Scumbag, wait for me!

The few remaining customers in the store all probed and watched from a distance.

Xiaomei took a look behind the counter, ran out quickly, and said, "What's the matter? Sir, is there anything you are dissatisfied with?" She quietly pulled Chen Fan behind her as she spoke.

Chen Fan pulled Xiaomei over, rubbed his chin, and said, "Who the hell are you!"

The man glared at Chen Fan and said, "Wang Xiang's partner, we have been together for three years, listen, you are not allowed to pester him again, otherwise, I will see you once and beat you once!"

Chen Fan was stunned for a moment and said, "Who are you? You said you have been friends for three years? Impossible, we..."

Xiaomei looked at the fierce and burly elder brother with fire-breathing eyes in front of her, and then turned her head to look at Chen Fan...

So, now it's two men fighting for one man...

What year is it, no wonder I can't find a partner...

The whispering voices around were getting louder, Chen Fan was already pale with anger, and he clenched his fists tightly.

Xiaomei tugged at his arm and said in a low voice, "Brother Fan, there are cameras in the store, and you're wearing overalls, so you can't tell if you move."

Chen Fan has been here since he was a child, and he is not afraid to really move his hands, but... this is really not the place to solve the problem.

But this man was obviously looking for trouble, pointed at Chen Fan and said, "If you pester him again, I'll see you hit you once." The man approached step by step, as if Chen Fan in front of him was disgusting like he had never seen before. The face is full of disgust.

Chen Fan couldn't bear it anymore, he raised his hand and pushed the man's shoulder, and said, "Who the hell are you? Where did the garbage come from, you have the ability, come over and beat me to death..."

The man staggered two steps, then stepped forward with one step, Xiaomei grabbed Chen Fan anxiously and pulled back hard.

People in the store had already left one after another. Another young man saw that something was wrong, so he hurried out of the counter, came over and hugged the man and said, "Sir, if you do this again, we will call the police..."

"Go away." The man pushed the young man away and rushed forward, taking the opportunity to grab Chen Fan's collar.

"Zhang Chenghao, stop!" Wang Xiang yelled as he entered the door, and stepped forward to grab the man's arm.

The man finally stopped when he saw Wang Xiang.

Wang Xiang said angrily, "Didn't I tell you, I will take care of it, what are you doing here?"

He said a word, everyone around you looked at me, I looked at you, and then looked at Chen Fan.

Chen Fan looked at Wang Xiang motionlessly, his heart sank little by little, and all the sensations in his body became more and more numb.Only on the face, there seemed to be an invisible knife, slashing the flesh little by little, and blood flowed all over the face.

This feeling is familiar, called "chi humiliation".

"What do you mean? Tell me clearly," Chen Fan said.

Wang Xiang hesitated and said, "Chen Fan, you work first, I will take him away and explain to you later."

The young man beside him gently tugged Xiaomei's sleeve, motioning to stop Chen Fan.Xiaomei sighed and shook her head slightly.

"No, it's here. If you have anything to say, you can make it clear today."

Xiaomei tugged on Chen Fan's sleeve and said to Wang Xiang, "Tonight is embarrassing enough..."

"Little girl, who are you talking about?" Just as Zhang Chenghao opened his mouth, Wang Xiang glared back.

"You are a big man, who do you call poor?" Xiaomei ignored him and continued, "It's not convenient to talk in the shop, so go outside if you have any problems."

Wang Xiang said: "Chen Fan, after all, this is where you work..."

Chen Fan gritted his teeth and did not speak. He stood straight on the spot with two fists clenched like a tree stump.With a calm voice, he said word by word: "Who is he..."

"I...my ex-boyfriend..."

As soon as Wang Xiang finished speaking, Zhang Chenghao's expression turned ugly, and he said, "We..."

"Shut up!" Wang Xiang scolded.

Chen Fan said: "So...you are together again."

All eyes were on Wang Xiang, after a while, he finally nodded and said, "Yes."

"When did it start?" Chen Fan continued to ask.In front of so many people, he hardly gave himself a way out.

That's right, I don't even want my face... What else is there to retreat?

Chen Fan laughed at himself in his heart. It seems that the second relationship will end without a problem.

"us……"

Zhang Chenghao said first: "I was sorry for him before, so I let you sneak in..."

Chen Fan still ignored Zhang Chenghao, looked at Wang Xiang and said, "A month ago?"

This month, the contact between the two has become less and less, and they have not met three times in total. He has feelings for many things, but it shouldn't end in this way... It's too cruel...

