【Jiguo Brothers Rihei】Asagiri

There is a life breathing in front of me, weak and weak.I don’t know how to call it, it has no name, no affiliation, it’s just an ugly thing that was destined to violate ethics when it was born or when it was conceived. This little monster has the blood of the sun and the evil spirit at the same time.

Disgusting, ugly, intolerable, unforgivable.

—even if born from within oneself.

Ji Guoyansheng didn't feel the slightest joy or emotion for the birth of such an existence. It was a matter of course. He was forcibly deprived of his human identity and turned into a ghost, his knife was broken, and his body was mixed with the blood of different species. Since then, it has been impossible to walk in the sun—swordsmen and human dignity have been trampled into mud.

【It doesn't matter, as long as the elder brother is still alive...】

However, what made him more angry or hated than the ghost king's face was that person's face and these words. The younger brother's expression was as usual like a calm lake with no fluctuations, but he was really pleased with his survival. He does not blame or worry about his weakness, he is like a god and Buddha, merciful to all living beings, and accepts weakness.

But to Ji Guoyansheng, this tolerance is the flame of the sun, and to him who is already the body of an evil spirit, the temperature is fatal.He was defeated because of his weakness, and was humiliated because of his weakness. If it weren't for his existence, Ji Guoyuan would have cut off the ghost king's head that night, ending the centuries-old fate between ghosts and humans.

It is not the first time that Ji Guoyansheng has such jealousy or even fierce hatred towards his younger brother, but the stronger the emotion, the more he is eating himself crazily. After all, the sun in the sky will not be affected by the madness of ordinary people. And dimmed the light.

He should have died at that time, whether he was swallowed by the light of the birth sun, or his head was chopped off by his younger brother's knife, either way might make him take the dark poison in his heart that erodes his whole body to the grave, and let him leave behind. Live his only worthless dignity.

——In this way, maybe there will be no such unethical things to happen to my fellow brothers when I lose my rationality and struggle and yearn for human flesh and blood later.

If only he didn't remember what happened that night, he thought it would make him feel good to drag the son of God's favored man into the mud... Maybe there was a moment when he thought so.But a child of God will not fall, and Ji Guoyuan, who can vaguely recall it, had the same face at that time, without any emotion, and his eyes were as bright as a child's.

He desperately avoided the face that should have been identical to his own. He had already lost his human face. After turning into a ghost, two pairs of eyes grew out of his original face, with red irises and ferocious pupils. He didn't want the other party to see him. , and I don't want to see my current appearance through the reflection of the opponent's double pupils.

What is in the other person's eyes, how do you look at yourself, don't want to think, avoid thinking, fear thinking.

The jealousy, unwillingness, anguish, anger, and hatred so far are all meaningless, and what has grown that night is fear and loathing, for Ji Guoyuanyi, for himself——and for the existence in front of him.

It is really unreasonable to exist. If it is said that Ji Guoyuan is as unreasonable as the son of a god with his feet on the ground, then this thing in front of him must have been born from the country of mud, because he Pull the child of the sun into the swamp, have sex with the evil spirit, and then the evil spirit-the cub born by him.

Ji Guoyansheng thought it was ridiculous, and felt that his life was ridiculous.

When he was young, he saw the child who could only look up to the sun, and he still shared the same blood with such a child. He didn't know about his mother's illness, and what he gave his younger brother was only the tattered flute. Knowing that as the eldest son, as the mother's child he was a failure.

When I grew up, I thought that the thread that once cut off the fate was actually still tightly wrapped around the neck, and the person connected at the other end was named Ji Guoyuanyi. Because he was unwilling to be weak and yearned for the strength, he left the family where he was born and raised early. Leaving the responsibility of the family and the marriage arranged for him behind him, he also failed as the head and heir of the family.

Entering the ghost killing team, learning breathing techniques, beheading ogre ghosts, and gaining the respect and admiration of others, but it was useless, he didn't need these things.He still failed as always, could not win, waved his sword in vain, let the stripes spread on his face, waiting for the 25-year-old life to come to an end, and the future to be taken away.

[Isn’t it good to be a ghost? 】

That night, the king of ghosts told him so.

Give you eternal life, give you a stronger body, give you a longer future, since people can't defeat God's child, then turn into a ghost,

What I have to give up is the qualification to stand under the sun, the dignity of being a human being, the pride of wielding a sword for others... the name of Ji Kuniwakatsu who is called "brother" by the Son of God.

……… No, it can’t be done.

For some reason, his heart was not shaken at all, it was as dead as the night, and behind Ji Guoyansheng stood a black shadow, no one could see it, only he could hear the voice, he didn't turn his head to see the black shadow, so he didn't Know that the shadow has six eyes.

The black shadow told him so.

It can't be done, it can't be done, no matter how much time is spent, it can't be done.

You know it, Ji Guoyan wins.

