What is it like to find someone for your ex?

When leaving the town, Guan Qing was still persuading Aunt Zhang:

"Auntie, there is everything in the city. Take the child there to raise him, and it will be convenient for him to go to school and so on... And you are so tired by yourself."

Aunt Zhang shook her head.

Her facial features still gave people a very harsh feeling, and her words seemed to be arguing, but at this time she felt extremely gentle: "No need, I'll wait for him."

Aunt Zhang's husband disappeared during the war. Everyone knew that he was gone, but the body was not found.

"If he doesn't come back for a day, I will wait for him for a day."

She spoke very flatly.

But Guan Qing suddenly felt a twinge in his heart, the feeling was indescribable, he really felt like he was going to cry in an instant.

It may be a kind of empathy.

It was as if after so many years, I looked at myself from a long time ago.He must have thought the same way during that helpless winter night, during that period when Xie Xu had no news from him.

Even if he never comes back.

Then he waits too.He would rather live his whole life relying on the memories of the past than bid farewell to Xie Xu and the self who loves Xie Xu to welcome a new life.

Call him ignorant or ignorant.

Obviously meaningless, no one will praise the persistence, but he is willing, no matter how long.

Aunt Zhang hunched over, holding the little boy with one hand, and slowly disappeared at the end of the path.

"Have you finished all you want to see?" Xie Xu asked him with a grass in his mouth, hands behind his head.

"En." Guan Qing nodded, suddenly grabbed Xie Xu's hand and spread out his five fingers.

Xie Xu: "...?"

Guan Qing stretched out her hand, clasped five fingers with him, and smiled: "Thank you."

Give me a whole childhood.

Together they went to Guan Qing's hazy nightmare, fought monsters, and found a little light in the darkness.Guan Qing thought, in the future, these people should be able to leave the stage.

From his dreams, from his life.

He turned the page thoroughly, no matter whether it was good or bad, those people and things stayed there quietly, never disappeared, but they would never appear again.

"Guan Qing, I feel that you..." Xie Xu looked at him with a grass in his mouth, his eyes seemed to be joking, but also seemed extremely serious, "It has changed."

Guan Qing shook their tightly clenched hands and said indifferently, "Really?"

"It has become better looking." Xie Xu continued.

Guan Qing curled his lips into a smile, suddenly stood on tiptoe, and whispered in Xie Xu's ear: "Then do you like it?"

He was almost speaking out of breath, and the warm breath sprayed on Xie Xu's ear.

"...It's gone bad too." Xie Xu turned around and kissed him, his ears turning red.

"Let's go, go back." Guan Qing pulled Xie Xu's hand, and the helicopter came to pick them up.

These two short days were like a dream, and passed quickly, but there was obviously some change, which was quietly going on.

Guan Qing was tired and fell asleep not long after boarding the plane.

Guan Qing was woken up by the phone call.

He was already at his home.Xie Xu left a note for him, saying that he had slept too deeply, and sent him home directly—the key was found in his wallet, and he didn't even think about it, and he didn't even take off his clothes, so don't worry.

Guan Qing: "..."

He rubbed his hair, turned on his phone and looked——

Professor Wang.

"Hey?"

"Guan Qing, your previous thesis was very good, but there are still some revisions to be made. Take a look, let's discuss it, and send it to a competition abroad—by the way, you want to take the postgraduate entrance examination, right? Remember twelve Sign up every month."

"Ah..." Guan Qing stopped rubbing her hair and woke up, "Ah?!"

The air smelled very good in the early morning at the end of summer, and the curtains were gone. Guan Qing faintly saw a ray of light blooming on the horizon not far away.

—sunrise.

Xie Qing and Chris still have something to do in Country M, so I'll go back first.

They left a message for Guan Qing and Xie Xu: "Xie Xu will be alone next time, and he is not allowed to enter the door."

Xie Xu looked at Guan Qing: "Here, that's what they said."

"It depends on your performance." Guan Qing rubbed Xie Xu's hair with a smile.

Xie Xu blinked: "Could you please pay in advance."

Guan Qing hooked his fingers to Xie Xu, Xie Xu came over, and the two briefly kissed.

This is a private seat in a restaurant, separated by plants, but it's not exactly a private room.There were few people at this time, and the waiter suddenly looked over and opened his mouth into an O shape.

Guan Qing: "..."

The waiter came over with the dishes and asked shyly, "Hello, may I ask—"

Guan Qing: "This is a misunderstanding, there was a mosquito on his mouth just now..."

The waiter handed the small book to Xie Xu and said, "Can you sign it for me?"

Guan Qing: "..."

Xie Xu signed it, took another selfie with her, and then showed her usual smile to fans: "Thank you for liking."

"I will always like you!" The little girl happily ran away holding the notebook.

Xie Xu added coldly behind her: "Anyway, I won't like you."

