I am your black forever

This night, after two times, Fang Jie refused Gu Xiaocheng's request again on the grounds that he had to work tomorrow and that he would move the scanner to the old Zhou shop next door.

Looking at the man's firm rejection eyes from top to bottom, Gu Xiaocheng was stunned for a moment, and after he finished, he still had the leisure to recite a "poem" in his heart: The ancient road west wind 'fierce' horses, small bridges and flowing water...

By the way, he praised Wucheng, a beautiful place with beautiful mountains and rivers. There are not only small bridges and flowing water houses, but also ancient roads and west wind "strong" horses.The temperament of his strong horse is really strong when it comes to doing things like X. Look at his firm eyes that refuse to court him now, but he is strong, anyway, he is tamed now.Although it wasn't a kind and tame pet type, it was obediently lying under him after all.

Fang Jie resolutely rejected Gu Xiaocheng's third request. He felt... In fact, he didn't know what he felt, anyway, indulgence is not good.Besides, he really has to go to Lao Zhou's store next door to move the scanner in person tomorrow, even if Gu Xiaocheng will help him move it, but someone else has to show up, if the walking posture is very strange at that time, it's not good, He is still a shameless person—even if Lao Zhou probably wouldn't think about that kind of thing, he still doesn't want to appear in that limping and pretending to be normal walking posture.After the last four times in one night, he went out for a ride on the bus, and he tried to be normal on the road. No one knew how much effort he had made secretly to maintain that seemingly brisk and normal gait.Alas, sad, the inconvenience of this annoying relationship.

I was oppressed by this person everywhere in my life, even in bed.This person is so overbearing that he doesn't even like him in the upper position - there is such a person, alas, thinking about this, it makes me sad again.

At this moment, Fang Jie looked up at the person who was about to lie on his side and was no longer about to press him down, thinking: Do I have to be so humble all my life?I don't know how other pairs of same-sex lovers get along with each other. They are all fair, right?Could it be that only me and him have such an unfair relationship?

Just as Fang Jie was thinking, the person next to him had already been lying down, but suddenly he sat up again like a dead body, leaning his slanted upper body against him, and said, "Huh? No, it's just a scanner tomorrow. , I can just move? Besides, isn’t Uncle Fang going to the Daguanyin Temple to ask for marriage for you tomorrow? He won’t come, so if you don’t go out in the store tomorrow, it’s fine. Why can’t I be the first Three times? You also use this as a reason to reject me?"

Fang Jie didn't want to talk anymore, because he was indeed tired. He had worked all day, and he didn't have the physical strength of Gu Xiaocheng. He said, "Can't you let me rest? I've been working all day. Is it time? Is it almost a little bit soon? Do you want to continue tomorrow night?"

When Gu Xiaocheng heard it, it turned out that tomorrow night had to continue, so he simply stopped fighting for it.The reason why he tried so hard to do it again and again was because he considered that with Fang Jie's previous temperament and behavior, once he finished it, he would definitely fall ill the next morning. Either he didn't give him a good face for a few days, or he rushed out and wandered outside for a whole day before returning.And usually after one night, you have to wait two or three months before there is another "schedule". Damn, which normal man can bear it.

So Gu Xiaocheng was afraid that he would have to wait for a long time after this night, besides, he was going to move back to his house on August 11th. On August 12th, he went to Hongqiao Airport to pick up his parents and accompany his father. Mom lived in her own garden for half a month, and she was going back to New Zealand after him, and she had to find an intermediary to handle various preparations for Fang Jie's country.

Gu Xiaocheng felt relieved when he heard that there would be "meat dishes" to eat tomorrow night, and turned around and lay down again.After a while, he said, "By the way, I never told you, and you never asked. My NO.11 is going to move back, and I will fly back about September."

Fang Jie was facing away from him at this time, his entire back was bare.He doesn't exercise, he's a little thin, and his chest is still as flat as when he was a boy. Whenever he wears a summer T-shirt, the wind blows, and his entire upper body will appear.Gu Xiaocheng always thought back then, this person is tall, but he is too thin, he should eat more.But back then, he always ignored him, so Gu Xiaocheng's idea of ​​"let him eat more" was always in his heart, and he never got the chance to tell him.Now that I've lived with him for so long, I don't eat less when I see him, but he's still so thin.

