deepest in memory

As long as almost all the volunteers have applied, almost all will receive the "Admission Notice"!Sadly, I got a warning from Lao Liang early in the morning: "Your notice will be given to you last, and you are the most dishonest one." Talk to him alone for the first time.On the one hand, I was very indignant, and on the other hand, I had to admire Lao Liang's vision. Just me, who was praised by my neighbors as an honest child since I was a child, he actually saw through me in just one month. , have to admire.

Lao Liang took us for a year, and he was very grateful to him in the end. Although in his eyes, I may only be the most ordinary type among his many students, and the one that is the fastest to forget, but he taught me a lot. , I am also very grateful to him for allowing me to persevere and repeat.I also admire his way of dealing with things very much. Regarding the matter of my falling in love at that time, maybe any old-fashioned head teacher would be heartbroken, and then notify the parents to beat the mandarin ducks; but he just talked to me once and told me Don't delay your studies, you are already an adult, you have to be responsible for yourself and others, so you can do it yourself!

Lao Liang, a person who is very cool in his behavior and deeds!

☆、Dormitory daily life

"Some people say that in this life, your student roommate spends more time with you than your wife." I deeply agree with this sentence. I counted it later. For a while, I spent 24 hours a day. Hours spent at least 23 and a half hours with Xiaoguang and Awen.Go to class together, go to the bathroom together, eat together, hang out together, and sleep together. It is really possible that even future wives will not be so close.

Our dormitory is not big, but the decoration is not bad. It is quite a new building. What I am most satisfied with is that there is a private bathroom and a small balcony.There are four bunk beds in it. The other students live in a dormitory for eight people. Only us repeat students have preferential treatment, and we live in a dormitory for four people.But the originally beautiful life was because of Xiaoguang's shameless brown candy, who couldn't be driven away. He insisted on living in my upper bunk, which made me feel like I was back in my senior year of high school.

I have always been worried about Xiaoguang's behavior of insisting on squeezing into the same dormitory with me. If he didn't have a girlfriend, I would really doubt his sexual orientation.Of course, with his shamelessness and shamelessness, he also managed to get rid of my other three roommates smoothly.There is no way, we have nothing to do with a person like him whose skin is thicker than the city wall, we can only let him go.And the most important thing is that he met Awen. I always think that they are lovers in previous lives; I have always believed that if they are of different genders, they will definitely fall in love at first sight, which is innate between people. The magnetic field coincides, because what they have in common from the soul is that they are all "wretched"!

After Xiaoguang came, the four people in the dormitory became five people, which also made the dormitory more active. After all, there are two "two people"!I will not mention it during the day, we are basically in the classroom, and only after 10:30 in the evening is our dormitory life.Brother Chun basically has to work overtime in the classroom and read books first, so usually he can't see others before 11:30.Like me, Bogo not only loves basketball, but also loves to sing, but our styles are not quite the same. I like modern popular sad songs, while he likes some old songs; Feeling pretty good about himself; and he likes to sing it out loud.Every day when he returns to the dormitory, the first thing he does is howl twice. I can hardly remember the songs he sang at that time, because I am not familiar with the music he likes, so we have to get used to Bogo’s music every night. individual performance.In addition, Bo Ge also likes to exercise very much. He is the only muscular man in our dormitory, so he almost sings and exercises every night. What makes us very upset is that his academic performance is similar to that of Chun Ge!

Xiaoguang and Awen seem to be different people after studying at night. They are very energetic. They smoke in the dormitory at first. Breast sister, and then talk about dirty words.As for me, I am used to wearing headphones and listening to my favorite music when Bogo performs, and then I lie on the bed and read fantasy novels.Speaking of novels, I have been reading them since junior high school, and I don’t even remember how many books I have read.From Gu Long and Jin Yong's martial arts novels to the fantasy comprehension later on, plus modern urban youth, ghost suspense, and science fiction horror, I have covered almost all of them. Maybe my study was also delayed by these things.

