【Kaiyuan】Shewu Blurred

[Meeting you has already used up all my good luck, no wonder I can't make the right choice no matter what. 】

That sentence that night was finally taken by Wang Yuan as his occasional stupidity.

Wang Junkai didn't know whether he should be sad or happy.

He knew that there was no way out—the problem that looked like a convulsion was actually the truest reflection of his inner weakness—the matter was there and the solution was in front of him, but he subconsciously wanted to escape.

Coax out of the sky.

When he was sleeping with Wang Yuan in his arms that night, he actually had a nightmare.

In the dream, the father and daughter of the Tan family told him over and over again——

"In this case, no company will sign you both at the same time."

"The other party wants to make a fuss about the theory of exclusion. Once you two get together, you will be targeted by everyone. The goals and risks will be doubled."

"Nobody would take that risk."

"You and Wang Yuan's personal style is still unclear. If you fly solo, there will actually be a certain degree of competition."

"If you are in the same company, it is easy for fans to have the illusion that you are still a group. At that time, you will argue that the treatment of resources must be absolutely fair, and it will be quite difficult to deal with..."

"Time is running out, you'd better tell him quickly."

……

The countless words were like a snow mountain avalanche rushing towards his face, burying him deep in it and he couldn't breathe, he held it in for a long time before he escaped from that dream.

When he woke up, he saw Wang Yuan sleeping soundly. He was different from being handsome or arrogant or arrogant during the day. He looked quiet and well-behaved, no different from seven or eight years ago.

The eyelashes fluttered slightly with the breath, and the mouth was pouting, which was really cute.

Wang Junkai took a deep breath and hugged him tightly.

Wait a little longer... wait a little longer.

Will you really be able to say it after a while?

He may never be ready to leave Wang Yuan.

After a brief reunion, Wang Yuan left Beijing again.

"Northern Spring" is set to be released on November 11th, and it is said that it will use a "warm as spring" literary film to save the majority of single dogs.

Before the release, there were some screenings in several major first-tier cities. Originally, Wang Yuan had to go to every show, but unfortunately, Tang Yu had already vacated the schedule. Facing Han Weiru who accompanied Tang Yu the whole time.

Wang Yuan knew in his heart that Han Weiru really had no reason to accompany Tang Yu to run this small notice, and it was most likely aimed at him, so he was mentally prepared to be persuaded to surrender early, but the strange thing was that we met again this time However, Han Weiru did not show the previous aggressive attitude, but occasionally had a gentle chat with him, asking him about his recent situation and the trend of the exam.

This situation made Wang Yuan a little bit at a loss—to be honest, if Han Weiru continued to persuade him as usual, he could continue to firmly refuse, but now, although it seems that everything is going well, it always makes him feel like he is The feeling of being in control of the other party.

It's a pity that he was not happy, he still had to honestly hold back all the way through the promotion period.

Fortunately, although Tang Yu is Han Weiru's person, he never mentioned these things to him, and he still had fun, which gave him some comfort. What will be the reaction afterwards, but at any rate, I really made the right friend, which is worth it.

After busy talking for half a month, Wang Junkai was still in his heart, so as soon as the last screening in Nanjing ended, Wang Yuan immediately put on a posture of retreating non-stop.

Tang Yu looked a little funny when he looked at him in a hurry to clean up: "Wang Xiaoyuan, did someone leave you roast sausages in Beijing?"

"Ah? What?" Wang Yuan obviously wasn't thinking about it.

"Why are you in such a hurry to go back?" Tang Yu could guess what he was thinking, so she happily teased him, "Isn't today your birthday? Don't make trouble, I'll take you there to play."

Wang Yuan refused mercilessly: "Nope, I'm going back to Beijing, you have fun."

"Alas... the boat of friendship capsizes," Tang Yu said with a hurt face.

"Which life's stalks are still being talked about," Wang Yuan rolled his eyes at him, "Speaking of birthdays, what about presents? Huh??"

"I don't have any presents," Tang Yu's expression instantly became gossip, "But you are in such a hurry to return to Beijing, did someone prepare a big gift for you?"

