What is it like to find someone for your ex?

"beep--"

The sound of rain outside the window gradually sounded, the cold winter wind mixed with bean-sized raindrops, knocking on the window little by little, it sounded like hail at first glance.

Such a winter should not have such a rain, but it did come.

Guan Qing held the phone, did not turn on the light, and no one answered the phone.As the sky darkened, he sat on the floor of the small rented house. The heating was not strong enough and it was a bit cold.

For a moment he didn't know what to do.

At this time, the mobile phone rang suddenly.Guan Qing hurriedly opened WeChat, and there was a short sentence from Xie Xu: "I'm in a small town, the signal is not good, so I'll talk about it later, good boy."

Xie Xu's voice was very low, and there were noisy voices on his side. In the overwhelming rain, he had to listen very carefully to hear clearly.

The prompt bar at the top of WeChat showed 'the other party is talking', Guan Qing waited patiently, but there was intermittent, after a long time, Xie Xu sent a voice over:

"If," he paused, exhaled lightly, and then seemed to smile, "if it's a breakup, don't talk about it. If you don't talk to me anymore, I will understand and won't bother you anymore."

Let him understand.

Don't tell him, don't remind him, don't...let him see the truth.

He also wanted to dream for a while, even if it was to lie to himself.I lied to myself that Guan Qing's signal was not good, Guan Qing's mobile phone was broken, and Guan Qing was busy, not——

Don't want him anymore.

Guan Qing figured out what Xie Xu meant almost instantly.His nose was sore, and he was almost on the verge of tears.

The heavy rain in the same world, the two listened through the microphone.

Guan Qing listened carefully to the two voice notes twice. Xie Xu seemed to be in an extremely noisy environment, with various people yelling at the top of their throats in non-standard S city dialect behind him.Guan Qing sniffed and typed: "I'm here to find you."

Xie Xu did not reply.

Guan Qing cooked a bowl of noodles for herself, and flipped through Xie Xu's recent Weibo while eating.Xie Xu recently posted less frequently on Weibo, occasionally retweeting advertisements for new movies, and some psychological content.

Guan Qing waited for a long time, but Xie Xu's phone call still couldn't get through, he was a little anxious.Turning on the TV casually, it happened to be a local news station in S city. The female anchor was wearing professional attire with a decent smile: "The following is a piece of news. Recently, a torrential rain hit our city, and landslides and mudslides occurred in Taohuashan and other mountains. Citizens, please—"

Landslide, mudslide disaster.

Guan Qing picked up a chopstick of noodles absently, and checked WeChat again, but there was still no reply.He paused with his chopsticks, and went through the words in the news in his mind, and his whole body froze suddenly.

- "I'm in a small town".

He opened WeChat with shaking hands, and listened to Xie Xu's voice note again.This time he put on the earphones, turned the volume to the maximum, and listened to the noisy voice behind Xie Xu who was yelling in dialect.There were children crying, the sound of an old man smoking a cigarette, and a woman speaking in a dialect, complaining: "Why is this road so slippery? It's raining too much. When will Potaohua Town be able to build a big road?" .”

The man next to her persuaded her: "Soon, we will enter the mountain after this section."

Her dialect was not pure S City dialect, but Guan Qing understood her.When he was writing his dissertation, he went to Peach Blossom Town in order to collect some extreme cases.Taohua Town is sparsely populated and located in the mountains. The dialect spoken there has its own system, and the roads are not accessible. At that time, Guan Qing entered the town in a bullock cart.

A chill came up from the soles of his feet, and Guan Qing was stunned.More panic and fear than anger.He really wanted to comfort himself, it was because he had heard or thought wrong, or this Peach Blossom Town was not the town Xie Xu was going to at all.But he can't.

Mudslides, landslides.

Xie Xu didn't reply for a long time, is it because the signal is not good, or...

Guan Qing's eyes darkened.

Taohua Town is remote, and you can only drive to the foot of the mountain by car. After that, you can either climb the mountain by yourself, or take a bullock cart or motorcycle.

Guan Qing's whole heart was hanging in the air, more flustered than ever before.He found the car keys, picked up some food, a first aid kit, and clothes, and opened the door.

There was a burst of white light and the sound of a shutter, and a microphone came in front of him, and the reporter asked, "Hello, Mr. Guan, can you explain the plagiarism incident and—"

Guan Qing almost forgot about it.

"Sorry, I have no comment."

With red eyes, he blocked everything and wanted to go out, but he couldn't.Many people blocked him, blocked him, everyone accused him of plagiarizing other people's achievements, and every sentence implied that he clings to Xie Xu and takes advantage of Xie Xu's love.

"No plagiarism...I love him, it has nothing to do with his identity." He was sweating anxiously, worried and flustered, almost on the verge of tears.

"Then I would like to ask Mr. Guan, where is the evidence? Some people say that Mr. Xie and Jiang Lu have long been secretly married and have a contractual relationship with you. May I ask—"

"roll!"

Guan Qing couldn't take it anymore, he was already on the verge of emotional collapse, and he was still trapped inside by this group of nonsense people.

Countless shutter sounds recorded his red-eyed and embarrassed appearance.