Usually at 11:30 in the evening, everyone is almost in bed, and then we will chat together. Brother Chun also came back at this point. Of course, he will continue to work on the small desk lamp, and occasionally he will laugh with us.We will chat together, talk about the world, and make fun of our miserable life.The most coquettish thing is that Xiaoguang will brag about his glorious history of picking up girls, and Ah Wen will be sarcastic and jealous at the same time. In this regard, Ah Wen is really incomparable. After all, he has never talked about a girlfriend, and this is why I have contacted him After a while, I realized that this guy was single like me.They are indeed diametrically opposed when it comes to girls, one is openly flirtatious and the other is secretly flirtatious.Then I will tease about Bogo and Xiuxiu. Xiuxiu was my classmate with Bogo in the third year of high school, and now I happen to be in a cram school.All of us know that Boge likes Xiuxiu, only Xiuxiu does not know that Boge is also very hard-working, but Boge is the kind of "good man" who is very dedicated and does not expect anything in return, so he has always guarded himself Give silently by the side of the person you like.At that time, I scoffed at this kind of behavior, and once told him to give up, it was not worth it, and I would be the one who hurt me in the end.At that time, I was a surrealist about love, and later I realized that if I didn't experience it myself, I would never understand many things.

For Xiaoguang's boastful talk, I always laugh at his so-called girlfriends who are not called love, at most they have too much hormone secretion, and I have always despised his aesthetics.Perhaps the word "aesthetic" should not be used on him at all, because as long as he is a woman, he can do anything, and he will not refuse anyone. I still admire this point. Of course, I don't agree with it, because I don't care about this kind of love at all, it was so noble and proud at that time.On the other hand, Ah Wen has always admired him, but he has a lustful heart but no courage, so that he couldn't find a girlfriend under Xiaoguang's persuasive temptation, and he has become even more wretched.

We usually go to bed after twelve o'clock. I, who likes to read novels, and Brother Chun, the schoolmaster, are the last to go to bed almost every day. Sometimes I don't go to bed until two or three o'clock when I read novels and see the highlights, so that every day They all have big dark circles under their eyes.Brother Chun, I really admire his persistence. He can start and finish almost everything, is diligent, and has super self-discipline.Xiaoguang would make his unique snoring sound on time every night. Because he slept on my upper bunk, I was almost driven crazy by him at the beginning. Fortunately, I am very adaptable and reading novels is easy "Enter the drama", and gradually get used to it later.

The small balcony of the dormitory is my favorite place.Our dormitory is on the sixth floor, which is also the top floor. From the small balcony of the dormitory, you can see the sky full of stars when you look up at night. The sky in my hometown is blue and blue. Even at night, it seems to be spotless, without any blemishes, only the extraordinarily bright moonlight and starlight.Stand there when you are in a bad mood, feel the slight cool breeze at night, light a cigarette, look at the sky, think about the way to go in the future, think about the meaning of life, think about the girl you like, this is us Things to do often afterwards!

☆, eat with you

It was just dawn in the morning, and I got up in a daze with the annoying alarm clock ringing, and then took 5 minutes to wash up, get dressed, and then ran to the playground to start our "Eighth Set of Radio Gymnastics" day after day, year after year "!

The few in our dormitory are usually the last ones to the playground. Sometimes Lao Liang will come over to have a look, and he will habitually stare at us, but of course we will choose to ignore them due to our thick skins.The sky is just full light, and the huge playground is already crowded with more than 3000 students. The five-star red flag fluttering in the wind does not have the youthful atmosphere that we should have at our age, and some are just a layer of fatigue. Maybe this is exam-oriented education and closed education. The normal state of students under the traditional education!

In such a big environment, especially as the most stressful repeat students, we have our own ways of entertaining ourselves.Xiaoguang and Awen stood at the end of our class every time, mechanically moving their limbs a few times like marionettes, rolling their eyes around, observing the girls nearby, and then commenting together, laughing obscenely of.Boge will always stand not far from Xiuxiu, and his gymnastics are as bad as mine.Brother Chun will also be sloppy for a while, lazily moving a few times.And I was standing next to Xiaoxue at this time, teasing her with the spiral gymnastics I created, which made her laugh when she was doing exercises in a serious manner.The face with a little baby fat smiles very beautifully, full of youthful breath.Perhaps at that time, we only had morning exercise time to relax and adjust the boring study life!

