What is it like to find someone for your ex?

Guan Qing rushed to the last bus to sign up for the postgraduate entrance examination, and the next step was to review.

He has been out of school for four full years, and it is not easy to pick up those subjects all at once.But so far, we can only work hard.Guan Qing enrolled in the cram school for the postgraduate entrance examination of ideology, politics and English. At the same time, she also had to attend the professor's class regularly, revise the papers for the competition, and was busy with her studies every day.

When she received Xie Xu's phone call, Guan Qing broke away from that frantic state a little bit.

It has to be said that focusing on something really grows.Guan Qing is even a little obsessed with that state - he really only does two things a day, study and breathing, study until twelve o'clock every day, cover his head and go to sleep, wake up the next day and go to class or read a book, completely thank you I have developed a mobile phone pet, occasionally chatting and sending each other interesting things around them.

And Guan Qing felt that this state was good.

Xie Xu is still important to him, but he will not think of him the moment he opens the book, nor will he worry about where he has been, who he is with, and whether he is smiling at anyone or not every day.Is it because he doesn't love Xie Xu that much?He didn't think so.

When City S ushered in the first autumn rain, Xie Xu called him and invited him out for dinner:

"Dear Mr. Guan, you have to concentrate on your studies. I agree very much, but don't forget your husband—er, a regular customer. Where is my partner, Boss Guan?"

Xie Xu said that he had slipped his tongue, and hurriedly rounded it up forcefully.

Only then did Guan Qing realize that he hadn't seen Xie Xu for nearly a month.

Xie Xu's new movie has started shooting, but it is said that it is a low-budget movie, and it can be completed in S City. Everyday filming is like going to work, and there is no need to join the group. After the filming, you can go to the night market near your home.He promised to thank Xu and have dinner together in the evening.

Guan Qing's class was in the downtown area. When he came out of the building, he saw an SUV parked in the middle of the road. A man was wearing sunglasses, a mask and a hat, his entire face was tightly covered, and he was wearing a long windbreaker.This in itself is eye-catching enough, and what's more, he held a white board in his hand like he was picking up someone at the airport, with the word "Guan Qing" written on it, and a heart was drawn with a red pen beside it.

A ticket was posted on the car, and a traffic policeman looked at him with his arms crossed.

Guan Qing: "..." Is he dreaming or Xie Xu is crazy.

The dense flow of people separated consciously like Moses divided the sea, and many people took out their mobile phones to take pictures.A little girl stepped forward and asked timidly, "Are you Xie Xu?"

The man stared straight ahead, raised the nameplate up, and said in a low voice, "No, is Xie Xu so stupid?"

So you know it too.

The little girl took out a pen and paper and said, "Oh, please sign for me."

"..." Xie Xu took the pen and paper, signed his name, and handed it back impatiently, saying, "Go, go, tell me I'm not."

The little girl left contentedly.

Xie Xu raised his neck, taking advantage of his height, he saw the hesitant Guan Qing at a glance.He threw the name tag into the car window and waved his hands excitedly at him. If he wasn't so stupid, he might even want to jump up.

Guan Qing swore that at that moment, almost a thousand people followed Xie Xu's line of sight and turned their heads in his direction. The scene was horrific.

Guan Qing pulled up the scarf to cover his chin, put his hands in his pockets, squeezed through the crowd like a thief, walked to Xie Xu, and said in a low voice: "Stop showing off, let's quickly—"

Looking at Xie Xu's eyes, he suddenly had a bad feeling.

Sure enough, the next second, Xie Xu picked him up suddenly, twirled a full circle in the air, pulled off his mask again, kissed him on the face with a smile, and said, "Baby...I miss you so much."

Guan Qing: "..."

the masses:"!!!"

There were whistles and cheers all around.Everyone could see that this was an AB relationship, but they all gave them the same blessings, which was not the case in the early years.

Guan Qing's face was flushed, and he stuffed his whole face into the scarf like an ostrich, and stopped talking.It seems that Xie Xu didn't come for long, because at this time, Xie Xu's fanatic fans will arrive at the scene, and a group of girls in the distance are wearing support uniforms, rushing here in a mighty way.

Xie Xu and Guan Qing got into the car quickly, took a small road and fled the scene.

Guan Qing didn't dare to look at her phone, and she didn't know what was going on on Weibo now.Xie Xu himself is a carefree star. He often goes out to eat skewers in his shorts, fights with real people and fights with Heizi for a long time. Never mind my attitude, never changed.

But this is probably the first hot search he has fallen in love with because of Xiu En. The three words 'Thank Xu for going around', 'Who is Guan Qing' and 'Thank you Xu Guanqing' have been trending for several days.

Of course, the two of them didn't know it at this time.

Xie Xu drove the car all the way to take a shortcut, the two of them were in the downtown area for a while, and for a while in the remote mountains, next to the vegetable seller shouting "buy a catty and get two green onions", and for a while the blind singer was alone on the street. Singing, all kinds of life are passing through the window one by one.

Xie Xu whistled and was in a good mood. He didn't even look at the road, he just kept staring at Guan Qing and couldn't help laughing, looking ahead from the corner of his eye.

Guan Qing told him several times before he gave up resentfully.

"Xie Xu, you've lost weight." In a longer red light, Guan Qing looked at Xie Xu and said.He felt distressed. Since August, every time he saw Xie Xu, he was a little thinner than last time.

Xie Xu didn't turn his head, and said solemnly: "I can't eat when I think about you every day."

Then he said, "Boss Guan, your hair is missing."

Guan Qing wanted to hit someone a little bit.

He ground his teeth and said, "For the postgraduate entrance examination."

