I am your black forever

At nine o'clock the next morning, the two set off for Xiqiu Garden.This garden is much more peculiar than other gardens in Wucheng, most of all, it has the appearance of lush grass and long forests and thick shade to block out the sun.And the terrain also has a lot of ups and downs, as if it was built on several small hills.

Fang Jie not only had to follow Gu Xiaocheng "up and down" in the garden, but also had to take care of his buyers, bowing his head to answer some questions from time to time.But on the mobile phone, he uses Xun X voice input, so he doesn't need to type it all the time, which saves a lot of input trouble.As he walked, he was thinking to himself, it's good to go out for a stroll, and it seems easier to answer questions on the phone, after all, voice input is converted into text, the only shortcoming is that the mobile device is not regular.

When Gu Xiaocheng was answering other people's questions, he didn't bother him at all, but just led him to various scenic spots in the garden.When I walked to the Leaning Tower, I realized that it was not allowed to go up at all.Both Gu Xiaocheng and Fang Jie have not been here for many years. They only remember that when the primary school came to the spring outing, they were still allowed to go up, but they had to be led by the garden staff at that time and went up in batches.I still remember that when I came down from the wooden steps in the tower, there was a small niche on the inner wall of the tower on the right hand side of the third floor, which is said to be a relic of an eminent monk.Unexpectedly, it is completely closed now, and no one is allowed to go on it. Maybe it is afraid that there will be more damage, and the tilt is too strong after all.

For some reason, both of them feel a little regretful in their hearts. There is always a feeling that time is fleeting and time is gone. Somehow, they will think that opportunities are also fleeting. If they miss it inadvertently, they will never exist again.Like this tower, if you want to go up now, there is no chance, and only the memory of its interior is left, and that memory has become blurred, as if there are only a few winding stairs and the water coming in from the outside. The few beams of light illuminated the dark inside of the pagoda into a staggered appearance of light and dark, as if the humidity of thousands of years had accumulated inside, and no amount of ventilation could get it out.

The two natives of Wucheng didn't know until today that the tower was no longer allowed to enter. It can be seen that they really don't care much about this aspect.With a little bit of regret, I walked to the open place again, and came to a viewing platform, which was at the same height as the tower on the hill.There is a coin-operated telescope at the viewing platform, but the two of them have no interest in spending money to look far away, because they have good eyesight, so just look at it like this.One was thinking about some things, while the other put his mouth to the bottom of the phone to talk, and raised his eyes to look around, as if he didn't want the tourists who might pass by to hear what he said into the phone.

After Fang Jie finished speaking this time, Gu Xiaocheng asked him if he could go down.Because next to the viewing platform is a long stone staircase, which seems to be hanging empty, and the road is not surrounded by mud or trees, but only carved stone railings.From top to bottom, it seems a bit precarious.Gu Xiaocheng told Fang Jie not to worry about talking on the phone on this stone staircase.Fang Jie glanced at him and said he knew.As he walked all the way down, he was thinking in his heart: I don't know if my dad will come next week, if he goes to some garden next week and doesn't come, how should I ask him to move here and let Gu Xiaocheng What about going back to his house?Do you want to talk to my dad first... No, my dad can't say for sure, or if he thinks it doesn't matter if he lives with me, he will support him to live with me again.Do you want to tell my dad first?

Fang Jie's life was abruptly forced into a dead end and a dead end alley by himself. He could not make up his mind or make a decision. Even his closest relative—his father, could not be trusted to "conspire" with him to take care of Gu. Xiaocheng this "crime" was sent out.Because after all, he couldn't make things clear to his dad, for example, "Dad, I can't let Gu Xiaocheng live with me anymore, he raped me that night." Want to yell and kill 'Xiao Gu' away from his son.But the problem is that Fang Jie planned to rot it in his stomach without telling anyone.He felt ashamed when he told this to outsiders; and he was afraid that his father would be sad when he told this to his father.

So this can't be mentioned to his father, Lao Fang, and without knowing it, Lao Fang must still treat Xiao Gu as a good person.

