I am your black forever

After the two of them went out, Fang Jie still avoided looking at his face all the way - that face always looks a little funny now.

Gu Xiaocheng couldn't take it anymore, put his arm on Fang Jie's shoulder, and that hand tightly clenched Fang Jie's round shoulder, lowered his head and asked, "I said you are crazy today? Don't you?" What are you looking at me for?” China is such a vast land, and it is also very mysterious.In this magical land, the more developed the place, the more straight men keep a deliberate distance when walking on the street, for fear that others will think they are gay; At that time, two middle-aged men, if they were old friends, would occasionally hold hands on the road or something.And in a middle-to-higher-developed place like Wucheng, of course, you can't see two men holding hands on the street to show their deep friendship, but it makes sense to walk shoulder to shoulder together occasionally, and no one will do it because of It's strange to look twice.

Of course, the unacceptable behavior recognized by the whole country is two men walking on the main road, one of them takes the other's arm. No matter how underdeveloped a place is, no man would do this, unless he clearly wants to tell the world about it. The little shit about his own sexuality.Gu Xiaocheng also divides his work into places. In the New Zealand country he used to stay in, he couldn't even hook up with the same sex, for fear that others would think he was hooked up with someone.But now in Wucheng, he wasn't afraid to hook Fang Jie's shoulders in public.Because firstly, no one on the street would look sideways because of this, and the public also accepted this behavior, at most they thought the two were "good brothers"; secondly, this was what he could do with Fang Jie on the street. The most intimate behavior of others, a man and a woman can hold hands when going out, can he?He can't, so he can only put his shoulders on his shoulders and live a dry life.

When Fang Jie was asked, he raised his eyes and glanced at him, no!Still want to laugh!Immediately turned his face, then bowed his head again.Gu Xiaocheng thought: To say that he is insane, he is really suffering from this disease...

After walking for a while, Gu Xiaocheng still wanted to ask the reason.Fang Jie thought that on the main road, the two men were so close shoulder to shoulder, it was still not very attractive, he was afraid that if someone misunderstood—the more afraid he was, the more suspicious he would be, so he pushed Gu Xiaocheng away and said: "Walk well—don't ask me why, I just want to smile when I see your face today."

Gu Xiaocheng thought to himself: ...

It was almost 08:30 when the two returned home after finishing the hot pot.After they came out of the hot pot restaurant, they walked a long way before taking the bus, and it was so late when they returned to the small shop.

At the door of the small shop, Lao Zhou from the photocopy shop next door was still open for business.Seeing that he was back, Lao Zhou got up from the chair in the store and walked to the door, as if he wanted to talk to him.Seeing Lao Zhou approaching, Fang Jie gave the key in his hand to Gu Xiaocheng, and Gu Xiaocheng took the key and went to open the door.

Old Zhou leaned on the open glass door of his shop, and asked Fang Jie: "Xiao Fang, I bought a new scanner a few days ago, and we eliminated two batches of old scanners in a row. There is one in the batch that has a very good function, I think you always come to scan, why not take that one back and use it, and save running back and forth.”

As soon as Xiao Fang heard that it was a good suggestion, he said, "Okay, I will move tomorrow. How much do I have to pay you?" Old Zhou said, "Well, forget it, the remaining value is not much, take No one wants to buy that model when it goes out for sale, but the functions are good. I want to do this business, so I have to keep updating the machine. It’s good for you to take it back for personal use.” Lao Zhou knew that His own daughter used to ask for beautiful things from Xiao Fang, and sometimes he would turn a blind eye or close his eyes. He had to give Xiao Fang convenience in some matters, and the last time he said that he would give him a shelf. , but later because he wanted to keep it for himself, he didn't give it up. This time, Xiao Fang was given a machine that was outdated for his shop, and Xiao Fang could use it, and he repaid the favor, killing two birds with one stone.

