Happy wedding

Lin Fan came out of his memories, tugged at his collar, and his plane landed.More than 10 years have passed in the memory, but in fact he only stayed on the plane for 4 hours.Lin Fan picked up his luggage and walked towards the arrival gate. Just as he was about to check the address Xu Ningyuan had given him on WeChat, he received a WeChat message from Xu Ningyuan, "Xiaofan, I'll wait for you at the exit." Lin Fan, who was walking towards the exit, suddenly He raised his head and saw Xu Ningyuan at the exit. He was wearing a simple shirt and jeans, his hair was neither long nor short, and he looked refreshing. Men get stronger and stronger with age, but Xu Ningyuan didn't seem to have it. Still just like the boy in Lin Fan's memory, his boy, his first love.Lin Fan broke up with Xu Ningyuan for many years after he went to Japan. He used to think that he was gay. Later, he was dragged by a wretched friend to popularize science. After a lot of movies, he realized that he was not interested in men's and women's bodies. Interest, no sex drive.So he is not gay but out-and-out asexual, he just loves Xu Ningyuan.But he doesn't want to love Xu Ningyuan anymore. He loved too deeply and ended up hurting others and himself. His love is full of karma, and his love is full of demons.

"Xiao Linzi, you're back!" Hearing this familiar address, Lin Fan's heart trembled, but he still put on a polite and alienated smile and said, "Well, I haven't been back for a long time, by the way, I haven't congratulated you yet." You, happy wedding."

Xu Ningyuan's face darkened and he didn't say anything.The phrase "Happy Newlyweds" was noncommittal.He just silently took Lin Fan's luggage, put it in the trunk of the car and said, "Have you not eaten yet? Let's go eat something first!"

Lin Fan said: "No need, I won't be hungry after eating a little bit on the plane, don't you have a wedding tomorrow? There are a lot of things to prepare, so don't call me!" In fact, he didn't eat on the plane, but he I really don't like flying. I feel dizzy and nauseated when I sit on the plane, and I can't get over it for a long time.

Xu Ningyuan started to turn down the car's air conditioner, and Lin Fan felt much better while blowing on the air conditioner and closing his eyes.Xu Ningyuan stopped at the entrance of the convenience store, walked down under Lin Fan's surprised gaze, and soon came back and put a bottle of chilled yogurt in Lin Fan's hand: "You are like this every time, when you get off the plane I felt dizzy and nauseated for a long time, but I didn’t expect it to be the same after 4 years.”

Lin Fan held the yogurt in his hand, feeling a little sour in his heart, smiled and said, "You still remember!" Xu Ningyuan took a deep look at him, "When did I forget about you?" Lin Fan stuck the straw His hands trembled a little, aren't we about to get married?What is this doing?Have an unforgettable old relationship with your ex-boyfriend before marriage?What do you want to do?Going to get married after a one-night affair with nothing to worry about?Thinking of this, Lin Fan's face turned cold. He clearly knew that Xu Ningyuan was not this kind of person, but he couldn't help but speculate on him like this.

Although Xu Ningyuan's appearance and figure have not changed much under careful management these years, he is different from Lin Fan who has been staying in an ivory tower. In the past four years after graduating from university, he has struggled in society. What kind of person he had never seen before, he could almost tell what Lin Fan was thinking at a glance, a little annoyed and a little funny: "I didn't mean that, don't think too much."

Lin Fan was a little embarrassed when his mind was punctured. Maybe he was just talking about it casually.Lin Fan leaned back and put his head on the back of the chair: "I didn't think much about it, it's just a little uncomfortable."

Seeing Lin Fan's pale face, Xu Ningyuan felt that he had finished speaking, so he turned on Lin Fan's favorite soft music and said, "I won't bother you anymore, take a rest."

Xu Ningyuan whispered: "Lin Fan, do you know? I have never treated anyone, not you."

Lin Fan pretended not to hear, and pretended to be asleep, but his heart was turbulent, didn't that mean?What does this sentence mean?

The car didn't know how long it had been driving, Xu Ningyuan pushed Lin Fan and said, "Here we are." Lin Fan turned his head to see the scenery outside the window, which he was very familiar with. This is the yard he used to pass every day when he was in elementary school. It was the little stool here. When Xu Ningyuan said that he wanted to beat the teacher for himself, this was almost the beginning of their evil relationship.Xu Ningyuan opened the car door for him, Lin Fan didn't get out of the car, turned his head and asked him, "What do you mean? What are you bringing me here for?" Xu Ningyuan pushed his seat belt, and pulled Lin Fan off without any explanation.