Wang Yuan's face turned red instantly but his mouth was still stubborn: "I didn't go back to receive gifts, I went back to Chongqing if I wanted gifts."

"But who is not in Beijing?"

"Wang Junkai is in Beijing, but he has been very busy recently." Wang Yuan recalled the feeling that Wang Junkai was always in a low mood on the phone recently, and felt vaguely uneasy, "I don't know if I have time to buy me a gift."

"I didn't mention Wang Junkai." Tang Yu felt that teasing Wang Yuan was really interesting.

"..." Wang Yuan knew he did it on purpose, "Get out of the way, brother is leaving."

"Haha, don't be angry when it's your birthday." Tang Yu accepts it as soon as she sees it. "Wait a minute, I really have a gift for you."

Seeing that he turned around and didn't know what to look for, Wang Yuan took out his mobile phone and looked at it. There was an unread message. When he opened it, it turned out to be Bei Jianing's birthday wishes. He thought that this girl was very strange, so he exchanged messages with him. He was very enthusiastic when he was on WeChat, but after that, the contact was intermittent, and they were all rushing to the busiest time for him to promote the movie...

Just as he was thinking about it, he saw Tang Yu coming with a box of something. Wang Yuan was startled, and suddenly thought of something, he went forward and hooked Tang Yu's neck and held up his phone to show him: "Tang Yu, I found a box of something. A remarkable thing."

Tang Yu glanced at his phone, and put the things in his hand behind his back: "I still want to give you a birthday present, what do you mean?"

"No, you look it up carefully," Wang Yuan said with a look of resentment, "Do you know how strange Bei Jianing is? She never contacts me, but every time I notify her with you, she always He would ask questions, and even urged me to post something on Moments.”

Tang Yu glanced at him blankly: "What do you mean?"

"Are you stupid?? She doesn't want to contact me, she just wants to know about you," Wang Yuan slapped him on the back, "No wonder Wang Junkai mentioned before that she always asks about me, it must be I want to know the news of "Northern Spring" but I'm too embarrassed to ask..."

Tang Yu froze for a moment, grabbed the phone and went to look through the chat records of the two of them.

Before Wang Yuan finished speaking, he suddenly stopped. He suddenly remembered a lot of things from last year.

When he first met Tang Yu, he was happy, always pulling Wang Junkai to say enough about their filming, but taking Wang Junkai's lack of interest as not caring about him.

During the Chinese New Year, when he went to visit the class, Bei Jianing came to say hello but was hurriedly pulled away by Wang Junkai. At that time, he was still very upset.

When filming the kiss scene, Karry Wang NGed countless times, but he ran out of the studio and called Tang Yu, and the filming was over when he returned.

When they were on variety shows and playing games together, he and Tang Yu struggled to decide who would carry whom. Wang Junkai suddenly picked up Bei Jianing and ran away as if he couldn't wait.

……

It was only when many things came to mind at once that he realized his dullness.

Wang Junkai actually showed it a long time ago, didn't he?It was he who hadn't noticed.

He suspected that this was jealous of that, and tossed and turned upside down, but he never thought that all of this actually originated from him.

When Tang Yu returned the mobile phone to Wang Yuan, he had a gift box of HOTELChocolat. in his hand: "I heard you call Wang Junkai two days ago and said that he wanted to eat wine chocolates. A friend just came back from England and brought a box. Borrowing flowers to offer Buddha."

Wang Yuan knew that he was overheard acting like a baby with Wang Junkai on the phone, and his face was a little hot, but seeing Tang Yu was a little absent-minded, he knew it was because of Bei Jianing, so he didn't greet him anymore, took the chocolate and thanked him. intend to leave.

"Wang Xiaoyuaner," Tang Yu suddenly stopped him, "Do you think...the two people who were very close before became estranged due to certain things, can it be restored?"

Wang Yuan didn't expect that Tang Yu, who was always unrestrained, would ask such an emotional question, thinking that love is really great, and said with a smile: "Of course, nothing is irreparable, if it doesn't work once, just do it twice. "

Tang Yu nodded: "You remember you said that, but don't forget."