So now Fang Jie is walking in a dead end alley, one end is blocked by a brick wall, and the other end is Gu Xiaocheng who looks more and more treacherous.

And he himself didn't dare to ask Gu Xiaocheng to let him go alone, he also "experienced" last night, there are many "instruments of torture" in the second drawer of the writing desk, Gu Xiaocheng is very likely to be People who just do what they say when they disagree.Then at that time, he was trapped in that small shop, he couldn't beat him, he couldn't run away, and he had to be taken care of by others.

Gu Xiaocheng saw that Fang Jie's face was so clear, with an expression of anxiety and calculation, so he squinted and stared at his face all the time.After Fang Jie was startled by his "gaze", he suddenly came back to his senses, and was so frightened that he quickly stopped his thoughts and turned to look around.

At noon, they went back to the gem square to have lunch, although it was a bit late when they arrived, and it was already one o'clock.But they agreed that the food in the scenic area was not very delicious, so they rushed back.After lunch at another restaurant in Gem Plaza, went to the dessert station.I ordered two cups of corn drink, one cold and one hot, and then I mixed them up.

In the afternoon, Fang Jie was downstairs taking care of the affairs of his own online store.Gu Xiaocheng was talking to his parents upstairs, asking them if they were used to living in New Zealand.They replied that it was okay, and reminded him not to forget to find a cleaning company to clean up the residence every week, and also reminded him to keep the infrared dome in the entire yard of the house open, and don’t forget to take the terminal of the alarm sensor with him when he went out .He answered everything one by one, thinking that it had been a long time since he had gone to that cleaning company for cleaning, and he might have to go back tomorrow, so he would make an appointment with them today and let them go tomorrow.

His father also specially reminded him not to forget to fertilize the small plum garden by the lake.What his father is most concerned about is the small plum garden and the two adjacent lotus ponds in his home.When winter turns to spring or summer ends and autumn begins, I always have to replenish the fat myself, but this year because I am not at home, I can only take care of my son to take care of it.Gu Xiaocheng agreed, and asked his father to rest assured that he would go to fertilize.

That night, Gu Xiaocheng asked Fang Jie if he could go home with him tomorrow, saying that he needed someone to clean his house for two hours, so he had to stay at home for two hours, and then he could take care of the Internet in his room He does the business of the online shop, and he goes to fertilize the plum garden.Fang Jie saw what he said as if it should be taken for granted, as if his family's affairs were also his Fang Jie's affairs, and if he went back to take care of the housekeeping, Fang Jie would have to accompany him to take care of it.Fang Jie disagreed with his attitude and thoughts very much, and felt that it had nothing to do with him. Besides, his legs and feet were very convenient now, so what if he took a taxi to go back by himself, and he had to find someone to accompany him.

But Fang Jie suddenly thought again, what if this guy goes home and brings a bunch of things in bags, what should he do? It's too late to drive him away now, don't bring another batch at that time, Then he can really take root here, and there is really no way to remedy it.It's like a wooden house that has been eaten away by termites. There is no way to remove the termite damage and stabilize the house if it has to be knocked down. This is called a terminal illness.

In order to prevent Gu Xiaocheng's scourge from further corrupting his small shop that he had worked so hard to rent and maintain, Fang Jie "graciously" agreed.Gu Xiaocheng was also very happy to see that Fang Jie was willing to accompany him home to take care of the housework so readily.

The next day, Gu Xiaocheng made an appointment with the cleaning company for a time slot from [-]:[-] pm to [-]:[-] pm.He and Fang Jie arrived at the door at five minutes to three, and the people from the cleaning company had already arrived.Standing at the door, Fang Jie was watching a group of people moving things ranging from small buckets, basins, rags, floor cleaners to large high-pressure cold water washers and pulse dust collectors to Gu's garden. He was stunned by the battle, because he had only seen some large-scale cleaning equipment in some small factories in Xiqiu District, and they were all industrial dust removal equipment. He did not expect that Gu Xiaocheng's household cleaning equipment could also be used.He suddenly thought that when he first came here, Gu Xiaocheng said that he had broken his leg, and that night he mistakenly thought that the cleaning work of the huge garden of the Gu family was done by the three members of the Gu family themselves. People, there are some things that you will never do yourself. It turns out that so many people from the cleaning company are invited to clean up efficiently in a short time.