Back then, Gu Xiaocheng only paid attention to his thin front, but almost never paid attention to his back.In fact, his back is also a bit thin.It can be seen that he has strength, but his shoulders are not broad, his back and waist are a bit narrow, and his shoulders and back are slashed.Just looking at it like this, Gu Xiaocheng suddenly thought of the sentence he had been wanting to say all those years ago: "Uh... eat more when I'm not around. Be serious when eating, don't keep thinking about other things."

Fang Jie said "Oh", he has not responded to what Gu Xiaocheng said about his itinerary before, this "oh" is just a response to what Gu Xiaocheng said to let him eat more.

Fang Jie was still thinking about how to respond to Gu Xiaocheng's "report" or "notification" about his own itinerary, but unfortunately he was short of words, and he didn't know how to respond in a reasonable and decent way.But not responding, as if it was not good, as if he didn't care much about whether he left or not, this is not good either.

So he thought for a while and said, "Are you leaving? You won't be back until a year later?"

Gu Xiaocheng suddenly said as if remembering something: "Who said that, I can tell you, I will come back to check on you from time to time, if you dare to let me not keep 'duty' and 'women's morals' here, be careful, I will pick you up." Your skin." Hearing this, Fang Jie twisted his neck and glanced back at him, thinking to himself: Let's just say that he is not a typical Jiangnan man, look at him, sometimes fierce The aggressive and ruthless eyes really resemble the ancient Mongols...

What is "women's way"?Just keep it, anyway, he is not a promiscuous person or a person with strong desires, keeping this aspect of duty is originally simple for him.But I am really dissatisfied with what he said, what is "obedience to women"?Really treat him like a woman.In a relationship, his Fang Jie's status is subordinate, but when he goes to bed to be an X, his Fang Jie's status is humble.Always be overwhelmed by this guy surnamed Gu.

Therefore, Fang Jie refused to respond to any absurd remarks about asking him to "observe women's ways"!

Gu Xiaocheng, however, thought he had something fancy, a little excited, turned to him, climbed onto his shoulders, grabbed the upper round shoulders, and said, "Did you hear that? Let me tell you, there is something in my eyes." If I don’t let the sand down, I won’t allow my body to betray me!”

After Fang Jie heard this, he glanced back at him again, and said, "...I see, I promise you, you can do whatever you want without worrying about it, that is, you, can you stop talking?" Words like "Shou Fu Dao" sound really awkward..."

When Gu Xiaocheng heard that it was because of this, he felt relieved.He lay down again.

After lying flat like this for a while, he suddenly thought of asking: "Hey? I said, why did you find out your conscience tonight?——Eh? I said, you just promised to continue tomorrow night, you can't Just talk about it casually, and then tomorrow night you will try to prevaricate me by refusing to remember."

As soon as Fang Jie was asked about this matter, he thought about it.However, he himself didn't know how he thought of doing what he had to do before parting with him.

Perhaps he had always had this matter in his heart, and it was buried in his heart like a seed, but later, because he thought of Gu Xiaocheng smearing the faces of those beautiful teachers, he felt that it was real, cute, childish, and transparent—the key is Be authentic and transparent.It was like a pot of clear water poured on the seed buried deep in his heart, and it germinated immediately.

Originally, he didn't really think about it, or it could be said that he was always a little bit resistant to having an inexplicable love with someone he didn't quite understand.In fact, when he found that the person became real and transparent in his eyes, he felt that he was not so resistant, because even if the two of them had a physical relationship, it was not an inexplicable vent.

Sometimes he has to think in this way when it comes to physical matters.

Most men don't seem to think about sensuality in this way, and most women do.Most women will find a reason for their physical relationship with men, and further relationships can only occur if there is a meaningful existence, but almost all men will not find any meaning for that matter.

Fang Jie was looking for a reason and meaning for his physical relationship with Gu Xiaocheng, not because his thinking was feminine.

He might have been a bit ambiguous at first—that is, he himself didn't know whether he liked men or women, or what kind of people he liked, but after all, he didn't have a definite definition, and he didn't mean that he had to live with men. Under Gu Xiaocheng's hard and soft tactics, he realized that he might have to bend completely in the future, and if he wanted to bend completely, he must find a reason and meaning for himself to become such a bend.

But he couldn't explain clearly to Gu Xiaocheng, he was silent for a long time, and finally said: "Do you still remember what you said about the female teacher in the English center?" After a pause, he said: "I will give it to you today My dad’s tenants saw it when they delivered glue. I don’t know if their English is bad or not. I just know that the office is full of beautiful women, young and temperamental..."