【Kaiyuan】Shewu Blurred

【My tenderness, shyness, awkwardness, anger, and so many abnormalities, but it's all because I really like you. 】

The night is full of stars, the stars are shining, and the air is filled with the unique sweet aroma of early spring.

The surroundings are silent, and there are people you like beside you.

Even if we describe in detail the specific process of dopamine secretion by the hypothalamus leading to emotional agitation, it cannot fully explain Wang Yuan's uncontrollable heartbeat at this moment.

When he reached out, his fingertips were trembling.

A few years ago, when he was trembling with nervousness when he sang on stage, he could put his hands into Wang Junkai's pockets to keep warm in private.

Now, when he is able to skillfully control the entire stage, he is uneasy because he wants to touch Wang Junkai's hand for fear of being left out.

What a strange cycle.

I'm really nervous... What will Junkai Wang's reaction be?Startled?Ask him what's wrong?make fun of him?

At least he would be surprised, after all, he hasn't shown such a coquettish gesture for a long time.

Unexpectedly, just when his fingertips reached into his pocket and touched the base of Wang Junkai's palm, Wang Junkai's hand quickly pulled out a little as if reacting to stress.

Wang Yuan's mind went blank, he thought that if Wang Junkai wanted to shake off his hands, he would subconsciously run away——

Unexpectedly, in the next second, his fingers were held.

The temperature of Wang Junkai's palm quickly wrapped his fingertips that were slightly cold due to nervousness.

"Hands are so cold? Are they cold?" Wang Junkai asked, and put the hands holding his fingertips back into his pockets, turning his face sideways to look at his little head, which was blown up in the breeze.

This movement is too natural, as if it is repeated thousands of times every day.

The distance between the two of them got closer, shoulders and arms rubbed against each other, and the temperature rose a little even without friction.

Wang Yuan didn't say anything, he was actually a little stunned.Wang Junkai has an innate sense of familiarity with his intimacy, it's not like he's unfamiliar with him because he hasn't done it for a while, and it's not like he's uneasy because he hides his favorite little thoughts in it, he doesn't know himself Should I be happy for such warmth, or feel bad for such a peaceful and natural attitude.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Wang Junkai turned sideways and stretched out his other hand to rub his hair that was not completely dried: "I shouldn't have blown it after taking a shower, go back."

Wang Yuan was a little lingering at the scenery and atmosphere at this time. Although he knew that he cared about himself, he couldn't help but rolled his eyes in his heart, raised his other hand and pulled Wang Junkai's wet hair, fiercely Authentic: "Do you have a position to criticize me? Go back by yourself!"

In fact, he was also afraid of this overly gentle feeling, for fear that one person would accidentally reveal too much emotion, so he deliberately raised his head and made a fuss.

But Wang Junkai neither fought back nor dodged, he just stood still and let Wang Yuan gently pull his hair, his eyes fell on the little rabbit's swollen cheeks, his expression was gentle and focused.

In an instant, the temperature of his cheeks rose, and Wang Yuan felt a little uncomfortable. He put his hands down in embarrassment, and turned his face away.

Wang Junkai's eyes still stayed stubbornly, but there was a smile on the corner of his lips.

The two hands in the pockets changed positions restlessly, and their fingers became entangled accidentally.

Wang Yuan trembled like an electric shock, and couldn't help but look up at Wang Junkai.

Emotions were messed up in the wind, and when the four eyes met, there was a wave of fluctuations in the bottom of my heart, which aroused the feeling of the body, like soaking in a hot spring, hot and hot, but soft and without any strength.

This feeling of deja vu actually reminded him of the kiss on New Year's Eve.

In the past, he felt that it was too literary and hypocritical to compare the first kiss to the first electric shock, but at this moment, he couldn't help but desperately recalled the feeling at that time, trying to catch back the feeling that he desperately wanted to forget at that time, to see if it was really like The same as in the legend.

It was only at the end that he suddenly remembered, even if he remembered, he didn't know the feeling of electric shock.

Amused by his own thoughts, Wang Yuan couldn't help but curl his lips.

That smile was innocent and childish, but it happened to appear on the young man's pretty face. Wang Junkai was a little dazed, and couldn't help but leaned closer and asked, "What are you thinking?"

"I'm thinking..." Wang Yuan opened his mouth subconsciously, but couldn't continue - I was thinking about the way you kissed me, but can I tell you?

Wang Junkai was too close to him, the half height difference made him look at the thin lips and jaw full of hormonal breath, his breath just hit his eyelashes, making his heart itch as much as his eyelids.

