I am your black forever

At the turn of June and July in Wucheng, the first wave of hot summer weather hit, Fang Jie hurriedly changed into short sleeves and cropped pants.

Two days ago, he carefully "talked" to Gu Xiaocheng, and asked him if he could "wipe" a certain part of the body after the trumpet. Although the underwear or the pants are washed and changed every day, the underwear is not washed every time. It wasn't very dirty, but Fang Jie was the kind of person who was as clean as he could be, so he spoke carefully and told Gu Xiaocheng not to save him toilet paper.

Who knew that Gu Xiaocheng's whole face showed an incredible surprise when he heard the words, and at the end, he gave him a blank look, and refused very politely: "Who still uses toilet paper after the trumpet, I'm not a woman... gay!" This gay means "mother", but Fang Jie, who was careful to speak just now, didn't understand, he thought it meant gay.All he knew was that his proposal just now had been rejected, and he had also been called a "fag" by a real comrade.

He also rolled his eyes and said, "You're the gay, I'm not!" Gu Xiaocheng had convinced him, so he asked him, "You still say you're not?" He said stiffly: "I'm not anyway, I'm not!"

Gu Xiaocheng was very moved by Fang Jie's permanent refusal to admit that he was gay, and he also "admired" it very much, because it is true that a person can "not admit to death" so thoroughly. A rather difficult task.

Apart from his admiration for his unrecognizable characteristic, Gu Xiaocheng also admires him for another thing, that is, this buddy can not do that kind of thing for more than a month without thinking about it at all, just like that A look that doesn't even have desire.This point is really amazing. Gu Xiaocheng often thought about this matter in June, wondering why Fang Jie could do it without thinking about it at all. After analyzing and analyzing, he felt that it might be because this buddy has always been "not full". Warm", so "it is impossible to think about sexual desire at all".But it's too weird to really not have that kind of desire at all. Who said that you have to be full and warm to think about sex. There are so many men who are "poor and lustful" in the world. Why? He's just so nonchalant about it.Whenever he thought of this, Gu Xiaocheng would shake his head secretly, and sigh in his heart: Oh, is he a young man? Why doesn't he have a vigorous body... No, maybe we should ask, is he a human...

When Gu Xiaocheng was in June, he wanted to ask Fang Jie more than once: I will go back there in August, and there will be a year of time to gather less and leave more, don't you want to take advantage of me? What do you like while you're here?

But every time I saw Fang Jie eating a box of 12 yuan super-valued rice with an absolutely ascetic face, or seeing Fang Jie printing a courier slip with a completely ascetic face, packing it for the buyer. When the box was sealed, he quietly swallowed back the words he wanted to ask.

July [-]nd was a Saturday, and Fang Jie rolled up the iron rolling door as usual in the morning.Because the weather is so hot, he usually does not open the two glass doors on the inside during this season, but closes them to turn on the air conditioner.It's too hot. The summer in Wucheng is getting hotter every year. Just blowing on the electric fan like he did when he was a child can't stand it. Maybe he may suffer from heat stroke, so he must turn on the air conditioner; and if he doesn't turn on the air conditioner, that Gu Xiaocheng must have yelled again, saying that he saved too much money.And the winter in Wucheng is getting more and more smoggy every year. Fang Jie remembers that there was no such thing as smog when he first entered high school, but it seems that suddenly in the winter of his sophomore year, TV news The Internet reported that there has been a slight smog phenomenon in the local area, and reminded residents to wear masks when going out in winter.

At that time, the classmates discussed that it must be because of the development of light industry in the two development zones of Wucheng, and the smog or water pollution must follow. The classmates also discussed that there must be a water purifier at home. , Be sure to wear a mask that can prevent smog when going out.

And just after the winter vacation that year, the students all went back to school and brought homework for the winter vacation to report for the second semester. Fang Jie found that Gu Xiaocheng, who was sitting behind him, hadn't come. Usually "pampered", this wealthy person just can't stand this kind of environmental change, and if there is a little pollution or uncleanness, he will get sick immediately.At that time, he thought that Gu Xiaocheng was sick, so of course he was secretly happy. He wished that this buddy could not get sick because of the smoggy winter, so he could stay at home for the whole semester.