Whether it's powerful, whether it's the realm of swordsmanship, or the world that my brother said that everyone will reach in the end, it's impossible, impossible.

A long lifespan, a strong body, and a future that is no longer bound, all of these combined cannot touch the sun.

In the end, it will only end miserably, leaving nothing behind and becoming nothing.

He can't become Ji Guo Yuanyi, and Ji Guo Yansheng will never become anything.

So let's end here. If we end here, we can die with dignity and pride that are meaningless to him, but at least to others. "Brother" name, even if there is nothing left, it can be ended as "Jiguo Yansheng".

Soi Ying's words are deeper than the ghost king's bewitching, and they have always been more reliable, so Ji Guoyansheng decided to listen to this side

"Abandon the sun? It sounds really good." He picked up the sword and straightened his posture, adjusted his breath and said to the ghost king, "But no need, the sun's light is always dazzling, so I never stand under it. "

"You don't need to drag me into the darkness, I've been staying in the eternal night."

——When he learned that all the swordsmen with stripes would die before the age of 25, apart from lamenting that there was not much left in his life and being unwilling to have no future for him to continue to improve and try to surpass his younger brother... Actually.

——Actually, the deepest part of my heart was slightly relieved.

It can end, the long road of chasing can see the end, since life is limited, the sun will also fall one day.

He turned out to be more tired than he thought.

But why, he is here now, running away in embarrassment from where he should have been.

Unable to defeat the Ghost Slayer Team, the ghost king who has been trying to kill for a hundred years, was mixed with ghost blood when he was about to die, and became what he is now.It's okay to leave his life to linger, but he also dragged his younger brother into the mud with malicious and ugly emotions. His younger brother shouldn't be like this. alright……

How ugly is it, Ji Guoyan Sheng.

He can no longer stay in the ghost killing team, stay within the sight of Ji Guoyuanyi, even if he is not controlled by Wu Mi, but the fact that he has already turned into an evil ghost cannot be changed. He does not want to accept pity and sympathy from others, nor does he want to Accepting the asylum of my younger brother...

He left, and walked for a long time under the night, to a distant place that he did not know.

Then the ghost cub was born, with the blood of the child of the sun and the evil ghost of the night mixed in its body. It was an unknown monster born by brothers and sisters against ethics and common sense. It was neither a human nor a ghost. From the moment of birth It is destined that there will be no lonely little things of the same kind.

"Why did you have to be born?" Ji Guoyansheng asked the cub, and also asked himself.

Rather than giving birth, it’s more like being separated from the body, as if the ghost’s body is repelling a part of the Son of God to stay in the body, and he struggles to repel it. The process is quite painful, both mentally and physically. In the end, he used the sun wheel The knife cut open his body and pulled the thing out.

So there was such an existence that was thrown out. Fortunately, it happened to have life, and it looked more like a human being, but it had ghost fangs when it was born.

Naturally, newborn things would not answer him, so Ji Guoyansheng could only ask himself why again.

The moment he sees that this thing can breathe, he should choke its throat and let him stop breathing, or he should use the sun wheel knife that has lost its brilliance to cut off his head like a ghost, so that he can look like a human being The corpses were separated and died, or disappeared like ghosts.

No matter which one you choose, you should not wipe off the blood on that thing, but wrap its body with a half-worn cloth like you would a human child, and put it five steps away from you and do nothing.

The cub, which is neither a ghost nor a human, has never cried. If it wasn’t still breathing, Ji Guoyansheng would have thought it was a bunch of dead babies. The risk of explosion of Guoyan Shengergen.

I don't know if my brother Ji Guoyuan was silent like this when he was born, and then he remained silent until he was seven years old. When I think of the first words my brother said in his life, Ji Guoyan Sheng's head and stomach hurt , Fortunately, the little thing beside him doesn't have any markings on his forehead, it seems that the blood of the Son of God is not that strong.

"It must be meaningless." It was another time I don't know who I said to, "It's hard to say that you can't walk in the sun, maybe you can't eat like ordinary people, and if others know what you are, you may be called Wu Mi. He may be killed by a ghost, or he may be killed by a member of the Ghost Slaying Squad... or he may be killed by a man named Ji Guo Yuanyi."

"Maybe one day someone will suddenly appear who is favored by God, who will easily surpass what you have been working hard for as the meaning of life, and completely ignore it. What you regard as the meaning of existence is not as good as a child fun."

"The eldest son that the father hopes for, the child that the mother hopes for, the heir that the family hopes for, the ghost slayer who protects others, the elder brother who can be relied on by younger brothers... the strongest swordsman in this country."

Unknowingly, Ji Guoyansheng habitually belittles his life of accomplishing nothing.

"I haven't achieved anything."

Life is very hard, and it is even more difficult to be born with ghosts. The birth of this cub is hell-level difficulty, but it is a pity that half of Ji Guo Yuan Yi's blood is flowing in that body.

