【Kaiyuan】Shewu Blurred

[Because it's two people, because it's me and you, so it doesn't matter. 】

"You know what's the scariest delusion in this industry?"

"I just thought that if I became popular, I could do whatever I wanted."

Sister Wei Ru is kind and gentle, but no matter how gentle she is, she is cold.

Wang Yuan glanced at Wang Junkai who had just hung up the phone and came out of the bedroom, his expression was not very good, so he turned and went into the bathroom before continuing: "Sister Weiru, Wang Junkai and I just..."

"If you lie to me now, you will be too sorry for the painstaking efforts I have given you." Han Weiru interrupted his attempt to whitewash the peace, and his attitude was business-like seriousness, "It's like you know I reached an agreement with Tan Xianghui before that each of us will receive one, and I know what's going on with you two, so let's save the part of doing Tai Chi, can we be serious?"

"...Yes." Wang Yuan actually felt that there was no need to hide Han Weiru any more, so he asked straightforwardly, "Then what is serious?"

Han Weiru seemed to be talking about an insignificant matter: "You and Wang Junkai don't communicate in private."

"Sister Wei Ru..." The unexpected straightforwardness and determination made Wang Yuan's heart skip a beat, "Do you really think this is feasible?"

"What's wrong? You don't look for him, he doesn't see you, it's that simple." Han Weiru didn't know whether he couldn't hear his question or ignored it deliberately, "Didn't you come here like this in the past year? What's the matter?" Difficult?"

"I can't do it." Wang Yuan refused without thinking.

"Wang Yuan, you..."

"A year ago, I thought he didn't want me to run away by myself, so I held my breath and didn't go to him." He didn't hide the past of the two from Han Weiru, and there was no need to hide it anymore, "But it's different now... Sister Wei Ru, I've known him for nine years, and I don't even know how long I've liked him, and now we're finally together, but you tell me not to see him again, do you think it's possible?"

"Wang Yuan," Han Weiru sounded a little unhappy, "Did I tell you before that I asked you to hold the script of your life in your own hands, did it give you the illusion that you can write whatever you want?" How do you write it? Don’t say that you can’t do whatever you want even if you’re so popular, you’ve only released an album less than a year after you resumed work, and your popularity is very high, but your foundation is still very weak, you know that?”

"But even if I..."

"You have a lot of fans, but do you have a status in this industry and have the right to speak? Don't blame me for speaking harshly. You don't have the capital to do whatever you want now." Han Weiru didn't give him a chance to argue, "Don't imitate those superstars. , wait until you are called 'brother' by people all over the world."

"I didn't think about it, I just..."

"Okay, stop arguing. You don't know how many times I've cleaned up for you two during this time," Han Weiru became more and more angry as she said, "Today can't be done. I asked Xiaotong to book tomorrow's flight, so hurry up and get back to me." Come to Beijing!"

The phone rang three times, and Wang Junkai hung up faster each time.

When it rang again, it was no longer the phone, but switched to WeChat——

"Wang Junkai, I really like you, even if I don't tell you, don't you feel it? What I can do for you is much more than him. Can you think about it?"

"You have always done this and that for him. What has he done for you? He doesn't love you at all. You just think about it."

"I don't have any malice, it's just a moment of excitement... After all, we are still friends after so long? So is it okay to answer my phone and listen to my explanation?"

"I know that my dad has told you many things, but I still want to tell you personally that the plane is about to take off. Let's meet when we arrive in Nanjing, okay?"

……

"Do you know what your expression looks like?" Tang Yu watched Wang Junkai compete with the phone, and couldn't help complaining, "Like eating a fly."

Wang Junkai, who had been frowning all this time, finally smiled: "It's pretty much the same..."

"It's Tan Sisi, right?" Tang Yu's guess didn't take much effort, and she couldn't help but smile when she received the other party's surprised eyes, "Is it an open secret in the circle that she likes you? Wang Yuan also knew it. When not in contact, if he has a particularly bad temper one day, he doesn't need to guess to know that he has found out that you have contact with Tan Sisi."

