Si Nian brocade book

That night passed in a trance, Lu Jinshu kept coughing, his nose was stuffy and he had to go to the bathroom every so often, Lu Sinian wanted to sleep, but was worried about the people next door, he was groggy, and it was dawn.

Lu Sinian didn't fall asleep much throughout the night, Lu Jinshu fell asleep for a while, and finally became quiet for a while in the middle.

Lu Sinian sat up from the bed, looked at the sky through the curtain that was not very dark, and sighed very lightly.

This time I really have to leave, this time I leave, I should never see you again, right?I have said everything that needs to be said, and my attitude is very clear. The other party is so smart and handsome, so why bother to insist on not letting go?

The more outstanding a person is, the more proud he is. Lu Sinian is no exception, and Lu Jinshu should be no exception.

The person on the other bed also woke up, his eyes were red, and his complexion was worse than yesterday, but after sitting up from the bed, the person was panting carefully for a long time, and coughed along the way.

Although falling in love is unlikely, but after all, he is a person above friends, and he cannot let people get sick. Lu Sinian went over to check the person's temperature, and found that the fever was worse than yesterday.

He pulled up the quilt and settled people in again, got into the bathroom, brushed his teeth, and then hurried out to buy food for people. The breakfast stalls at the school gates were set up early, usually one after another at dawn, one after another. Si Nian left without thinking so much, but was dumbfounded immediately.

The snow is still falling, and the weather is colder than before. The uncles and aunts who sweep the road sweep back and forth, but there is always such a thin layer on the ground, and the stalls that came out in the past are much less today. Lu Sinian looked around, Still decided to go to the store across the road to buy.

He packed a wonton and a porridge, and ordered a basket of steamed stuffed buns and two eggs. Lu Sinian had never taken care of patients, so he only knew that light food is better, but he didn't know what to eat. The young lady who sells food is very enthusiastic. Knowing that a friend of his is sick, she specially recommends a lot to him, and also tells him to drink plenty of water, take medicine and cover the quilt to sleep and get better quickly.

Lu Sinian returned to the hotel with a lot of things, and before entering the door, he heard the people inside coughing. Of course, Lu Sinian was the reason for his illness. He originally wanted to let him go back today, but now it seems that it should be I can't go anymore.

Lu Sinian put down his things, and the person on the bed still obediently maintained the posture when Lu Sinian left, but his face looked paler.

He went around and boiled the water, and took out the rice one by one from the bag and placed it on the table next to Lu Jinshu. Lu Sinian looked at it for a long time, but still took the vegetable porridge first.

"Let's have some porridge first, so that your throat will feel better."

The person on the bed raised his eyelids and glanced at him, then shook his head lightly, "I don't want to eat."

He really didn't want to eat, his body was weak, his head felt like it was going to explode, but his stomach was still uncomfortable, and he started to feel sick when he smelled it, so he couldn't eat it at all.

Lu Sinian was very patient. He gently patted Lu Jinshu's head, as if smoothing his hair, and comforted him, "Take two mouthfuls to make your stomach feel better, and also take medicine, or if you don't want to take this, you can choose which one you want." ?”

The person leaning on the bed looked at him weakly, his dark pupils turned around, as if wronged, and said, "I want to eat you, can I?"

Lu Sinian was really amused by him saying such words at such a time. He put the porridge on the table, just in time for the water over there to boil, and said as he got up, "If you still have the energy to eat, Then you can eat."

It was just a joke, but in order to ease the awkward atmosphere and make the other party feel at ease, so as not to keep worrying about his illness, Lu Sinian himself couldn't tell how much of it was true or not.

"Really?" Lu Jinshu suddenly stood up and asked.

Lu Sinian carefully poured water into the quilt, glanced at him and smiled, but he didn't say anything because it couldn't be true.

However, Lu Jinshu took it seriously, he suddenly pulled back the quilt and climbed out of bed, and before Lu Sinian put down the kettle, he hugged him into his arms.

Lu Jinshu's body was very hot, almost menacing, he hugged him very tightly, as if if he didn't hold him so tightly, the other party would run away in a second.

Lu Sinian sighed in his heart as the corner of the other's lips rubbed against the skin on the side of his neck, thinking that since the other party was sick, he should just hug him, but before he could finish thinking, a sudden sharp pain came from his neck, and Lu Jinshu bit hard He took a bite, and after he finished biting, he ground his teeth several times, then let Lu Sinian go with a lick.