"If there is something wrong with him," Guan Qing pointed at these people, with red eyes and a stern expression, "I want you all to pay the price."

His eyes flicked across every face present, as if he was really remembering everyone, his cold eyes made people feel chills behind.

This is quite different from Guan Qing's usual gentle and humble appearance.

Those reporters were shocked, and they couldn't help but give way.When Guan Qing was almost at the end of the corridor, someone came to his senses and wanted to stop him:

"You mean Xie Xu? What's wrong with Xie Xu?"

This is news that is countless times bigger than Guan Qing's plagiarism.

Guan Qing didn't answer, but more and more people came to stop him, and it seemed that he was about to return to the original situation for a while.After all, Guan Qing was only one person, and when he was almost at his wit's end, a voice came in out of thin air.The person who came was gentle and polite, and spoke slowly, but in a noisy environment, he carried an aura that could not be ignored:

"I have already remembered all the publishers and media one by one. Some media have reposted Weibo more than the specified number, and they can sue for defamation. I hope you know."

Everyone was silent.

"It's better than this," Ye Zi smiled, "Everyone can't ask any news here, I'll buy you a cup of coffee with money, everyone should go home as soon as possible."

"What are you—" A young reporter objected.

The old reporter beside him immediately stopped him, gave Ye Zi an apologetic smile, and then whispered an explanation to the young reporter.The mobile phones of the people present rang one by one, and everyone's expression changed after reading the text message. After greeting Ye Zi, they packed up their equipment and left.

Guan Qing was holding the key, and was about to squeeze out when the exit door was vacant, but Ye Zi held her back.

He looked at Ye Zi with a blank look in his eyes.After Ye Zi said something to him, Guan Qing's eyes were finally focused, and it was as if he saw Ye Zi.His originally accumulated anger finally dissipated when he saw someone he was familiar with, and he said to Ye Zi: "Thank you, Ye Zi, but I have something urgent right now."

"Are you going to save Xie Xu?" Ye Zi twitched the corner of his mouth.

"I know there's nothing I can do if I go, but," Guan Qing didn't hesitate, "I just want to accompany him."

Either live with him or die with him.

Thank you for being so afraid of being alone.

Thinking of Xie Xu staying in that kind of place alone, thinking of Xie Xu struggling in the gravel in the mountains and unable to escape, the picture of Xie Xu with pale face, blood all over his head, and smiling weakly at him appeared in his mind.Guan Qing felt that he couldn't wait any longer, and he wanted to see Xie Xu now.

He wasn't ready yet, but this kind of mental preparation...he would never be able to do it well.

"Say something inappropriate," Ye Zi handed him the hot coffee in his hand, and stood in front of him, saying, "Xie Xu said he was there, do you really believe it?"

Guan Qing paused and looked at him: "Ye Zi, thank you for saving me just now. But—"

Ye Zi could tell that Guan Qing was not happy.

At this time, Guan Qing was like a dynamite bag that would ignite at any point, but he couldn't tolerate the slightest bit of sand in his eyes when it came to anything related to Xie Xu.

"I know you're in a hurry." Ye Zi supported his shoulders and said slowly, "You're not curious. Why did he go to such a place in person when there was a forecast of heavy rain early in the morning? Thanks for your kindness." Identity, what is there to do by yourself in the mountains at the risk of going to the mountains?"

"And, come to think of it, he planned to treat you last night—"

"Ye Zi." Guan Qing stood still and interrupted him.He looked up at Ye Zi slightly, and said, "Thank you, I know what you want to say."

"First of all, I believe that Xie Xu is not that kind of person." He smiled, his face was pale, and when he mentioned Xie Xu, his originally angry expression became gentle and tender, "I have thought a lot this day. I am willing...willing Accept every one of him."

Whether it is the sunny and cheerful Xie Xu, the hooligan Xie Xu, the handsome Xie Xu...

Xie Xu is still naive and immature, Xie Xu is gloomy and extreme, and Xie Xu lacks a sense of security.

"Everyone's personality is complex, right?" Guan Qing smiled, "Since he is willing to accept me like this, I am also willing to accept him. He has no sense of security, he is... childish, dishonest, dishonest If you are willing to be honest with me and abuse your gender advantage, I am willing to accompany him to correct it a little bit, and it doesn't matter if he can't correct it.

"That's the kind of him I fell in love with."

"Maybe I don't have the same personality as him, maybe we will consume each other's enthusiasm when we get along...Since he is willing to embrace me like this, I am also willing to embrace him, no matter what kind of him he is."

Guan Qing didn't smile, but the curve of the corner of his mouth was extremely gentle, it was a look that almost made people want to sink in, gentle, tolerant and affectionate.Guan Qing was immersed in his unreserved love, and it seemed to be shining in the cloudy sky.He said:

"How do you know if you don't try?"

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【Trailer】

"There are so many people in this world, he is not the only one who can accept you - he is not the best and most suitable one."

"Is it suitable... is it important?" Guan Qing remembered what Xie Qing said to Chris, he opened the umbrella, took a last look at Ye Zi, and said with a smile:

"But I feel lucky to fall in love with him like this."