Thinking of the sullen and jealous look of that kid who doesn't like sourness, Wang Junkai felt a little pained and sweet in his heart.

"Hey, hey, I'm going blind, please don't show your love with expressions?" Tang Yu looked like she was shown her face, and she returned to seriousness after acting for a while, "But to be honest, don't The reaction was too intense, for a person like Tan Sisi, it is much more cost-effective to be friends than to be enemies."

"Of course I know...she has always said that she is my good friend, but sometimes I only know when there are conflicts. Many things are not that simple." It is for your own good, but when you make your own decision, not only do you not support it, but you run to stand on the opposite side, what is this?"

Seeing Tang Yu's thoughtful expression, Wang Junkai continued to work hard to organize his words: "Sometimes I feel very confused... Many people around you will treat you very well and say they like you very much, including fans... But When your response does not meet their expectations, they will feel that you have betrayed them, regardless of the fact that you did not make unrealistic promises in exchange for their love and dedication... This kind of thing happens too many times, It makes people feel very insecure about human interaction for no reason.”

"In the final analysis," Tang Yu smiled sarcastically, "There is no devotion that does not require repayment, and there is no emotion that does not need to be responded to. They are all self-deception."

"Anyway, I don't understand..." Wang Junkai smiled wryly, "Besides, I have been in touch with many people alone in the past two years, and I feel even more incomprehensible. Too many people say one thing and do another, and they don't understand what they are thinking at all. , Sometimes things are obviously very simple, but they can also become very complicated... I feel that everyone has many sides, hide most of them, and only use the most decent appearance to contact people, maybe this is why there is always a sense of violation when communicating reason."

"This kind of camouflage is actually a human instinct, right? You and I are the same," Tang Yu thought for a while, "What about Wang Yuan? Wang Yuan won't make you feel this way?"

Hearing this question, Wang Junkai couldn't help but smile: "Wang Yuaner...he's different."

Memories welled up in his heart, making him feel gentle when he described it to Tang Yu, full of unquantifiable emotions: "When we met, he was still very young, and he had no such consciousness at all. How is it all written on the face, and when I was older, I learned to hide some emotions, but when I was with me, it was still the same, and then..."

"after that?"

"Later, those so-called maturity and so-called camouflage are meaningless to us, we know each other too well," Wang Junkai's eyes fell somewhere in nothingness, and he didn't know what to think, "Maybe it's because we were together from the beginning. , I understand him from the beginning to the end, and he understands me too, whether he is angry or misunderstood, he throws all of his appearance in front of me unscrupulously, but I like all the appearances, so I have no choice but to like it so much He is here. This feeling is only once in a lifetime, and I am glad to meet him. I really think it is a lucky thing to know him since I was a child,"

Tang Yu thought he was discussing a very serious issue with Wang Junkai, but he got off the track and was caught off guard by being fed a mouthful of dog food. Just as he was about to complain about it, he saw Wang Yuan just coming out of the bathroom with a serious expression on his face. Not too bad, he hurriedly said: "Did you finish the phone call? What did Sister Wei Ru say?"

"I didn't say anything...Let me go back to Beijing." Wang Yuan was vague, but his eyes fell on Wang Junkai's worried face, "Xiaotong sent me a message saying that, I will go back today first."

Tang Yu stood up knowingly: "Do all the acting, I'll go with your car and wait for you outside first."

"Are you okay?" Wang Junkai asked when there were only two people left.

"It's okay." Wang Yuan replied subconsciously.

The big tiger looked dissatisfied: "If it's okay, why are you standing so far away?"

Wang Yuan smiled, did not refute or speak, walked over and sat on his lap unceremoniously.

"I'll ask you again," Wang Junkai was still stubborn, "Are you all right?"

The little guy on his lap moved into a comfortable position, and hugged his neck: "There was something wrong just now, and it's all right now."