"Hey, it's too much." Guan Qing was helpless as he served him some food.

"Because I already have someone I like." Xie Xu took it for granted.

"Really?" Guan Qing lowered his head to peel the shrimp, but his face blushed slightly.

After dinner, we have to part again.

We are all very busy and don't have much time to be together.After returning from the small town, life is back on track.

When Xie Xu's new play started filming, Guan Qing was in class.

Guan Qing intends to entrust the dating agency to another partner, and as a shareholder, she will devote herself to preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination.

He doesn't have a good personality, but he is not a bad person, and he helps others when he can.When I heard that he was going to leave, many people were still reluctant to leave. The little girls stuffed snacks into his cardboard box, and the young man patted him on the shoulder and asked him to go out for a drink another day.

Guan Qing agreed with a smile.

"Boss, come back to see us later."

"Let's play together another day, boss."

"The boss likes to laugh so much recently, is there something good about it?"

Guan Qing also found that her temper had improved and she was in a good mood every day.Maybe it's because the relationship between him and Xie Xu is developing well, and they go out to have a meal or watch a movie together from time to time.They are very well-behaved and get along like ordinary friends, but the atmosphere between the two is not like that.

It's just not broken yet.

I don't want to break it, because it's not the time yet.The problems between them are still there, and the scars left by the past have not disappeared, but they are really reluctant to let go of his hand.He once cut his own hand again and again, exhausting both himself and Xie Xu, even so, he couldn't let it go.

Xie Xu is not his disease, but his medicine.

He once thought that everything would be fine if he left Xie Xu, but he didn't expect that the further away he was, the worse his condition would get.It's not Xie Xu's problem, it's just that the dosage of the medicine taken before is wrong, which has the opposite effect.

But now, he felt that he and Xie Xu were only missing an opportunity.

When he walked to the door, the guard stuffed a large bouquet of roses into his arms, and said mysteriously, "It was given by a handsome guy."

Guan Qing held the paper box and roses in one hand, and took out the card inside with the other.

It's Xie Xu's words, a very simple sentence: the second corner.

Guan Qing clipped the card back, waved with his colleagues, and gradually accelerated his pace, almost running behind.

'The second corner' means that Xie Xu is waiting for him at the second corner where he leaves the company.

His steps stopped suddenly.

Ye Zi leaned against the wall, obviously waiting for him.He saw Guan Qing's appearance, looked at a large bouquet of flowers in his arms, smiled, but his face was pale: "Have you got back with Xie Xu?"

"No, no." Guan Qing blushed a little, and tried to change the subject, "Speaking of which, what have you been doing these days, and you haven't been in touch for a long time—oh, yes, Ye Zi, thank you for introducing Wang to me. Professor, I'm going to take his postgraduate entrance examination, without you..."

Ye Zi looked at him deeply, and said earnestly: "Think carefully, don't make your own decision, and then regret it later. You are a capricious person, aren't you? I said before that we must break up, thank you for coaxing you casually, You turn around.

"Your credit is no longer worth mentioning in front of Xie Xu, you have to be clear."

Guan Qing was originally smiling, but now the corners of his mouth gradually flattened, he looked at Ye Zi, and said seriously: "Thank you, I will pay attention."

Ye Zi was doing it for his own good, he knew it.

He also knew how capricious he was, how cheap his oaths were.

But that was Xie Xu, there was nothing he could do.Who can be able to advance and retreat in a certain way when facing the person he loves the most in his life, hold everything in his hands, and speak decently.

Words and deeds, emotions, anger, sorrow, and joy, all follow him.

That's why he's capricious, nervous, inexplicably sad and suddenly happy.

But it's all because of him, who is loving Xie Xu.

After saying goodbye to Ye Zi, Guan Qing held Rose in her arms, and at the second corner, turned and turned into the alley, and bumped into a hug.

Xie Xu hugged him with flowers, kissed his hair, and said, "Guan Qing, congratulations, you are finally one step closer to your dream."

Guan Qing's heart was filled with indescribable joy and happiness, he looked down at the flowers in his arms, and replied with a smile: "Congratulations to you too, the filming of the new movie has started, and I wish you the best wishes in advance."

Xie Xu helped him hold the cardboard box and put it on the back seat of the car. After Guan Qing got into the passenger seat, he said, "I hope you will bless me with another thing in advance."

"What?" Guan Qing liked that bouquet of flowers very much, and wanted to hold them in the car.

Xie Xu didn't squint, and said while turning on the navigation:

"Bless me in advance, happy wedding."

The author has something to say: Stamped, the temporary worker has become a full-time worker, and the status will be displayed in the future~~ I am so happy, I want to hug everyone in circles.

So those who leave comments at the bottom of this chapter will send a small red envelope! (Not big, this cat eats dirt...)

I really appreciate everyone’s company, otherwise I wouldn’t be able to last that long by myself.

In the future... can you walk with me?