What is it like to find someone for your ex?

The man rolled his trousers and wore a straw hat. The clothes on his body were covered with mud, and he couldn't see his original appearance clearly. From a distance, he looked like an ordinary migrant worker.

Guan Qing's expression was blank for a moment.

The two looked at each other for a moment, Xie Xu couldn't hold back anymore.He put his hands on the brim of his hat, lowered his hat to cover the wound on his forehead, and said in a hoarse voice:

"It's too dangerous here, you—"

He couldn't continue, because he clearly saw Guan Qing standing in the heavy rain crying.

It was the kind of full blown cry.

Guan Qing lost his strength all of a sudden, his feet went limp, and he almost fell to the ground.

He fell into an embrace, which was not warm, after all, he had been drenched in the heavy rain for so long.

Sweat, rain, earthy smell.

All kinds of smells intertwined into the word "Xie Xu", grabbed Guan Qing's ankle, and pulled him back to the ground who was floating in the air.

All the grievances and fears were vented out at this moment.Guan Qing reached out and grabbed the corner of Xie Xu's clothes, holding it tighter and tighter.

Xie Xu turned around and picked him up, let Guan Qing lean on him, and said in a low voice:

"I'll take you to a safe place first, and I'll take you back when the rain stops."

"How dangerous it is for you to come here. The road here is not good, and it is easy to slip when driving."

"What are you doing squatting next to someone's body... It scared me."

Xie Xu greeted the team members, covered Guan Qing's head with the borrowed raincoat, and walked out.

Guan Qing kept silent.

Xie Xu thought he was asleep, so he tilted Guan Qing up and let his head rest on his shoulder to avoid the rain.Turning his head, he met Guan Qing's eyes.

That look made Xie Xu feel bad for a moment.

Careful, unbelievable, with tears in his eyes, gentle and fragile in the gloomy environment, Guan Qing pursed his lips, as if he was having the best dream in his life, unwilling to wake up.

"I'll never—"

Xie Xu hesitated and spoke.

Guan Qing shook his head, carefully pinched his ears with his hands, as if to confirm whether this person was real.He said:

"I love you."

He buried his head in the pit of Xie Xu's shoulder, and whimpered softly like weeping: "Xie Xu, I love you."

Xie Xu stopped.

The rain was loud, and luckily it was loud.

In this way, Guan Qing would not hear his obviously fast heartbeat.

——He was both distressed and moved beyond measure.

"You don't need to use it. I didn't expect this heavy rain to be so severe. The road was closed before I entered the mountain. There was an accident ahead and there was a shortage of manpower. I came to help. The signal is not good, and the phone can't go out... Nothing will happen to me."

Xie Xu was silent for a while, tightened the hands that passed through Guan Qing's knees, and walked forward slowly.

Guan Qing's hand holding the corner of Xie Xu's clothes trembled.

He took a breath and asked tremblingly:

"Are you going to be okay?"

Anger surged to his head, even overwhelmed the joy, gratitude, and joy that just surged, he was almost incoherent: "The person in that car, that dead alpha, they, do they know that something will happen to them? Does their family know?"

"Where did you get the confidence?" He suppressed tears, trembling with anger, "Something happened to you, I..."

what should I do.

A thunderstorm rang in my ears, and the rain was heavy, piercing my body like a knife.Xie Xu wiped his face, didn't answer, walked forward with Guan Qing behind his back, and said:

"Go to a safe place first, this is still at the foot of the mountain."

He said as he walked, "You really don't have to worry about me. I will protect myself and you."

Guan Qing wanted to hold back, but couldn't, he was so angry that he was about to laugh:

"So I don't have to know anything, and can't know it, do I?"

Thank you for your silence.

"You, do you think you are great?" Guan Qing was so angry that he didn't choose what to say, "Very powerful, very great, you think I have always admired you and looked up to you—"

"I haven't." Xie Xu said sullenly.

"You—" Guan Qing paused, "Of course I understand that everyone will worry about gains and losses, and everyone will be afraid to be honest with themselves, but..."

There was another thunder, Xie Xu looked down at his feet, and quickened his pace.Guan Qing stopped talking, he was keenly aware of something wrong.

He looked up and looked at the sky.

The rain was so heavy that the entire field of vision was covered by heavy rain, and nothing could be seen clearly.Guan Qing's eyesight was not good either, he vaguely saw a small black figure, and thought it was some kind of animal.

The next second, a piece of gravel fell behind them, making a loud noise.

Xie Xu walked quickly with Guan Qing behind his back, knowing nothing about everything.

The road is too narrow.The base camp of the search and rescue force is on the other side, and this road is the fastest.Guan Qing raised his head and looked ahead, suddenly feeling ominous.

He heard something.

Like the sound of thunder, but not the sound of thunder, from far to near, it fell down in a black mass——

Guan Qing thought of a possibility, he froze all over and got goosebumps all over his body.

He whispered in Xie Xu's ear, "Xie Xu, let me down first."

Xie Xu asked him, "What's wrong?"