The guy with a sullen face finally smiled, and his arms tightened again.

"What about you?" Wang Yuan also asked him.

Wang Junkai buried his face in his neck and took a deep breath, then kissed his earlobe, watching his white and tender ears turn red at a speed visible to the naked eye, revealing his sharp little canine teeth: "Something happened just now, It's okay now."

"Brother Xue is not allowed to talk," Wang Yuan smiled, but the heavy part of his expression was not completely erased: "It will not be easy in the future, is it okay?"

Wang Junkai thought about it seriously, and asked without answering: "Maybe we still can't see each other often, is it okay? I may not be by your side when you are angry or sick, is it okay? In the dead of night, you will still be lonely over the phone, is it okay? In the end In the end, I don't know what the result will be or whether there will be a result, is it okay?"

It's not that I haven't thought about these problems, and it's not that I haven't experienced them in the past, but when they hit my face, they still carried the weight of landslides and ground cracks. Wang Yuan thought about it for a long time with difficulty breathing, and finally asked: "I can't see each other often, but I will try my best to fight for the opportunity and never miss the opportunity, okay?"

"can."

"You may not be around when I'm angry or sick, so I'll try not to be angry or sick, and you should try to take care of yourself, okay?"

"can."

"When you're lonely across the phone, sing to me, and I'll sing to you too, is that okay?"

"can."

"At the end of the day, I don't know what the result will be, and I don't know if there will be any result, but let's work hard together, can we?"

"can."

The discomfort of being pressed in the heart did not decrease, and even the nasal cavity became sore, but Wang Yuan did not shed tears, he tried his best to raise the corners of his mouth, and tightened the arms around Wang Junkai's neck——

"Then it doesn't matter... because it's two people, because it's me and you, so it doesn't matter."

"Ah."

"What about you, are you okay?"

Wang Junkai looked at his smile that was worse than crying, and only felt that the weight of the person in his arms was pressing on his heart a bit heavier, so he also tried to smile at him: "Because you're okay, so I'm okay too."

It was no longer the time for traffic jams, and the speed of the car was kept at such a comfortable level that a small wind blows into the car windows.

Tang Yu observed Wang Yuan's side face facing the wind for a while, and saw that his nose tip was reddish but his eyes were dry and dry. He calculated in his mind the necessity of handing the tissue, and finally chose to keep silent.

Surprisingly, the little boy who was driving in front glanced at the rearview mirror several times, and suddenly said, "I think you should find someone who can accompany you and take good care of you."

As soon as I heard this, I said it to Wang Yuan, but the two people in the back seat still reacted for a while.

Wang Yuan was unhappy in his heart at first, but when he recalled the taste of those words, he rushed a little: "Oh? Then who do you think..."

"Hey, hey! That's right!" Tang Yu looked at Wang Yuan's expression of "Excuseme? Who are you??", and knew that he must be in a bad mood. Leaving behind the clues, he quickly interrupted, "Wang Yuan, let me tell you, I also feel that these few people are too busy to take care of you now. You will definitely have more announcements and itineraries in the future. If you run around the country or even around the world, someone must follow you." Some people stay behind, there are a few good people in the company, I will introduce you later..."

Wang Yuan was relieved by Tang Yu's broken thoughts, calmed down his emotions, and after listening to his nagging, he gave him a grateful look: "Well, you are right, I will discuss it with Sister Wei Ru later, Thanks."

Tang Yu breathed a sigh of relief with an expression of "I know you admire and appreciate me very much, but it's all a matter of little effort", nodded at him and retired.

Although Tan Sisi looks like a thin, thin and weak woman, her character has inherited Tan Xianghui's nine out of ten. Her determination and action are among the best. When she said she wanted to come to Nanjing, she immediately ran over regardless.

Even if Wang Junkai doesn't want to see her, he understands that some things will never be settled unless they are explained clearly.

