relationship with him really makes me and your Aunt Xu sad, no matter how sad he is in his heart, he will separate from you. You are using 'no pressure on you, no results, you choose no matter what I love you all the way' and force him to fight the whole world for you, right? Do you want him to betray all relatives? Lin Fan, Xu Ningyuan is a fake hammer, you are a real hammer."

Lin Fan, who had been poked into the darkest thoughts hidden in his heart, had no expression on his face, but his heart was turbulent.He admits that he thinks so, if Xu Ningyuan is willing to fight against the whole world for him, against his parents, he can only wish for it, so that he can only love himself in this world, Lin Fan knows that this is the ugly possessive desire in his heart It's making trouble, but as long as he thinks that Xu Ningyuan belongs to him alone, he will be as excited as if he knocked on the cock.

Lin Fan didn't answer, and Xu Ningyuan's father continued: "Xiao Fan, uncle has lived so many years longer than you. I can see your thoughts even if you don't admit it. This is why I didn't go to Xiao Yuan to find you. If it is not you but someone else, I will break that kid's leg mercilessly, but you, the two of you have been together since childhood like one person, breaking the bones and tendons, I will not at all I doubt the relationship between you, and I know that even if you want to play with the same sex on a whim, you won’t play with each other. Xiaofan, if you love Xiaoyuan, think about him more, you just now Having said that, my son is very good. Speaking of boasting, I also think that my son is very good. He studies well and grows up well. It has been a smooth road from childhood to now. Lin Fan, if you really love him, you will think Let his life be stained? Especially if the stain is nothing else but yourself."

After Xu Ningyuan's father left, Lin Fan sat there in a daze. Is he a stain?Xu Ningyuan's life stain?

Lin Fan didn't tell Xu Ningyuan that Xu Ningyuan's father came to him. He still looked for a job and submitted his resume as before, but he knew that Xu Ningyuan's father's words had already taken root in his heart.Two soldiers fight each other, attacking the heart first.It has to be said that Jiang is still old and hot in this respect, Lin Fan was really generalized.After Xu Ningyuan's graduation ceremony, Lin Fan drank wine with Xu Ningyuan's brothers in the dormitory and Dahei's girlfriend. The six lamented the passing of time in college and said they would be brothers for life. They even shed tears together. .When Dahei shouted his brother for a lifetime, Xu Ningyuan quietly held Lin Fan's hand under the table, and said loudly: "Yes, for a lifetime!" Lin Fan's heart trembled suddenly, he knew what Xu Ningyuan said Listen to yourself.

The six people were walking on the playground, lamenting the last night of their college days, when a figure jumped off the roof, and the blood that fell from the fall instantly reached the six people, even soaking the shoes of Qi Heng who was walking in the front .Dahei's girlfriend screamed and cried and hid in Dahei's arms, and the crowd rushed over in an instant.Some people screamed, some called the police, some discussed the identity of the deceased, and some even took photos and posted them on their Moments.

"I heard this guy is gay!"

"Yes, yes, I heard from his roommate that he seems to have gotten AIDS from his ex-boyfriend, and his ex-boyfriend's name is written in blood on the wall."

"Tsk tsk tsk, is it because of AIDS that you can't think about committing suicide?"

"I really don't understand how many rotten women are there. What's so cute about being gay? It's disgusting!"

"Yeah, let's stay away when we meet in the future, who knows if you have AIDS?"

Xu Ningyuan looked at Lin Fan in a panic, and Lin Fan's face turned pale. "Xiao Fan, are you okay?" He stretched out his hand to hug Lin Fan, but Lin Fan pushed him away.The real words and Xu Ningyuan's father's words circulated in Lin Fan's mind alternately: "Homosexuality is disgusting and spreads AIDS. Yes, stay away!"

"Lin Fan, if you really love him, would you want to make his life stained? Especially that stain is nothing but yourself." That germinated seed finally grew into a A towering tree.

Lin Fan remembered a sentence he read in a book: "Although Neanderthals and Homo sapiens are too similar to mention it, they are also so different that it cannot be tolerated. Homosexuals, after all, are the marginalized people of this society, spreading AIDS. monsters, too alien to be tolerated."

"Am I a stain on Ning Yuan's life?"

"I'm afraid it is."

Lin Fan went back to the dormitory at night, and sent Xu Ningyuan a WeChat with shaking hands: "Ningyuan, let's break up!" I'm sorry Ningyuan, I love you, I'm sorry I don't want to be your stain, I'm sorry I can't be with you forever.He returned home for the first time, called Lin Dong, and said that he was going to study in a language school in Japan, and then apply for a graduate school there.Lin Fan finally compromised, but not because of the secular world or the pressure, but because of his feelings for Xu Ningyuan.