Guan Qing's hearing has always been sharper than Xie Xu's. In this rainy day, everyone can't see clearly, and the range of sight is less than five meters with a flashlight on, so hearing is extremely important.

Guan Qing jumped off Xie Xu's back, patted Xie Xu on the shoulder, and shouted: "Run to the side! Quick!"

Xie Xu frowned, and looked back at him: "What's wrong, I'd better carry your back, you—"

With the light of the flashlight, Xie Xu captured Guan Qing's expression at that moment.

Guan Qing was drenched, looking at him with gentle and loving eyes, Guan Qing stared at him so deeply, as if she wanted to remember this look for a long time.

Through the heavy rain, he rolled his eyes at Xie Xu.

Xie Xu panicked.

It was obviously only a second, but it was infinitely extended and slowed down in his sight.He stretched out his hand, wanting to hold Guan Qing, wanting to hug him up, he said in a panic:

"What's the matter, can you tell me, let's solve it together."

"If, if there is a next time—" Guan Qing pursed her lips, smiling uglier than crying.

"What next time?" Xie Xu was sweating profusely.

Guan Qing pushed Xie Xu's back and urged him to run forward, the voice was getting closer, this time Xie Xu heard it too.

"Ahead is—"

"It's too late." Xie Xu heard Guan Qing say softly.

The vibrations on the ground became more and more severe, and the two of them were almost thrown into the air.Guan Qing stepped on the gravel and suddenly burst out with a huge force, he pushed Xie Xu out forcefully.

Xie Xu turned his head, his pupils constricted.

He watched Guan Qing smile at him, mouthed something, and then——

That smile, and the person smiling at him... was covered by a mass of sliding dirt and rubble.

The gravel fell right at his feet, just a little bit, if there was no push from Guan Qing, he would be the one who fell on it now.

Guan Qing's last words were...

--'I love you'.

Xie Xu's mind went blank for a moment.

His face was covered with mud, and he got up, digging out the gravel with his bare hands like crazy.

In the heavy rain, there were bursts of cries on the verge of collapse.

It seems that this man... has been cornered.

.

In the darkness, Guan Qing heard his own heartbeat.

Once, again, the sound was not loud, but extremely firm.

For some reason, the moment he pushed Xie Xu away, he was so sure that he would not die.

Xie Xu is still in this world, he hasn't loved enough, and he hasn't finished what he wants to do... He can't leave.

It was a very miraculous feeling. At the moment of dying, he saw so clearly the future between him and Xie Xu.

A house by the sea, a cat and a dog, a little boy stepping on the sand and yelling.

A man with a vague face was next to him, holding his hand, and the two of them clasped their fingers tightly.

The man's voice was low and sweet:

"Wait for me for a while, just for a while."

"I... will be here soon, don't go."

Guan Qing was very at a loss, he wanted to ask the man what he meant, but he couldn't speak.Like a puppet being pulled by a string, he opened his mouth and said:

"it is good."

"I'll wait no matter how long."

Everything in front of me disappeared, and everything returned to darkness.

In the darkness where he couldn't see his fingers, he heard his own heartbeat again.This time, another voice sounded, and it was also a heartbeat.

The two heartbeats were chaotic at the beginning, and gradually closed in frequency, until finally——

resonance.

A ray of light flashed at the end of the line of sight, and the gap gradually expanded, eventually sweeping through all consciousness.

At the end of the light, he saw a pair of eyes.

With tears in his eyes, sad and affectionate, he watched him.The color of those eyes is very light, shining like glass in the light, it is fascinating.

He reaches for those eyes, and—

Guan Qing lay on the hospital bed and opened his eyes.There was a half-peeled apple and a fruit knife on the table. The apple was half oxidized.

There is one more letter.

Guan Qing looked around first, but he didn't see the person he expected, and he felt a little bit disappointed.

He picked up the letter, and on the cover was Xie Xu's handwriting:

'To my lover Guan Qing'.

He stroked the cover and stroked the line.Xie Xu's handwriting is not pretty, he looks a bit like a junior high school student, but he writes very seriously, Guan Qing can almost see through those words that Xie Xu is holding the pen seriously and writing stroke by stroke.

Guan Qing paused, but didn't open it immediately.

He turned on his phone and checked the time - he had only been lying down for about a day.

He looked at today's date, suddenly remembered something, and called the cake shop.

Guan Qing was not seriously injured, because he ran fast, was buried in a shallow place, did not suffocate, and was even lucky not to be hit by gravel.Passed out only due to overtiredness and a minor concussion.

Weibo push suddenly popped up.

Guan Qing hesitated for a moment, clicked on it, just saw the first two words were 'plagiarism', wanted to look down, but the doorbell suddenly rang.

The doorbell rang very quickly, one after another.Guan Qing got out of bed, her legs were still a little weak.He slowed down before walking to open the door.

The person who didn't see the door clearly slapped him across the air, Guan Qing turned his head to avoid it, and looked with a frown——

The young man was out of breath, his face was pale, and there were countless emotions such as fear, jealousy, and madness on his face.

He pointed at the tip of Guan Qing's nose, his whole body was shaking non-stop.

...It's Jiang Lu.