Scumbag, wait for me!

After getting off the taxi, Meng Xin naturally went upstairs with Chen Fan.Neither of them said a word, they took turns taking a bath and changing clothes.

Meng Xin went into the kitchen, grabbed a handful of mung beans, mixed them with a handful of peanuts, and put them into the water. He also found some leftover rice from the refrigerator for later use. Then he went into the bathroom to sort the wet clothes and stuff them into the washing machine.

Chen Fan dried his hair, walked into the kitchen, looked at the fire on the stove, and said, "Very skillful."

Meng Xin said: "I know a little bit, I can't do it well."

Chen Fan leaned against the door frame of the kitchen and asked, "Do you usually cook by yourself?"

Meng Xin put the leftover rice into the pot, opened the lid ajar and put the lid back on, saying, "Do it. I usually bring my own food to work. If I leave too early, I can only make it myself."

"The gym opens early?" Chen Fan asked tentatively.

With a smile on the corner of Meng Xin's mouth, she looked back at Chen Fan and said, "The coach is only a part-time job. I have a regular job."

Chen Fan restrained his curiosity and did not continue to ask further questions.

Meng Xin picked up a spoon and stirred the pot twice, and said, "Let's go, it won't be so fast." After speaking, the two went into the living room together, and sat on the sofa.

The house is old-fashioned, with one bedroom and one living room, the roof is very low, and there is always a damp and rotten smell in the air.Fortunately, Chen Fan has a little obsession with cleanliness in the room. Usually, as long as he has time, from the gaps in the window sill to the tiles on the floor, he has to clean every inch carefully to be at ease.

Therefore, although the house is old, there is a kind of warmth that belongs to Chen Fan everywhere.

After tossing all night, it was almost midnight, the two of them sat like this, seemed to be a little quieter, as time went by, a kind of unreasonable pressure gradually arose, which fell on Chen Fan's heart.

"I..." Chen Fan hesitated and opened his mouth first.

As for Meng Xin, he felt a little guilty all the time, for delaying others all night, he should explain something out of emotion and reason.

But he only opened one head and didn't know how to continue.Is it the quarrel with my father some time ago, or the mess in my own family since I was a child, it is obviously embarrassing enough today, should I continue?

Meng Xin didn't seem to care. He took out his phone and replied a message, saying, "I told my family that I won't be going back tonight."

"okay……"

Meng Xin put down the phone and said, "The porridge will be ready for a while, it's getting late, you can go to bed first, and I'll bring it to you when it's done."

"Um…………"

Chen Fan agreed, but he didn't intend to leave.

The living room is facing the sun, only a small lamp is lit, emitting a dim yellow light.The night was very quiet, with their eyes facing each other, Chen Fan seemed to hear his own heartbeat.

In front of him is a person who has only met twice. Nothing happened to them, but now they enter the room and stay in the same space, which seems to be a very strange thing.

For a long time, Chen Fan didn't "do it", not because he didn't want to, because he didn't have the opportunity, he felt his conscience and said that he was simply afraid of pain.He entered the circle early, and he knows certain rules and many stories in the circle very well.

He understands perfectly, what "should" be done?To some extent, this is also a kind of courtesy.

Therefore, if you really "do it", it is also a very normal thing.

After comforting himself, he hesitated and finally said, "Meng Xin, I..."

"?"

Chen Fan stood up, sat down next to Meng Xin, and tentatively moved his body forward.

Meng Xin looked straight at it, and didn't intend to dodge it.

Chen Fan approached slowly, put his hand on Meng Xin's shoulder, and then stroked his face.

Meng Xin clasped his fingers together, clasped the handle of the sofa tightly, and exerted force with his fingertips.

Chen Fan remained motionless, staring into Meng Xin's eyes with determination.

Just when it was about to be pasted, Meng Xin's head moved back, Chen Fan stopped, and the two looked at each other, neither of them moved again.

Chen Fan's right hand stroked to the back of Meng Xin's head, and his left hand followed the shoulder line and rubbed against his chest.There seemed to be a ray of light flashing across the eyes, which instantly condensed.He gritted his teeth, pressed Meng Xin's head hard and pressed his lips against it.

Lips touched, Meng Xin's fingers passed over the rotten leather of the old sofa, and touched the inner sponge.If he tried to move his head back, he could only feel the huge thrust from Chen Fan's hands.

He hesitated for a moment, but he still didn't push Chen Fan away, but just avoided his gaze and turned his head to the side,

Chen Fan was like a puppet whose strings had been removed in an instant, he let go of his hand and stopped, froze on the spot.

Muscles moved in their arms, and the two of them were so close that they were both trembling faintly.The chests of the two floated together, and they could hear each other's slight gasps.