As a result, within two days of being happy, I learned from my classmates that Gu Xiaocheng's bastard did not come to report because his family hurriedly bought a house in Hainan because of the smog in Wucheng for the winter. When I arrive, I will go to Hainan for vacation.One of Gu Xiaocheng’s father’s friends was from Henan. Originally, the business in Wucheng was because of the good environment in Wucheng. He was also in the business of fire hydrants and fire extinguishers, which depended on his relationship with public institutions. In Wucheng, I had quite a few connections like that, so I gradually started doing business in Wucheng.Unexpectedly, when the development became stronger, even Wucheng, a clean place with beautiful mountains and rivers, caused smog in winter, forcing him to follow the example of his fellow villagers in Henan and go to Hainan to gather together to buy house.

Henan is a city with heavy industry, and the smog has been happening for a long time, which is more than ten times worse than Wucheng, so the villagers from Henan flocked to Hainan to buy houses.As far as it is a tourist city, the state also prohibits the development of industry in it.Housing prices in Hainan were even cheaper than they are now, and you can buy a very good one for 40 to [-] yuan.It’s just to get through the winter, and it’s really not necessary to buy it too well, but like Gu Xiaocheng’s family or Gu Xiaocheng’s father’s friend’s house in Henan who is in the fire hydrant and fire extinguisher business, even if it’s bought to survive every winter. They don't want to buy a house that is too bad, so it is impossible for them to get together and buy a group, so they must choose carefully.Knowing that the household registration is not there, and there is no big certificate like a land certificate when buying a house, and it can only be a small property right, they still bought a one-million-dollar set, purely for enjoyment.

When Fang Jie heard it at that time, it turned out to be the case. He himself had a miserable winter and bought a mask, but the quality was not good. I wore it all winter.His thought at that time was that if he bought another useful one, then this one would definitely be eliminated. If it was left idle before wearing it once or twice, then the money for buying it would be wasted, and he must wear it for a whole winter. Besides, next winter, keep your eyes open and buy a good mask.In fact, it was at that time that he likes to spend a long time shopping for things, saves his money to buy a good product, and refuses to be greedy for cheap and always buy unlicensed and low-quality products.He suffered for a whole winter, inhaled the ashes in his nose, and there was always a feeling of worms crawling in his throat. As a result, Gu Xiaocheng and his family went to Hainan for vacation, and he didn't even come to report. I can't say hello.

Fang Jie's nose was almost crooked that time.At that time, there was a faint idea in his heart that he wanted to work hard, and he wanted to start a business in the future and live a better life. Don't be so tight all the time, and never have a lot of money.If it weren't for the seeds planted in his heart at that time, he might not choose to start a small business of Hanfeng creative stationery in the future, but would choose to work in the company in a well-behaved manner.

It's a pity that his father, Fang, has been holding him back for many years.All day long, either he needs to deal with this matter, or he needs to help with that matter, which makes him unable to concentrate on his books, and the schools he takes are not very good.Fortunately, I still learned something in college. Otherwise, if I don’t have any skills when I graduate, what kind of capital will I use to start this small business now.

Fang Jie has been thinking about working hard since high school, trying to live a good life.But he never thought that one day, things would come before him, and it would be for him to rely on Gu Xiaocheng to live a good life instead of simply living a good life through his own efforts.This made him unable to react for a while, and he couldn't accept that it would be like this.

But there is also a feeling of inexplicable "the willows are dark and the flowers are bright in another village".So it can be like this?Have you lived by him?Do you really want to do this?

He couldn't answer himself, Gu Xiaocheng would always vaguely express to him: don't work so hard, no matter how hard you earn, you don't know when you will make a fortune, and a living person like me is here, wouldn't you use it?