In front of Xiaoxue, I always like to be funny, sometimes it will make her speechless, and sometimes it will make her very happy. In terms of environment, she may also have some dependence on me!The morning exercise time is coming to an end soon, and everyone is going to the battlefield-like classroom again. Seeing those troops rushing to the classroom, the few of us are very disdainful. Could it be that there are still a few minutes left, so the last one came It was us, and we were the last to leave.A few people walked towards the classroom slowly, but today was a surprise, Xiaoxue didn't leave, she followed me, I could see that she was a little unhappy.A few of my good gay friends also walked away wisely, because in their eyes we were a couple. In Xiaoguang's words: "You are a hypocritical, timid fool!"

I stopped, looked back into her eyes (I like to look into her eyes when I talk to her) and said, "What's wrong?" She looked up at me and said, "Can you take me with you when you go to dinner? I I don’t want to eat alone, and I don’t have any other friends here.” Looking at her reddish eyes, I felt ashamed for a moment, and I really ignored her. Before, I just thought that we were a group of big boys (usually the few in our dormitory went to eat together. ), as soon as it was time to eat, he rushed to the cafeteria, eating uglier than the other, gobbled it up, it was really inconvenient to bring a girl, so I kept forgetting about it, she was really the only one here .I smiled awkwardly and said: "No problem, I will follow my brother in the future, and I will have meat to eat." She nodded foolishly and said: "Okay."

So since then, she has always followed me obediently, like a "little daughter-in-law", very obedient.So that my bad friends always looked at me with a kind of teasing eyes, Xiaoguang always said to me sourly in the dormitory: "Oh, the handsome guy in our dormitory always says he is single, I almost believed it, can't people be more sincere?" I naturally choose to block such remarks.Of course, the relationship between me and her is not a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship, but an old classmate, just a good relationship, but she needs help, I always said this to myself at that time!

Of course, in order to take care of her, I can no longer rush to the cafeteria after class as before, and I don't have to queue up to eat.From then on, I waited for her every time, then walked slowly to the cafeteria, and then queued hard.At first, I was not used to it, and the feeling of eating with girls was different from eating with boys. Although I claimed that my thick skin was second only to Xiaoguang and Awen, I still couldn't let go of her. Always felt a weird awkward feeling.And all of this was broken by my good friends, and I don’t know what kind of trouble they had. After I ate with her for a few days, they also followed us to eat slowly every day, and then It formed a strange combination of five or six boys (Boge would accompany Xiuxiu if he had a chance) and a girl to eat together every time.

Eating is a very common thing, but sometimes people are very strange. The feeling of eating alone is completely different from eating with several people. The feeling of eating with boys is completely different from eating with girls. .Originally, the men of us would gobble it up together, like starved ghosts reincarnated, although eating looks ugly, but efficient, fast, and eat a lot; after she joined our group, I became a lot more refined, of course she He's not a hypocritical person, and his personality is quite bold, and he doesn't eat coquettishly (I'm most afraid of eating with this kind of girl, and I can't eat a few grains of rice after eating for a long time).And what makes me unforgettable is that she would share half of every meal with me. At that time, she was especially good at eating, and girls didn’t eat so much, so they always attracted envious and jealous eyes. For these, based on my The face is naturally ignored.

The above are nothing, but the most embarrassing thing for me is Xiaoguang and Ah Wen, who don’t know how to restrain themselves when they sit and eat with girls.At the beginning, I couldn't hold back my old face, so I could only look at Xiaoxue with a smile and said with embarrassment: "It's okay, they have always been like this, just get used to it, just get used to it!" In fact, the thing that has always moved me is that Xiaoxue seems to be She never has any opinions on the people around me, and she can always get along well together. Her personality is also very lively, and it is easy to mingle with boys.So even though these two guys lost all my old face back then, she didn't care. Instead, she became friends with them later, we had a lot of noise together, and had a very pleasant time!

