【Kaiyuan】Shewu Blurred

[It's a very unreasonable and natural thing to like this person. 】

Is it a surprise that Wang Yuan likes Wang Junkai?

If this problem is really considered as a serious proposition, the process of analysis and proof will be long and complicated.

Maybe it was the first sight when we first met. There is a legendary thing called eye edge that drives the fermentation of the whole story.

Perhaps it was the first sound of the first chorus, and there was a kind of tacit understanding that bound the long time after that inexplicably.

Maybe it was the first time to laugh and cry, maybe it was the first time to quarrel and reconcile, maybe it was the first time to feel the beating heartbeat in the eyes.

However, these scenes and imaginations are somewhat ideal and dramatic in life. Most of the time, life will place the beginning of beautiful feelings on some ordinary but extraordinary moments.

For example, this person is obviously a reckless child, but he will coax you to eat more in a low voice and gently, he will remove the cushion behind you for you, and he will remind you to protect your throat... He is kind and gentle to you .

For example, this person obviously cares about you, but he will threaten you with his teeth and claws when you refuse to eat, he will let you practice singing and dancing ferociously, and he will never indulge you when you are lazy and slippery... He is very good at managing people. Fierce, like a little tiger.

For example, this person obviously likes to pretend to be cool and handsome, but he will play boring games with you to make a fool of himself, will deliberately tease you just to see you turn your head and smile helplessly, and will watch you smile exaggeratedly with barbecued pork... he Childish as a kid in front of you.

……

There are so many moments like this, sometimes you can’t even remember clearly, but you will suddenly think of something in it at a certain moment, and then feel your whole heart suddenly soften.

In fact, it is easy to find a factor that runs through these moments but remains constant.

That is his focused, burning, gentle gaze that always rests on you.

Looking back at this moment, it seems difficult to figure out the true face of the story, only one main plot is particularly clear——

When you were side by side, you were the most common urchins on the streets of Chongqing, but now you are surrounded by the crowd, but you still walk forward with the most inseparable attitude.

He walks with you through the ordinary street corners like running water and the stage as bright as the sun, and has experienced everything that others can only peek at a little but never know what it is like.

Therefore, it is so natural that Wang Yuan likes Wang Junkai.

This kind of feeling was originally pure and tender, but he used many extremely heart-pounding moments to make this love pure and vivid.

For example, when he squats down naturally when he is tying your shoelaces.

For example, the angle at which he bowed his head when he leaned in to listen to your speech.

For example, the warmth of his palm when it touches the top of your head.

Another example is his eyebrows, his eyes, his smile and voice, his profile and back.

Those insignificant details at that time were like oxygen in the air, unconsciously inhaled into the lungs, melted into the blood, and became an inseparable part of the body ever since.

He invades your life in such a gentle and unquestionable way, occupying your heartbeat.

No wonder you felt as if your heart was hollowed out when he left Chongqing.

It's no wonder you're always arguing with him every day to confirm your presence.

No wonder you couldn't stand that kiss scene that was just borrowed.

No wonder you, who have always disliked jealousy, accidentally fell into the vinegar vat.

To sum up, it is not surprising that Wang Yuan likes Wang Junkai.

The impact of the sudden awakening was too great. After coming to the stage, his mind was still stuck in it and he couldn't get out. Wang Yuan's condition was really not very good. This kind of feeling that had just been felt was like a beauty through a veil. But it is difficult to distinguish the whole picture, which makes people anxious for no reason, as if a small hand is scratching the tip of the heart.

His eyes fell on Wang Junkai, who was interacting with the host intently, his eyes flickered occasionally, as if he was still not used to the pressure of being in the middle of the stage.

It's been years, and still is.

It seemed like it had been several years, and this person was still beside him, and he could see it by turning his face slightly.

The side face is still handsome, the eyes are still clear, and the smile is still bright.

Such a person who likes to play cool, but always shows a childish or old lady side in front of him, and it has not changed for several years.