There seemed to be invisible fluctuations in the air between the two, and Wang Yuan had an illusion, as if he was so thin that he was blown towards Wang Junkai by the wind, even the fingers that were entangled with Wang Junkai seemed to be pulling him.

This feeling of finding that he likes someone is really dangerous, and the reason he has always been proud of is a little off the line.

Fortunately, the wind at this time was really cool, and when it blew from the back of his neck, it brought him a little bit of clarity.

Wang Yuan took a step back abruptly, and when he realized what he wanted to do just now, he broke out in a cold sweat, and quickly pulled his hand back—he actually wanted Prince Junkai just now.

It's deadly.

Startled by his violent action, Wang Junkai stretched out his hand to support his shoulder: "What's wrong?"

"I... I'm hungry." Wang Yuan took another step back, made a seemingly reasonable excuse, and quickly retreated back into the room without even raising his head.

Wang Junkai felt that sometimes he was really confused about Wang Yuan.

For example, at one moment the little rabbit had drooped his ears and put his hand in his pocket to keep warm, making him want to hold his little hand and smooth his fur, but the next moment he can jump three feet high stay away.

For another example, eating has always been a big problem for the little rabbit. When he is in a good mood, he will give him whatever he wants to eat, but he still often holds his mobile phone and doesn’t concentrate. But when he was a good baby, he lowered his head and concentrated on eating without making a fuss, causing him to be so absorbed in rubbing his hair that he didn't even know what he ate.

For example, last year during the Mid-Autumn Festival, the little rabbit could dispel all his worries and run to the same room with just one look, but now he blushed and stuck his ears and said that he wanted to sleep by himself.

"Wang Yuaner... what do you mean?" Wang Junkai looked at Wang Yuan who was holding the door and refused to let him in with a speechless face, and there were ten thousand... little tigers galloping in his heart.

It was really angry and funny, the little guy shrank behind the door with only half of his furry head exposed, his eyes were bright but he deliberately didn't look at him, and whispered in his mouth: "I'm tired, I want to sleep alone."

"Say it as if I would disturb your rest," Wang Junkai pushed the door again, the thin-looking kid still had a lot of strength, "Which time was it not you who rolled the quilt and fell off the bottom of the bed?"

"...So, so you go to sleep by yourself!"

"I would like to, but they didn't book a room for me!" Wang Junkai never dreamed that one day he would be stuck in the corridor of the hotel with nowhere to go, and began to talk nonsense anxiously.

"Then you go to sleep with Brother Qiang." Wang Yuan blocked the door while enjoying his sentence "I want to".

"You can even say such words?!" Wang Junkai felt that today's Wang Yuan could no longer be described as abnormal, but he still patiently said in a low voice: "Okay, don't make trouble, let me in quickly, and let me in. What happened when you saw it?"

"No, you go and ask Miss Ren to open another room for you." Wang Yuan knew that he was a little embarrassed now, but he knew better that he was in a hotheaded stage, and it was absolutely unscientific to get along with Wang Junkai alone.

Wang Junkai didn't answer him, and suddenly looked around, showing a shocked expression, and whispered hurriedly: "Someone is coming! Open the door quickly! Take the camera!"

Wang Yuan was also taken aback, hurriedly opened the door and pulled him in, closed the door and kept looking through the door mirror: "Are you a fan? Did you see you? Why are you here..." He turned his head When he came, he saw that Wang Junkai was lying on the bed swaggeringly, and then he realized that he had been fooled: "Wang Junkai! Are you kidding me?"

"How am I kidding you? I'm outsmarting you, otherwise would you sleep in the hallway?" Wang Junkai confidently patted the other half of the bed next to him, "Hurry up and go to bed, you have to get up early tomorrow."

Wang Yuan felt a little resentful in his heart, but he also knew that it would be unreasonable for him to make trouble again, so he walked over slowly and lay obediently next to Wang Junkai.

After being quiet for a while, Wang Junkai said softly, "Wang Yuan'er, you are a bit strange today."

Wang Yuan closed his eyes and made no sound.

"Why do you want to do something bad by insisting on sleeping by yourself?" Seeing that he didn't respond, Wang Junkai joked intentionally.

"What do you mean?!" Wang Yuan suddenly opened his eyes and kicked him.

The little tiger had been on guard for a long time, and stretched out his hand to grab his ankle: "It's not interesting, where do you want to go?"

The hot temperature from the ankle seemed to be transmitted to the cheeks, Wang Yuan hurriedly swung his legs to break free, but unfortunately he failed: "I don't want to go! Where do you want to go?!"