One day after a long time, I suddenly remembered these things, and I asked Xiaoxue: "Did you really enjoy playing with us scruffy boys?" She smiled and said: "At that time, you were really high-spirited, Very chic, I am very happy." And this sentence is an affirmation of a boy's youth, which makes me feel very proud and very moved.Eating with you, maybe you were with me, was the most common but unforgettable thing during that time!

☆、The exam is coming

Although life is still as fucked up as it is, day by day passes by. The teaching plan for repetition is basically the same as that of the third year of high school. The most impressive thing is the monthly exam. "Monthly exam" as the name suggests, once a month, it will completely simulate the college entrance examination, and after the exam, the head teacher will print out a large score list and paste it in the most conspicuous position of the classroom, so that you can sit in the classroom We can see and "motivate" us.

More than a month has passed in a blink of an eye, and the time has come to such a sacred moment as September [-]st. The freshmen in the first year of high school are full of joy and entered this new high school environment. At this moment, they are just like me three years ago. Knowing the nightmare life in high school, what they will face next, so sometimes the unknown is also a kind of happiness; freshmen must be full of longing to enter the sacred hall of the university at this time, and finally bid farewell The tough high school life, entering the university where we can let ourselves go freely; and at this moment, we are about to meet the first monthly exam since repeating our studies.How can I describe my mood at the moment, it is very bitter and helpless!I thought I could bid farewell to this kind of exam that I hated the most, but I didn't expect that I would have to suffer for another year by accident.

The day of the exam came in a blink of an eye. After the tense process of "cramping", Xiao Guang and Ah Wen were both full of confidence. They looked at each other with contempt as if they could get the first place in the exam.During this morning self-study, it was rare for the two of them to sleep. One of them was reading a book seriously, staring at each other provocatively from time to time, and then continued to bury his head in reading.The entire classroom is filled with the dull sound of reading, and the students compete to see who has the loudest voice. It seems that the louder the voice, the more hints they can give themselves, and they will feel more secure when they memorize it.I suddenly felt that this kind of atmosphere was boring, so I put down my textbooks. Anyway, it’s already this time, so I might as well relax and wait for the next exam to perform well.

Although it is necessary to simulate the college entrance examination, due to the teaching schedule, the two-day test time must be compressed into one day, but the order of the test has not changed. "Chinese" and "Mathematics" in the morning, "Comprehensive Science" in the afternoon, and "English" in the evening.Before the exam, I always feel that time passes so slowly. We always feel suffering because of nervousness, and the more pressure we have, we hope to pass quickly, because after the exam, there will be a feeling of survival, and then we can be self-willed with peace of mind. , This is the experience I have gained from so many years of examinations.But the exam actually passes very quickly, because you have to concentrate on doing the test papers. When people concentrate on doing one thing, they will feel that time passes very quickly. "Chinese" and "Mathematics" have no pressure for me, and there will be no breakthroughs. I feel that no matter how I take the test, it is difficult to improve with my lazy temperament.Although "Comprehensive Science" in the afternoon is stressful, the foundation is not bad after all, and the best thing to improve is "Comprehensive Science" after repeating it, so this subject took me the most energy to do.In the blink of an eye, it was "English" at night. For this course, I really hated it or hated it. Maybe I was born without language talent. Since I started learning "English" in junior high school, this subject has always been a hindrance for me. subjects, and are getting more serious.Most of the reasons why I have fallen to this point now are because of it, because my college entrance examination "English" score is only 50 points (total score is 150 points), and I am very helpless to pass a language subject like this. (Most people have more than 100 points in the test).

