Those who are close to you are sweet

Speaking from his heart, Leng You asked himself: Why on earth did he fall in love with Bai Leyan.

Is it because of the tenderness of the other party?

Is it because of the care of the other party?

Is it because the other party deliberately pleases unconsciously?

Nope...

Leng You shook his head. When he met Bai Leyan for the first time, the two strangers who met for the first time didn't know how to get along with each other in a friendly way, or how to start chatting happily.

Like two fools.

One wanted to make a good impression on the other party, and rushed upstairs carrying the other party's suitcase, while the other was so nervous that he couldn't speak, so he could only express his friendly attitude with a strange ninety-degree deep bow.

All in all, the two of them are just weird.

- good match.

They faced each other as if in a mirror, reflecting the same essence.

They are probably ordinary human beings.It's just an ordinary human being who has experienced some sad and painful things, and then naturally learns to pretend and shut himself off, right?

Deliberately trying to please others and timidly avoiding others are actually the same in essence!

I just don't want to make myself more sad and painful.

Because they are the same, they cherish each other, and then attract each other.

They can be together, probably can be called destined.

Destined to experience the bleak past, become sensitive, fragile and strong, and then cautiously try to touch each other's fingertips, carefully expand the contact area, interlock fingers, hug carefully, hug hard, and bury your face On each other's shoulders, unbridled hysterical crying surged.

If Leng You had a choice, he wanted Bai Leyan to spend a happy childhood in peace.There is a warm home, parents who love him, love and hope, not alone, not afraid, hope for the future, brave and bold.

Even if, in exchange for their meeting...

When Leng You thought of this, he suddenly felt indescribably sad and enlightened.

It's sad because he couldn't do it. He didn't have the chance to choose what Bai Leyan's life would be like. Everyone's life is unique. Through countless events, big or small, everything about this person is constructed bit by bit. What you think, what you do.

It suddenly became clear because Leng You suddenly discovered that he already liked Bai Leyan to such an extent.

—I have so many!So much like you!

— more room than there is to open your arms.

—There are more places than can be seen in the distance.

——The mood of "I like you" is a vast universe, in which there are countless planets, and each planet is saying "I like you".

……

After returning to the dormitory from the playground, Bai Leyan fell out of bed as if his energy had been exhausted.

It is more accurate to say that he is "sleeping" than to say that he is "coma".

Bai Leyan looked like an unborn baby, his whole body was rolled into a ball, his legs were bent, his thighs and calves were folded together, and his arms were tightly hugged to his chest.

Even with this high level of defensive posture, Bai Leyan was still uneasy, he would tremble and tremble from time to time.

……

Leng You drew the curtains to drive out the winter scene that was trying to squeeze into the whole room.His hands were also cold, and he felt uncomfortably cold.Leng You didn't want to embrace Bai Leyan with such a pair of cold hands, he didn't just rely on Bai Leyan, waiting for Bai Leyan to give him warmth.

He can also hug others.

Leng You went to the hair dryer from the drawer and turned it on to the maximum setting to blow on the palm of his hand—the wind was strong and the heat was extremely high.

Leng You was startled by the loud sound when the hair dryer was turned on, and then his palms were burned by the maximum temperature.

He hurriedly took the hair dryer away from the palm of his hand, then turned it down to a lower level, and slowly approached the palm of his hand, only then did he feel that it was more moderate.

The palm of his hand was dry and warm, Lengyou tried to put his palm on his face, and it felt very comfortable, so he calmed down a little and put the hair dryer back to its original position.

He climbed into Bai Leyan's bed with ease, even easier than before.Because Bai Leyan really only occupied a small area of ​​the bed, it was small, like an isolated island in the sea.

"I... hug you?"

The other party did not respond.

……

In recent days, Bai Leyan's attitude towards mobile phones has really changed.

Sometimes Bai Leyan would stare at the phone screen in a daze for a long time.Leng You glanced: Oh, black screen.

Sometimes Bai Leyan would suddenly throw the phone on the bed. Even though it was cushioned by the mattress, the phone still made a dull sound when it fell, which was especially obvious in this quiet space.Before Leng You could say anything, Bai Leyan apologized to him, saying I'm sorry, saying he didn't mean it, saying...

It can't go on like this.

Leng You knew why Bai Leyan cared so much about the phone, why he couldn't pick it up and couldn't put it down.

This state began to appear after Jiang Zhenwei said that she gave Bai Leyan's mobile phone number to his biological parents.

Bai Leyan wouldn't contact them, wouldn't call them, wouldn't send text messages, or anything.

But he couldn't bear the little flame of hope that remained in his heart - the candle that had just been extinguished could be rekindled with a match with sparks.

Lengyou sleeps with Bai Leyan in his arms, trying to warm him with his not-so-hot torso; during the day, Lengyou talks to Bai Leyan as much as possible, racking his brains to come up with fun things, which he found on the Internet All kinds of jokes...