"Oh, then why are you blushing?" Wang Junkai looked at him amusedly, the bigger Wang Yuan is, the more salty he is, the difficulty of teasing him now is a bit more difficult than before.

"Wang Junkai, don't let go soon," the little rabbit stared with round eyes... There was no deterrent effect.

"Okay, okay, stop making trouble." Wang Junkai didn't want him to be in a hurry, and put his legs back to the original position obediently, "But when we first met today, I felt that something was wrong with you, and later when I was recording the show It's more obvious, I'm always distracted, even just now... It feels really abnormal. Are you going to talk about what's wrong?"

Wang Yuan closed his eyes, his eyelashes fluttered slightly, feeling that the temperature around his ankles hadn't dropped, he said after a while, "It's nothing...maybe I'm a little tired."

Wang Junkai didn't say yes or no, but he didn't press him again, but changed the subject suddenly: "I saw Bei Jianing asked you for WeChat, so don't contact her too often."

"Why?" Wang Yuan opened his eyes and glanced at him, "Are you jealous?"

Yes, I'm jealous, I'm jealous of her.Wang Junkai thought in his heart, but the words changed when he spoke: "How many times have I said that I am not interested in her."

"Understood... Even if you don't tell me, I will do this. You are not jealous, but someone is." Wang Yuan thought it was a bit funny when he thought of Tang Yu's entanglement with Bei Jianing.

"What do you mean?" Wang Junkai was a little confused.

"Tang Yu and Bei Jianing," Wang Yuan showed a gossipy smile, like a naughty bunny, "Didn't you find that Tang Yu was working hard in recording the program today? You are still fighting against him, even me I thought you liked Bei Jianing too."

Wang Junkai was taken aback for a moment, and realized that he was very stupid and embarrassed: "So it's like this... I thought..."

"Why?"

"It's nothing, nothing," Wang Junkai hurriedly said, standing up and helping Wang Yuan remove one of the two pillows he was resting on, "I told you not to pillow so high, it's not good for the cervical spine."

Wang Yuan wanted to laugh a little bit, but also felt soft in his heart. He felt like he had a disease that would never get better, so he closed his eyes again, and said softly, "Got it, old lady."

It may be because of Wang Junkai's natural intimacy all the time, this kind of solitude is not as bad as he imagined, and his performance is not as flustered as he imagined. When the two of them lay side by side on the bed, they just felt very warm.

...well, he lied.

In fact, his heart was beating very fast, and the temperature in his ankles faded, but he felt a tingling sensation, and he didn't dare to move his hands on his sides. Just now when Wang Junkai adjusted the pillow for him and approached him, he could feel his own pain. The ears were burning, and they must have been brightly colored.

On the one hand, he likes the two of them lying down like this, talking nonchalantly, and on the other hand, he is very nervous about his uncontrollable emotions, for fear of accidentally revealing something.

The combination of the two feelings is almost overwhelming.

I didn't know how long I lay there stiffly, until I heard Wang Junkai's breathing gradually became calmer, Wang Yuan's body relaxed a little, and turned over carefully.

Wang Junkai's sleeping appearance is still the same silly, lying on his side with his hands on his pillow, his lips are slightly parted, like a child.

Makes people want to kiss.

The emotions of restraint and restraint overflowed uncontrollably, and he didn't know whether it was a sudden rise or was suppressed before. At this moment, the surging feeling forced him to suffocate.

Like someone... like Wang Junkai, why do you feel like this?

Full of joy and shyness, sweetness and fear... entangled together, stirring his emotions.

But there is a kind of emptiness mixed with this fullness, which cannot be filled by Wang Junkai's tenderness and intimacy.

He clearly wants more.

He clearly wants it all.

Like a person, is this the feeling that the whole person is swallowed up?

No, he really didn't know.

Because except for this person in front of him...he didn't seem to have liked anyone this much.

He stretched out his hand, and lightly touched the slightly parted lips of this person. He had kissed his lips before, and then retracted it all at once, as if the secret in his heart had been discovered.

Wang Yuan, Wang Yuan, you are really hopeless.

Wang Yuan endured the entanglement of liking and being a little afraid of being alone with Wang Junkai all night, but the reality did not give him too many opportunities to entangle, and the two of them started their separate schedules from the next day.

It seems to be a watershed for them to take on the main roles in the play respectively. Before, they seldom acted separately, and after that, they seldom acted together. Wang Yuan was a little unsure how much role Wang Junkai's going to university played in it, but he also knew that the company has at least no Deliberately avoid their separation.