It was in vain that he still had some sympathy at the time, thinking that his house was big and inconvenient, he slipped and fell while cleaning up.

He looked at the figures carrying equipment and utensils inside, and he felt a little sour for a while, thinking that he would have to take a mop to mop the first and second floors when he returned home. After this comparison, it's a bit of a bad taste—it's not the bad taste of jealousy, it's just a feeling that people are really incomparable, so it's just a kind of sigh.Cleaning up every Sunday is a must for him, except last Sunday when he himself had just been "made" the night before and his ass was so sore he didn't even want to walk, let alone anything Do the cleaning.

After the cleaning team went in, Gu Xiaocheng and Fang Jie followed and locked the door.

Next, the cleaning staff cleaned, and Gu Xiaocheng went to the garage in a separate backyard of his house to get fertilizer and a shovel to fertilize the plum garden.Fang Jie, on the other hand, sat on the desk in Gu Xiaocheng's room and surfed the Internet.Because he doesn't want to log in to Gu Xiaocheng's desktop computer, he still uses the chat tool of the online store on his mobile phone.

Sitting in front of Gu Xiaocheng's huge writing desk, looking out the window casually, one can see Gu Xiaocheng squatting in the small plum garden by the lake to fertilize.Fang Jie just stared at the squatting figure leaning towards him for a few more times, and he didn't know what was going on in his mind, and it seemed that at that moment, he was not thinking about anything.Gu Xiaocheng became a person in a picture frame, allowing him to take a closer look at it from a distance.

Gu Xiaocheng's room is on the second floor, and in front of the writing desk is a row of square window lattices of ancient buildings, with tempered glass sandwiched inside. The window lattice is like a wooden picture frame, and the tempered glass is like calligraphy and painting. The upper layer of mounting framed Gu Xiaocheng's figure in this way.Or maybe the toughened glass is like the glass slide used when looking at the microscope when doing experiments in biology class in junior high school. Gu Xiaocheng's shrunk body was pressed under the glass slide, allowing him to take a good look at it without any pressure. .

The usual Gu Xiaocheng put him under pressure.Leaving aside the pressure of Gu Xiaocheng's own superior conditions to make him worthless compared to him, he has brought him a kind of oppression invisibly, no matter when his little daughter-in-law looks pitiful , or when he commits a sex crime and gets raped in a daze, he always makes him feel oppressed.Maybe it's because Fang Jie felt in his heart that he couldn't get rid of Gu Xiaocheng, and that Gu Xiaocheng would slowly force him to accept things that he wasn't ready to accept.

Just like many things, no one will force you to do it.If a man lives with a woman for a long time, as long as the woman does not force the man to marry, he can procrastinate indefinitely.This man can choose to marry or not, unless the woman forces him hard enough, he decides to get married.And put this situation on Fang Jie, that is, if there is no one like Gu Xiaocheng to force him, he can choose to be with a woman in the future, he doesn't have to be with someone like Gu Xiaocheng; but If someone as powerful as Gu Xiaocheng came to force him, he might really be able to accept this relationship.

And it was precisely this kind of persecution that made Fang Jie aware of the pressure, even the crisis.He's not a very strong-tempered person.For example, some men are forced to marry by women. If they are strong-tempered, they will not get married if they don’t want to get married. If they want to get married, they will break up.And if he is also a person with a very strong personality, if he says not to engage in this kind of relationship, he will not engage in this kind of relationship, and if you insist on it, get out.

And he is not.He is afraid of soft and hard.When others are soft, like that bitch pretending to be a little daughter-in-law before, his heart softens, and he begins to be reluctant; when others are hard, like that bitch tried to rape X before, and then succeeded in seducing X forcefully, He also let people go.So he is the opposite of the kind of person who "does not eat soft and hard food". He eats both soft and hard food, and he always seems to eat "with relish".