Fang Jie never thought that things would be like this in front of him now.The normal state of the world is: it is easy to go from frugality to extravagance, but difficult to go from extravagance to frugality.And if it involves a person's nature and self-esteem, it's hard to say. It's hard to make a lazy person work hard, but it's also hard for a hardworking person to suddenly live by accepting gifts from others. It is also difficult.For example, this Fang Jie, let him live by Gu Xiaocheng now, he is afraid that he will not be able to look directly into his own eyes when he looks in the mirror in the future.

So every time Gu Xiaocheng vaguely hinted at that level to him, telling him not to work so hard and just think about how to "please" him, he would treat it as the east wind passing through his ears, like the wind in his ears, and he would treat it as if he heard it. It's the same as something I haven't heard before, or just a few sentences lead the topic to other things.

And he still has doubts about this relationship with Gu Xiaocheng.He admitted that he had been tempted - because Gu Xiaocheng suddenly grabbed his hand and said that he would send him to his country.Of course he likes his own country, besides, Jiangnan is rich in resources and the city is well developed, but he also wants to experience a different kind of life, it is a natural way to experience and go to other countries to see, Just like there are so many foreigners in this area of ​​Wucheng, and they also come to China to experience it. It is a very normal thing, and it does not mean that going to other countries is worshiping foreigners.Many white people from small places in Canada or Australia come to Wucheng and already feel that it is a big city, because their hometowns are not very rich. When they come to China to see a second-tier city, there is a kind of "shocking". I sigh, it's hard to imagine that if they go to Beijing and Shanghai, they will be as landless as Grandma Liu in the Grand View Garden.

Fang Jie also admitted that there was passion between them - if those few times were not passion, then he didn't know what kind of sex between fish and water could be called passion.

However, he still hesitated.He completely accepted Gu Xiaocheng's words, which meant that he walked into a door, entered a circle of gays, and closed the door of heterosexuality with his own hands behind him, possibly closing it forever.The first erotic experience was with a man. I don't know if this physical feeling will bring a kind of inertia and fetters. If the relationship with Gu Xiaocheng is fruitless, then after the end, he may Because of this inertia, I take the initiative to find the next man, instead of making a break with the gay world and switching to the arms of a woman.He may not fall in love with a certain man because of a physical relationship, but he may not be able to escape the habit that has formed in his body in the future.

Just because he is in such an extraordinary period now, the choices he made in the past few months will have such a long-term impact, he has to be cautious.Will Gu Xiaocheng want to be with him forever?Gu Xiaocheng is not a shepherd, so he probably doesn't just want to enjoy the thrill of chasing someone.What did Gu Xiaocheng's family say?Do you want to maintain this relationship with him forever?Has Gu Xiao thought about this problem intentionally?Or did he never think about that kind of problem at all, just blindly messing around, thinking about living with him for a day?

Fang Jie had to think about these questions.

But he didn't always think about these problems in a gloomy manner. After all, he was a man, and it was embarrassing to be "loved by his sons and daughters" all day long!At least he thought so.

He was sitting in the small shop at this time, dealing with some after-sales issues.Gu Xiao flickered as an adult, took another chair and sat behind him.

Seeing him replying to a bad review on the computer with almost abusive comments: Dear, we are very sorry for causing you trouble.The customer service here has already reported the problem to the factory, and must follow up as soon as possible.

Gu Xiaocheng looked up and asked first, "Isn't it a bad reviewer?"

Fang Jie didn't even raise his head, and said, "Even bad reviewers have to reply like this. Whenever I see a problematic review, I always reply like this. It's uniform. You can't quarrel with each other. If you quarrel with one word, you are right." , It’s very ugly when other buyers see it, they think you are in a handicraft workshop, and the business is not big, no matter how reasonable you are, people will see your jokes, you Turning into the image of a shrew cursing in minutes, like sitting on the ground and saying to people who come and go, "Guests, judge me", I don't want that. It's better to be unified like me. Comment back and follow up with a call on Monday.”

Gu Xiaocheng glanced at him and said, "I didn't expect you to have some scheming..." Fang Jie turned his head and glanced at him: "Yeah, can I have no scheming? Didn't you still imply that I worship money with my dad?" Is it? Why don’t you even touch it for three or five million yuan? ——Which money worshiper has no scheming? Huh?”