Lin Fan was a little confused for a while looking at this scene that seemed to have passed away. He was suddenly surrounded by Xu Ningyuan's breath, and he hugged him from behind.

"Xiao Linzi, do you know? From the first time I saw you, I thought you were good-looking, and I liked you, but you always ignored me when I asked you to play."

"That's because you are too annoying!" Lin Fan said in his heart.

"It's here that you talked to me for the first time, and you said Teacher Li said you were stupid!"

"You're stupid, okay? Who can't catch up with me afterward?"

"Later, I treated you to a small pudding, and you finally agreed to talk to me. That was the first time you smiled at me. At that time, you lost a tooth and showed..."

Lin Fan finally broke free from Xu Ningyuan, and broke free from his nostalgic embrace.What's the use of nostalgia anymore, this is no longer his property. "Ning Yuan, I'm here to attend your wedding, not to play memory games, it's almost over, I'll pretend I haven't heard what you say, let's go!"

Xu Ningyuan held Lin Fan back and said, "There is no wedding, I lied to you!"

Lin Fan raised his head in surprise: "What did you say?"

Xu Ningyuan smiled wryly and said, "If I didn't say I got married, would you come back to see me according to your personality? For so many years, I have gone to Aunt Chen and Uncle Lin countless times and they didn't tell me your address. I'll go I asked everyone we knew together, but you didn’t tell anyone. If it wasn’t for my marriage, Aunt Chen and Uncle Lin wouldn’t have given me your address. When I know your address, I can’t wait to fly to Japan I'm looking for you, but I'm looking for you, will you meet me? Tell me, will you?" Xu Ningyuan became more and more aggrieved as he said: "At the beginning you broke up when you said you wanted to break up, so you cut off all ties so heartlessly, without giving any room Me! Lin Fan, tell me tm, I'll go find you, will you meet me? If I don't lie to you, will you come back?"

Lin Fan couldn't answer, and his breath stuck in his chest. He remembered that one month after they broke up, he met Xu Ningyuan and Bai Zhenzhen in the computer city. Bai Zhenzhen took Xu Ningyuan's hand kindly: "You, No, do you have a girlfriend? For nothing, the pretty one."

Xu Ningyuan glared at Lin Fan: "I was just dragged here by her to buy a computer. It was because she saw you to annoy you. I think if you show a little anger, it will prove that you still care about me, and we still have a chance. But you didn't, you always had that expression, as if we were really ordinary friends."

Lin Fan was dumbfounded when the truth was suddenly intercepted, "I..." Lin Fan stammered.

"Lin Fan, you wolf-hearted beast, the world's number one bastard son, you were the one who said he liked me, and you were the one who threw me aside and walked away! I hate you to death, what's the matter with us? We can't carry it together?" Xu Ningyuan was furiously cursing, and when he suddenly understood the sentence "You really can't carry it" in Lin Fan's eyes, he became even more angry!

"Holy shit, even if I can't handle it, can't two people also handle it? As a human being who has evolved the function of language, don't you understand what communication is? Seeing me chatting with girls is not happy, what the hell are you talking about?" , Silently, I feel sad! My dad came to you, you tell me! That’s my father, not your father! It’s stupid, what’s wrong with the homosexual, AIDS, AIDS, disease jumping off the building? I told You, you tm disappear from the front of labor and management again, and labor and management pull you to dance together, I will hang you to death as a ghost! Let the whole world know that a gay couple died in love, and the dead gay really die!"

Lin Fan couldn't help but laugh, this was probably the most serious love story he had ever heard in his life.During the 4 years in Japan, Lin Fan thought about the past for a long time.In fact, the pressure at that time was far less than what I thought, but why so many people who encountered more difficulties than me could bear it, but I couldn't bear it?After a long time, Lin Fan figured it out. It was like hitting the back of his hand. The lovers who carried him went from love to family affection between throbbing and stroking, but he pulled his hand away when it hurt a little.But it's not because he doesn't love Xu Ningyuan enough, but because he loves Xu Ningyuan too much. He loves so much that he can't help that there is something wrong in his life, and even more so that it's because of him.

At that time, Lin Dong had just stopped his living expenses. He was desperate but he didn’t want to tell Xu Ningyuan. He went back and forth between the laboratory and the restaurant where he worked every day. When he returned to the dormitory at night, he was so tired that he closed his eyes and went to sleep. He didn’t even have time to reply to Xu Ningyuan’s WeChat. .Lin Fan admitted that he had a strange sense of satisfaction at that time, and he said to Xu Ningyuan silently in his heart countless times: "Look how much I love you, I don't give you any pressure, I don't ask for anything in return. There will never be anyone who loves you more than me."