So after the "English" test, I still follow the old rules, first look at the listening comprehension, mark the words I "know", then wait for the listening comprehension to start, and listen carefully after the listening comprehension starts. Choose whichever option you want. If you can’t hear it, choose it “following the fate”. Generally, choose the longest option or choose “C”; Usually it takes 5 minutes to complete; reading comprehension will be carefully read, of course, because there are too many words that I don’t know, many of them can only be confused; The poor vocabulary is "pieced together", and the test paper is finished, and then I lie on my stomach in a daze!The English test time is two hours, and I usually finish it in one hour. Anyway, it’s useless to spend more time. If you can’t do it, you still can’t do it.I took a look at Xiaoguang and Awen next to me, who were still racking their brains to solve the questions. Xiaoguang was just the opposite of me. Except for "English", he was poor in other subjects, and Awen was average in every subject.Recalling the countless exams I experienced in the past three years, it was a bit like a dream. I felt that every time I took the exam, I didn’t improve my grades. If I worked harder, my grades didn’t seem to improve. If I slacked off, my grades didn’t seem to regress. Bar!

When the bell for handing in the papers rang, many students stood up and handed in the papers with relief. The most excited ones were Xiaoguang and Awen. They disappeared after handing in the papers, and they should have gone to smoke again.Just as I was listlessly lying on the table, Xiaoxue ran up to me, "How was the test?" Looking at me, I smiled and said: "After the exam, do you want to go for a walk on the playground?" Although I didn't want to move, but I didn't want to spoil her interest, so I picked up something and said to her very chicly: "Follow, brother. You go for a stroll."

The weather in September is still very hot, but it is indeed a little cool at night, with a gentle breeze and a sky full of stars.The school is relatively large. We walked along the track and field. There is a circle of street lights around the track and field, and a circle of small trees is planted, which is very suitable for walking at night.We talked about some silly things in junior high school together, laughed from time to time, and felt very moved to go to high school together and be in the same class again.In junior high school, we didn’t have much contact with each other. In high school, we became confidants because we talked about everything. But at that time, we were not in the same school, and we were far away from each other. In the end, we both failed the college entrance examination, and then came here to repeat our studies together. The feeling of being a "reduced person".

That night, Xiaoxue said to me: "It's great to have you here when I come to this strange school."I said to her with pride: "With my brother here, I will cover you wherever I go"!At night, X County No. [-] Middle School is very quiet and relaxing.On the school boulevard, under the dim street lights, the figures of boys and girls are very long, and the picture freezes!

10 Unforgettable Weekends

☆、Unforgettable weekend

After playing the ball, the sweat evaporated, and the feeling of hunger came.We are both eighteen or nineteen years old, and we didn’t eat at noon, Xiaoguang and Awen didn’t eat breakfast (overslept), so our biggest dream every time at this time is to have a full meal immediately.

We generally don’t eat in the cafeteria on weekends. We are closed teaching, and we can’t go out to school at all. Only on weekends can we go out for a change of taste and improve the food.Although the high school is not as lively as the backstreet like the university, there are also many small restaurants with very affordable prices. For us boarding students, these small restaurants are the places where we hold our teeth. County X is a poverty-stricken county in the mountainous area of ​​Jiangxi, but the county seat is still well-constructed, with a beautiful environment and good air quality. The place where the school is located is even better.One of our favorite restaurants is the one built on a small hillside. The owner is very kind, and the food is cheap and plentiful. It costs [-] yuan for a small stir-fry and rice. Every time we order according to the head, each person Six yuan was indeed very affordable for our consumption level at that time.

A group of people happily ran into the small restaurant on the hillside. The business here is still as good as ever, there are many people, and the boss is busy cooking vegetables in full swing.We quickly ordered some of our favorite side dishes, sat and waited dryly, our stomachs growling with hunger.The boss's cooking skills are very good, and the speed is also very fast. After a short wait, several delicious hot dishes are on the table.A few of us starving ghosts were reincarnated and immediately started to gobble up, without any image. Of course, we never seemed to have any image when we ate.

At that time, we had a habit of counting the "record" every time we finished eating to see how many bowls of rice we ate. The bowls were relatively ordinary rice bowls, not too big or too small. Now I guess we can only eat one or two rice bowls per meal. Bowl out.We ate this meal for half an hour, and there was not even any vegetable juice left. Ah Zheng and Xiaoguang each ate six bowls of fighting spirit, and Boge and Ah Wen followed closely behind and ate five bowls each. I was the last It was bad, I only ate four bowls. Looking back now, we don’t know if the boss lost money after eating like this.