After speaking, I turned back.When Gu Xiaocheng heard this, he hurriedly lost his smile, put his arms on his shoulders with a contemptuous face, and said, "Oh, didn't I say that back then, I meant to get you to say a few words, why don't you Do you still remember today?" Fang Jie didn't turn his head, took some notes, and said, "I just don't want to argue with you... You always push your limits every time."

Gu Xiaocheng put his right arm on Fang Jie's right shoulder, and laid his whole body on Fang Jie's left shoulder, nodded, and asked, "Huh? Fang Jie, what you just said is so reasonable, but this... you Do you have a customer service? Do you have a factory? After working for a long time, you are the only customer service in your online store, and each person plays a few roles, and those processing factories are not yours, but you make it sound like your small sesame-sized shop has How big is it——I asked you if you were ashamed..."

Fang Jie wanted to get angry at first, but then he thought that if he got angry, he would fall into the tricks of Gu Xiaocheng, a bitch who knows how to grind his mouth when he is full and has nothing to do all day long, so he pouted without moving his expression. , I don't mean to catch ballast.Seeing that Gu Xiaocheng mocked him for not getting the response he deserved, he even moved his right arm, insisting that Fang Jie should respond to him.

Fang Jie was annoyed, turned around, and said, "It's none of your business if I lose my people!" After finishing speaking, he put down the pen with his right hand, and with one stroke, he threw Gu Xiaocheng's right arm back.

It was already past three o'clock in the afternoon, and suddenly there was a knock on the door.The sun was scorching outside, Fang Jie looked at the door that was closed tightly at this time, in the dim light, he couldn't see who was knocking on the door.Fang Jie's first reaction was to sit a little further away from Gu Xiaocheng, and then put his hand over his eyebrows to block some light, and saw clearly that the person outside the door was Xiao Qin, his father's tenant.

He got up and went to open the door, wanting to let Xiao Qin in, but Xiao Qin stood at the door and refused to go in, saying that he was going to class and happened to pass by here, saw him sitting inside, and greeted him at the door.

Fang Jie asked him what class he was going to take. He said that there was an English tutoring center in Gemstone Plaza. He recently "spend his money" to sign up for a one-year English tutoring class. It costs [-] yuan, but he pays it in installments.Fang Jie asked him if he worked in a Japanese company?Why do you need to make up English.He said that Japanese companies have to have English communication skills these days, and if they don’t take tutoring, they can only wait to be eliminated in the future.

Fang Jie nodded.The two chatted a few more words, then Xiao Qin went to class.

Fang Jie closed the door, walked back to the table, sat down, and asked Gu Xiaocheng: "Didn't he see it just now? That was Xiao Qin, my father's tenant just now." Gu Xiaocheng shrugged and said, "What can you see? No It's just hooking the shoulders, and it's not an exaggerated move." Fang Jie also shrugged and said, "Oh, don't worry, it should be fine."

Gu Xiaocheng heard their conversation just now, moved closer, and asked Fang Jie: "Hey? By the way, you can ask him after a while if he is doing well. If he is good, you can also sign up for that English school. Years, practice your spoken English."

Fang Jie was indifferent: "Practice oral English? I have difficulty writing it now, and you still ask me to practice oral English..." Gu Xiaocheng said: "You have to practice... It's only 2 yuan, and I'll pay you!"

He put it so "righteousness to the sky", the next day he went to the school to inquire about the situation first, and saw a bunch of beautiful English teachers who were as beautiful as flowers and jade, all of them were 23 or [-] years old.He went back in despair again, and said to Fang Jie: "Let me tell you, don't go to that English tutoring place, it's all a lie, I listened outside, and the pronunciation of each one is not standard. It’s so substandard, it’s so embarrassing that I’m guilty of cancer, and I still teach others! Isn’t this a lie? Don’t spend that unreasonable money, when you go online every day, I will teach you alone!”