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Lin Junchuo has always known.

Death is the easiest, but those who remain will suffer the most and the greatest pain.

"She chose my father and married my father, because my father was sick, why did she have to die for my father in the end?"

Lin Junchuo seems to have returned to the day when his mother coaxed him to go to the rooftop together, and then wanted to take him to jump down together, "She thought she took me to die with her because no one would take care of me and love me like her, that is She thought!

"Does a seven-year-old child understand what life and death are? What did a seven-year-old child do wrong to be killed by his biological mother? Does the mother have the right to decide everything about the child, including life and death, after giving birth to the child?"

Lin Junchuo gritted his teeth and said word by word, "I will never forgive my father in my life, nor will I forgive the mother who wanted to take me to death and leave me behind in the end, she is not worthy!"

How could Lin Muting agree with Lin Junchuo's words, "She is your mother, she has severe depression, she can't control herself..."

How could a mother want to die with her child?

What kind of despair and sadness can cause the mother to make such a decision?

Lin Junchuo can't understand his mother, but instead blames her mother, isn't he too ungrateful?

"One has to be responsible for what one does. Can mental illness do whatever they want? Then what did I do wrong back then, that I might be taken away from this world by my mother at the age of seven?"

Lin Junchuo obviously did not intend to expose it lightly, "The root of the tragedy in my mother's life is my father and herself! She died, why have I not married for decades when I saw her die with my own eyes, and even subconsciously Want to find the same sex, why haven't I spoken for three years? The pain I suffered, should I also commit suicide? It is a complete mistake for me to live until now. I should have died a long time ago, huh?"

Children are not appendages of their parents.

But in China, few parents can understand and practice this sentence.

Lin Junchuo loved his mother so much, and hated her so much after his mother chose to die.

She left this world cowardly, leaving all her pain to the living.

"Why can't I hate my mother? Because she gave birth to me and wanted to kill me?"

Lin Junchuo asked back, every sentence was like a sharp sword, piercing Lin Muting's heart, "Muting, your mother jumped down from your house and sent you such a sentence before she died, it is really a complete and complete sentence." Innocent love your mother wholeheartedly?

"Is it true that as long as a person dies, all things will disappear, and what remains is perfect and perfect?

"Have you forgotten how she looked down on you for liking poems and songs, and thought they were useless rubbish? Is this really understandable because of a difference in cultural level?

"Did you forget that she doesn't listen to your voice at all, she only wants you to study science, and she won't let you study liberal arts because she thinks science is easy to get into college, and liberal arts is shameful?

"Does she really understand the difference between liberal arts and science, or is it just because your cousins ​​all study science and don't want you to embarrass her?

"You forgot that when you were kicked out of the experimental class, the first thing she thought of was not to comfort you, and to find the reason for your failure with you, but because you lost her, and she didn't wait to give your cousin a make-up lesson , beat you until you wore a mask for a month and dared not see people, and your wounds were torn when you walked?

"Did you forget that she has been worshiping your father like a god for most of her life, sacrificed you countless times, and even dragged you as a backup because of your father's suicide in the end?"

Lin Junchuo sneered, "Based on your father's character, even if your mother died in front of your father, he would just shed a few crocodile tears. But you are different, if she dies in front of you, you will remember For the rest of my life, and avenged her for this."

Although most of what Lin Junchuo said now was to persuade Lin Muting, it has to be said that Dong Jianing's last jump was a tragedy, but Lin Muting was so innocent.

The reason why Dong Jianing committed suicide in the end was because his only son was also gay, but would Lin Muting be charged with killing his mother because of this?

Isn't the real murderer Lin Mingcheng who lied to Dong Jianing all his life?

If Dong Jianing is wise enough and calm enough, when he sees the fact that Lin Junchuo and Lin Muting are together, he can ask Lin Junchuo for help.With Lin Junchuo's intervention, Dong Jianing's fate will go in a completely different direction.

Everything could have been better.

Dong Jianing gave everything for Lin Mingcheng, but let his son bear the greatest pain.

People with good moral character usually have a more difficult life.

Lin Muting was kind-hearted, so he came to the tallest building in the capital, and gave Dong Jianing an explanation with his own life.

If Lin Muting really had to be buried with Dong Jianing, even if he went to the Underworld Palace, Dong Jianing would not be completely innocent.

"To put it in the most stupid way, your mother has only one child in this world. Any normal mother hopes that her child will be safe, healthy and live a long life."

Lin Junchuo was persuasive, "If your mother was standing here, would she be willing to leave the world with her when you were only 17 years old?"

Dong Jianing's love and devotion to Lin Muting are unquestionable in the past 17 years. Although it is not as good as the share to her husband, it cannot be denied because of this.

People's hearts are biased, but they can't be so biased.

"As long as your mother still has a heart for you, she will never abandon you, but she is still in front of your eyes." Lin Junchuo said.

Only those who have experienced it can understand what it is like to see a person die in front of their own eyes.

Not to mention his biological mother.

Lin Junchuo often locked himself up during such long days and nights, because he was always worried that he would climb up to the roof, follow his mother's path, and die.

He could understand that his mother would take him with him even if he died, because he was worried that no one would love him as wholeheartedly as she did, and he could understand his mother's fear and despair.

So he also wanted to end his life countless times, go to heaven with his mother, and live a life without pain and sorrow.

The fear and panic of seeing his mother committing suicide with his own eyes, as well as the desire to reunite with his mother, appeared in his mind every minute and every second.

The last look of his mother looking back at him, the scene of his mother falling to pieces, the bloody mother...

Do people in pain have to pass on their pain to everyone around them in order to be relieved?

"gentlemen……"

Lin Muting opened his mouth with difficulty, his throat filled with the bitterness of Coptis chinensis, "I am standing here today, can I turn back? You give up on me... give up on me..."

He is not worth it.

With today's decision, he has no way out.

The huge country of Hua could not keep him.