Such a small discovery seems to have accidentally knocked over the honey pot in his heart, and the whole person is filled with an unconcealable sweetness.

How could he not like Wang Junkai?

The audience was hustle and bustling, but in such an atmosphere, Wang Yuan failed to manage his emotions and expressions well at work for the first time, and brushed Wang Junkai's side face time and time again while pretending to look left and right.

He had no idea how gentle and sweet the smile on his lips was.

When I came back to my senses, I only heard half of Tang Yu's words: "...After the filming, I returned to Beijing, and I took Xiao Yuan'er to my house to play."

Although he didn't know what he was talking about just now, Wang Yuan, who heard his name appeared, quickly pulled himself together and continued the conversation: "That's right, it happened to be a holiday at that time."

In the next second, he felt Wang Junkai's eyes fall on him, his body trembled uncontrollably, and the ear on the same side began to heat up—his emotions and reactions after something broke out of his heart. All of a sudden it was out of control.

Couldn't help but glanced sideways, Wang Junkai's eyes were obviously unhappy.

It was only then that Wang Yuan remembered that he hadn't told Wang Junkai that he was going to Tang Yu's house to play, and he didn't mention it when they met later.

Feeling a little guilty... What's the matter with this sense of déjà vu that the cheating was discovered? ?

However, the noisy recording scene did not give him a chance to think carefully, and the topic was quickly turned over by the host. After all, the question and answer is not the main part of this kind of entertainment program.

The stage of a variety show is like a battlefield. Some people fight for the camera, some promote works, and some sell flair.

Of course, there are also some people... who are simply here to fight.

That's what Wang Yuan thought in his heart when he saw Wang Junkai and Tang Yu's eyes glued to each other, working desperately for a small game.

He didn't know when the two of them had a rivalry. Tang Yu's mood was somewhat understandable. After all, his ex-girlfriend had just filmed an intimate scene with Karry Wang.But Wang Junkai is different, Tang Yu himself has no black spots, and he often tells Wang Junkai some interesting things between the two of them, so even if Wang Junkai doesn't like Tang Yu, at least he won't hate him, right?Besides, Wang Junkai has always been restrained and low-key in front of his peers, and this kind of needle-tip-to-maimang feeling is really not like him at this time.

What's worse is that these two people have one thing in common, that is, they both had scandals with Bei Jianing.

So the fans were in a commotion, and the host seemed to cater to him, making the two of them seem to want to fight for Bei Jianing.

This made Wang Yuan a little bit upset—Wang Junkai, Wang Junkai, what did I say, who told you to spread scandals.

Well, he might be a little bit more upset than a little bit.

But soon he couldn't care less about thinking about things. He stood on the starting line of the game session and faced the rules of the game that required a person to carry his teammates from one end of the shiatsu board to the other. dispute.

They are all big boys of similar height and build, and no one wants to be bored to complete the game.

The screams from the audience became more and more agitated as the two fought. Wang Junkai watched coldly from the side, and the unhappiness in his heart reached its peak.

So with a sense of urging, he bent down and carried Bei Jianing on his back first.

To put it bluntly, Tang Yu is also a person whose emotional thinking controls his brain. He was attracted by another scream and saw Wang Junkai's movements. Immediately excited, he picked up Princess Wang Yuan and rushed to the opposite side, ignoring the little rabbit for a moment. Fall actually forgot to struggle.

Wang Junkai frowned and rushed out with Bei Jianing behind his back.

On one side is a 1.8-meter-old boy carrying a 1.6-meter-tall girl on his back, and on the other side are two boys with the same physique hugging each other.

Wang Junkai overtook the past early, and it was not until he turned back from the opposite side that he met Tang Yu who stumbled and caught up.

Tang Yu was not a strong boy, and the shiatsu board was a very annoying obstacle. What's more, Wang Yuan's hands and feet were stiff and shaking in his arms, and he didn't seem to cooperate at all.