Xiao Fang was still a little embarrassed to hear what Lao Zhou said, but it seemed that Lao Zhou insisted on giving it to him.He turned his thoughts around, thinking that maybe Lao Zhou wanted to give back something he could use because his daughter often took his things.Forget it, let's get this favor, it's meaningless to push it back and forth.So he nodded and said, "Thank you so much. I just need it. I'll pick it up tomorrow."

Lao Zhou said "Okay." Then he went back to his shop.

And Fang Jie also went back to his small shop, worked on the computer for the last half an hour, and did not officially call it a day until nine o'clock.

Because it was the beginning of August, after he finished work, he thought about opening Jindie Software to settle accounts.Just entered a few numbers in, Gu Xiaocheng was arguing behind him, saying that it’s already nine o’clock, how can we still settle the account, can’t we do the calculation while communicating with the buyer during the day tomorrow?He ignored him.

Seeing that he ignored him, Gu Xiaocheng went upstairs to take a change of clothes and take a bath in a bit of resentment.

At this time, Lao Fang sent a WeChat message, saying that he had just arrived home safely, so don't worry about it.He also said that Xiao Qin had come back and gave him the aloe vera gel.Only then did Fang Jie remember that it was fortunate that the sky was only cloudy this afternoon, but it didn't really fall.Originally, he promised Xiao Qin that if it rains, he can come to his shop to borrow an umbrella, but he didn't come back to the shop with Gu Xiaocheng until 08:30.Fortunately, it didn't rain, otherwise, if Xiao Qin got out of class at eight o'clock, no one would answer his door.

He replied: Just get home safely.I just finished work, waiting to take a shower.

He still wanted to enter the number into the software, but suddenly he lost the thought, and his concentration began to lose focus.So he simply closed the software, and at this time Gu Xiaocheng went to the small bathroom, ready to take a shower, when he passed the long table, he glanced at him, and their eyes met.For some reason, Fang Jie lost his mind.

His mind was a little confused, and he randomly clicked on another software, which was the Carol software he used to do graphic design, and then he took a piece out of the stack of sketches on the left, and put it in the folder of his computer. I found the electronic scanned copy corresponding to that one, and then put it into the design software, and then adjusted some unsightly design details on it.

But after adjusting for a while, he was still a little absent-minded.

After a while, Gu Xiaocheng came out, just after taking a shower, he was like a steaming heat source, radiating heat.Fang Jie didn't even need to look up at him to know it was so.

He didn't dare to look up, for some reason.

So he just maintained a look of concentrating on his work.Gu Xiaocheng glanced at him and went upstairs without disturbing him.

Fang Jie waited for him to go upstairs and return to his room before he raised his head and glanced at the stairs, feeling guilty that he didn't want to be seen by others.

He dawdled, went upstairs with a kind of tired footsteps to get a change of clothes, and also came down to take a shower-always felt that he should face some big event tonight.

Yes, there is really something to face, isn't it... Do you want to take the initiative?Or wait for him to bring it up?But will he take the initiative?

While taking a bath, the time to face that incident was getting closer and closer, and he swallowed unconsciously, and sure enough, his throat felt dry again, like a dry well that had dried up.I really don't know if it's because of nervousness, or because I was burned out by a desire.

The water on the outside of the body is rushing, but the inside of the throat is dry.The two heavens inside and outside made him feel that his throat was drying up.

He dawdled for a while unconsciously, wondering if it was a subconscious effect—whether he wanted to prolong the time and delay facing that "big event"?I still feel in my heart that I should clean myself up today...

Anyway, he took a bath for ten minutes longer than usual today, and it seemed that he was really clean and refreshed inside and out.As if you know that you will get dirty again after a while, so wash it fresh first.

After he finally finished washing, he dragged himself upstairs again.As soon as he entered the room, although the people and things inside were all as usual, he knew in his heart that he was nervous, so he tried his best to maintain his superficial calm.I want my face to be as "normal" as the still life in this room.

