I am your black forever

Fang Jie still understood Gu Xiaocheng's arbitrariness.It was the same for a while, one day he was talking about asking him to go to tutoring, and the next day he said no, Fang Jie just listened anyway, and his heart didn't fluctuate much.He was actually thinking that in a short time, Gu Xiaocheng would go back there, and he himself could calm down and think about these things when he was alone.

When Gu Xiaocheng held his hand and told him that night before that he would find an intermediary to send him to New Zealand, he was only excited because of the possibility of experiencing a new life, and also because Gu Xiaocheng Hyo Sung was touched by the sincerity of what he said.But thinking about it again, in fact, this matter is not that simple, because if he wants to go, he still has to learn English, and the most annoying thing for him is to learn bird language.

He is a person who has a strong concept of spatial structure or color, for example, he uses deconstruction to design and cut his small stationery models, or he uses some two-dimensional planar stationery - paper, paper tape, etc. Make colorful color schemes without looking tacky.However, things like language learning are the most troublesome for him.

Just like drawing and singing are not very good, many fashion designers are sound idiots—of course not all of them, but the proportion of sound idiots is relatively high, and there is a tendency that the more high-end and famous ones, the more sound-infatuated they are.If Fang Jie's music is good, then it should be easy to learn a second language, but the problem is that all his brain cells are used in structure, graphics and color. The block of learning phonetics and semantics is squeezed very small and cannot be developed, which means that if he starts to work hard to learn this bird language, his "everything is difficult at the beginning" is even more difficult than others' beginning Several times, not to mention that he was not very good at English in school.

According to Gu Xiaocheng, in another year and a half, he will have to go to that country of New Zealand, and before that, he only has one and a half years, can he learn it well.

He was a little hesitant in his heart, just after Gu Xiaocheng told him to let him go online every day in the future, and he would teach him English alone, after a few days, he turned to Gu Xiaocheng and talked about this matter again, he At least to express his opinion, he said: "Actually...or I won't go to your place when the time comes..." Gu Xiaocheng kept staring at him, seemed to be a little angry at his repentance, he paused After a while, he said again: "I thought about it. I can't learn English anymore. You saw it when I was in high school. I'm so happy that I can pass [-] points in English. And it's memorization. Yes, I forgot about it once I finished the test. If I go to study with you, I believe I will have to take IELTS and TOEFL. I can’t even handle high school English. How can I take those difficult tests? , not to mention graduate students who will study a subject in English in the future... I, I can't do it."

When Gu Xiaocheng heard it, it turned out that he was afraid that he would not be able to learn English, rather than wanting to disobey what the two of them had said that night. If you go to a language school there, if you have that kind of living environment, if you go to a language school there, won’t you learn quickly?” Fang Jie hesitated, and said, “I still need a language school? I…” He was originally I want to say: I don't have that much money, and I may not be able to save even the money for graduate school in this year and a half.

But after thinking about it, he felt that Gu Xiaocheng might say something like "I'll help you with the money", and he didn't want to say what he said as if he was asking for money in disguise.

Speaking of the present, I can't go on.Gu Xiaocheng looked at the expression on his face for a while, and only said not to think about it anymore, when the time comes, the boat will naturally straighten up when it reaches the bridge.He could only nod his head, anyway, Gu Xiaocheng said whatever he said, he was powerless to refute, living beside an arbitrary person, there was always a feeling of being suppressed all the time and unable to control himself.As for the general direction of life, it seems that the master can't do anything at all, and can only be arranged by that person.

It didn't feel very good—to be exact, it wasn't very good.

Fang Jie didn't want himself to become more and more like a woman, to be in a subordinate position in life, and he couldn't even control the direction of his life.

There are also many types of men. When some men meet a girl from a rich family, they rush to post it, and they don’t think it’s shameless; while some men always feel that it’s wrong to get along with a rich girl, and they just don’t want to. Climb high branches, and will take the initiative to break up.

The problem is, Fang Jie, a poor boy, is not facing a rich girl.Sometimes when he thinks about it, he wonders if he has suffered eight lifetimes of bad luck. You must know that he is facing a young master from a rich family. It would be fine if he was gentle and easy to control. A person in the whole body, when you reason with him, he is unreasonable; when you are unreasonable with him, he is less reasonable than you.

Just as things have developed to the present stage, after thinking about it for a while, Fang Jie realized that if he wants to live in a foreign country for a long time, he must learn English, so it is better not to live, if he really wants to experience life abroad, Isn't it possible to stay for two weeks? It costs less, and the most important thing is that he doesn't have to learn the bird language that gave him a headache.

But is it up to him to choose?He couldn't help it, Gu Xiaocheng said he wanted him to go, so he had to go—he thought about it, and felt that Gu Xiaocheng insisted on him going, half for him, wanting to create opportunities for him to experience a different life, half for He himself wants him to accompany him.But I don't know if Gu Xiaocheng will change his mind one day, and he will say that he won't let him go.It's like that time I said I wanted him to take English tutoring the day before, but changed my mind the next day and said I didn't want him to take tutoring.