"I'm telling you, don't be cowardly." Wang Yuan gave him a disdainful look, "Come on, if you can't make it up, it must be because you haven't worked hard enough, Brother Yuan, I'm not responsible."

"Well," Tang Yu replied with a complex expression, "Aren't you going back to find Wang Junkai? Let's go."

"Who's going to look for him?" Wang Yuan turned around and waved his hand freely, "Brother has more important things to do."

He wasn't lying, he really had important things to do.

Before, he had thought about what he and Wang Junkai are like now, and he was a little bit entangled because Wang Junkai didn't give him a statement about the relationship, but at this time he finally figured it out, it was him who hadn't done anything all this time, not Wang Junkai.

It was Wang Junkai who showed his feelings countless times before, and it was Wang Junkai who kissed him the first time, the second time, and even every time after that, let alone the one who first said he liked him.

In contrast, he seems to have done nothing but be jealous and awkward and keep his emotions in his heart. Although accepting everything from the other party is also a kind of liking, but Wang Junkai's stunned young man must not understand such a tactful way, maybe it is because I'm in a bad mood because I can't get his response for a long time... When the two of them met last time, he almost made Wang Junkai think that he didn't want to do that...

Seems to be really bad.

So he has to do a very, very important thing on this day.

He didn't need Wang Junkai to establish a relationship with him, and he didn't need Wang Junkai to kneel down on one knee and tell him that they were together. He was Brother Yuan, and he would tell his handsome man domineeringly, you are mine now.

I can't restrain my smile from this picture in my brain - is there any day more suitable for confession than birthday?

It was almost eleven o'clock when we entered the city from the airport, and Wang Yuan felt in a good mood because the road went smoothly.

I'm going to see Wang Junkai soon, and I'm a little excited when I think about it.

He remembered that it was around this time last year. At that time, he was still filming on the crew of "Northern Spring". Say happy birthday to him.

It was the same not long ago, Wang Junkai tried his best and finally returned to Chongqing after traveling thousands of miles, and told him the phrase "I like you" in the two people's hometown.

But at this moment, he was rushing back to Beijing from Nanjing, rushing to meet Wang Junkai before his birthday was over, to tell him the words that had been lingering in his heart but never said.

Thinking of the entanglements he had because the two were about to part ways last summer, Wang Yuan couldn't help but feel a little funny—now it seems that the distance really doesn't matter, if the two really want to be together.

Isn't the most romantic thing to run a long way alone to see another person?

The fingers involuntarily caressed the wrist, holding the position of the bracelet.

"Bright Star".

Only when the weather is cold can you wear it so unscrupulously, hiding all your thoughts in the sleeves.

You can be sure without confirmation, that "Apollo" is also quietly staying in Wang Junkai's sleeve.

The affection in my heart was spinning, but the car stopped suddenly.

Wang Yuan was startled, and hurriedly asked Brother Qiang in the passenger seat, "Why did you stop?"

Brother Qiang looked out the car window before pointing to another car parked on the side of the road: "Get out of the car and change to that one."

"Huh?" Wang Yuan looked at the unfamiliar car, "Change?"

Brother Qiang didn't say anything else, and he opened the car door for him with his arms twisted: "Hurry up, hurry up, while no one is passing by."

Wang Yuan was pushed out of the car before he could ask clearly, and walked towards the car with a confused face. Hearing Brother Qiang yelling "Get in the passenger seat" behind him, he couldn't help but feel even more puzzled, and turned back while walking: "Brother Qiang, are you not going?"

It's a pity that Brother Qiang didn't answer him at all, but waved his hand again to signal him to leave quickly.

Wang Yuanzhang walked over like a monk, opened the door and got into the car, and complained: "What's the matter with kidnapping..." Before he finished speaking, he saw Wang Junkai sitting in the driver's seat.

"..."

Wang Junkai looked at his mouth that was stuck halfway through his words and then half-opened. His full lips were so cute, he couldn't help but leaned forward and kissed him, and then said: "Yes, it's kidnapping."