He walked to his side, before lifting the quilt, he found a stack of clothes on it, Gu Xiaocheng took a look at the stack of clothes, and said: "I took it back in the afternoon, folded it, I don't know you put it in the closet Where are you, put it yourself." He said "Oh", and turned around to put the clothes into the closet.

Gu Xiaocheng just said a few very ordinary words to him, and he seemed to relax a little bit.So he turned back, lifted the quilt and sat in, took out his mobile phone and swiped it up, while swiping his fingers, he was thinking about finding some common topics to chat with Gu Xiaocheng.

There was silence in the room for two to three minutes.

Suddenly Fang Jie said: "Oh, yes, my dad said in the afternoon that you would give him aloe vera gel. You were not here, and he said that he had a little skin, so I took a new one from the drawer Give it to him." Gu Xiaocheng said: "Yeah. Huh? Uncle Fang is here this afternoon?" Gu Xiaocheng didn't chat with Lao Fang on WeChat this evening, so he didn't know what happened.

Fang Jie said, "I didn't come. I asked someone to bring it back to him." He didn't mention the details of asking someone to bring the glue back to his father.Gu Xiaocheng let out an "oh".

The room was silent for dozens of seconds.

Suddenly Gu Xiaocheng turned his face.Fang Jie saw that he turned his face away, so he also turned to look at him, and asked, "Why?"

Gu Xiaocheng suddenly narrowed his eyes and asked, "You took it from the second drawer?" Fang Jie looked at him, nodded, and said, "Yeah, what's the matter?"

Gu Xiaocheng asked in a very serious tone: "Actually, don't you think that there are still a lot of condoms and aloe vera gel left in it? Since I came to you, it has been such a pile. Before I leave, It's still a whole lot of ... don't you think it's unreasonable? Don't you think things like this shouldn't be allowed to happen?"

After speaking, the room was silent for another ten seconds.

It was very quiet inside and out—no sound.But in fact, on such a summer night—the night after the first few days of bitter rain in mid-to-late July, the sound of insects chirped, and there was a noisy mood outside the hut.It seems that they are singing in unison: Hey, it’s summer, everyone is enthusiastic!Yo!Yo!Yo!

Those ten or so seconds were a bit long for Gu Xiaocheng, he was about to give up some thoughts - whoever told Fang Jie sitting next to him was not human, he was an outstanding representative of a completely inhuman!A man who has been a monk for a whole year without thinking about the taste of meat.

Fang Jie suddenly nodded and said in agreement, "Yes."

There was another ten seconds of silence in the room.

Gu Xiaocheng thought he heard it wrong, turned his head away, and said "ah" questioningly.

After Fang Jie finished "um", he also felt that he should add something, and said, "I also think this is unreasonable, and I also agree that such unreasonable things should not be allowed to happen." He didn't look at Gu Xiaocheng, his face seemed to be still There's a little bit of red -- really just that faint little bit of floating color, which is sorry and not particularly noticeable.

At the moment, Gu Xiaocheng felt in his heart, "Thank the sky and thank the sun for shining on the earth".

He has a feeling that if he pays, he will always get something, and after the harvest, he is so moved that he wants to cry.Let’s just talk about cultivating emotions, it’s like farming, it has to go through a process, it must go through time, sunshine, rain and dew.It is the law of nature to plant in spring and ripen in autumn, and to grow in the east and grow in the west.How can there be so many things that can be accomplished overnight in this world?It's like vegetables in the field, the kind that can be harvested in two days after planting, do you dare to eat them?Aren't you also afraid of pesticides, fertilizers, hormones and toxins?So it's the same with feelings. Although the other party is hard to get, it has been honed over time, and the heart is always at ease, which is more at ease than the feeling of jumping into your arms as soon as you flirt.

But Gu Xiaocheng doesn't have the time to think about these nonsensical principles of life right now.Solve the needs!Who has the leisure to think about life!

It's still the same sentence, "Thank the sky and thank the sun for shining on the earth." He wants to water the land in front of him amidst the sound of insects.