When he just signed Tan Xianghui's company before, he didn't have many friends around him. It happened that Tan Sisi was a sensible person and didn't cross the line. The two of them lived in peace and could barely be called friends. Inevitably embarrassing.

"Jun Kai..." Tan Sisi broke the silence and embarrassment that lasted almost the whole meal until the main dish was removed, "I have to apologize to you first, what happened this time is indeed my fault, I'm sorry."

Wang Junkai is not very good at dealing with this kind of calmness, but he doesn't want to let this matter pass by in an ambiguous manner. Yu Yu, who was separated from Wang Yuan, has not yet dispersed at this time, and he replied with some emotion: "I don't want to hypocritically tell you that it's okay. , it’s impossible for this matter to be unrelated... But I don’t have any plans to worry about it, so let’s turn the chapter over.”

Such a blunt attitude is not in line with Wang Junkai's usual kindness. Tan Sisi digested it for a long time, and changed the subject sensibly: "I think my dad should mention it to you. We are doing many things for you..."

"I know what you want to say." Unexpectedly, Wang Junkai interrupted her bluntly this time, "You want to say that you are all for my own good, you have done many things for me, and you have blocked many difficulties for me... I also know that my life has been very smooth since I came to the company. As long as I concentrate on my work, I don’t waste a lot of things on entertainment that others have to deal with... This is the kindness of Brother Tan and you. I not only accept it, but also very much. Thank you...but this is not a reason for me to obey your orders."

"I didn't mean to manipulate you!" Tan Sisi said anxiously, "I really like you, and I did this for you because..."

"Brother Tan is a businessman with foresight and foresight. It is impossible to sign me because you like me, and now it is impossible to do anything because I can't respond to you." Wang Junkai spoke very quickly, he was afraid that he would be slow I missed the moment when the logic was so clear, "I know my value is not in the so-called reciprocity, and Brother Tan knows it too, so you don't need to use these words to press me, this kind of pressure is useless and meaningless. "

In the past, Wang Junkai was always gentle and courteous to her, and it must have something to do with his natural language and death. He never said anything seriously to her, so looking at Wang Junkai's clear eyes and listening to his firm words at this moment, Tan Sisi's defense was just speechless , she didn't know whether she should be afraid of Wang Junkai like this, or like him more.

"You said you like me, I'm very grateful, but you should also know that I have someone I like," Wang Junkai said here with a gentle look in his eyes, "I like him very, very much, and there is no other choice And I will take care to protect myself and him, but this does not mean that I will let my love sacrifice for this job, I hope you can understand."

"I will tell Brother Tan again what I said today. I'm sorry that no matter what the result is, I can't respond to your kindness." At the end, Wang Junkai finally smiled, "But I believe that Brother Tan will do something that is more beneficial to him. s Choice."

Han Weiru is ready to fight Wang Yuan for [-] rounds, and she has known him for nearly two years. This little Scorpio boy is thoughtful and assertive, and she has seen how lethal when he is difficult.

But she still has the determination to win. After all, Wang Yuan is a person who lives a very transparent life. He analyzes the difficulties, pros and cons clearly with him, and then writes a blank check for what will happen in the future to give some hope, and temporarily put their small relationship to rest. It is not an impossible task to extinguish the flame.

What Han Weiru didn't expect was that Wang Yuan showed a completely different attitude after returning to Beijing.

After listening to her "speaking with sincerity" and "heart-to-heart", Wang Yuan didn't explain too much or ask for anything, but just said lightly: "Sister Wei Ru, what you said may be right from your point of view, but it's not true in my opinion." They are all wrong, but I think you should also understand that even if everything in this world can be forced, feelings cannot be forced."

"I didn't force you not to like him, I just..." Han Weiru said hastily.

"I know, that's not what I mean either," Wang Yuan shook his head, "I told you more than a year ago that it's not bad to return to the original face. At that time, you said a lot about dreams and dignity, and I thought The way to go, the real thoughts in my heart... I thought you were right at the time, you can’t see everything well, you can’t just work hard to do what you can do, you should also work hard, hold the script in your own hands Isn't the meaning of the game lies in mastering the plot by oneself?"