So he felt an infinite sense of crisis.Because he seems to be aware of these weaknesses of his own.

At this moment, sitting in front of the window and looking at Gu Xiaocheng's shrunken body in the plum garden on the first floor outside the window, he was still thinking: Oh, what should I do about this...

But at this time, Gu Xiaocheng finished loosening the soil, and he didn't know if he sensed that someone was looking at him on the second floor, so he raised his eyes to look at his own window, and sure enough, he saw Fang Jie resting his head on one elbow and resting his chin looking at him. side.He smiled upwards, but Fang Jie didn't expect him to look at him for a moment, so he couldn't dodge in time, he was stunned for more than ten seconds, and looked at Gu Xiaocheng with a dazed expression.In the end, she rolled her eyes at him and lowered her head again.

After lowering his head, he suddenly felt a little regret again.Thinking that he knew it a long time ago, he curled his lips and smiled generously, which was regarded as a response.As a result, he gave that bitch a blank look, and lowered his head again, making it look like he was "obsessed" looking at his figure with his chin resting on his back, and then he was smashed by this "obsessed stare", and instead a kind of To blame, it was as if he gave him a blank look.

He thought: Oh, what a mistake!

That night, after they all took a shower and sat on the bed, they didn't talk much.Fang Jie never talked to Gu Xiaocheng, and Gu Xiaocheng could tell that he was thinking about things all day - he didn't dare to ask Fang Jie, "What are you thinking about?" Because men don't like people saying they are thinking about things . "Worries" are exclusive to women. Women who think about things in their hearts are called "thinking about things", men who think about things in their hearts can only be called "thinking about things"; ", and a man thinks a lot of things in his heart, it can only be called "thinking a lot of things".But Fang Jie's face clearly shows that he has a lot of things on his mind, but Gu Xiaocheng can't ask directly, for fear that he will be annoyed, afraid that he will say, "What are you thinking? There is nothing on my mind! I am thinking about my little one. Things in the store!"

Gu Xiaocheng also seems to know that Fang Jie has a good face, and men don't want others to know that they are worrying about relationship-related matters, so Gu Xiaocheng can only pretend not to see it.

But until [-]:[-], Fang Jie still had the same face, it was obvious that he was not thinking about the "business" related to his career, but was thinking about the "mind" related to his relationship, but he didn't say a word to him. Gu Xiaocheng said.The air is not indifferent, but there is a kind of weirdness.Gu Xiaocheng couldn't bear it anymore, and sent a WeChat message to Fang Jie's phone.

At this time, both of them were sitting under the quilt, each scrolling on their mobile phones.

Gu Xiaocheng sent a message to the mobile phone of the people around him, but did not ask.He wrote on the message: What have you been thinking all day?

After Fang Jie received it, he was obviously taken aback.Only then did he know that he had to turn his head to look at the person sitting next to him.Gu Xiaocheng knew that he had received the message he sent, so he asked, "Have you received it? Haven't replied me yet?" By the way, he glanced at his mobile phone.But seeing Fang Jie retracting his hand subconsciously, he seemed to see something that was not quite right.

Since they lived together, they have hardly passed any information to each other.At this time, Gu Xiaocheng snatched Fang Jie's mobile phone and took a look, only to see that Fang Jie had changed his WeChat name into the word "bitch".

What?Bitch?

He squinted at the past, and Fang Jie suddenly felt panic. The day after the incident of seducing X, he angrily changed Gu Xiaocheng's Wechat name to "bitch", and he never used Wechat to communicate with him anyway. Contact, because they live together, if you have anything to say, just say it, not to mention, I have been ignoring him for a while.How did I know that I was directly caught while sitting on the bedside today.

Fang Jie faltered, but couldn't explain anything.He took back the phone and changed that "slut" to Gu Xiaocheng's name again.Gu Xiaocheng glanced at him several times, guessing in his heart, probably after that day, he decided to vent his anger in a conflicted and indignant mood, and changed his name to "slut".Gu Xiaocheng thought about it, forget it, and decided not to care about it.