Wang Xiang nodded and said, "Yes." He paused, leaned closer to Chen Fan, and said in a low voice, "I know, you never loved me, so why should we be tied together reluctantly. "

Chen Fan raised his eyes, his eyes met, he looked at Wang Xiang, his eyes gradually turned red, and said, "This can't be an excuse for you to betray your feelings." The end of his words trembled uncontrollably.

Xiaomei grabbed Chen Fan's arm, her expression was full of worry.

After a while, Wang Xiang finally lowered his eyes and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry..."

"I don't need your apology..." After Chen Fan finished speaking, he bit his lip hard, trying to make his body feel more awake, even if it was just pain.

The door suddenly opened, Xiaomei looked at the door, and shouted in surprise: "Brother Meng."

Meng Xin was wearing earphones. As soon as he entered the door, he saw a group of people gathered together. He glanced suspiciously.

Xiaomei waved vigorously at him, and Meng Xin walked over frowning.

He had a clear goal, blocked Chen Fan as soon as he came in, and said to Zhang Chenghao who was behind Wang Xiang, "You are the one making trouble?"

Although Zhang Chenghao was strong, compared with Meng Xin, he was half a head shorter.

Meng Xin's eyes were sharper than ever before, huge and downcast, with a strong sense of oppression, looking down on that person.

Zhang Chenghao's eyes were obviously a little guilty, he glanced at Chen Fan in doubt, and did not speak.

Meng Xin stood in front of Chen Fan like a mountain. When he turned his head and saw Chen Fan's expression, the pain in his heart began to spread.

He raised his hand and gently tugged at the corner of Chen Fan's clothes, and said in a deep voice, "Go out and talk."

As soon as he finished speaking, he pulled Chen Fan out together.

Wang Xiang and Zhang Chenghao followed, and Xiaomei stood where she was, leaning on the table and finally breathed a sigh of relief.

She glanced at the young man beside her, leaned over and said in a low voice, "Brother Fan is always nice to you, right?"

The young man froze for two seconds, then nodded vigorously.

Xiaomei continued: "Then you know what to say."

The young man froze again, then continued to nod.

Only then did Xiaomei feel relieved, and said, "Let's go, pack up and prepare for the night duty."

Stepping into the night of December, it is cold everywhere.

Several people stopped by the small flower pond in the green belt by the roadside. Chen Fan was only wearing a work uniform, and Meng Xin took off his overcoat and covered him.

Wang Xiang looked at Meng Xin, then at Chen Fan, smiled wryly, and said, "Chen Fan, look, you don't need me at all."

Chen Fan looked at Wang Xiang and said, "You are not me."

Wang Xiang lowered his head slightly, and said, "I've made it clear what needs to be said, let's... let's go here."

Chen Fan froze on the spot and didn't speak.

Meng Xin glanced at Zhang Chenghao and said, "Let them speak clearly."

Zhang Chenghao looked at Wang Xiang, hesitated and did not move.

Meng Xin continued: "Isn't that the purpose of your coming tonight?"

Zhang Chenghao thought about it, and then followed Meng Xin and stood a little further away.

Hearing the two leave, Chen Fan hoarsely asked, "So, is there really no way to turn back?"

At this moment, he clearly knew the ending, knew that Wang Xiang had made a good decision long ago and changed his mind, but when he really put the facts before him, the feeling of being too late and reluctant still swept him like a hurricane, forcing him to say this. sentence.

After a long while, Wang Xiang sighed heavily, raised his hand to touch Chen Fan's shoulder, and said, "Let's not deceive ourselves, okay? The person lying in your house was Meng Xin, right? Actually... I tried, tried I forgot about that person, and treated you with all my heart and soul, but... you lied to me. We quarreled and broke up, and you gave up without even trying to persuade me to stay. Chen Fan, tell me the truth, have you ever felt sad? ?”

Chen Fan was suddenly at a loss for words: "I...I..."

"There's no pain, where's the love?" Wang Xiang stuffed his hands into his pockets, smiled bitterly, and said, "After all, I'm also a proud person..."

Chen Fan raised his eyes and said word by word: "I love..."

Wang Xiang didn't answer, and the two kept a tacit silence.

Chen Fan carefully observed the person in front of him for the last time. After being together for so long, Wang Xiang's brows finally brought back the unruliness of the first meeting, as if that absurd and free-spirited person had really returned.

Wang Xiang stood in front of Chen Fan like this, with the light shade of the street lamp behind his back, looking strange and familiar at the same time.