His teammates are about to retreat to prepare for the exam, and he and Wang Junkai have no common itinerary in the near future, which gives him the illusion of flying solo.

Speaking of solo flight, he still didn't specifically ask whether Wang Junkai and Boss Tan had said anything.

Just like even if Han Weiru talked about it and deliberately told him about Wang Junkai's contact with Boss Tan, he was only worried about Wang Junkai, but he didn't want to leave at all.

Just like Wang Junkai had the opportunity to leave the company to develop independently a long time ago, but he didn't go. He survived such a difficult time, so there is no reason to leave now, right?

And to be honest, he is a little bit distracted now, and he doesn't want to think about these things.

I finally understand why the teachers and parents always say that we are not allowed to fall in love early, and I finally understand why Article [-] of the school rules prohibits dating...

Because it's really distracting! !

Different from the long production cycle and concentrated promotional activities of movies, well-produced TV dramas are like fast food that is fried and sold immediately.Apart from re-shooting and re-dubbing for "Northern Spring", he spends the rest of his time in Chongqing, repeating the routine of going to school, training, and preparing for a single.But Wang Junkai is different. "Moss" is too hot. After the file was set at an alarming speed, in order to maintain the enthusiasm of the shooting, he promoted the promotion while doing the post-production. It can be said that he was very busy.

The two of them didn't have much contact, and Wang Yuan could tell that Wang Junkai was trying his best to reply to his messages, but sometimes he knew more news from looking at Bei Jianing's circle of friends than chatting with Wang Junkai.

The most annoying thing is that the small grievances in his heart always disappear without a trace when he sees Wang Junkai's tired face in the camera, and then he can't help letting go of the disappointment that he didn't receive a reply, and he hastily reminded that thick line Guys go to bed early, eat well, don't be too lazy to take off makeup seriously, just like an old lady.

Yes, like an old lady.He feels that he is a bit like Wang Junkai now. He is very chattery. From time to time, he wants to send a message to ask the other party what he is doing and if he is busy. This situation did not improve when the camera was shot in Chongqing, Shenyang and Chengde.

He couldn't sleep late at night waiting for the news of Wang Junkai's flight arrival.

He woke up in the morning and stared at the ceiling in a daze, thinking about the past between the two of them.

While resting, he was holding his mobile phone while waiting for a reply while checking Wang Junkai's progress.

He began to care more about Karry Wang's interactions with actresses and contact with classmates at school than before.

He knew that he would be like this before, but it was far less serious than now.

Does "liking" this matter really change a person to this point?

He actually didn't like himself like this.

Brother Yuan, he should be cool, cool and unrestrained.

But there is no way, every cell in the body is telling him, I just care about everything about him.

So when he knew that a variety show that Wang Junkai was about to participate in with the crew would be recorded in an amusement park, he couldn't help but chatter on the phone: "Let me tell you that you stay away from those dangerous projects. If you have hypoglycemia and easily faint, don't do it." Do you know how to be brave??"

"I know." Although Wang Junkai said this, there was no impatience in his tone, but a smile on the contrary.

"What are you laughing at??" Wang Yuan has been extremely sensitive recently.

Wang Junkai still smiled: "I think you're going to cry in a second and say that I'm worried about you."

"Get lost!" Wang Yuan frowned, "Brother Yuan just listen carefully, you know?!"

"Okay, I can't talk now, I'll call you after the show is recorded." Someone seemed to be calling Wang Junkai on the other end of the phone.

"Who was the one who said that last time but went to sleep by himself??"

"I was wrong, I was wrong, I was really sleepy after shooting the magazine last time," Wang Junkai hurriedly said, "I must call tonight, you wait for me."

Only then did Wang Yuan let him go contentedly. While practicing the piano uneasy, he thought about eating early at night, taking a bath, getting under the covers and waiting for the phone call.

But he didn't wait for the call, but he waited for the news that Wang Junkai fainted at the recording site.

The situation was not as serious as imagined. There was a medical team at the scene, and Wang Junkai woke up quickly, and there was no serious problem after being checked in the hospital.

Things were not as complicated as imagined, but it was Bei Jianing who won the rotating jumping machine, and the little girl was too frightened. Others followed suit, and Wang Junkai could be said to be forced to go to Liangshan.

But when he got the exact news, Wang Yuan had already been in the company for more than two hours.

Thinking about it later, he didn't know how those two hours passed, he just remembered that he almost forced Brother Qiang to book a plane ticket to go to Shanghai.