For some reason, Lu Sinian didn't hide immediately, but covered his neck with his hands after he let go.

Lu Jinshu in front of him suddenly looked a lot better, and his eyes shone brightly. He grabbed Lu Sinian's arm, pulled out a pale smile, and said, "Senior is sweet."

Lu Sinian's heart shook for a short while, his mind was caught in Lu Jinshu's sweet words, and he didn't recover for a long time.

"Don't talk about these useless things, go to bed and lie down, eat something and drink medicine." Lu Sinian broke free from the person's arms, and the hope in his heart was suppressed by himself again. He repeatedly told himself that he must endure Live, don't be greedy for the good in front of you.

However, Lu Jinshu behind him didn't move, he just said abruptly: "I will prove it."

The figure with his back turned was slightly stunned, "Prove what?"

Still with an extremely hoarse voice, Lu Jinshu said, "I will always like you."

Trembling, there was a long aftertaste echo in his mind similar to when a guzheng was plucked. Lu Sinian stood where he was, wondering if he was hallucinating?

He turned around and looked at the crumbling pale Lu Jinshu behind him. It was like a dream. How long had it been since anyone said he liked him so sincerely? He really wanted to say "I like you too", but it was easy to say, How much can be achieved?

In the end, Lu Sinian didn't say anything, but just smiled, as if acquiescing to his proof.

Lu Jinshu left that night. He slept all afternoon. At night, he finally recovered. Lu Sinian gave him his thickest clothes, wrapped him in a scarf, put on a hat, and wrapped him up. Zongzi is generally sent away.

When he walked out of the high-speed railway station, Lu Sinian was very calm, as if everything had settled down, those feelings that started in autumn and October finally came to an end in the continuous heavy snow.

Three months, the last winter of his college career, the best gift, he is very satisfied.

At the beginning of January, Lu Sinian signed a tripartite contract with the company, officially starting the internship period. During this period, he and Lu Jinshu occasionally contacted, and most of them were asked by the other party. He is a kind person, but sometimes he is so decisive that people can't see through it.

He would look through Lu Jinshu's circle of friends from time to time. That person updates it almost every day, like a vlog, recording his life roughly. Sometimes when Lu Sinian is tired, he will open it and have a look. It is stored in the phone, thinking that if the other party deletes it, he still has a backup, so there is no need to decompress it.

The roommate said that Lu Jinshu went to look for him, and Lu Sinian also vaguely remembered this. The other party sent him a WeChat message, telling him what time the train would arrive, but he didn't reply, nor did he tell the other party that he was gone long ago. school.

Humans are very fragile animals, if they don't get an answer, they will leave naturally.

He made phone calls, but Lu Sinian refused to answer them all. Later, Lu Sinian didn't know whether Lu Jinshu went back or not, and where he went. He deliberately skipped the circle of friends that day, like this, It's the same as avoiding the other party's liking.

Fortunately, Lu Jinshu did not go to Beijing to look for him.

January No. 15, schools in Beijing have entered the holiday stage one after another, and even the subway that he usually takes is quite crowded. Lu Sinian got off work very late today, and squeezed into the subway in a daze. Naturally, there were no seats. He leaned on the At the end of the car, with eyes closed, he fell into a short sleep in the direction of the car shaking.

The carriage was very quiet, almost no one spoke. He vaguely felt that the light in front of him was blocked, but he didn't pay much attention to it. He continued to think about today's form in his mind. When the car stopped, many people rushed up again. He stood for a while, raised his head, and happened to meet the eyes of the person in front of him.

Or it wasn't a match, but the man was looking at him all the time.

Lu Sinian's eyes widened in astonishment. Before he could speak, Lu Jinshu in front of him was pushed hard in front of Lu Sinian. The two of them were almost close to each other. They were still rushing up. Lu Jinshu glanced sideways. Stretching out his arms to forcefully circle a place for Lu Sinian, Lu Sinian is still in a daze, he doesn't know whether to laugh or cry, he can't even think of a word to say hello.

Finally, not long after the car started, he said dryly, "Long time no see."

The other party was still the same, his hair seemed to be cut short, and his gray scalp could be seen faintly on his temples. He smiled at Lu Sinian and said, "Long time no see."

