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Overexcited, Lu Sinian immediately called Lu Jinshu. After all, it was already difficult to express his joy and excitement by sending a message. He was about to go to his city, and it was the company he wanted to go to the most from the beginning. He also accompanied him the whole time, as if adding a Lu Jinshu buff, allowing him to share half of the credit for his success invisibly.

The phone rang seven times in a row but no one answered, and Lu Sinian's excitement gradually dissipated with one long beep after another. He took the phone from his ear, glanced at the time on the top, and thought that he should Could it be that you are in class?Or hang up and send WeChat, but even if you are in class, you should hang up, why not hang up?

Just as he was thinking about it, Lu Sinian suddenly found that the calling at the top had turned into the call time, and it was connected.

He directly clicked on the speakerphone, but before he could speak, an unfamiliar female voice came out from the speaker: "Hello."

Girl... Lu Sinian looked at his broadcast number again, and it was Lu Jinshu's fault.

"Hello? Are you looking for Lu Jinshu?"

The girl's voice was ordinary, unrecognizable, and it was difficult to imitate her image.

The wandering thoughts disappeared completely, Lu Sinian let out a "hmm" and continued: "Is he there?"

It wasn't until this moment that Lu Sinian heard that the opposite side was very noisy, like the street or the classroom between classes, voices were everywhere.

"Oh, he went to the bathroom. Do you have anything to do with him? I can pass it on to you."

Lu Sinian didn't ask the other party whose position it was, and he didn't have anything to convey. He was just suddenly very depressed and blocked, and didn't want to talk.

"It's okay, don't bother, goodbye."

The dormitory returned to silence. Today's sunshine is very good, the light is bright, and you can feel the thin temperature through the glass. Lu Sinian stared at the number on the phone. He began to think wildly, wondering why he never let girls keep it. Looking at the phone, I wondered who Lu Jinshu called before, who he kept sending messages to and from on the high-speed train, and who he couldn't solve, and couldn't ask.

Lu Sinian is always entangled, but there is no other way to relieve it.

The other party invited him to discuss the offer this Saturday and reimburse the round-trip air ticket and hotel. Lu Sinian leaned back on his chair, and briefly recalled the scene at the high-speed rail station that day, Lu Jinshu's hesitant words, and that The distant back made him think of the neon lights in Beijing and that kiss, those vague but clear murmurs, the box of strawberries and mangoes...

Later, Lu Jinshu didn't call back or send a message, and he didn't even mention it in the next few days, as if he forgot, or maybe he never paid attention to his call records, Lu Sinian didn't I mentioned to the other party that I was going to Beijing again, but the other party did not ask about the interview. Everything seemed to be two lines that suddenly intersected. After that point, I quickly returned to the original track.

Lu Sinian flew on the plane on Saturday morning, discussed the offer in the afternoon, and then had a visit experience. He didn’t bring anything, and the lady in charge of contacting him also said in advance that there is no need to dress too formally for the experience trip, normal attire is fine. Lu Sinian carried a bag and a change of clothes, and set off lightly.

When they arrived at the Capital Airport, the company sent someone to pick them up, and the people who came to report arrived at the same time. When Lu Sinian got into the car, there were already many people sitting on it.

Lu Sinian greeted everyone politely, found an empty seat at the back and sat down.

The last time I came here was in a completely different state of mind than this time, without too much emotion or enthusiasm, Lu Sinian suddenly felt that perhaps a large part of the reason why I wanted to come to this city so much was because of that person, who is now with him. The relationship is hot and cold, and the enthusiasm and urgency suddenly become less important.

The signing went smoothly, and the salary was higher than that offered by the previous company in all aspects, especially when the other party learned that he had already signed with three parties, and deliberately postponed the signing of the three parties, so that he had enough time to terminate the contract.

After dinner, the friends who came together went back to their rooms. Lu Sinian shared a room with another boy who was also from out of town, but he came here with his girlfriend, so he didn't share a room with Lu Si. Together, I opened another room with my girlfriend and lived in it.

After taking a shower and packing up, it was past ten o'clock in the evening. Lu Sinian was tired after traveling around all day. He dried his hair and prepared to go to bed. Today, his cell phone rang many times. He didn't read it a few times, he knew who sent it, but he just didn't want to reply for no reason. This kind of resistance suddenly became serious after he came to his city, as if he wanted to make up for it from the previous few days. Back in general.