Seeing that Wang Junkai was about to pass by triumphantly, Tang Yu took a big step in a hurry, but one of them lost his footing and was about to fall. The body's self-protection mechanism quickly let him go——

Wang Yuan, who was dangling from his body, had expected that this round trip would not be smooth, so when he was thrown out of his hands, he had the consciousness of a hard fall, and subconsciously closed his eyes.

Surprisingly, until his body was still, he didn't feel the severe pain he imagined when he fell on the finger-pressing board.

A familiar breath, a familiar arm, and a familiar embrace firmly caught him.

Even without opening his eyes, he knew it was Wang Junkai.

His heart was beating wildly, his ears were filled with hot breath and warm breath, and the parts of his body that he touched seemed to heat up automatically, and even the surrounding air was heating up—he didn't faint from the fall, but he fainted from being hugged.

But Wang Junkai let him go quickly.

Really, let go and put him on the shiatsu board.

He heard the commotion screaming from the audience, heard the lines of the host Circus, and heard Wang Junkai half-jokingly explaining the reason why he dumped Bei Jianing to save him: "I am not a person who values ​​sex over friends, and friendship comes first." Second in the first match."

The heat and sweet feeling that rushed to the top of my head when I just confirmed my relationship is like being injected with a coolant——

Bei Jianing is "color", and he is "friend".

Between them is competition, between them is friendship.

He was dazzled by the emotional epiphany just now, and he didn't realize at all that there was a biggest problem in the fact that he liked Wang Junkai.

Before everything else, they are, first and foremost, brothers.

For Wang Junkai, the moment Wang Yuan fell into his arms, his heart truly returned to its place.

Because whether it was Wang Yuan's ambiguous words when they first met, or his erratic expression before the recording started, he felt uneasy.

What's more, there is Tang Yu, an eyesore, among them.

This guy has been in Wang Yuan's circle of friends since the filming of "Northern Spring" and he chatted with Wang Yuan. At the beginning, he was happy that Wang Yuan met a good friend and he was taken care of by the crew. Can't help worrying.

After all, Wang Yuan's face that can be used by men, women and children is just there, and his static, aloof, arrogant, kinetic, playful and cute character is also lovable. Who can guarantee that he won't be tempted by accident after seeing and getting along for a long time?

Here, Bei Jianing can think about the geographical separation between Shanghai and Chengde and the theoretical separation of the two crews. It is hard to guarantee that Tang Yu will not have other thoughts in getting along day and night.

When I think about it, I feel awkward, and I still take it home to play after it's finished?Record a show together and have a small dinner? ?What an audacity!Also, what about "Xiao Yuaner" and "Wang Xiaoyuaner"!Just call him "Wang Yuan". Hey!

This alone is fine, but after the recording of the show, Tang Yu has been confronting him. What does this mean?It's clear that you want to rob people, right?ok, you wait...

But why do you have to group by work when playing a game?Why did he carry Bei Jianing, a nympho girl?Why did Tang Yu dare the princess to hug his Wang Yuaner?

In fact, what made him feel a little insecure was not only the close and friendly relationship between Wang Yuan and Tang Yu, but also the changes in Wang Yuan himself.

He still remembers the feeling of panic when the two of them took the plane together for the first time out of Chongqing, remembering Wang Yuan's curiosity of looking around on the plane and "hey scary" when taking off and landing.

He still remembers the nervousness and excitement when the two of them participated in the awards ceremony for the first time, remembering Wang Yuan buttoning the wrong button when he was changing clothes in the lounge and the fingers tightly clutching his sleeves before going on stage.

He still remembers the greenness and excitement of the two when they recorded a variety show for the first time, the look in Wang Yuan's begging help handed to him, and the messy expression on his face when he hadn't learned how to manage his expressions.

……

He remembers a lot.

But now Wang Yuan won't.

Now Wang Yuan travels around various cities alone, announcing, filming, training, recording...everything is very fun.

Wang Yuan laughed and made noises in the studio, shaking his burden from time to time, entertaining the public with the most natural posture.