With that said, he started the car.

Wang Yuan stared dumbfounded at his skillful movements, completely unaware that he had been robbed. He didn't find his voice until the car started: "Wang Junkai...do you have a driver's license...?"

"You think I will drive without a license?" Wang Junkai smiled.

"You, when did you learn it??"

"After your birthday last year."

Wang Yuan was taken aback, this person really...everything has something to do with him.

What happened last year undoubtedly made both of them aware of the problem of distance. As a result, when he was secretly struggling and depressed, Wang Junkai ran to learn how to drive and took the driver's license test-it really fits the big tiger's usual style. I don't like it. Complains, likes to solve problems.

There is a soft emotion in my heart - the feeling of being valued is really good.

"How is it?" Seeing that he hadn't spoken for a long time, Wang Junkai asked softly, "Do you like it?"

Wang Yuan looked ahead without looking at him, and said in a small voice, "I like it, very handsome."

Wang Junkai, who had been expressionless all this time, finally smiled.

"Where are we going now?" The little rabbit is a curious baby.

"Not going anywhere," Big Tiger looked more serious than usual, "I just want to find a quiet place."

The little rabbit propped his elbows on the car window, propped his head and turned his face to the side to see his big tiger driving - ah, ah, as expected, his Junjun is really handsome in driving - he has a feeling of fullness in his heart, but his mouth is not afraid Provocatively teasing: "Oh? What are you going to do in a quiet place?"

Wang Junkai turned his head to look at him while waiting for the red light, then quickly turned back: "I have something to say."

This appearance was a bit unusual, Wang Yuan thought for a while and thought that Wang Junkai probably didn't have much time to practice driving, and he was a little nervous to drive him at this time, so he didn't say anything, for fear of disturbing the big tiger, the two of them stayed together like this.

The car stopped after less than half an hour. Wang Junkai left the car in a small parking lot, helped Wang Yuan put on his mask and hat, and then took his hand and walked through the small alley.

It was already very cold in Beijing in November, and it was almost midnight when there were no people there, so it was not very conspicuous for the two of them to be fully armed.

After walking for another ten minutes, he finally left the dark alley. Wang Yuan suddenly felt a sense of bright future——

There is an open water surface in front of you, and a Chinese-style building on the other side is brightly lit, reflecting the sparkling water surface. Looking at it from the dark place here, it is simply too beautiful to behold.

Wang Yuan stared at the opposite side intently, and excitedly squeezed Wang Junkai's hand: "It's Houhai, right? You actually came here!"

"Do you like it?" Wang Junkai didn't look at the opposite side, just looked at him, "It's a pity that I can't take you to the opposite side for a stroll, there are too many people."

"It's not a pity, it's not a pity," Wang Yuan shook his head, with a smile on his face, "If you get closer, you won't be able to see such a beautiful scenery."

Thinking of the last time the two of them went out alone, it was also their birthday, and it was also by the water, Wang Yuan felt an inexplicable emotion, wanted to keep laughing all the time, his eyes were a little sore, he couldn't help laughing at himself and being sentimental.However, thinking of his birthday and thinking that he still had important things to do, and it would be past midnight any later, he hurriedly said, "Wang Junkai, I have something to tell you."

As he spoke, he reached into his schoolbag to get the box of chocolates.

Unexpectedly, Wang Junkai also turned around and interrupted him: "I also have something to say."

"Ah?" Wang Yuan stopped and realized that Wang Junkai hadn't told him happy birthday today, so he couldn't help laughing, "Okay, okay, I can let you go today, you go first."

"Wang Yuaner..." Wang Junkai opened his mouth, his voice was a bit difficult for some reason, and he reached out and took off his mask.

It was only at this time that Wang Yuan realized that his face was really not good-looking—it should be said that it was ugly, and it was obvious that something was wrong under the dim light on the other side, and he suddenly had a bad feeling in his heart: "Wang Junkai... you What's wrong? What's wrong..."