But now, the phone rang, not WeChat, but a phone call.

Familiar call background, familiar people, but faintly unfamiliar, Lu Sinian watched for a long time, until he felt that he would hang up if he didn't answer, he slid the connect button impatiently.

Before the word "Hello" came out, the other party's voice came over first, and it sounded anxious, and there was a whistling wind in my ear, "Where are you?"

Lu Sinian didn't know whether he didn't want to go back or what, but he reacted very slowly. It wasn't until Lu Jinshu repeated it twice that he said slowly, "I'm coming to Beijing to talk about an offer."

"Does it fit?"

"Yeah." Lu Sinian turned over and took the phone from his ear, thinking, it's too late to ask now.

"Where do you live? Is it near the company? Which hotel?" The wind on the phone became louder, like the scratching and tearing when people run, Lu Sinian suddenly woke up, and he asked: "Why are you asking this? "

"I'll go find you."

"Come to see me? Have you returned to Beijing?" His heart beat violently for a moment.

"Hmm." Just after the "hmm", the phone suddenly hung up.

Lu Sinian stared blankly at the exit screen, he hadn't told the other party where he was, how did he find it?

At this moment, Lu Sinian's phone vibrated suddenly. He thought it was a message from Lu Jinshu, and subconsciously clicked on WeChat first, but the vibrating sound was long and loud, obviously not WeChat. A lot of Xiaolan's messages abruptly scrolled out on the display bar of the screen, and someone he didn't know sent him what looked like a lot of pictures.

Lu Sinian was about to sit up and watch, but he felt a little pain in his cervical spine, and his neck was sore with his head tilted like this, but the moment he sat up, Lu Sinian bit his tongue without warning.

The fishy-sweet rusty smell immediately filled his mouth, and he couldn't care less about looking at his phone, he hurriedly covered his mouth, his eyes narrowed in pain, did he bite off his tongue?

There was no water beside the bed, so Lu Sinian turned over and got out of bed to find water on the table. He swallowed a mouthful of pure water, and just rinsing his mouth felt the pain in his flesh and blood. Looking at the tongue, the rightmost side was bitten for a long time, and blood is still spitting out, and the blood is smudged around, Lu Sinian sighed inwardly, how did he speak so hard to himself?

He took another sip of water, and just as he was about to go into the bathroom to spit it out, the door of the room rang.

Lu Sinian quickly spit out the water, thinking it was his roommate who came back, "Here we come."

"Did you forget to bring Dong...Lu Jinshu?" Lu Sinian was dumbfounded. He just said that he didn't tell the other party's address, so he came here so soon?

Lu Jinshu was panting heavily, and there were beads of sweat on his forehead. This is December, no matter how hot it is, it won't be too hot to sweat.

He squeezed in from the door, and before Lu Sinian could close the door and open his mouth, he hugged him tightly.

Lu Sinian had just bit his tongue, and then he was hugged so suddenly, he felt bad all over.

"What's the matter? First... let go first, I just bit my tongue, it hurts a lot."

However, Lu Jinshu didn't let go, but just relaxed the strength of holding him a little bit. Lu Sinian sensed that the other party's condition was not right, so he patted him on the back to comfort him, and even put the other party's air-conditioning into his arms .

After hugging silently for a while, Lu Jinshu finally let go of him. His eyes were flushed, as if he was crying, his cheeks were also flushed, and he looked at Lu Sinian intently and affectionately.

Lu Sinian originally felt that if he was so annoying on the screen, he should be even more annoying when he saw him, but the fact was just the opposite. From the moment he saw him, all those thoughts that had been hanging on the ground fell to the ground, and people The feeling of being hugged is solid and warm, and even the haze that has covered the whole week has dissipated a lot.

"Have you eaten yet?" Lu Sinian pulled him in, poured a glass of warm water and handed it over, then turned up the temperature of the air conditioner by two degrees, sat on the opposite bed and asked, "When did you return to Beijing?"

Lu Jinshu looked as though he was indeed frozen, his knuckles holding the cup turned white, and he trembled slightly when he lifted it up. He drank a few sips of water, and his face gradually softened.

"I've eaten, I came back this afternoon." The voice was very deep, obviously worried.