Three days later, Xu Ningyuan received a courier from Lin Fan after countless phone calls and text messages from Xu Ningyuan disappeared.Inside were the things he had given to Lin Fan over the years, he never thought that Lin Fan would still keep these things.There is the small pudding ice cream bag they ate for the first time, there is a biscuit box love letter from their sophomore year in high school, there is a safety box when they were intimate for the first time... There is also a bank card, the password is Xu Ningyuan Xu Ningyuan didn't need to check the money on his birthday. It was the money he had raised Lin Fan.Lin Fan returned all of these to him, what is this?A unilateral clean break?Xu Ningyuan, who always insisted that men shed blood but not tears, bent down and finally broke down in tears.Why do you want to separate without saying a word?What happened between them?A man can only have this kind of love once in a lifetime, and if he gives it away, it will be gone. The 22-year-old Xu Ningyuan suddenly felt a sense of vicissitudes in his heart. He might never be able to love someone like this again.

A month later, Bai Zhenzhen begged Xu Ningyuan for a long time and Xu Ningyuan finally agreed to accompany her out to buy a computer.When they saw Lin Fan in the computer city, Xu Ningyuan held Bai Zhenzhen's hand subconsciously, and said in his heart: "Get angry, if you are angry, it proves that you care about me, right? Xiaofan, I beg you , get angry, okay? What did I do wrong, can you tell me, okay?" But Lin Fan came over politely with a smile, and then left politely.Xu Ningyuan suddenly let go of Bai Zhenzhen's hand, closed his eyes in frustration, opened them for a while and chased in the direction where Lin Fan was leaving, but the crowd was so vast, where was Lin Fan?After leaving, Lin Fan bit the corner of his mouth almost bleeding, md Xu Ningyuan forgot about me so quickly, and said he would stay with me for the rest of his life?In a blink of an eye, he hooked up with a big-breasted girl, a heartless man, a bastard, and a deadbeat, but, like this... It's okay, he can still date the opposite sex, marry and have children, and live a life without stains.

Extremity of love breeds fear, every step is a demon.From now on, let him sink in the sea of ​​demons alone!The person on the other side of the sea, you must be happy, happier than anyone else!

"Ning Yuan, do you know? I'm actually quite happy when you say that." Lin Fan said.

Xu Ningyuan's eyes lit up instantly, he grabbed Lin Fan's cold hand and said, "Then you promised to come back to me?"

Lin Fan looked at the handshake and said: "But we are not suitable. I have been in Japan for so many years, and I have thought about many things. Really, it is fortunate that we broke up at the beginning, otherwise we may not know what will happen in the future."

The light in Xu Ningyuan's eyes dimmed instantly: "What do you mean? What's inappropriate?"

Lin Fan said: "Do you know? Uncle Xu told me at the beginning that I have always used an attitude of 'I don't put pressure on you, I don't ask for results, you choose yourself no matter what I love you' attitude, forcing you to fight for me against the whole world He said that you are a fake mallet, and I am a real mallet! In fact, he is quite right! I am a person who has always been very possessive. If we hadn’t separated at the beginning, I really wanted to force you to fight the whole world for me, In the end, you are forced to betray all relatives, and you are forced to be alone in the world. If so, tell me, will you be happy? Will you be happy? You will not, you are a typical extroverted personality, and you will be happy only when you are in the crowd people!"

Xu Ningyuan smiled helplessly after hearing this: "Xiao Linzi, we have been together for so many years. You know me very well, you know how to deal with me, and I also know you well. I also know your urinating nature. You think I Can’t see what you’re thinking? You want to be my world, but honestly you can’t, and no one else can. But in Xu Ningyuan’s world, there must be a Lin Fan, do you understand? Besides, you are not the only one who has possessiveness, I also have it! It’s not necessarily less than you.”

Lin Fan was stunned for a moment by Xu Ningyuan's words, yes, he knew Xu Ningyuan, how could Xu Ningyuan not understand him?Possessiveness is something that people are born with, so why should he struggle with it?No matter how possessive you are, no one can become someone's world, and demons and the like will cease to exist if you look away.Lin Fan felt that the dead knot in his heart was slowly being unraveled, Lin Fan said helplessly, "So why don't you ask me if there is anyone else by my side all these years?"

Xu Ningyuan's face darkened, he twitched the corners of his mouth, and finally reached the point that he cared most about. 4 years ago, he didn't understand, but 4 years later, he knows that as long as he stretches out his hand, he will definitely be able to save Lin Fan, but this premise is that there is no one else around him. If there is one..."It's okay, don't ask ! If you have someone else, I can snatch it back for you!"

