What is it like to find someone for your ex?

"Is the matter over? I'll pick you up." Xie Xu said to Guan Qing in WeChat.

The road here is a bit congested, the assistant has something to do at home, and Xie Xu hasn't been filming recently, so he simply gave them a holiday.When stuck in traffic, Xie Xu lowered his head and swiped his phone.He randomly clicked into a webpage and froze all over——

It was a well-known psychology website, and a paper was published on it.

This paper is very similar to the other paper from the topic to the research methods and research angles.

This is……

Xie Xu felt a chill from his scalp to the soles of his feet.He shook his hands to call Jiang Lu, and as soon as he got through, before the other person could speak, he slammed his face and said:

"What's the matter with you? Didn't you promise me—"

"I'm sorry," Jiang Lu's voice was still so greasy and soft, making people want to see if he has grown bones, "It's not your mother, who obviously agreed before, but suddenly changed her mind."

Xie Xu could barely hear what he was talking about, his eyes went dark and his tinnitus was severe.

In this way... how sad Guan Qing must be.

He knew how much Guan Qing liked psychology and how much he had paid for it, so when he heard that Guan Qing was going to apply for a graduate student from a famous professor, he was sincerely happy for him.

——Until he found out that the professor's surname was Wang.

It wouldn't be such a coincidence, he tried to reassure himself.

Guan Qing's foundation is not good, his thinking is bold but lacks theoretical support, and he has neglected his studies for many years. He is completely incomparable with those talented and solid foundation students of S University.

Even with Ye Zi's recommendation, Guan Qing shouldn't be greatly appreciated by Professor Wang, and even let Professor Wang make an exception to reserve this spot for him.There are too many coincidences, Xie Xu has to think about it.

Indeed, Guan Qing's talent alone cannot make that professor let go of his status.

But Wang Yun can.

That Professor Wang is obviously not a person who is indifferent to fame and wealth, as you can see from the rows of famous antique paintings in his office.

Guan Qing must not let Guan Qing know about this matter, Xie Xu thought.Let Guan Qing know how sad he should be, and his Guan Qing should be happy, doing what he wants to do, and going to the place he likes.

and……

If Guan Qing knew that all the troubles were caused by thanking Xu, what would happen to Guan Qing?

...would hate him.

His identity didn't work for Professor Wang, he had no choice but to hook up with Jiang Lu, and was forced to agree to some of Jiang Lu's requests.

He clearly arranged everything, what link went wrong?

Xie Xu's brain was in chaos.

He was fidgety and confused, barely looking at the road, and drove straight ahead until he hit something and was startled by the airbag that popped out.

A group of people gathered around, pointing at Xie Xu's car. The front of the SUV slammed into the utility pole hard, and the whole body was deformed. Only then did Xie Xu suddenly regain his senses.

He looks at the crowd outside.At this time, he had no choice but to go down, but if he went down, it would cause commotion and a dilemma.

It was raining outside the car window.

The winter rain came suddenly, wrapped in the cold wind, and pierced my face.

A man separated the crowd with an umbrella, and he knocked on Xie Xu's window.

Xie Xu opened the door and looked at Guan Qing, feeling extremely complicated for a while.He was joyful, guilty, and guilty, but in the end the joy prevailed, and he said, "Qingqing, I..."

Guan Qing didn't say a word, his expression was indifferent.

Xie Xu's heart suddenly turned cold. He even thought that Guan Qing knew something. Guan Qing thought he was troublesome. Guan Qing...

Guan Qing took off the scarf she was wearing, and put it on for Xie Xu with her back to the crowd, covering most of his face by the way.His movements were even a little rough, Xie Xu raised his head the whole time, and looked at Guan Qing with incomparable tenderness.

Guan Qing took his hand, pulled him out, closed the car door, and walked out of the crowd without saying a word.

"Sorry, I..." In a quiet place, Xie Xu hesitated to speak.

'Snapped'.

Xie Xu covered his face in a daze, and was slapped to the side by Guan Qing's slap. His face swelled up quickly, and five red finger marks clearly emerged.

"You think you are very powerful, don't you?" Guan Qing pointed at him, his expression was extremely indifferent, his eyes were red, and he looked very fierce, "You can lose your life."

What if it's not a power pole in front?

Is it a flow of people, another car, or simply a cliff...

He dared not think.

At that time Ye Zi drove him to the intersection, Guan Qing had just got out of the car when he saw the car belonging to Xie Xu drive forward amidst the exclamation of the crowd and hit the electric pole.

When he brought down Xie Xu with such a dazed face, compared to the words he had thought up before, compared to suspicion, helplessness, and sadness, what he felt first was anger and fear.

——Just a little bit, he was about to lose the promise.

Guan Qing trembled uncontrollably.

"I..." Xie Xu bowed his head, held Guan Qing's face in one hand, stroked the corner of his eyes with his thumb, "That's just a telegraph pole. As long as you're here, I..."

"Even if there is an abyss ahead, I'm not afraid." Xie Xu took a deep breath and said.