"This is the case with work, and so is love," Wang Yuan still expressed himself with that unique calm and irresistible attitude. A more mature place. But I found out later that it was not. It was because of you, Wei Ru, that you discovered it... There are many things that cannot be said to be indifferent, nor can they be tolerated. Let go when it is time to fight, so that you will not be empty-handed in the end, so that you can grab what you want."

Finding that everything she had imagined was not proceeding in a logical manner, Han Weiru didn't know whether she should be angry about this, or whether she should be happy that Wang Yuan not only listened to what she said, but also learned to use it flexibly to defeat her.

Wang Yuan didn't wait for her to think clearly, and then said: "You taught me this, so I chose to sign with you more than a year ago, so now I have to choose not to give up Wang Junkai. That's a lot to do, and I don't want to wait for him to walk 99 steps for me before taking that one step."

"I should have the kind of relationship with him, walking fifty steps together."

Both Wang Junkai and Wang Yuan like honest people, and both Wang Junkai and Wang Yuan are people who keep their word.

So when Wang Junkai finished his announcement in Nanjing and returned to Beijing, he couldn't wait to make an appointment with his children.

After the two successfully reunited, Wang Yuan did not forget to laugh at the broken car that Wang Junkai borrowed from his assistant, complaining all the way about the hand-cranked windows and the seats that cannot be adjusted.

"Okay, okay, this is for keeping a low profile," Wang Junkai comforted while driving with a smile, "I asked my assistant to help me go to the supermarket to buy something, and I will cook for you when I go back."

"Really, really?" The kid immediately forgot about the trouble, and began to turn around to see what ingredients were on the back seat, "Wang Junkai, tell me yourself! How long has it been since you cooked for me??"

Wang Junkai felt that he couldn't hold back the smile on his face, so he freed his hand to hold the child to sit down, thinking that sometimes he was as naughty as before when he was so old, but he felt that this kind of Wang Yuan was too cute: "Really, Let me show you a hand today."

"Then I'll be merciful and stop playing games to watch you cook." Wang Yuan looked upright, and suddenly turned into a full of complaints, "When can we go shopping together in a supermarket or something..."

These words were a bit sad, and Wang Junkai had no choice but to rub Wang Yuan's head to show comfort.

He didn't want to make a promise that he didn't know whether it could be fulfilled. After all, they had lost the right to enjoy life like ordinary people many years ago, and their current identities and relationships did not allow them to have any intimacy in public.

Shopping together, grocery shopping together, these things that couples all over the world can do, but the two of them cannot.

Fortunately, they are not pessimistic people, and soon the two of them put the sadness of that moment behind them, and their hearts are filled with the joy of being able to get together.

All the way from the garage to the door of the apartment, the big tiger looked at the little rabbit with hot eyes, and slandered whether he should eat something else before cooking, and at the same time couldn't bear the hunger of his little friend Hard work, paradoxical and depressing.

How could Wang Yuan fail to see his careful thoughts, while covering up his red ears, he urged him to open the door, and gave his stupid guy a big benefit by giving him a bad reason that he hadn't seen him for a long time.

Wang Junkai fumbled for the key to open the door distractedly, but was startled after turning the key half a turn.

"What's wrong?" Wang Yuan was puzzled.

It opened after half a turn, and there was no anti-lock.

It's not his style, he's OCD.

Subconsciously, he blocked the child behind him, and gently pushed the door open.

The people coming out of the kitchen when they heard the door sound brought more than just fright——

"Come back? Eh? Xiao Yuan is also together??"

The moment Wang Junkai was about to let go of the shopping bag in his hand, he clenched his fingers tightly, but felt Wang Yuan's hand quickly withdraw from the other hand.

His voice was a bit rough when he spoke——

"mom."

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