Lu Sinian lived not far from the company, seven subway stations away, and across the road from the station was the apartment complex he rented, a typical subway room.

Lu Sinian politely invited, but he didn't expect the other party to agree without hesitation.

Lu Sinian: "..."

The rented apartment is a common single-person apartment, the room is a little more than [-] square meters, and everything is available. The company has housing subsidies, plus wages and other subsidies, so the pressure is not too great. After taking off the shoes, I took out a pair of brand new cotton slippers from the shoe cabinet.

"You can wear this. It's new. The house is a bit messy. I don't have time to tidy it up. Don't mind."

He didn't say anything, but he was actually very happy in his heart.

Time heals all wounds, this sentence is really true, at least now that Lu Sinian sees Lu Jinshu again, the strong rejection that he had before has long since disappeared.

"Have you eaten yet? Sit down first, there seems to be some coffee, do you want a drink?" Lu Sinian tidied up a place for Lu Jinshu to sit, and patted him to signal him to sit.

Lu Jinshu didn't seem to talk much like before, he looked at Lu Sinian deeply, and finally nodded slightly.

He looked around, the door of the bedroom was not closed, the bed was still in a mess, he probably got up in the morning and left without having time to tidy up, looking out the window, he could see the brightly lit night scene of Beijing, so he would not be lonely; the sorting trash can was in the shape of a bear Yes, they are neatly arranged next to the sofa. On the table are his books and computer. The screen is not closed, and the books are buckled. Maybe he worked late last night. The walls are original white, without decorative paintings. Probably not much of my own life.

"When I first came here, the coffee I bought in the supermarket was quite delicious." Lu Sinian put the coffee on the coffee table, and sat on a small stool.

Lu Jinshu picked up the cup of hot coffee. Lu Sinian had mixed milk in it, and it smelled delicious. He took a sip under the other's gaze, nodded with a smile, and said, "It's delicious, thank you."

"It's okay, you're on vacation? When did you come back?" Lu Sinian conveniently put away the bag of snacks he had eaten the day before yesterday, and the more he looked at it, the more he felt that the room was really messy.

"Today, just came back this afternoon."

Lu Sinian paused his hands and smiled awkwardly, "What a coincidence."

"Unfortunately," Lu Jinshu looked at him, "I came here specifically to find you."

His tone was natural, but it reminded Lu Sinian of Lu Jinshu whom he first met for no reason. No matter how ordinary words came out of his mouth, they all carried some inexplicable meanings, and they were hidden just right. It's uncomfortable, like staying in place all the time, just waiting for the prey to take the bait.

Lu Sinian put down the things in his hands, rubbed his knuckles and looked at the other party: "Are you looking for me? What do you want?"

The coffee in Lu Jinshu's hand was half drunk, and the aroma of milk was scattered all over the place. He suddenly smiled, and moved to signal Lu Sinian to sit down. After they sat down, he turned sideways to look at the people around him, his eyes focused As if with magical powers, "I'm looking for you...I'm looking for you to prove that I don't want anyone except you, senior."

"what?"

As soon as the questioning syllable was uttered, Lu Jinshu suddenly leaned over and pressed the person on the sofa. Lu Sinian was completely unprepared. When he realized it, his wrist was already pressed on top of his head. The person pretended to have a vicious expression and said: "Senior, you have nowhere to run this time, right? You just dropped me without saying a word. Why, do you look down on me?"

The one at the end looked down on me and completely melted Lu Sinian's heart. What is this?behave in a spoiled manner?

He was restrained, he didn't know whether he couldn't break free or he didn't want to break free, he half pushed and half talked to people in a good voice, "I didn't look down on you, you get up first, let me go first."

Lu Jinshu on top of his head stopped talking. He looked at Lu Sinian seriously, and after a while, he suddenly let go and hugged him into his arms. Lu Sinian under him naturally embraced him. For a moment, the two of them seemed to be really hugging.

When the familiar breath rushed over, Lu Sinian was somewhat in a daze, and the person on his body was still a little cool, but he hugged him tightly, and Lu Sinian suddenly felt a sense of security that he had never had before.

The person on his body pressed against his ear, lowered his voice and said, "You didn't push me away, senior."

You didn't push me away, so how much do you still like me?Right?

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