The setting sun casts a layer of gold on this relatively humble hillside; beside the winding path are various vibrant plants.Satisfied and exhausted, we began to walk towards the campus full of books, and the evening self-study was about to begin.Ah Wen and Xiao Guang were still dishonest, and they were noisy along the way. The difference is that Ah Zheng also joined them this time. People who can’t move their feet generally don’t want to go into the school. On the one hand, their feet are sore, and on the other hand, they simply don’t want to go back, and want to feel more free air outside the school.Sometimes I feel that the school is like a monster, and the school gate is like a monster’s bloody mouth. Although I shouldn’t have such naive thoughts at this age, sometimes I can’t help but want to escape when I encounter troublesome things. Maybe I just One such slob.Sometimes I really envy Xiaoguang and the others, they can live so carefree and carefree.

The happy time is always short, and soon I will go back to school and start my evening self-study, starting a week after week of boring cycle!Not long after she sat down, Xiaoxue ran over excitedly and said with a smile: "Close your eyes, open your mouth, I will give you a surprise." I still remember her happy face at that time, how can I describe it?It should be "Laughing like a fat man of [-] catties!" Of course, I have retained this idea until now, and I haven't told her about it. I guess I will be wiped out on the spot!

It felt like a thumb-sized red fruit was thrown into my mouth, so I chewed it naturally.Then that smell reminded me of a sunny day six years ago, when I saw that kind of red, big and red things for the first time in my aunt's house, and I wanted to eat them very much.Since it grew in the vegetable garden, I couldn't help but climb over the fence, went in and picked one and put it in my mouth, and then I remembered the taste that I will never forget, because I vomited it several times, feeling like bile Spit it out!That's right, it's definitely the taste. Although this is the second time I've eaten it, I immediately recognized it: "Evil Tomatoes", absolutely.I looked at Xiaoxue with a bitter face, opened her big eyes, blinked and stared at me, and said, "How about it, is it delicious, surprise? Have you ever eaten such a delicious fruit? I have never eaten it before." I have never eaten this kind of small tomato, called cherry tomato, it is super delicious when eaten raw, and I like it the most."

The taste of cherry tomatoes is exactly the same as that of the tomatoes we ate together, and they are originally of the same species.I want to cry but have no tears, want to vomit but feel embarrassed to vomit, so I can only vomit the thing in my mouth with the ideal of caring for female classmates and living up to the good intentions of beautiful girls, resisting the urge to vomit, as if after a day The century is so long.Xiaoxue looked at me as something wrong, and said in a little confusion: "What's the matter, isn't it delicious?" I forced a smile and said nonchalantly: "No, no, it's not bad, it's not bad!" She was very happy after listening, so He was very generous and threw a few more into my hands, and said to me earnestly: "This is the best harvest I got from shopping in the street all afternoon today, my favorite fruit, and you are my best fruit." I only gave you food for my friend’s sake, but I bought less, next time I’ll buy more and I’ll give you some more.” After speaking, I ran back to my seat, leaving me standing there stupidly. I was thinking about what the last sentence she said to me meant, and my head was a little confused!Then he quickly stuffed the remaining few in his hand into Xiaoguang's mouth.

Over the years, people around me think it is very strange why I hate eating tomatoes so much. In fact, I am also very strange, and I have tried many times. I don't like that kind of taste, maybe it's innate, some things I don't like naturally!However, the mood is still good. After all, it is a simple girl who wants to share her favorite things with her good friends. Although it is a bit unpalatable (in my opinion), it is also an honor.

The bell for evening self-study had already rang, and the classroom immediately returned to its usual silence, only the sound of pages turning and pens writing could be heard intermittently.Although the weekend vacation is only one afternoon, it is still very satisfying, and I am very happy with my friends. It is indeed an unforgettable and enjoyable weekend!

☆What is love? (one)

what is love?This is an unsolvable problem for me at the age of 18, an unsolvable Mathematical Olympiad problem, an illusory thing!

