Scumbag, wait for me!

Insects chirping, birds chirping.

Clang—clang—clang—clang—

Chen Fan was awakened by the sound of construction outside the window. The past two days were really exhausting, and he had no dreams until dawn.

He groped to the side of the pillow in a daze, took out his mobile phone and squinted his eyes: 10:30.

10:30! ! !

Chen Fan woke up instantly, and immediately opened his eyes and looked around, but there was no one around him.

Chen Fan sat up in a daze, raised his hands, rubbed his face, and scratched his head.

He is a light sleeper and can wake up with some noises. Could it be because he was too tired yesterday?sleep so dead!

Is this person a fairy?There is no sound when walking and getting up.

Chen Fan let his mind wander, and unknowingly turned to the man's abdominal muscles, no, next time there is such an opportunity, he must be more generous!Take the initiative!try harder!

I blame myself for being cowardly... Originally...

He suddenly realized something, opened his round eyes and blinked, hastily turned sideways to open the bedside table, the safety tao and run slides were neatly placed next to the hair dryer.

So last night...

Chen Fan tried his best to recall that Meng Xin took the hair dryer last night, and he also put it on...

Chen Fan scratched his head even harder, feeling that the corners of his mouth were twitching uncontrollably...

What do you call "Brother"... What's so special about "biao"... I still have to meet each other often...

Damn it!If he really does something, it will be considered an advantage. Now Meng Xin must think that I have taken a fancy to him, and he pretends to be innocent even if he is hungry, so he dare not even make a sound when he leaves! ! ! ! !

Chen Fan...you are ashamed and thrown at grandma's house...

It took less than 5 minutes from ecstasy to depression, and he lay straight on the bed, lying on the dead body, as if he had been ravaged | ravaged |

like him?

Like it!

If you like it, you will like it!

I just like it, what's the matter...

He took out his mobile phone, opened the muscle-building plan that Meng Xin had sent him, and looked at it seriously.

For two days in a row, Chen Fan felt sluggish all over his body, and he was listless in doing everything.

On the third day, Meng Xin sent him two photos. One was a group photo of many coaches. In the photo, he was wearing a red tight top with prominent chest muscles, hugging a blonde woman with ponytails and giving a thumbs up. .

In another photo, Meng Xin stretched his arms towards the camera with a relaxed smile on his face. Behind his arms are the vast river and the vast sky.

Chen Fan has never experienced such a state of mind. The people in the photos seem to be living in another world, carefree and enviable.

After watching it repeatedly for a long time, Chen Fan replied: "There are a lot of people!"

Meng Xin replied with voice: "Yes! The next class starts soon, I'll go first!"

Accompanied by Meng Xin's voice, a powerful prelude sounded in the background, very noisy and reverberating.

Chen Fan listened to the voice three times in a row before putting the phone on the counter.

"Brother Fan! Meals! Two sundaes, strawberry ones!"

"it is good……"

Just as he was about to leave, his phone vibrated twice again.

As soon as he opened it, he saw the message Meng Xin sent him: "Go back and take you to class."

One sentence made Chen Fan feel better in an instant, a smile subconsciously crept up to the corner of his mouth, he replied "yes", and looked at the screen for a few more seconds before putting the phone into his pants pocket.

That world may be far away, but I want to try hard.

Because of certain expectations, the time becomes long in an instant.

Meng Xin would contact Chen Fan, but all chats were limited to before going to bed.

Chen Fan also tried sending it to Meng Xin at other times, but he couldn't get a timely reply.After a few tries, he was very cooperative and put all the words in the evening.

When the man chatted, there was concern between the lines, and he was very polite.

Chen Fan thought, at least, he doesn't hate me.

At ten o'clock in the evening, just as Chen Fan finished packing, a flash of lightning flashed by the window of the store, followed by a "boom" of thunder.

He took out his mobile phone and looked at it. Meng Xin's message hadn't arrived, so he resisted not sending it. After changing his clothes, he took an umbrella and said to Xiaomei: "It's going to rain at night. There should be no one around. The headlights can be turned on earlier." close."

Xiaomei: "Don't worry, Brother Fan, have you brought your umbrella?"

"Take it with you. My house will be there when you get off the car. It won't be far."

"Alright, stay safe..."

"Let's go." He put on his coat, took an umbrella and walked out of the store.

As soon as the door was opened, a gust of cold air rushed towards his face, piercing his collar, and Chen Fan quickly pulled up his coat.

Boom————

Another thunder struck, and he shrank his neck. Just as he was about to walk down the steps, he heard a hoarse voice behind him: "Chen Fan..."

He froze in place and did not move. After a while, he pretended not to hear and continued walking down.

