I am your black forever

Generally speaking, Gu Xiaocheng is not the kind of man with a brain like a worm, and he doesn't think about filling Fang Jie's ass all day long.After all these years, he has more or less understood Fang Jie's deadly character.Fang Jie's problem now is that he may know what he wants in life, such as earning some money steadily and living a good life at home; but emotionally, he doesn't seem to know what he wants. What.

Some people have clear goals in their relationships. For example, they must find a rich man in the future, or find an affordable one, find a good temper, or if a man is looking for a woman, he must find a family. Rich, or gentle, and so on.Fang Jie, on the other hand, has no goals in this regard at all. Not only does he not know what personality and background he is looking for as his partner, he may not even know whether he wants to be with a man or a woman, and in the end The scary part is he's not bisexual.It's not that he has feelings for men as well as women, but he doesn't know who he himself has feelings for.

He has been nervous about money since he was a child, and he started to worry about money prematurely.When others go to the swimming pool, buy cold drinks, or travel abroad with his family during the summer vacation, he sits at home by the electric fan and fills out the "Application Form for Reduction of Tuition Fees" for the next year, "Application Form for Tuition and Miscellaneous Fees for Children of the Disabled" and helps his father Fill in the "Reimbursement Form for Low-income Households", "Application Form for Nursing Subsidy for Disabled Persons in Wucheng City" and so on.At that time, even the Civil Affairs Bureau was not yet fashionable to submit online, and he had to submit the forms to the school's office in charge of this matter and the lobby of the Civil Affairs Service Center in August.Generally, when the time for submitting the form is open, he is the first to submit it, fearing that the approval will be slow, which will affect his family's "fund allocation" for the next year.Because the two men in his family, one old and one young, are always in a pinch when they have no money at hand. If some subsidies are paid late, it may not be possible for them to live on.

He lived like this in middle and high school, he lived like this in college, and he still lived like this in the days when he supported a small shop by himself after college.Always tight, never lively.In fact, Gu Xiaocheng was right when he said that before, where there is a woman willing to be with him, it would be good if he can take care of his own and his father's life, and he can't take care of his girlfriend at all.Unless the kind of family is particularly rich, seeing that he looks good, maybe he is willing to associate with him.Generally, the families are also poor, so they probably wouldn't want to talk to him for their own sake.And the ones who are least likely to talk to him are those from well-to-do families. Girls in this type of family will not even want to find affordable men before they reach 25. Basically, they still focus on their own businesses at home. Boys, let alone someone like Fang Jie.But in China, there are the most girls from well-to-do families, so how can he get romantic feelings.

The problem is, he never wanted to fall in love.His days of worrying about money were numb, and that kind of higher spiritual pursuit—such as love, for him, seemed like something he shouldn't think about.It’s like the dark period from the late period of the Republic of China until the end of the three-year civil war, when a little bit of free love was just popular in China, and free love was only something that young masters and ladies should have. And the girls and boys at that time shouldn't have such so-called romantic things-but everything related to romance still has to be divided into classes.Fang Jie probably also knew his own situation, so he became more and more numb in this regard, and he himself didn't know who he had feelings for.He began to be a bit like the two youngest of the gourd brothers. When they were still in the gourd, if they were "prenatally taught" by good people at the beginning, they would be good people when they broke out of the shell; if they were "prenatally taught" by bad people ", when it breaks out of the shell, it becomes a bad person.

It may all depend on who influences him first.If a woman "seduces" him first, then he may be with a woman in the future and live a life, and he may feel "Oh, the relationship is like this, women are good." If a man "seduces" first He, then he is very likely to be with men in the future, and as he lives, he may feel, "Oh, the relationship is like this, it seems that I am more suitable to be with men."

But his current understanding of love is that men should be with women.So he faintly but strongly rejected Gu Xiaocheng in his heart.His love cognition of "men should be with women" does not come from his own heart, but from what he sees.He still sees men and women together most of the time, like in the past on the campus of the college, isn’t it always a man and a woman who get in and out of pairs? Yes, aren't they all a man and a woman?Just because almost everything he saw was like this, so he thought that men should be with women. It was not a strong desire from his heart, wanting to be with a woman, or having feelings for a woman. Body X has very strong desires.

He is so numb.I don't know if Gu Xiaocheng is aware of his numbness.Gu Xiaocheng just knows a little bit about his dead virtues - he takes softness and takes hardness, and regrets after it is done, he dare not take responsibility afterwards, and desperately wants to deny it and get rid of it.But Gu Xiaocheng knows that he is a very standard soft persimmon, a standard soft persimmon that eats soft and hard.Most men love soft girls, but Gu Xiaocheng likes soft persimmons.Fang Jie has been that soft persimmon for so many years, it has not changed, it has a red skin, juicy flesh and inner flesh, it is perfect, soft but not rotten, no matter how he squeezes it.

Gu Xiaocheng loves food the most.

Another week passed, and Lao Fang finally came to cook on the weekend.Lao Fang chose to come on Saturday, because on Sunday he had to go to the garden with their old neighbor, Lao Wu, and Lao Wu couldn’t go on Saturday, because his family wanted to come, so Lao Fang chose to come to his son’s place on Saturday. Come on.

