【Kaiyuan】Shewu Blurred

[Being able to become who I am today has a lot to do with being loved by you. 】

Wang Junkai is playing Douban recently.

Of course, he didn't have a heart for literature and art, he didn't pay attention to the news of books, audio-visuals, entertainment gossip, and hot topics.

He joined several groups.

"Long-distance relationship: love is the greatest redemption"-hmm, Yuaner and I are very loving.

"We are an unbeatable long-distance relationship"—ahem, it seems to be a little violent, but it's not bad.

"Long-distance relationship, let's wait together" - tsk tsk, this is a little sad...

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Originally, Wang Junkai planned to see how everyone solved the problem of long-distance relationships. Unexpectedly, he went in and received a lot of negative energy, and then thought, more than enough than the bottom, and look at the self that is worse than himself Can you comfort the head office?

"My long-distance girlfriend's aunt has a stomachache, how can I comfort her?"

Hahahaha, my kid doesn't have this problem...he just occasionally makes a fuss and gets busy and ignores me...that's all...

"Sometimes, I really want someone who is not my boyfriend to chat with me."

This trend is very dangerous, my kids don't know how to... Hey, did Tang Yu post on Moments two days ago that they chatted until midnight?Who did you talk to? !

"I really feel that in a long-distance relationship, as soon as we meet, we only have sex."

Emma, ​​today's young people don't pay attention to spiritual communication at all... But my children and I didn't even come here, what do you have to complain about? !

...crying.

After looking through the posts for several years, Wang Junkai finally realized that he was looking for abuse. He and Wang Yuan did not live like ordinary long-distance couples.

When Wang Yuan was recording songs at his company in Beijing, he was recording in Guangzhou. When he returned to Beijing, Wang Yuan went to Shanghai to hold a meeting. Finally, he also went to Shanghai. Wang Yuan went to Furano to shoot the MV. !

In the past two or three months, I have met twice in total, one was at the backstage of a certain awards ceremony, and I have participated in countless activities together in the past, but now I can’t even say hello openly, I can’t see it, I can’t touch it, there is no reason The ground made him even more anxious; the other time the two were alone, but he was summoned back by the company before they even got to the place to eat while driving.

Fortunately, the kid didn't care too much about him, and before leaving, he kissed his face as a comfort...although he was left cold for three days as a punishment after that.

Wang Junkai thought that after going to university for more than a year and not seeing each other for more than a year, his little heart was much stronger than before. After all, human endurance can also be exercised... But I don't know why , now he still misses Wang Yuan very much, even more serious than before.

When the two of them broke off contact completely last year, he could still firmly confine himself to work and force himself not to think about things. Sometimes he was so busy that he couldn't take it physically and mentally. For a moment or two, I couldn't think of Wang Yuan.

But it's different now, messages and phone calls from time to time are like drugs, after the dreamlike pleasure, it will only make people feel more eager.

Sometimes I think too hard, and even affect my work a little bit.

In the past year, Wang Junkai's work focused almost entirely on film and television resources. Recently, he finally got a free time to prepare a new album, but when writing songs, he was always distracted and couldn't concentrate, which made him extremely distressed.

Sometimes he would be a little bit concerned about his decision not to major in music. Although he never stopped studying, it is definitely false to say that it has no impact, especially in the environment where film and television resources are more influential. Did not put his music career in a relatively important position.

Famous for cover songs and debuted as a singer, now he looks more like an actor.

Life seems to have many accidents and ingenious opportunities, and seemingly well-reasoned choices will also have an involuntary element, and if you are not careful, you will be bumped and shifted.

What's even more helpless is that he himself can't tell whether this bias is good or bad.

There is no doubt that he loves his job, whether it is a singer or an actor, now he can't choose one of the two and no one forces him to choose one of the two. It is also possible to meet and not seek for a talented artist who is versatile. Should feel content.

It's just that singing seems to be really special. If you just do it half-way, it really makes him feel very uncomfortable.

Wang Yuan, who shot the MV in a beautiful scenery, didn't seem to be so entangled.

The place of work is the earliest flower field in Hokkaido. Although the lavender has not yet reached the flowering period, the scenery is really beautiful.

Bathed in the beautiful scenery of late spring when shooting, and surrounded by local specialties in his spare time, it seems that he really has no time to think about Wang Junkai.

On the third day of filming, I got to know the local director and staff very well. Although I didn’t understand the language, I was able to communicate and play with very poor English and hand gestures, which was unexpectedly pleasant.

After shooting a group of scenes of sitting in the flowers and humming affectionately with the breeze blowing, Wang Yuan jumped all the way to the director's side to look back. After discussing a few words, the director suddenly pointed to the scene of him lightly touching the flower buds with his fingers. What, the translator laughed as soon as he heard it before conveying it.

"What's the matter, what did the director say?" Wang Yuan was a little confused.

"He said," the translator smiled, "There must be many people who love you very much."

"Ah?" Wang Yuan was a little confused, so of course an idol artist has many fans, but it's a bit strange to say this suddenly at this moment.

"The director is complimenting you," the interpreter conveyed while nodding his head in agreement, "He said that you are very kind to the people around you, you never ignore other people's feelings, and you can embrace those little flowers and grasses." The great interest, the inadvertent eyes captured by the camera are very gentle...these are all expressions of a person being loved."