Meng Xin avoided Chen Fan's sight, moved to the side, stood up and said, "Congee...congee is ready...I'll serve it..."

Without waiting for Chen Fan to respond, he went out the door.

Chen Fan looked at Meng Xin's back, and the light in his eyes gradually dimmed. He raised his feet, got on the sofa, and leaned against the corner of the living room with his legs curled up.

Too tired, the feeling of betting on self-esteem is really too tired...

The silence in the middle of the night carries a kind of lonely emptiness. Through the windows, the sound of vehicles passing by on the road can be vaguely heard.

The two of them were still on their respective sides, lying on the bed.

Chen Fanping stared at the roof, not feeling sleepy, and recalled over and over in his mind the details of the two people's contact, the scene of the first meeting, the days of chatting, and the photos they exchanged.

Meng Xin said that besides working out, he likes to eat Dicos, watch anime, play games, love desserts, climb mountains and swim. He remembers everything.The two had added WeChat, so Chen Fan usually added another "frequently done thing", which was to browse his circle of friends, from now to two or three years ago, Meng Xin loves to share, there are Thousands, Chen Fan watched with relish.

He turned his head and looked at the blurred side face of that person in the darkness. He was clearly close at hand, but why was it so far away?

"Chen Fan..." Hearing Meng Xin's voice, his body trembled.

"Aren't you sleeping yet?"

Fortunately, Chen Fan turned sideways, facing Meng Xin, and said, "I tried it, but I can't sleep."

"What are you thinking about? Something at home?"

Chen Fan hesitated, but did not answer.

Meng Xin thought for a moment and asked, "Did you quarrel with your father?"

Chen Fan turned over and continued to lie flat, looked at the dark ceiling and said, "My dad cheated on me when I was ten years old, and my mom found out, and the two of them were desperately trying to get a divorce when I was an adult. But there were always quarrels, and then my dad would drink and play cards and not go home, and lost a lot of money. Finally, one day my mother couldn't take it anymore and went back to my grandma's house, and then never came back. I was only 14 when she left." He said Sometimes the tone is light, as if talking about other people's affairs.

Meng Xin asked: "So, you have to learn to take care of yourself from a very young age?"

"I started to work part-time in college, and then I joined Decos, and was promoted to assistant manager right after graduation." He turned his head to look at Meng Xin, and said with a little complacency: "I cook very delicious food, and the best thing I do is Braised pork ribs and curry chicken nuggets, I can make them for you when I have time."

Meng Xin turned around, lay on his side, facing Chen Fan, and said, "My parents also divorced, and I was young at that time, and my mother took me all the time." Many photos are of Meng Xin and his mother.

"I don't think it's a big deal. I found out early on that we couldn't get along, and each pursued the life we ​​wanted. It's actually pretty good. My mother is an actor in a theater, and my father is just an ordinary worker. But the family is big and traditional. I don't like my mother. It's normal that they don't get along with each other."

"Then... what about you?" Chen Fan hesitated and asked.

Meng Xin said, "I am myself." Although Chen Fan couldn't see Meng Xin's expression clearly when he said this, he could still feel the power of Meng Xin's words.

After a while, he noticed that Meng Xin seemed to be turning his face away, and said in a flat tone: "This world is so beautiful, and there are so many things to do, you should love yourself more when you have time."

"I…………"

Meng Xin turned his head, looked at Chen Fan and said, "You are still young, the journey has just begun."

"Meng Xin, I..." Chen Fan wanted to tell Meng Xin firmly and courageously: Meng Xin, I like you.But when the words came to his lips, he couldn't utter a single word.

Meng Xin said: "You still have a lot of choices to make, give yourself more time." He stretched out his hand, pulled Chen Fan, and said, "Sleep with peace of mind."

"Um……………"

"Take a few days off and I'll take you to the gym. You can try the exercise first. It's very comfortable."

"Well, Meng Xin..."

"Brother..."

"elder brother…………"

"what happened?"

"It's okay, I'm going to sleep." Chen Fan seemed to have made up his mind suddenly, retracted his hands, turned his back to Meng Xin, and lay on his side.

"Prepare a pair of more comfortable shoes..." After a while, Meng Xin continued.

"Um……"

"I have clothes, you can wear mine..."

"Um……"

".........Chen Fan?"

"I am here……"

"Good night……"

"...Brother... good night..." After saying good night, Chen Fan finally closed his eyes.

Upon waking up, Chen Fan felt dizzy and dizzy, turned over, and even the roof was spinning in circles.

The surrounding was still empty, he touched it, but there was no residual warmth, and he felt sincerely: This person is really a goblin.He took out his mobile phone to call for leave, rescheduled the shift, then controlled the pace of getting up, and slowly got up from the bed.

boom----

Suddenly there was a knock on the door, he put on his slippers and staggered out of the bedroom.