The person behind walked quickly, stopped in front of Chen Fan, and said, "How long are you going to make trouble, come home with me!"

The smell of alcohol was strong, and Chen Fan would never forget this smell. He looked into Chen Fuguo's eyes and said firmly, "I have a place to live."

"where?"

Chen Fan hesitated to speak, and said, "Take care of yourself and leave me alone." As soon as he finished speaking, he bypassed Chen Fuguo to go down the steps.

"You...you unfilial son..." Chen Fuguo caught up with Chen Fan, raised his hand to the forehead and hit him.

Chen Fan stretched out his hand, grabbed Chen Fuguo's wrist, and said, "I'm not a child anymore!"

Chen Fuguo shook off Chen Fan vigorously, blushing and said, "You... are surnamed Chen. You live in someone else's house. What do you look like? Is there no place for you to sleep at home?"

Chen Fan gritted his teeth and said loudly: "That's not 'others', it's my uncle, and my mother!"

"Your mother...your mother has already followed 'others'...don't want you anymore! You still miss her...",

Chen Fan's eyes gradually turned red, with tears rolling in his eyes, he gritted his teeth and said, "What about you? You don't marry 'someone else'! No, I missed one thing, it's not my mother who doesn't want me, it's her I don't want you, do you know? Leaving this house is a relief to me and her!"

Snapped----

There was a crisp sound and it stopped abruptly. Chen Fan turned his face sideways and tried his best to endure it, not wanting to let the tears fall.

Whoa whoa whoa whoa———

The heavy rain in the sky instantly twisted into layers of water curtains, poured down, and dispersed in the air, as if a mist rose from the ground in an instant, blurring the scene in front of us.

Chen Fuguo's palms were hot, and the corners of his mouth were still twitching slightly. It took him a long time to stammer out an incoherent sentence: "Xiao...Xiaofan...no...not you...not..."

"Dad!" Chen Fan gritted his teeth and interrupted, avoiding Chen Fuguo's sight, pursing the corners of his mouth forcefully, and said in a deep voice, "I owe you what I owe you for raising me, and I will definitely pay it back, but that family, I won't be going back."

Chen Fan lowered his head and pulled Chen Fuguo up, and stuffed the umbrella into his hand.The fine lines on my father's fingertips were very deep, and when touched lightly, it was astringent and painful.

Chen Fan couldn't help but sniffed, tears flowed down his cheeks, down to his chin, fell from between his arms on the steps, and scattered in all directions.

"I'm leaving." He left three words at the end, turned around and went down the stairs, and ran into the rain.

"Xiaofan...... small..."

The voice behind him became smaller and smaller, and the rain was hitting his face, but it still couldn't stop Chen Fan's steps.He ran frantically in the rain, feeling his face was cold and hot for a while.He has never felt it so clearly, it turns out that tears really have warmth.

Chen Fan took a long stride, and where his feet stepped, the rain scattered and splashed on his legs.

His vision was blurred, and only the scenes of his childhood flew by before his eyes, the endless quarrels and abuse at home, the sound of beatings and crying day and night.

When he was very young, he knew that even if people lived under the same roof, once there was a conflict between people, their faces could be so ugly.In the past, he rejoiced more than once, fortunately, someone gave up early and chose to leave!

After his mother left, he always felt that Chen Fuguo was guarding the old house, guarding something silently, regretting, nostalgic, or those few poor happy times. Chen Fan thought so, so he was willing to stay with him all the time. .

It wasn't until that night that he realized that he was the only one who stayed where he was, what Chen Fuguo couldn't let go of was face, and what his mother couldn't let go of was guilt towards himself.

Everyone is desperately moving forward, only he is looking forward to the little love, it just so happens that neither face nor guilt!

Have you ever loved me?Did you really love me?

Chen Fan finally stopped and stood in the rain blankly.

The cars on the road roared past, splashing water and splashing down head-on, hitting the face and body, causing pain.

"Chen Fan..."

A voice came from behind, and the next second, someone hugged him tightly in his arms.

No...it's too embarrassing...this is really too embarrassing...can't be seen by him...

Chen Fan struggled hard, trying to push this person away.

However, his strength was too great, Chen Fan couldn't push it away with all his strength.

"Cry when you're sad..."

Is it okay to cry like this?

Chen Fan couldn't bear it any longer, weeping in Meng Xin's arms.

He thought his crying was ugly, but it didn't seem obvious when he rubbed against the heavy rain. He had just imagined a few days ago that he wanted to choose an "auspicious day" to hug and kiss Meng Xin, but it turned out that everything happened So sudden and unexpected.

Meng Xin's body was as stiff as a tree stump, sticking straight in the rain.