"I'm leaving." The words were spoken too fast, as if Wang Junkai was afraid that he would swallow them back into his stomach.

Wang Yuan was stunned, and the four words were turned around in his head, but he didn't respond with a reasonable explanation: "What did you say...?"

Once the words were uttered, there was no room for redemption... In fact, there was no room for redemption long ago. Wang Junkai closed his eyes for a moment, as if stabbed by Wang Yuan's bewildered expression, and opened them a little more firmly: " I said I'm leaving... I'm going to another company."

"Wang Junkai..." Wang Yuan couldn't help letting go of his hand, and after a few seconds, he suddenly smiled again, but it looked a little scary, "Today is my birthday, not April Fool's Day."

Wang Junkai felt empty in his palms, so he could only clenched his fists: "I'm sorry...I'm not joking."

"Why?" Wang Yuan's head was in a mess, frowning and trying to analyze what Wang Junkai's words meant, but he couldn't concentrate, all the problems were entangled and he couldn't even grasp the key points, so he could only Ask the basic one, "Why are you...why?"

"Because..." Wang Junkai saw that although his face was covered by a mask, his eyelashes were trembling violently but his emotions were exposed, so he couldn't help but want to touch his face, "This is more suitable for me..."

"Don't touch me!" Wang Yuan took a sudden step back, "Wang Junkai, how many words do you say count? Why did you do this?"

"Wang Yuaner..."

"Did you decide a long time ago but didn't tell me? Why did you keep it from me? Do you have to tell me today?"

"you listen to me……"

"Is that Boss Tan right?" Wang Yuan suddenly found clues in his messy head, "Is it Tan Sisi?"

Wang Junkai was startled: "Why do you..."

"How do I know?" Wang Yuan thought of Han Weiru's words and his straightforward refusal, and suddenly felt that he was really funny, "Wang Junkai...is red that important?"

"It's not important to be popular, but it's important to be strong." In any case, he didn't want to be misunderstood that he left for fame and fortune. Gossip, you have to think for three seconds before even looking at someone you like, do you like this kind of life? Do you want this kind of relationship?"

"Then why the fuck do you like me?!" Stuck by Wang Junkai's last words, Wang Yuan suddenly stepped forward and pushed him hard, "Who begged you to like me?! Did I tell you that I like you?" ? Have I ever kissed you? Have I ever pressed you on the bed? You asked for it and now you don’t want to?!"

Wang Junkai is not a person who can talk. Seeing Wang Yuan erupting in vain, he didn't realize that what he said just now was ambiguous, but he suddenly lost his mind when he heard Wang Yuan say this-he had been entangled in this relationship for many years. , has been going around and not daring to test Wang Yuan's attitude, but now he has to leave when he sees that it is about to become clear, Wang Yuan said such a load of words at this time, and the entanglement that has been aggrieved for several months has become ignited Dynamite: "What do you mean by that? So I've been wishful thinking?!"

Wang Yuan was taken aback for a moment, thinking that he was about to confess today, he felt even more angry: "Don't change the subject, it's obviously your question, why ask me instead?"

"Do you think I want to leave?" Wang Junkai felt that he couldn't hold back and wanted to shake everything out, "Wang Yuan, can you stop always connecting irrelevant things with a childish temper? I want to leave with me. Liking you is clearly two different things..."

"Why are these two different things? If you really liked me, why would you leave?!" Wang Yuan thought of himself repeatedly rejecting Han Weiru because he wanted to stay with Wang Junkai, and felt extremely wronged.

Seeing his hurt eyes, Wang Junkai began to feel distressed again, and took a step forward to hold his wrist: "Wang Yuaner, Wang Yuaner, listen to me, I can't explain it to you now, I have to go too, you wait for me, wait Wait for me, wait until I have the ability to..."

But Wang Yuan didn't give him a chance to get close, he shook off his hand and took a step back, his eyes were cold, but what he said was completely opposite: "I will wait for you, I will spend my whole life waiting for you, okay? ?”

"Wang Junkai? Did you expect me to say that?"

"In your eyes, am I some kind of little woman waiting for a man to come home?"