Wang Yuan can sing and dance on stage, sometimes with the piano, proving that he is a worthy idol in an unquestionable way.

Wang Yuan inadvertently stripped off his youthful and immature coat, and he no longer relies on his existence.

And the reason why he didn't realize it for a long time may be because when Wang Yuan was alone in front of him, he always maintained the defenseless childishness and awkwardness that flared up at any time.

Sometimes he really didn't dare to think about what would happen to the two of them in the future.

So when Tang Yu let go uncontrollably, without even thinking about it, he left Bei Jianing to catch Wang Yuan——

Even if it's just for a moment, he wants to experience the real feeling that Wang Yuan is really within his protection range.

It was only when he held someone in his arms that he would clearly realize that he really longed for this feeling of holding Wang Yuan tightly in his palm.

No one else can take it away, and no one else can see it.

Only he can approach, only he can touch.

In fact, Wang Yuan doesn't need his protection.

In fact, he himself needs to protect Wang Yuan.

But Wang Junkai quickly let go of his hand, and gently placed Wang Yuan on the acupressure board——

The reason is simple, he knows Wang Yuan doesn't like this.

Wang Yuan doesn't like to make the two of them too intimate in the eyes of outsiders, and he doesn't like to show a side that needs his protection.

These all come from the outside world's overly sensitive doubts.

Questioning whether there is a difference between the three of them, questioning how close the two of them are, questioning whether Wang Yuan is qualified to be alone.

You can only deliberately restrain yourself, reduce intimacy, hide dependence, and pretend to be alienated.

So even if pulling out his hand is equivalent to pulling out his heart, he still has to pretend nothing happened, and then try his best to explain why he left the girl behind to save Wang Yuan with a grandiose reason.

Fortunately, the Circus went smoothly and Wang Yuan didn't feel embarrassed.

He can understand Wang Yuan's stubborn emotions, but every time this happens, he still has a sense of loss that he feels superfluous.

It seemed that that little accidental episode became the turning point of the whole show, and everything after that became calm and boring, even making the two people feel displeasure in each other's eyes.

Whether it was Wang Yuan and Tang Yu who lost the game and were punished to sing a song together, or Wang Junkai and Bei Jianing were named to demonstrate the couple's triple shoot.

It was clearly the highlight of the variety show that made the fans scream, made the producers climax, and made the program crew secretly happy, but both of them were trying their best to cope with it, not seeking to be brilliant, but to be correct.

After recording the show, several people were very tired. Tang Yu sensitively felt that the atmosphere between Wang Yuan and Wang Junkai was not quite right, so she didn't bother much, but said "see you during the promotion period" to Wang Yuan and left first.

On the contrary, Bei Jianing was lucky, because Wang Junkai was tired all day and had a lot of emotions in her heart. It was inevitable that she would be negligent. She exchanged WeChat with Wang Yuan immediately, and became the only winner today.

On the return journey, the atmosphere became extremely dull, and the two of them were silent all the way to the hotel.

At first, I thought that we would have to repeat the vicious cycle of removing makeup, taking a shower, resting, and then leaving the next day. I didn't expect Miss Ren to see that everyone was not energetic, so she ordered supper to greet everyone.

When Wang Yuan returned to Xiao Ren's suite after taking a shower and drying his hair, the supper had just been placed on the table.

But it was rare that he was not immediately attracted by the food, but noticed Wang Junkai on the balcony.

The hotel is quite luxurious, it is said to be a balcony, but it is more like a small independent terrace, facing the swimming pool and garden in the courtyard, the view is very good.

He hesitated for a moment, intending to make his growling stomach aggrieved again, walked over and opened the glass door of the balcony.

Although it was early spring, the wind at night was still a bit cool. After taking a shower, Wang Junkai was too lazy to dry his hair, so he wrapped up a big coat and put on a hooded top, and leaned on the railing to watch the scenery.

The breeze carried the scent of flowers and swept over the small terrace.