Occasionally, one or two rain-drenched unlucky people passed by, blinking their eyes and thinking that they had misread something.

Meng Xin lowered his head, pulled the brim of his baseball cap, and said, "If we continue to shower, we will all get sick."

Chen Fan sniffled, raised his head, and said blankly, "You...you're back..."

Meng Xin laughed as soon as he heard it, and said, "Didn't you see it?" He wiped Chen Fan's face with his sleeve, and said, "If you cry a lot, your head will hurt, but it's good to let off steam."

He put his hands behind his back, pulled out the umbrella that was inserted next to the backpack, opened it and stuffed it into Chen Fan's hand, and said, "Wait for me, I'll stop the car."

"you…………"

Before Chen Fan could speak, Meng Xin turned around and rushed into the rain again.

There were taxis passing by one after another, and very few of them were empty.

Chen Fan looked at Meng Xin's back running in the rain, followed the umbrella to the dark sky.

Is it him... the one I love... he asked himself...

The rough car finally stopped, and Meng Xin called him.

Chen Fan held an umbrella and walked to the car. Meng Xin opened the car door and said, "Wait a minute." He took out his coat and trousers from his bag, spread them on the back seat, and said, "Be careful when you sit, Don't get your seat wet."

The taxi driver smiled and said: "It's okay, there will always be heavy rain, just sit directly."

Having said that, Meng Xin watched Chen Fan get into the car, still took out another set of clothes, spread them beside him, bent down to get in the car and sat in the back row with Chen Fan, and said, "Beili [-]nd Street, Pine Tree Lane. At the bus station, stop on the east side."

"it is good."

The car started, and the rain was still falling heavily. The car drove slowly, and the rain fell on the windshield and the windows, forming three curtains.

The driver was concerned: "The rain falls as soon as it is said. Aren't you two wearing umbrellas, and you are still drenched like this?"

When Chen Fan heard the question, he subconsciously turned his head and glanced at Meng Xin.

Meng Xin pursed her lips and said, "Umbrella...I just bought the umbrella..."

It's really clumsy and a mouthful, never thought that Meng Xin could make up a nonsense with a stranger so hard, he is really an honest person!

The corner of Chen Fan's mouth curled up, showing a little helplessness, and said, "I wanted to try to see if I could get to the station, but who knew it would get bigger and bigger, the bus didn't wait, and the umbrella was bought for nothing." After he finished speaking, he glanced at Meng Meng. Xin, with sympathy in his eyes.

The driver master yelled: "It's just a shower, spring rain is as expensive as oil..."

Meng Xin buried her head in embarrassment, and asked in a low voice, "Are you cold?"

Chen Fan replied, "Leng, what about you?" After he finished speaking, he couldn't help but observe Meng Xin carefully.

Meng Xin hesitated for a moment, quietly moved her body to sit a lot closer, and then held Chen Fan's hand in her palm.

It was dark and damp in the car.However, the temperature in Meng Xin's hand was very high, which made Chen Fan's heart warm along with it.

Chen Fan asked in a low voice, "Why did you come?"

"I almost forgot..." Meng Xin let go of the bag, took out a paper bag from inside, and handed it to Chen Fan, saying, "It's for you."

Chen Fan hesitated to take it, took it out and saw it was a straw hat tied with red silk, and was stunned for a moment.

Meng Xin said: "Luffy is the same model, it's genuine, I bought it when I saw it." After finishing speaking, he held the hat to round it, helped Chen Fan put it on his head, and said with satisfaction, "It's so handsome..."

Chen Fan buried his face in the projection of the hat and did not speak.

The air froze instantly, except for the sound of rain, everything was quiet.

After a while, Meng Xin hesitated, and said, "I... I met my uncle, and I told him not to worry, I will accompany you, so...you...you can rest assured..."

Chen Fan's shoulders trembled faintly, as if nothing.

Meng Xin put away his expression, pulled his hat down vigorously, and said: "I am not a born king, but there is blood in my bones that will not let me bow my head."

Chen Fan still didn't speak, and lowered his head.Meng Xin raised her arms and wrapped them around his shoulders.

With the sound of rain outside the window, Chen Fan's shoulders shrugged slightly.

After a long time, Meng Xin's voice was deep and gentle, as if it came from a long distance, falling into Chen Fan's ears: "Abandon all the past and fetters, don't begrudge these tears."

Feeling the real temperature on his face, Chen Fan buried his head even lower.

The author has something to say: 1. I am not a born king, but there is blood in my bones that will not let me bow my head.

——Monkey D. Luffy "One Piece"

2. Discard all the past and fetters, and don't begrudge the tears shed for your dreams.

——Monkey D. Luffy "One Piece"