At the dinner table, Xiao Fang was eating, and suddenly said: "Dad, didn't you say that you would come to live with me a while ago? I recently saw that the operation of the online store was a bit difficult, why don't you come and live, and then recruit another at home." Tenant, with a little more money every month, you can subsidize me for a while." When Lao Fang heard that there was a problem in the operation of Xiaofang's small shop, he immediately became very nervous and regarded it as a big matter, without even thinking about it, he blurted out : "Why didn't you tell me earlier, I said I would do this. I will post an advertisement on the website tomorrow to rent out my double room! Do you post it or I post it?" Xiao Fang replied: "You Post it."

The father and son said something to each other, and there was no chance for Gu Xiaocheng to intervene.He looked at Lao Fang for a while, and looked at Xiao Fang for a while.I found that Xiao Fang was avoiding his eyes on purpose, not looking at him on purpose; while Lao Fang was nervous because of the problem with his son's store, and couldn't care less about looking at him, and kept staring at his son Xiao Fang , discussing things.

Gu Xiaocheng knew that Fang Jie had suddenly set him aside.He took a few mouthfuls of rice first, and waited for the father and son to finish talking and discuss everything that needed to be discussed.Then, he said unhurriedly: "Uncle Fang, in fact, it's better for you to live with you. You can look at the house again. Once the landlord leaves, the tenant will not cherish it as much as the landlord is here." Time. I just rented it from Fang Jie, and I shared part of the rent with him. Isn’t it equivalent to getting the rent? And you are also living in the house over there, unlike here, The stairs are not spacious, and you have to go up and down to drink a sip of water and go to the toilet every day, how convenient is it?"

When Lao Fang heard it, wouldn't this be better?Naturally, he was very willing in his heart, and thought that Xiao Gu really had nothing to say.

When Xiao Fang heard this, he almost choked on his food. He just made a plan to make his father come over so urgently.Who would have thought that Gu Xiaocheng could "dissolve" it so easily.It is true that "the Tao is one foot tall, and the devil is one foot tall!" Gu Xiaocheng's "strength" cannot be underestimated!

During the next meal, Lao Fang kept thinking about his son Xiao Fang's business problems, fearing that his money turnover would not be effective, so he was always nervous.On the other hand, Xiao Fang kept thinking that this time it was a steal, not only did he not send Gu Xiaocheng away directly, but he even made up a lie about business difficulties, and made his father believe it so true when he told it. I'm afraid I'll have to worry about it all the time.And after this incident, on Gu Xiaocheng's side, isn't it equivalent to scaring the snake out of the grass?And at this dinner table, Xiao Gu's face remained normal, even if there was that gloom in his heart, it dissipated in a short while, but Fang Jie made a mistake this time, he had to write down this account first, We must count slowly in the future.Anyway, he's going to "pay the rent and officially move in" isn't he?

After the meal was over, Gu Xiaocheng asked Ying to do the dishes again - he never did the dishes, he would only do it when Lao Fang was around.Gu Xiaocheng was brushing in the small kitchen, and Lao Fang sat for a while at a small round table-shaped dining table that would be set up at the long table outside every meal time, then stood up, limped to the door of the kitchen, and followed Gu Xiaocheng. Xiaocheng said he went back first.After that, Fang Jie stood up preoccupied and sent his father to the door.

He used to send his father to the door and then turn back to the long table, but today, under the half-open iron door, he suddenly felt a panic.Firstly, he knew that he had just stunned the snake, no matter how many "big plans" he had, it would be difficult to move forward, he had already been discovered by that person, and he was already finished; secondly, he suddenly soberly remembered what Gu Xiaocheng said just now What does it mean if he wants to pay rent to his side and officially move in to live with him?Doesn't it mean that he will officially move in and torture him "bodily and spiritually" for a long time?

What to do in this way, he realized that he had just set himself another dead button to drill in.Or explain to Dad at night that the operation of the small store is still okay, and he doesn't need people to live in to share the pressure of the store rent.But he knew his father's kind of mind, as long as Lao Fang could get something in the account, he would not let it go.At that time, Lao Fang will think that since Xiao Gu has said that he wants to rent in and he is willing to pay this part of the rent, no matter whether the small shop has financial difficulties or not, it should not lose this part of the rent.With this extra money, if the small shop has difficulties, it can help in terms of money. Wouldn't it be better if the small shop has no difficulties?Save that money, and in the future, in case the money is not available, wouldn't you have an extra money to make up for it?

Lao Fang is a person who is as good as possible. He has the source of the account and is voluntary by others. He will not let it go. At that time, he will not care whether Xiao Fang really has operational difficulties.

But in fact, at this moment, unless Xiao Fang told his father that "Gu Xiaocheng may live here to rape me for a long time", unless Xiao Fang told his father such a serious and wretched word, Lao Fang would realize the seriousness As for refusing the rent from Xiao Gu, nothing else will work.Of course, the word "rape ^ dirty" is definitely not the truth, and this word is nothing more than Fang Jie's own "interpretation, reduction and cognition" of the last incident.But in Gu Xiaocheng's eyes, that's not the case at all. In his eyes, Fang Jie was just resisting him from approaching him with a defensive look, but when it really happened, his resistance was just like a serious woman. There will be that thin layer of reserve, once peeled off, he will sink into the senses within two strokes, as if he is so happy, except for refusing to scream, there is nothing else in his body. Everywhere tells him "he's having a great time".

It was only afterwards that he began to deny the occurrence of that incident, desperately trying to get rid of the fact that that night had happened.