The atmosphere was a bit awkward, Lu Jinshu glanced back, just in time to scan Lu Sinian's cell phone which was turned on, Xiao Lan's messages were still popping up one by one, Lu Sinian saw people staring at his cell phone screen, afraid of being misunderstood , hurriedly got up and was about to go to get it, but just as he stood up, Lu Sinian grabbed him and dragged him into his arms.

The disposable paper cup fell on the floor, Lu Jinshu's kiss came in a hurry, Lu Sinian was frightened by the overly passionate kiss, he subconsciously wanted to push Lu Jinshu away in his panic, but was hugged tighter and tighter, Then he rolled over and put the person under him.

Lu Jinshu was already tall and muscular, but when he was pressed down like this, male hormones rushed to his face, and Lu Sinian had no chance to resist.

Something fell to the ground, and there was a muffled "bang", and the person on it was making a fuss, frowning, and the kiss was eager and disorderly, obviously trying to cover up something.

Lu Sinian suddenly remembered the news he had received before biting his tongue, and Lu Jinshu who had suddenly attacked him because of the vibration of his phone just now, so is what happened now related to Lu Jinshu?

Lu Sinian no longer struggled or responded, he looked at the person beside him indifferently until he opened his eyes to look at him.

The corners of Lu Jinshu's eyes turned even redder, and the black down jacket was piled bloated at the base of his neck. Lu Sinian looked at him, even if he really wanted to do it, he should at least take off his jacket.

"What's wrong?" Lu Sinian reached out to touch his face, knowing that something must have happened.

The person on his body suddenly showed a look that Lu Sinian had never seen before, like pain, but also like hesitation, a gray area between saying and not being able to say, he was locked in it, thinking about it, but he couldn't help it. It seemed that he didn't dare to bear the consequences, so he could only watch with depression, trying to find a complete relief from this clueless shadow.

Lu Sinian sat up with his arms propped up, and Lu Jinshu also rolled over to the side, but he didn't get up, and lay on his back covering his eyes.

Lu Sinian didn't move, he knew clearly that if he got up to look at his phone now, he would be able to clearly understand Lu Jinshu's unspeakable things, but he didn't move, he wanted to hear Lu Jinshu say it himself, or in other words, he wanted to give the other party a Chance.

Lu Sinian guessed that most of the news sent was related to feelings, most likely it was Lu Jinshu's romantic history, but in fact Lu Sinian didn't care about these things, what he was most afraid of was...

"I liked women before."

"Boom—" It was as if the water glass was knocked over suddenly, the sound of the glass colliding was sharp and piercing, but the room was silent, and there was nothing on the carpet except the paper cup of water just spilled.Lu Sinian seemed to be deaf. There was a buzzing sound in his ears after being extremely stimulated. He suddenly couldn't remember anything, and couldn't think.

I liked women... what Lu Sinian was most afraid of was not his romantic history, nor his personality flaws, but his bisexuality. He would rather not like it than like anything.

The only sentence he wrote on Xiaolan's profile was - bi|sexuality is not accepted.

As far as Lu Sinian was concerned, it was an extremely painful past. He had paid a heavy price. It was a scar that he would never want to recall, and it was also the most unacceptable thing for him. He would rather be alone for a lifetime than find a double. sexuality.

The people behind got up and hugged him, and put their hands on his hands, but the moment they touched them, they were stunned for a moment. Lu Sinian's hands were as cold as a piece of ice, his fingertips were tingling with cold, his face It was also cold, as if the whole person was about to die, and his body temperature dropped rapidly.

Lu Jinshu hugged him tightly, trembling as he spoke nervously, the temperature in his palm was still familiar, dry and hot, but Lu Sinian couldn't feel it at all. He lowered his head, didn't speak or move, and then slowly He spit out, "Go and help me get my phone."

Lu Jinshu's heart thumped, he wanted to say a few more words, but he also knew that it was useless to say anything now.

He picked up the mobile phone beside him, the messages had stopped, and he had sent more than 30 messages in total.

Lu Sinian took the phone and unlocked it several times before finally opening the lock screen. He ignored the thirty-odd messages. He slid to the page with Xiaolan, long-pressed it, and then all the icons popped up. For a moment, trembling, he pressed the little red cross in the upper right corner.

The flashing message on the screen disappeared, the phone slipped from his hand and fell to the ground, he covered his eyes, then looked up at Lu Jinshu who was standing beside him, the corners of his lips moved, but the voice repeated several times Only then did it reach Lu Jinshu's ears, and he said, "Don't contact me again."

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