Lin Fan: "..." Xu Ningyuan is really a mysterious and confident man.

Xu Ningyuan suddenly thought of something and laughed, "No one but me can bear your broken personality. Even a nympho who has sex will be frozen from a nympho to a vase by you!"

Lin Fan pulled out the hand held by Xu Ningyuan, what the hell is this?What's wrong with labor's bad character?Even if Laozi has such a broken personality, don't you still take a fancy to Laozi!

Xu Ningyuan, whose hands were suddenly empty, frowned, gritted his teeth and said, "So is there any?"

Lin Fan suddenly didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and said: "You have finished talking, what should I say? No one will appreciate my broken personality!"

Xu Ningyuan grabbed Lin Fan's hand with a stern face and said, "So Xiao Linzi, can we make up now?"

Lin Fan sighed: "But, if we are together, I will become a stain on your life! To be honest, I don't really care what other people think, but you don't care, right? Maybe you will really betray your relatives, you You don’t want to be on the fringes of society, do you?”

Hearing the word "stain", Xu Ningyuan suddenly became angry and distressed: "md, what a stain! Laozi has been a baby to you for so long, and you tm say that about yourself? You say it again, Laozi really beat you, believe it or not Xu Ningyuan's anger suddenly subsided, leaving only distressed, he pulled Lin Fan into his arms and said, "Did my old fool say that my old bastard is doing ideological and political work for people in their unit Yes, the psychological weakness of catching people is accurate, especially for a young man like you, whose morals are not enough for him to play! What kind of stains in life are people on the fringes of society who betray their relatives, what do you think you are? Or am I? It’s a pity , we are nothing, no one cares about how we live! Whether it is marginalized people, homosexuals, or the president of the country, what we do every day is nothing more than eating, working, sleeping, and falling in love. No one is more than anyone else. What, people's life is like this, a little bit of food, rice, oil and salt. To be honest, even if we are not together, we can live a good life by marrying wives and having children. I want you, I just want to spend this life with you! Do you understand?

Lin Fan suddenly laughed, right? No one is more important than the other. They are such insignificant mortals as long as they live their lives in a normal way. The demons that had trapped him for several years suddenly went away, and he stretched out his hand Hug Xu Ningyuan back: "I just want to live with you too!"

Xu Ningyuan's sea view room in the island hotel on the wedding invitation

After the passion was over, Lin Fan lay wearily on the bed. Xu Ningyuan put his arms around his waist and said, "Why haven't you grown any flesh in all these years?"

Lin Fan smiled: "Don't you just like this type?" Xu Ningyuan likes girls with big breasts and beautiful boys with thin skin. He knows it. In this way, they really seem to know each other very well!

Xu Ningyuan pinched him on the waist: "That's true! But I like you if you have meat, and I like everything about you!"

Lin Fan thought to himself, remember first!In case one day he really gets fat, let's see if he dares to dislike him!But looking at Lin Dong's figure, it is estimated that even if he reaches 40, he will not be blessed.

Xu Ningyuan said again: "You come home with me tomorrow! Meet my parents and settle our matter before you return to Japan."

Hearing the words of seeing his parents, Lin Fan's sleepiness was swept away: "You and your parents have a showdown? I...your father...me"

Xu Ningyuan said in his heart: "It's a showdown, and it was a showdown early in the morning." He didn't want to say the sadness in it, but said: "Don't worry, they agreed! I told my old Huyou that if he doesn't agree with me being with you, I'll go for a vasectomy. If I'm gay, I can have a child through in vitro fertilization, but if I have a vasectomy, the old Xu's family will be completely ruined, let him think about it for himself!"

Lin Fan hit Xu Ningyuan: "You're such a stick, how can you talk to your parents like that?"

Xu Ningyuan smiled and said: "Bang Chui, you like me too, go to sleep, you've been on a plane all day!"

Lin Fan nodded, closed his eyes leisurely, and said to Xu Ningyuan half asleep, "Ningyuan, if you ask me, will I see you?"

Xu Ningyuan lightly caressed the hand on Lin Fan's back and suddenly paused, "En!"

Lin Fan said: "According to my personality, I won't, but if it's you, I will!"

A big smile appeared on Xu Ningyuan's face, he stretched out his hand and hugged Lin Fan close to his bare back, Lin Fan knocked off his paw, "Don't move, you're sleepy, I'm want to sleep!"

Lin Fan pushed the world out with a mask of indifference, leaving only Xu Ningyuan alone.Now he has finally reconciled with the world. Fortunately, this person is still there.Going around in circles, it finally came to fruition.He finally let go of those little things and caught love.No one can become someone's world, but my world cannot be without you.