It was almost dusk, and it had just rained again. The light falling on the two of them was ambiguous and hazy, like a meaningful scene in a silent film of the last century.

Guan Qing froze all over:

"You are not afraid?"

"Yeah." Xie Xu lowered his head and wanted to kiss him, but was blocked by Guan Qing.

"But I'm afraid," Guan Qing lowered his head, and could no longer restrain himself, pouring out his emotions for a long time, "Can you stop being sad, sad, thinking about everything alone every day, and not telling anything?" I……"

"I'm obviously your boyfriend, can you trust me, and occasionally--

"Lean on me."

Guan Qing's words were filled with tears.

"Am I that bad?" Guan Qing choked up and asked, "Is it shameful to rely on me?"

He seemed to have been gently covering his eyes with a cloth, so he couldn't see or hear anything clearly.He clearly knew that his Xie Xu was in front, experiencing some bad, even cruel things, but he was helpless.

He is also a human being, and he will be jealous, uncomfortable, and worried.

He didn't know anything and couldn't help.

Xie Xu never communicated with him.

"You don't need to do anything," Xie Xu's voice was extremely gentle, but it sounded a little strange, "I will do everything well."

I will let you do what you like, make you happy for the rest of your life, and I will protect you very well...

"—you don't need to know anything," he said.

So...don't leave either.

Being with Xie Xu is not troublesome at all, Xie Xu will be very obedient, and Xie Xu will take everything into consideration.

Don't leave him.

He has been abandoned once, he has no sense of security, he needs to rely on giving again and again to find that little bit of real feeling of holding something.

In the evening light, which is not too cold in winter, Guan Qing felt cold on the soles of his feet.

The heart is also empty.

"Is that what you think?" he asked numbly.

it's like...

He is a possession of Xie Xu, a vassal, an obedient pet——

But alone is not a lover.

It turned out that Xie Xu really didn't treat him as an equal.He had never believed it before, and had been deceiving himself and others.

If it was the original Guan Qing, maybe he would gladly accept it.

At that time, he was inferior, cowardly, and used to escape.But Xie Xu pulled him out of the mud with his own hands, but pushed him back...

This is so cruel.

Guan Qing was completely powerless:

"Do you...do you think that I shouldn't be a graduate student of Professor Wang at all?"

"Tell the truth." Guan Qing added.

Xie Xu didn't speak, but his eyes already said everything clearly.

He stared at Guan Qing, his eyes reflected by the evening light were gentle and sad.

"I'm not against your dream," Xie Xu added, "I have a reason."

"What do you say."

Xie Xu showed an embarrassed and helpless expression: "I can't say it yet."

If you can say it, why take so long.

How would he tell Guan Qing that you are not talented enough, that Professor Wang only took a fancy to you to curry favor with Wang Yun, that all your bad luck was caused by thanking Xu, and even...

Your mother is in danger because of Xie Xu.

He knew he was too selfish, but he couldn't say it.

"Then have you...have you touched my USB drive?"

Xie Xu copied some files from it to find countermeasures, so he nodded.

"you--"

Seeing such a sincere and honest Xie Xu that was almost cruel, Guan Qing's whole heart felt as if it was being gently cut by a knife, sore and painful.

It hurts, but the feeling is so gentle that it almost makes people addicted to it.

But he couldn't help but have a glimmer of hope.

He raised his head and looked at Xie Xu: "Have you ever thought about hurting me?"

He can reverse black and white, he can close his five senses, and he can ignore all clues.

"You tell me, I'll believe it." Guan Qing looked up at him expectantly.

Looking at his clear eyes, Xie Xu's heart swelled with pain.

He didn't want to lie to Guan Qing, but he didn't want Guan Qing to leave either.When Guan Qing smiled at others, when she was with Ye Zi——

The bestial part of him would be restless.

Force him, monopolize him, destroy him.

He is yours and will always be yours only.

I don't know if it's because of Alpha's character traits or because his love is too distorted, this kind of thought that would shock me afterwards has indeed appeared countless times.

And that time...he really lost control and hurt Guan Qing.Such a good Guan Qing was almost destroyed in his hands.

The two looked at each other.

The light in Guan Qing's eyes dimmed little by little.He concluded by saying:

"Okay, I know.

"We should each calm down. Is it really right that we are together..."

The author has something to say: Bow.The recent military training is really tiring. You know that I gather at six o’clock in the morning and code words until one o’clock in the morning every night_(:з」∠)_ Please comfort me please tiger touch and shamelessly ask for the pre-acquisition of "I, milk meow, please masturbate" "Ah ah ah ah ah

Sex || Feeling meow, please comment online, have you all started school, I feel that the recent traffic is so bad

I heard it was too cruel, here is a small theater:

Xie Xu: The beastly part of my heart is restless...

Guan Qing: Here, little bone.

Xie Xu: Wang Wang Wang!

(So ​​bestiality = characteristic of dogs_(:з」∠)_)

Thank you Jiuzinian for dropping a lot of mines, love you (づ￣3￣)づ

In fact, I am very happy to read the text!