Staring at it for a while, Chen Fan gradually couldn't see the expression on his face clearly. In the backlight, only a pair of eyes with water stains seemed to be there, so that he could be sure: maybe, there was a reason for affection.

But so what?

"I see..." Chen Fan finally gave up, mustered up the courage to say these words without any struggle.

Wang Xiang opened his mouth, wanting to say something, and after a while, the voice came out of his throat with a delay, saying, "I'm sorry..."

Chen Fan pursed his lips hard, turned his head to one side, and said, "I won't accept your apology."

After Wang Xiang heard it, his eyes turned red. He approached, hugged Chen Fan fiercely and desperately, and said, "I hope you find the person who really treats you well as soon as possible..."

Chen Fan still clenched his fist tightly, standing still like a tree stump.

After letting go, Wang Xiang turned around and left. As soon as he took a step, Chen Fan opened his mouth and said in a hoarse voice: "From now on... don't contact me again from now on..."

Wang Xiang paused for a long time before saying silently: "Okay..."

His voice was vague and sticky in his throat, then he walked to Meng Xin's side, glanced at Zhang Chenghao, and left without saying a word.Zhang Chenghao walked a few steps quickly and chased after them. The two gradually disappeared under the streetlight.

Meng Xin walked to Chen Fan's side and whispered, "Are you okay?" Although his voice was light, it was very gentle.

Chen Fan lowered his head, a tear rolled down his eye socket and landed at his feet, followed by a second and a third tear.

He kept the posture where Wang Xiang left, without moving.

Meng Xin raised his arm, rubbed Chen Fan's head, and pressed it on his shoulder: "Cry if you want to cry..."

Chen Fan had long since lost consciousness after being hit by grievances. He wanted to cry loudly, but was blocked by an inexplicable force, and said vaguely: "I don't cry, what's there to cry about...betrayal It's not me... only the worthless cry!"

Meng Xin let go of Chen Fan, supported his shoulder, and said, "Chen Fan, it was his cheating, not your fault, did you hear that? It has nothing to do with you... You have no responsibility...Chen Fan?"

Meng Xin repeated this sentence over and over again, for fear that Chen Fan would not listen.

Chen Fan complained silently: Brother, I broke up, not deaf!

After a long time, he slowly opened his mouth: "But..."

He asked himself in his heart what he hadn't finished speaking:

Is it really not my fault?

Those who left, really wasn't my fault?

If I treat him better, will he not leave?

Would he have stayed if I had brought him home earlier?

Will he change his mind if I pay more attention to him?

"It's my fault!" Chen Fan interrupted Meng Xin and shouted, "It's me... I didn't do well enough!"

Meng Xin grabbed the hand on Chen Fan's shoulder and shook it. He looked into Chen Fan's eyes and said word by word: "He is the one who betrayed first, and the person who doesn't love you is gone. You have to treat yourself better." a little."

This scene is all too familiar.

Meng Xin looked at the weak and helpless Chen Fan in front of him, as if seeing himself back then.

Without knowing that he has a partner, he dare not approach anyone.

As a boy, he was sure of himself, and it took all his courage to accept that person.

He carefully protected that relationship, like a child who has reconnected with the world, approached this completely strange world in a clumsy way, and then loved that person with all his heart.

But everything was only in exchange for betrayal, and now, it cost her own life.

He has asked himself, God, and fate countless times, just like Chen Fan at this moment: "What did I do wrong?"

Meng Xin pulled Chen Fan over, hugged the man tightly in his arms again, and said firmly, "It's not your fault, it's him who betrayed his feelings, not you..."

Chen Fan slowly raised his hand, grabbed Meng Xin's clothes, cried out with a "wow", and said vaguely: "For...why...I tried my best...I want to walk with him... ...I...I love his..."

Love is doubly precious only when it leaves, and it deserves to be shouted out.

Meng Xin patted Chen Fan's shoulder and said, "I know, I know, don't be afraid...Chen Fan, don't be afraid..." His voice became lower and lower, gradually covered by Chen Fan's crying.

In the vast sea of ​​people, how many emotions are there that have nowhere to tell?

If there is someone who can understand the words from the bottom of my heart when I am wronged, lonely, or sad, it is probably a very lucky thing.

Time flies, thank you for your company.

I am also grateful for those years of crying, laughing, wandering, or turbulent...

Those who leave take away their weakness, but leave behind a more invincible self, persistently believing in things worthy of being believed.

May you be warm all your life, never give up love and freedom...

May I go through wind and frost, always warm and pure...

The author has something to say: May you be warm and pure, never give up love and freedom...

——Gao Xiaosong