When I asked Xiaoguang this question for the first time, he stared at me for ten seconds, and then said, "Are you hot?" I was so angry that I kicked him on the spot and cursed, "Get out!" !But he suddenly became serious, looked at me and said: "For a person like you, don't fall in love at this time, it will be very miserable"! I thought he was puzzled, "It's so miserable, why do you still have such a good time talking about it?" ", he immediately said brazenly: "Brother, I have lived among thousands of flowers, and not a single leaf will touch my body"!How can you "honest people" understand.At that time, I looked up to the sky and sighed: "I have been really stupid in reading recently, how could I think of asking you such a question."

Time still flows slowly like running water, and I seem to have gradually gotten used to the life of repeated studies, boring classes, and exams; the weather is still hot, as if the autumn when I was a child has completely disappeared.In this kind of weather, the lunch break is very precious for people like me who love to stay up late. Similarly, I still have an inexplicable disgust and fear for the "wake up" at noon.Whenever the "getting up call" sounded, I felt so much pain that I couldn't bear it!Then he got up in a daze, and staggered towards the classroom under the big sun.

On Monday afternoon, the first and second periods are English class. Teacher Xiaopang (the English teacher is a little chubby, we call him Teacher Xiaopang in private) is still very enthusiastic, and with his distinctive piercing voice, he tries his best to cheer us up , let us no longer drowsy!But the effect is obviously small. For example, the two "big brothers" beside me have collapsed at this time. They used two thick stacks of textbooks to pile up on the table, and then fell asleep behind the books.On the one hand, it gives people an illusion of studying hard, on the other hand, it can be used to block the teacher's sight, killing two birds with one stone!Although I have reminded them many times, according to the "Pythagorean Theorem" combined with the height of the teacher plus the height of the podium, the distance from the podium to our seats, and the height of the books on the table, it is concluded that as long as the teacher's height is higher than 150cm, he can fully see their heads!And among our teachers, there is no teacher whose height is less than 150cm, so their approach is obviously deception.Of course, they didn't believe it to death, and they always slept peacefully with the good mentality that the teacher couldn't see themselves.I have always felt very depressed about this, because I was always the only one who stayed up in the last row. Whenever the chubby teacher gave me admiring glances, I, who had not passed English in three years of high school, felt very ashamed.I said to the teacher in my heart: "It's not that I'm not sleepy, it's not that I don't want to sleep, it's not because I want to listen to your class, it's just that I can't fall asleep when I lie on my stomach, it's uncomfortable"!

But here I have to mention my tragic history of English!Rural education is generally relatively backward, and as a rural person, I only started learning English when I was in the first grade of junior high school. At that time, it felt like astronomy.Since none of us had mobile phones at that time, let alone computers, there were too few opportunities to come into contact with English, and we were in a fog when we first started learning, not to mention our English teachers who had non-standard pronunciation.It doesn’t matter if the pronunciation is not standard. After all, we are mainly for exam-oriented education, and we can do the questions. So at least the exam is not a big problem at the beginning. Generally, you can get 150 to [-] points in the exam; but later problems will come. After I changed my English teacher after the second year of junior high school, her pronunciation was completely different from that of the English teacher in the first year of junior high school.In a fit of anger, I couldn't study anymore, and then I wasted a year in the second year of junior high school, and I was completely dumbfounded when I reached the third year of junior high school, knowing nothing.Until now, English has always been my flaw, the pain in my heart!Sometimes I even think that if it wasn’t for my poor English, I wouldn’t be sitting here and repeating the exam now. I only got [-] points in the [-]-point English test paper of the college entrance examination in the first year, and this is the root cause of my failure!In fact, I have a good feeling for Teacher Xiaopang, and I really want to improve my English level by repeating the study, but I really feel a little helpless.Although I have been "working hard" to memorize words, I will never persist for a few days before giving up, or forgetting, and then starting again, and then...

So until now, my English test has basically relied on multiple choice questions and some opportunistic test skills to score points.English class is generally very good for me.