This kind of atmosphere was a bit good, it gave Wang Yuan inexplicable courage to let him walk over, and softly called "Xiao Kai".

When the voice fell, both of them were a little stunned.

It's been a long, long, long time. Wang Yuan's name is Wang Junkai, "Xiao Kai".

Wang Junkai turned his head to look at him, there were some surprises, some doubts, and a lot of warmth in his eyes: "What's wrong?"

"You seem... not very happy." Wang Yuan said an opening sentence that even he himself thought was bad.

Wang Junkai didn't hide anything, and nodded bluntly.

"Don't tell me why?"

"Because of... many things."

Wang Yuan thought for a while, walked up to him and supported the railing together: "I happen to be quite free."

"Not in a hurry to eat supper?"

"Not in a hurry."

"Okay." Wang Junkai smiled, looked up at the little stars in the sunny sky, "Let me think about it... Maybe it's because you went to Tang Yu's house to play and didn't tell me, maybe it was because you went to eat with Tang Yu. Tell me, maybe it's because Tang Yu called you 'Xiao Yuaner', maybe it's because..."

"Stop! Wait a minute!" Wang Yuan couldn't listen anymore, he felt his ears were burning, "Wang Junkai, are you angry because of these things?"

Wang Junkai smiled: "No, I'm still angry that you two sang together, Wang Yuan'er, how long has it been since we both sang together?"

Wang Yuan was stunned for a moment, not knowing what to say, after a while he whispered: "We want to sing, we can sing anytime."

"When is anytime? It's hard for us to meet now." The wind got stronger, and Wang Junkai put his hands in his pockets, "I feel very angry just thinking about it."

"Wang Junkai, so I should be unhappy." Wang Yuan turned to look at him sideways, "It wasn't me who left first...just like today, you threw me on the shiatsu board, and if you want to be angry I should be angry."

Wang Junkai didn't seem to understand the ups and downs in his words: "Why did you bring this up? I won't let you down, so why are you holding me all the time?"

"...Then, what's going on with the emphasis on sex over friends and friendship first..." Wang Yuan accidentally exposed his small thoughts that shouldn't be exposed, so he became confused while talking.

Although Wang Junkai was insensitive enough not to notice the twists and turns, he was honest enough to say the words that made Wang Yuan's heart beat faster: "...I went to help you because I was worried that you might fall, but at that time Becca It's a bit ugly to throw Ning off his back, what if he doesn't make things right... Wang Yuan, it's been so long, you still can't tell which words are jokes, which words have to be said, and which words are sincere clear?"

Every word seems to hit the apex of the heart.

"I'm not a person who values ​​sex over friends" and "Of course it's because I'm worried that you'll fall".

"What's so tempting about me" and "Are you tempted?"

"I really don't want to talk to you" and "Stomach pain won't kill you, but heartache will kill you."

... A lot of words hit the apex of the heart.

Wang Yuan, Wang Yuan, after such a long time, you still can't tell which words are sincere?

It seems that you like Wang Junkai is a very inappropriate thing.

You have gone through the first two years as good classmates and good friends, and walked side by side as brothers, friends and teammates for nearly five years, but now you let your possessiveness expand your original simple feelings at will , this does sound too selfish and capricious.

But what to do, it’s okay if you don’t find out, once the impatient little hand pushes open the door called liking, the thick feelings that have been accumulated for many years will burst out like the Yangtze River breaking its embankment, and it’s no longer possible to imprison them back An impossible task.

Regardless of the reason for his feelings, his sincerity has already penetrated into your bone marrow.

So it is obviously a matter of course that you like Wang Junkai.

Don't care, don't want to care, what's the use of thinking so much?

Now, at this moment, I want to be close to this person, to talk to him more, to touch his fingers, to rub his body temperature.

This is nothing, heinous thing, right?

Carefully raising his hand, he approached the man's hand pocket.

Use your fingertips to poke open the pocket, and put your hand in a little bit.