So when Wang Junkai called him at night, his voice was cruelly cold: "Wang Junkai, you shouldn't have called me, you should have called Bei Jianing and told her that the hero who saved her woke up."

"Wang Yuaner...don't make trouble," Wang Junkai was actually very tired, and his physical discomfort urged him to rest quickly. Now he was just trying to cheer up. The first thing he thought of after the hospital examination was to make a phone call. To Wang Yuan, he was afraid that the little rabbit would be scared, "Shouldn't you ask how I am?"

"You like to show off, so you have to bear the consequences yourself," Wang Yuan knew that he was saying something he shouldn't have said, but so many worries had fermented into an unknown fire within two hours, which made him lose control, "I I really don't want to know how you are doing now."

The phone was dropped, and there was a beeping sound.

Wang Yuan has always felt that he is the king of the cold war. After all, his record with Wang Junkai over the years is 31 battles, 29 wins and 2 draws.

That's right, he just counted, what's the matter?

But this time is different.

Wang Junkai hung up the phone after hearing what he said that day, and there was no further news.

His anger actually only lasted for a short while, and then he fell into endless self-condemnation.

This time it was really his fault.

Under the circumstances at that time, Wang Junkai had no other choice. To be honest, it is much better to be exposed now than to be scolded as a coward for not cooperating.

He has no reason to be angry because of this, let alone say those cruel words.

Such a temper tantrum not only made him feel guilty, but also made him feel guilty—because there was clearly a sour taste in his worry.

If you like someone, you will make yourself so ugly.

After introspecting, of course he didn't wait for Wang Junkai to coax him like before, but took the initiative to call him.

But Wang Junkai didn't answer.

So he was hit violently, and he closed the door in embarrassment, beat the bed and rolled.

For so many years, he has bowed his head to Wang Junkai so few times that he doesn't know what to do now that he wants to apologize.

Just like the two people had a quarrel because Wang Junkai took "Moss" and didn't tell him at that time, the distance caused him more than a little bit of trouble. Now Wang Junkai doesn't even answer the phone, so he can't figure out the attitude of the other party at all. What to do through yourself.

Think about it, think about what Wang Junkai did when he was angry before?

Wang Junkai rested in the hospital for three days.

Because the cause of fainting is not only dizziness and hypoglycemia, but also fatigue.

The continuous and intensive schedule not only affected his body, but also affected his mood, making him accidentally lose his temper with Wang Yuan - dropping the phone or something, it was a bit too much.

Of course, it was not intentional for Wang Yuan to call and he didn't answer the call. At that time, he was sleeping drowsily with the bottle on.

He actually knew that a large part of the reason why Wang Yuan said those words that day was because he was worried—Little Rabbit has been possessed by an old mother for some reason recently, and he has a lot of experience with him, but the more he does this, the more uncomfortable he is, because he really wants to see him little friend.

I want to meet so much, every time I make a phone call or receive a message, the emotion of wanting to meet does not decrease but increases.

So don't call back at all, let both of you be quiet for a while, otherwise it will be too difficult.

Moreover, he didn't want Wang Yuan to know that he was hospitalized.

After telling Brother Xiaoma and Huzi not to tell anyone about his hospitalization, Wang Junkai couldn't help picking up his phone.

If you can't see people, it's good to look at the photos.

While unlocking, the phone vibrated, and there was a WeChat message, a voice from Wang Yuan.

This was absolutely unexpected. With Wang Yuan's temper, he would be light for half a month after he didn't answer the phone. How could he take the initiative to send a message?

He poked at the message a little nervously, and there was a voice that haunted him in his dreams.

1 minute is really fast, so the voice of the song was cut off before the song was sung, and it was sent out automatically.

Wang Yuan felt an unprecedented sense of shame, he left his phone and rushed into the bathroom to wash his face.

In the end, there was water on his face, looking at his red cheeks and ears in the mirror, his heartbeat almost broke through the sky.

After a while, he rushed out of the bathroom again as if enlightened, stumbled back to the room and picked up the phone——

It's a pity that it's late, 2 minutes is really fast.

Before he could beat the bed and roll again, Wang Junkai's phone call came over, and he was so scared that he almost threw the phone out of the window.

Take three deep breaths before answering the phone?How could it be possible.

"Hello?" Wang Yuan felt that his voice was trembling very hard.

But Wang Junkai's voice on the other end of the phone was still as deep and magnetic as ever, and as gentle as ever.

And Wang Junkai said: "Wang Yuaner, I want to see you, I really want to."

He suddenly felt like crying.