He couldn't keep such an unknown little monster alive who was nothing.

The unknown is sometimes scarier than ghosts, and the existence of mixed human and ghost blood is unheard of. It would be fine if one could devote oneself wholeheartedly to goodness and overcome obstacles all the way on the road of not eating people, but it is hard to say that it will become a disaster like Wu Mi... Careful Thinking about what happens if there is another evil spirit with the blood of his younger brother, it will make the seriously ill obstetrical master so angry that he will rise up from the coffin.

... What is even more tragic is that Jiguo Yuanyi's bloodline and name have been tarnished.

ah?His bloodline, come on. With such a miserable life, his bloodline has no way to bring any superiority except for a certain degree of similarity with Ji Guoyuanyi.

Ji Guoyan Sheng carried the cub outside, which was already deserted in the temple in the mountains, the night was coming to an end, and the dawn was coming soon.He placed the cub wrapped in cloth on the corridor facing east, while he sat beside him, different creatures of the same blood waiting for the sun to rise together.

It's long overdue, long overdue.

Strangely enough, the birth of this nothingness brought him a little bit of courage to end everything. Some things he experienced after turning into a ghost made him almost give up all these things, and now he seems to be able to return to on track.

Not reconciled?Has jealousy and hatred been extinguished?Has the shadow behind that been unable to speak?Can he accept everything calmly like his younger brother?

It's a pity that it is not. Ji Guoyansheng is a human being from the beginning to the end. If he can let go of these things earlier, he will not encounter these things.

To this day...he still has a...

………………never mind.

A life of disastrous defeats is really meaningless, but if you can choose your own way of death in the end, then the meaningless dignity of being a human being and Ji Guoyansheng may still have value.

It's just that he also chose to kill a life that was just born without any sin.

There is no reluctance or heartache, this life was born without any love, and Ji Guoyansheng does not look forward to his future, but since it is because of him, let him take it away.Anyway, it was nothing more than going to hell, and it was regarded as the retribution for taking away the life of a newborn, no matter what kind of hell he would gladly accept.

It's just that if this life is favored by an unknown god, the sun won't take his life away, and if he can live under the sun, then he won't kill him before he disappears.

If it is really favored, maybe it can be adopted by someone passing by by chance, maybe it can grow up.It would be best if he could grow up to be an excellent and perfect person like Ji Guo Yuanyi, and it would be fine to be an ordinary person, but if he becomes a new monster that endangers mankind...

At that time, I can only pray that everyone's demon slayer, Ji Guoyuan, will come and kill this monster.

Ji Guoyan Sheng thought about these things independently of himself, closed his eyes, and counted down the time for the sunrise to rise.

In the end, there are not many things that I can recall, but the most vivid thing is that disgusting face similar to myself, from the smile I showed him with the tattered flute I gave him when I was a child, to when I grew up, I looked like a warrior under the moonlit night Slaying ghosts in a descending manner saved his life, after realizing the phrase "We are just passers-by in a long history".

It's really enough, will he still be disgusted in the revolving lantern, because he will die in the sun's rays, so he will also disappear in the children thinking about the sun.

...His whole life was really just looking up at the sun in the dark night.

But at least I can die under a light worthy of you in the end.

"———"

It’s just that the sun didn’t arrive as expected, and the time for sunrise has passed, but the light that could wipe out Ji Guoyansheng’s ashes did not burn him. He thought it was just that winter was approaching, and the sunrise would come later, until he felt something Something tugged at the hem of his clothes.

He opened his six eyes with some annoyance and confusion, only to find that the day had actually arrived, but the sun could not come. The huge white mist enveloped the entire mountain at some point, refusing to accept the sun. It was the dawn that did not fit the season. The heavy fog kept his life temporarily.

"........."

The hem of his clothes was pulled again, and he looked slowly at the thing that seemed to want to attract his attention, only to find that the cub who was nothing had opened its eyes at some point, still not crying, just staring wide Organs called eyeballs stared at the only living thing around, a restless claw tugging at his feathers.

Those are two eyes that are very abnormal at a glance. The right eye is still an ordinary person's eye, and the pupils are the same as the human self and Ji Guoyuan, inherited from the mother's reddish-brown.But the left eye has a crimson iris with black lines, golden hideous pupils—the eyes of a ghost, the same eyes as Ji Guoyansheng now.

"…………"

"…………"

A ghost and a life that doesn't know what it is are looking at each other. The morning fog is still white, and it is a coincidence that there is only the other living creature in the visible range. They can only look at each other, and the hateful sun is still shining. do not come in.

—— Ji Guoyan was discouraged.

Forget about fangs, with such an eye, which human would dare to adopt it.

Ji Guoyansheng grabbed the little monster with half of his own blood flowing on it and returned to the darkness of the temple.