However, Bai Leyan seemed to have poor signal reception. From time to time, it would show that the other party had dropped the line and could not receive your message.

It can't go on like this.

Leng You always feels that the really difficult time has not yet come, and it should follow in the footsteps of Bai Leyan's biological parents.But now, the big boss has not been brought yet, and the young general Bai Tiantian has already lost the strength to fight.

So, Leng You stopped the idea of ​​teasing Bai Leyan to speak, and turned to thinking about how to get Bai Leyan out of the dormitory.

You can't stay in the house all the time, the air is turbid, and your mind is muddled, it's too easy for people to get into a dead end!

But Leng You couldn't think of any reason to persuade Bai Leyan to go out, so in the end, with a shy face, he used himself as bait to lure Bai Leyan into the bait.

——"Tiantian, Xiaonian is coming soon, I want to eat dumplings."

"Ah?" Bai Leyan finally spoke, his voice was unbelievably hoarse, as if it was rusty, maybe there was a strong smell of blood and rust in Bai Leyan's throat at this moment.

Leng You held back his distress and pretended not to know it: "I want to eat dumplings."

Bai Leyan coughed twice, trying to sound normal: "Pork celery? Pork cabbage? Pork mushroom?"

"..." Leng You was helpless.

The three flavors that Bai Leyan mentioned are all the three brothers of "Missing Hands Beat the World" in the school supermarket.

At first, Leng You thought that as long as Bai Leyan went out to get some air, he could go for a walk by the lake, or go to the supermarket to buy frozen dumplings.

However, when Bai Leyan announced the names of the three flavors of dumplings like a robot reporting the names of the dishes, Leng You suddenly changed his mind.

Go to his quick-frozen dumplings!

Go to his phone!

I'm going to eat dumplings made by myself!

"No, I want to pack it myself!" Leng You was surprised that he said it out, and he regretted it when he said it. At this juncture, he actually said such inappropriate words.

"Okay." Bai Leyan agreed quickly and easily, just like an ordinary conversation between the two of them when they went to the cafeteria for dinner before the final week.

"Huh? Is it true or not?" Leng You was still immersed in the self-blame for making an untimely request. Hearing Bai Leyan's straightforward agreement at first, he couldn't believe it for a while.

Bai Leyan pressed his temple, as if trying to wake himself up quickly: "Of course it's true, what did I lie to you for?"

"It might be tricking me to go out, and it's easier for your accomplices to abduct me into the deep mountains and old forests." Seeing that Bai Leyan was finally online, he could hear and answer his questions, so he simply asked more questions He asked a few questions, and wanted Bai Leyan to maintain a good mood and a moderate amount of curiosity, so that he could bravely explore the unknown world.

"I don't have any accomplices. I'll do it by myself. I'll lure you into my monster den." Bai Leyan walked into the bathroom, washed his face, and when he came out, he saw Leng You holding a hair dryer and waiting for him.

"Huh?" Why did the hair dryer come out to work again?

Leng You waved at him, motioned him to go over, and was very thankful that Bai Leyan didn't continue the topic just now.

Leng You thought: I was the one who coaxed him to go out, I was the one who tricked him into my monster den.

Bai Leyan obediently walked up to Leng You, and the two of them sat on the edge of the bed.

Leng You touched Bai Leyan's hand, then pulled Bai Leyan's hair,

Sure enough, Bai Leyan's hand became like a cold stone in an unattended wilderness because it touched the water just now, and a small part of his hair was wet by the water.

Leng You turned on the mid-range hair dryer, and started blowing with Bai Leyan's wet hair between his fingers.

It was the first time he was drying someone else's hair, and his posture seemed a little twisted and awkward, for fear that the hot wind would scald Bai Leyan.

But in the end nothing went wrong.

Bai Leyan spread out his palms, palms up, and placed them on his knees, and he could win the Kindergarten's Most Well-behaved Award.

It's easier to warm your palms than it is to dry your hair.

Leng You put the hair dryer back in the drawer, and took hand cream to apply to Bai Leyan's hands.

The hand cream has a sweet smell of gardenia, Bai Leyan put his hand to his nose and smelled it: "It's the smell of your hands."

"It's obviously the smell of other people's hand cream." Leng You laughed, what is the smell of his hands?

He put the hand cream on Bai Leyan's palm: "Come, shake hands with me."

As a result, Leng You's palms were also stained with hand cream.

"Come on, I'll help you spread it evenly." Leng You rubbed his hands quickly first, and then took Bai Leyan's hand.

He carefully took care of every part of Bai Leyan's hands, and even touched the tiniest crevices of his fingers gently.

"Young man!" Leng You finally settled everything, he stood up, and stretched out his hand to Bai Leyan, "Come make dumplings with me to celebrate the new year!"