Meng Xin put the soy milk, fried dough sticks, and buns on the table, and said, "Are you awake? Let's eat."

"Have you gone to buy breakfast?"

"yes……"

Chen Fan sat down on the chair obediently, without saying a word, watching Meng Xin enter the kitchen and come out with bowls and chopsticks.

Meng Xin arranged the breakfast, put a deep-fried dough stick in his mouth, and said, "Eat quickly."

"Okay." Chen Fan said without moving his hands at all. At this moment, his stomach felt sick and he had no appetite at all.

Meng Xin ate a deep-fried dough stick in three bites, drank soy milk, ate sweetly, picked up another one, and asked, "Does your head not hurt?"

"Ah? It hurts..." Not only did he have a headache, but he was also dizzy and uncomfortable...

Meng Xin picked up a plastic bag from the chair beside him, put it in front of Chen Fan and said, "Don't tell me you're uncomfortable, are you a hard man?" His tone was both complaining and concerned, still full of domineering, and continued, " When I woke up, I found that you had a fever, and I bought you some medicine. The deep-fried dough sticks belong to me, so you are not allowed to eat them. The steamed stuffed buns are vegetarian, so you need a light diet for the past two days.”

Chen Fan looked at the green-skinned steamed stuffed bun in front of him and said, "I don't eat leeks."

"I have no choice, go to bed after eating." Meng Xin's voice was soft but sharp.

Chen Fan's face was pale, sick and sad.

Meng Xin put away the bowl after eating twice, and said, "Do you still want to go to the gym with me?"

Chen Fan curled his lips, hesitated, and asked, "Are there many handsome guys in the gym who are shirtless and full of muscles?"

Meng Xin stopped, stood where he was, recalled seriously, and said, "Theoretically... yes..."

"What do you mean?" Chen Fan followed Meng Xin into the kitchen with the soy milk in his hand, and leaned against the door frame to watch him wash the dishes.

Meng Xin said: "When you see them practicing squats in the power zone with their butts sticking out, their weight is not much, and they are babbling non-stop, you won't think they are handsome."

Chen Fan lowered his head, looked at his skinny body, and asked, "Have you... been touched in the gym?"

"Where to touch?"

“…………………………”

Chen Fan was amazed, he bit the bullet and asked ignorantly: "Chest..."

"Move..."

"belly……"

Meng Xin put away the bowl, shook the water off her hand, and said, "You've also drunk it."

"pi shares..."

"I touched other people's..."

Chen Fan: "????????"

Meng Xin: "........."

"Where's the next step?"

"Do you think you're watching pian? What are you thinking about?" Meng Xin pushed Chen Fan to the dining table and said, "Eat buns."

"Oh..." Chen Fan picked it up, chewed it reluctantly, and asked, "Have you ever been fucked by someone else?"

"You eat first, and I'll tell you when you're done."

As soon as Chen Fan heard it, he immediately got motivated, stuffed it into his mouth in threes and twos, and said, "I'm done eating." In case Meng Xin forgot to ask the question, he repeated, "You really haven't been..."

"Well, moo..."

Chen Fan gasped.

Meng Xin took out the pills, put them on the table, poured water for him, and said, "Women count? An aunt who is older than my mother."

Chen Fan took the pill, drank water and swallowed it, shook his head, and sighed with sympathy: "It's so miserable."

Meng Xin walked to the sofa, picked up his backpack, and said, "Go to bed when you've had enough acting." His tone softened a bit, and he added, "Don't go to work today, take a day off."

Chen Fan glanced at his watch, it was almost nine o'clock, and asked Meng Xin, "Are you going to work directly?"

"Well, there are a few buns left, I put them in the refrigerator for you, and last night's porridge, call me anytime if you need anything."

"Oh..." Chen Fan took Meng Xin to the door with a cup in his hand, and watched him open the door helplessly.

"Have a good rest..." Meng Xin turned to leave.

"Brother..." Chen Fan stopped him and said, "Thank you."

Meng Xin turned around, patted Chen Fan's head, and said, "Come to see you when I have time... let's go..."

boom------

Before the smile on Chen Fan's face fell, the sound of closing the door brought him back to reality.

He put the water glass on the shoe cabinet at the door, with the residual warmth of hot water in his hand, right above the water glass, there was Luffy's straw hat hanging on the hanger.

He raised his hand to take it off, held it tightly in his hand, walked through the living room, walked into the bedroom, and put the straw hat on the bedside.Then slip on your shoes, go to bed, and bury yourself in the quilt.He closed his eyes until he was about to fall asleep, the incident of going to the gym to see the handsome guy with pouty ass still remained in his mind, as well as the idea of ​​"he doesn't love me".