On the last Saturday in July, Fang Jie went to the factory in Xiqiu District to pick up the goods in the morning, and in the afternoon he brought some samples to the old city to find the female boss to take pictures of the samples.During this time, because his parents were about to return to Wucheng, Gu Xiaocheng got in touch more often. When Fang Jie was busy with those affairs, he stayed in Fang Jie's shop to communicate with his parents.

Fang Jie came back to the shop around two o'clock in the afternoon.Gu Xiaocheng tidied up, came downstairs, changed his shoes and said, "I'm going home for a while, and I've made an appointment to clean the house, and I'll be back before six o'clock. Uncle Fang is coming tonight?" Fang Jie stood While packing out the things in the bag at the long table, he said, "My dad, he didn't say he wouldn't come today when he sent me a WeChat message last night, so he should be coming." , turned his head again, looked at Gu Xiaocheng who was changing his shoes, and said, "Are you sure what time to come back in the evening? Then I will cook your meal at that time."

In the past few days, the two of them seem to be carrying out their usual way of life or conversation. It is commonplace and sometimes a little playful, but both of them have emotions that have nowhere to express.They both knew they were going to separate.

Gu Xiaocheng has not told Fang Jie the specific date when he will move back to his house, and Fang Jie does not know the specific date when Gu Xiaocheng's parents will return to Wucheng, but it is inferred that it should be in early or mid-August some day.Gu Xiaocheng only mentioned to him that on the day his parents came back, he had to drive two hours to Hongqiao Airport to pick them up, and he never mentioned anything more.

So Fang Jie didn't know if Gu Xiaocheng would move back to live in his private garden before his parents came back.

In fact, although both of them have emotions that have no place to express, the depression in their hearts is different.Gu Xiaocheng is the person who dominates the relationship between the two of them. He is actually very at ease, and he doesn't take things like separation and reunion too seriously. In the year of separation, if he really misses him, he will secretly come back to see him. It's also possible - anyway, he doesn't lack the money to buy air tickets, but it's not convenient to live here for a long time, because his parents will also live in this city at that time.It doesn't mean that the city is big, if they meet on the street, it will be a bit troublesome, he still thought: the time is not ripe, and we should try our best to avoid having an affair with Fang Jie, a soft persimmon, right under the eyes of his parents of.

The point of depression in his heart is: Damn he is about to leave, but he still hasn't been able to grind the soft persimmon into bed again.

The antibody in Lian Persimmon's body is getting stronger and stronger. During this period of time, not only has he wrapped himself tightly and airtight - the level of tightness of the wrapping is definitely not inferior to that of the sandwiches sold at the airport. Plastic wrap, and once he wants to express and convey an absolutely obscene message "I want to go to X" with pleading, pleading, innocent, and absolutely obscene eyes, Lian Persimmon will turn his face away, or Put your head in the hole and completely avoid this kind of eyes. Avoiding eyes is now risk avoidance for Ruan Persimmon.

And Ruan Persimmon really managed to avoid all the risks of having sex with him during this period of time.Moreover, the soft persimmon never once wandered around the room wearing only a pair of underwear. Someday later, the soft persimmon bought a pair of five-cent cotton pajamas, but the seersucker pajamas were no longer seen on him. , Changed to wearing the cotton five-point pajama pants, which were worn in the room and under the quilt, and they were not taken off.

Gu Xiaocheng was still thinking: Ruan Persimmon really spent a lot of money, just to wrap himself, he was willing to spend money to buy a pair of good pajama pants.

Because based on Gu Xiaocheng's understanding of Fang Jie, he knows that Ruan Persimmon doesn't pack himself at home, and keeps everything simple. He saw that in the past five or six months, when the weather was a little hot, he started to hang out in the room wearing only a pair of underwear , it shows that he is a person who is afraid of trouble, and now in July and August, in such an unbearably hot weather, he even bought a pair of five-point pajama pants to wear. It is not for wrapping himself, but for what ?

But Gu Xiaocheng didn't know that Fang Jie had already taken back the money for pajama pants from his purse.Fang Jie felt that these expenses were all due to him, so he had to pay for them.

The point of depression in Fang Jie's heart is different from the point that Gu Xiaocheng thinks about purely from the physical point of view.He had to say that he was a little worried about gains and losses during this time.

He should be very happy. After all, Gu Xiaocheng has always been a domineering bitch in his eyes—whether he was a bitch with a little daughter-in-law face at the beginning, or a domineering bitch later, he is a bitch anyway. Needless to say.However, he didn't seem to feel happy because Gu Xiaocheng wanted to leave and return him to peace.Instead, I always think: will things change if he leaves like this?

But every time he thinks of this idea, he is anxious to get rid of it again, and he feels that if he keeps thinking about whether things with him will change in the future, isn't it equivalent to saying that he still cares about him?

And he wouldn't admit in his heart that he cared a little bit about that bitch.

So here it goes: For a week or two before the bitch leaves, there's a stalemate between the bitch and the soft persimmon.The slut always thinks, 'Damn it's time to go, but Ruan Persimmon doesn't even have the slightest intention to take advantage of the good time to do something that should be done. 'But Ruan Persimmon is always immersed in the emotions of worrying about gains and losses. For a while, he thinks whether the future between him and the bitch will be full of variables, and then denies this idea, because he feels that if he always has that idea , it means that he still cares about the bitch, and he should not admit this even if he is beaten to death.