Wang Yuan was taken aback for a moment, as if he was digesting these few words, and finally he still smiled and said: "I am ashamed for the director to praise me so much, and I am also very grateful to those who like me."

God knows he is actually a very awkward person.

Meticulous, sensitive, aggressive, and so narrow-minded.

Occasionally lazy, occasionally coquettish, occasionally shameless, and occasionally stubborn.

The memory is very good, whether it is good or bad things can be remembered for a long time.

Different from Wang Junkai's obsession with cleanliness in his life habits, he actually has a spiritual obsession with cleanliness. There are many things that he doesn't like and can't accept.

He has his good, naturally also has his bad.

Those attributes are actually unlikable if the star halo on him is removed, but he didn't suppress it, didn't deliberately change it, he just gave a person those faces that he didn't want to show others.

That person not only tolerated these edges and corners, smoothed these barbs like smoothing the fur of a cat with frizz, and even always said that he thought these so-called "bad" were cute.

The director was right, but also wrong.

There are many people like him, but only one person loves him very much.

That man made his tenderness.

The spring breeze with the fragrance of flowers suddenly seemed to be soaked in lemonade, with some sour and astringent breath.

In such warm sunshine and such beautiful scenery, Wang Yuan suddenly felt lonely.

He misses Wang Junkai.

Wang Junkai was surprised when he received Wang Yuan's call in broad daylight. Thinking that his little friend should still be working, he couldn't help worrying about what happened: "Wang Yuaner? What's wrong??"

"What's wrong..." Wang Yuan on the other end of the phone said slowly and softly.

As if the tip of his heart was stepped on by the soft paw of a little rabbit, Wang Junkai felt his heart itch: "Aren't you at work? Is there something to do on the phone?"

Wang Yuan snorted coldly on purpose: "It turns out that the two of us have nothing to do and can't make a phone call, so I'll hang up..."

"Don't, don't, don't! That's not what I mean," Wang Junkai wanted to laugh, "Why, miss me?"

The Fried Hair Rabbit still looked unhappy: "Why do you miss you, and you can't be eaten when you miss you."

"Who says you can't? You say you miss me, so I'll buy you delicious food." The big tiger threw out the bait thinking it was tempting.

"Oh," the little rabbit looked indifferent, "Then I'll buy it myself."

"I'll buy you sausage!"

"..."

"The grilled sausage from the Nankai canteen!"

"..."

"Three!"

"Five."

"make a deal!"

"Add another three catties of crayfish."

"...without chilli!"

"I miss you, Wang Junkai."

The sudden confession made Wang Junkai stunned for a full five seconds. He weighed in his heart whether it was his words after the deal or his true feelings, until he heard Wang Yuan say at the other end, "If you want to embarrass me like this, I will hang up the phone." , he reacted quickly and said: "Me, me too..."

Feeling that the awkward atmosphere escalated again, Wang Yuan turned his back while holding the phone, unwilling to let others notice his blushing face, so he changed the subject: "What are you doing?"

"...preparing songs for the new album." Wang Junkai was still a little helpless when thinking of work.

Wang Yuan was keenly aware of his emotions: "What's wrong? Is it not going well?"

"Hmm... a little entangled." He would only tell Wang Yuan all his dissatisfaction in the past for so many years, and now it seems that there is no need to change even if he is not in the same company.

Wang Yuan immediately turned from a boyfriend to a good comrade in arms, and asked, "Have you decided on the tone and style of music yet?"

"No, the producer is easy to talk, let me write whatever I want," Wang Junkai touched the guitar in his arms, "I don't know if I want to express too much or too little, I always feel very fragmented."

"In the class before, those teachers each had their own opinions," Wang Yuan thought about it seriously, "Some said to tell stories, some said to express emotions, and some said to have explosive points... But I think Well, it doesn’t really matter, if the song is important to you, you have to say important things.”

"Important things?" The answer is very simple, but is the correct answer so simple?

"Well, important things," Wang Yuan said with certainty, "only important things can inspire inspiration."

"Then what important thing did you think of when you wrote the first song?" Wang Junkai asked on a whim.

This is the question he wanted to ask at the end but didn't know why he didn't ask it.

Wang Yuan was stunned for a moment, and immediately refused without hesitation: "I won't tell you."

"Why?" Wang Junkai looked aggrieved.

"Because... tell you," this was the last answer he was ready to answer, "you will be proud again."

When the silence spread again, it seemed to take on a sweet breath.

"Is this...an encouragement to write songs well?" Wang Junkai didn't know why he was so nervous.

"Hmm." The kid on the other end responded ambiguously.

"It feels like I have to do a little more..." The big tiger pushed forward.

Wang Yuan rolled his eyes at the phone, a little helpless but also a little happy: "I heard that I have two days to rest after filming the MV."

"!!real?!"

After finishing recording the song at the last moment, Wang Junkai came out of the recording studio full of blood, but his smile froze the moment he entered the underground garage.

Tan Sisi stood beside his car.

"Why are you here?"

Tan Sisi seemed to observe the expression on his face for a while, and then slowly said: "I heard you asked for two days off?"

"Yes, rest for two days." Wang Junkai answered concisely.

"I also heard," Tan Sisi didn't buy it, "Wang Yuan came back from Hokkaido, and he has no work plan for these two days."