Xie Xu shook his head, very wronged: "You should say, every time you want to thank Xu, you lose a hair."

"Then I'm already bald."

Guan Qing replied without thinking.

Xie Xu didn't speak for a long time.

After Guan Qing finished speaking, he felt a little shy. He quietly turned his head to look at Xie Xu, but he saw that Xie Xu... was red from the neck to the base of his ears. There is no illusion of being teased'.

Listening carefully to his whistle, it turned out to be "Today You Will Marry Me".

Uh……

Now Guan Qing couldn't take it anymore.

Two big men who were over [-] years old together, their faces were getting redder than the other, they looked like two junior high school students who had just communicated with each other, sitting next to each other, wanted to say something, but felt shy.

After finally arriving at the destination, it was homemade food.

When Guan Qing got out of the car, he was almost on the same limb, and he managed to restrain himself.He got out of the car and looked up. The name of this private restaurant is...

"Ai Qing's private kitchen".

It's a bit rustic, but Guan Qing's heart beats faster in an instant.

He turned his head slowly and asked Xie Xu: "Did you drive?"

Xie Xu nodded with a blushing face: "It just opened last week, and it is closed today, just the two of us."

The space inside is not big, and it seems to be taking the route of one table a day. The lights are bright, but there is no one there.Xie Xu welcomed Guan Qing to a seat at the table, took out an apron from a shelf on one side, and put it on.

Guan Qing felt dry mouth: "Are you...?"

Xie Xu wore an apron, like a gentle and polite deacon, bowed to him, and said, "Mr. Guan, I threw away the meal you wanted last time. I'm sorry. This time as compensation, I hope you can accept it."

He quickly served tea and refreshments, and said, "Wait a moment."

The radio on one side squeaked and played songs that were popular in their school days, and the TV was turned on, playing "Family with Children" many years ago, noisy and full of fireworks.It started to rain outside, and the rain fell gently on the glass floor-to-ceiling windows, which gradually blurred, separating the interior from the outside world.

Guan Qing seems to have come to a dream world, warm and bright, with everything he likes.

...and most importantly, thank you.

Guan Qing looked at Xie Xu's back and forth, his eyes were moist.

The dishes were served one by one, and Guan Qing didn't move his chopsticks in order to wait for his thanks.Finally the dishes were ready, Xie Xu lifted up the hem of the apron to wipe off his sweat, tore off the apron, crumpled it into a ball, threw it behind him, and then sat down beside Xie Duo.

His eyes were bright, but a little shy: "Well, I tried my best to learn from Chris this month, but I may not have much talent, so don't be disgusted."

It's all Guan Qing's favorite Cantonese cuisine. Although each dish is not as exquisite as the authentic Cantonese restaurant, it can be seen that it has been carefully put into it.

Guan Qing picked up a shrimp dumpling and put it in his mouth, and suddenly burst into tears.

Xie Xu panicked, and quickly leaned over to gently pat him on the back: "What's the matter? Is it not delicious, or I'm choking on it—you, don't cry, spit it out if it tastes bad."

Most people know that children cannot be coaxed when they cry, and the more coaxed they cry, the more vigorous they become.

Guan Qing was like this, he didn't think there was anything wrong at first, but Xie Xu coaxed him so gently, he felt ashamed and couldn't stop for a while.

"No..." He covered his mouth and said while choking.

"Nothing?" Xie Xu was really anxious, not knowing what happened to Guan Qing.

But Guan Qing said with red eyes: "No, no, it's not delicious, it's delicious."

It was the best meal he had ever had in his life.

"It's just, you're so nice, I—" I can't stand it.

If this continues, I will definitely like you even more, so much that I can't extricate myself.

No, he couldn't help himself.

Xie Xu poured warm water for him, and while helping Guan Qing memorize, he listened to him rambling:

"How do you know that I want to eat the meal you cooked by yourself?"

"Qingqing," Xie Xu looked at him tenderly, and said, "You know what? I found out after we broke up that I was always self-righteous and thought that I gave you the best."

The car, the house, all the deposits, and all his love, he thought it was enough to give what he could.

But when two people love each other, it's not just that.

What I want to eat is an egg, but you gave me a piece of cake. Of course cake is better than eggs, but... what I want to eat is just an egg.

He fell into self-righteous, blind love, into self-satisfied self-satisfaction, and even thought that Guan Qing must be the same as him, thinking that this was good enough.And he didn't see the deepening cracks under the calm surface.

But Guan Qing's resolute proposal to break up completely woke him up.

In fact, some things are obviously obvious when you look closely.

Guan Qing's favorite psychology book, Guan Qing's reluctant eyes every time before leaving the filming, when moving away from Z City, Guan Qing stayed in the house they saved money to buy together, unwilling to leave...

There are also Weibo deleted by Guan Qing, and malicious comments that Guan Qing's account has browsed.

Obviously, as long as you look at it with your heart, everything is clear at a glance.

But he was blind for so long and missed so much.

Even because of this... I almost missed Guan Qing.

Fortunately, everything still has a chance.

The music on the radio suddenly faded, and after a period of blank space, a voice poured out:

"Guan Qing, I want to sing the following song for you.

"By the way, let me tell you in advance, I will say the following sentence many times in the future, please don't cry, I feel sorry for you.

"……I love you."

The tears that Guan Qing finally stopped started to fall again.

Guan Qing raised her hand, lowered her head, kissed away the teardrops from the corners of his eyes, and said helplessly, "I will feel bad if I tell you."

Together with his own voice on the radio, he whispered in Guan Qing's ear:

"baby……

"I love you."

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