However, Xu Ningyuan and him had a big fight afterwards. When Xu Ningyuan asked Lin Fan why he didn't answer his phone calls or reply to his WeChat messages, and every time he wanted to come to him, he always said that he had something to do. Did he change his mind and want to use it? When they broke up coldly and violently, Lin Fan was left speechless.He looked at Xu Ningyuan and suddenly realized that he had put the cart before the horse for a long time. He resisted the pressure from his father in order to be with Xu Ningyuan, but because of resisting the pressure, he alienated Xu Ningyuan.Lin Fan exhaustedly sighed and said to Xu Ningyuan, who was furious in front of him: "My parents know about us, and they stopped my living expenses. I have been working part-time recently, so I'm sorry I didn't tell you."

Xu Ningyuan looked at Lin Fan's thinner face than before, and hugged him distressedly: "Xiao Linzi, I'm sorry, but why didn't you tell me? Don't work part-time, you are so busy with graduation experiments, I will take care of you, okay?" ?”

Lin Fan closed his eyes in Xu Ningyuan's arms and said, "It's okay, I can do it." Xu Ningyuan slapped Lin Fan on the back: "What can you do with your small body? Don't worry, although I'm not as good at reading You, but you will definitely make more money than you." The young Xu Ningyuan said this confidently at that time, and Xu Ningyuan wanted to laugh every time he thought about it later, he really didn't know the heights of the sky and the earth.At that time when we laughed at all the thirteen or fourteen-year-old boys who didn't know the sufferings of the world "secondary cancer", we forgot that we were still in the late stage of second-degree disease, and we always thought that we could use it even if we were not omnipotent. Not-so-strong shoulders carry the sky for his lover.

Lin Fan's graduation experiment was really getting more and more busy. He almost had to lay the floor in the laboratory all night, and he really didn't have time to go to work again.Xu Ningyuan sold all his game accounts and started a game power leveling career. Later, he found that it was easy for him to live alone with the money and the living expenses provided by his parents, but it was difficult to raise Lin Fan. For the first time, I felt that the price level of this first-tier city where he grew up was so high.He went to a rich second-generation classmate of his junior high school and asked him to find him a job in his nightclub. This rich second-generation buddy went abroad to get a diploma after finishing junior high school. He went to the United States to study at some pheasant school. After returning from the philosophy department, he used all the essence of the thoughts of the great philosophers for thousands of years to run the nightclub at home.Back in junior high, Xu Ningyuan was familiar with this rich second generation but they didn’t know much about each other. Xu Ningyuan’s good grades would make things happen. Whether it’s a teacher, a top student or a gangster, he can speak well. The ball, but Xu Ningyuan has his own circle, even if he fights and makes trouble, he must never get out of the circle. Like the rich second generation, the money in his pocket is not proportional to the brain in his skull. .But it was this guy who solved his and Lin Fan's urgent needs.

Xu Ningyuan, who got busy, realized Lin Fan's misfortune back then, fell asleep after returning to the dormitory, and didn't have the energy to answer the phone and reply to WeChat.After that party, he added Bai Zhenzhen's WeChat to make amends, and Bai Zhenzhen would chat with him from time to time.Xu Ningyuan knew what she meant and she rejected it several times overtly and secretly, but the girl didn't know whether it was because of her low EQ or something, she always couldn't understand Xu Ningyuan's hints, she would still come to Xu Ningyuan, Xu Ningyuan was worried Then he got busy and simply forgot about the other girl.

During the days when he was raised by Xu Ningyuan, Lin Fan lived in trembling, without the slightest sense of happiness of being taken care of by his lover.Every time Xu Ningyuan wanted to buy something for him, Lin Fan would not want it if he could. Seeing Xu Ningyuan's face getting worse and worse because of exhaustion, Lin Fan's heart was cut like a knife, it was worse than when he was so tired. taste.

In the twinkling of an eye, half of the senior year is about to pass, Lin Fan finally finished the experimental project at hand, and Xu Ningyuan didn't have to work so hard to earn some money by himself. Seeing that he was about to graduate, a huge problem stood in front of them. Graduation , what about work?Lin Fan and Xu Ningyuan each submitted countless resumes and went through countless interviews, only to find that it is really difficult for undergraduates to find a job. Children like Lin Fan who are from college are regarded by their parents as children of other people's families, but Putting it in the talent market is just an ordinary college student with no experience and no capital, let alone Xu Ningyuan.Just when Lin Fan was struggling to find a job, he welcomed an unexpected guest——Xu Ningyuan's father.