What is it like to find someone for your ex?

"I'm so handsome, so good, and so...cough.

"Guan Qing, find me a partner."

Guan Qing looked up at him.

Xie Xu was half a head taller than him, and even an ordinary T-shirt would not be able to hide his overly sharp aura, but he looked down at Guan Qing with a cautious smile.

Guan Qing was in a state of confusion.He thought, thank you, this is very idle?When they were together in the past, Xie Xu had to make a schedule two or three months in advance when they were going on a trip. Now that he's out now, the manager doesn't care about him?

And he didn't even bring an assistant when he came out alone, and he wasn't afraid of being chased and intercepted by his fanatical fans.

At the same time, I thought, why did Xie Xu have to come before his eyes?Unwilling to be dumped?Celebrating an anniversary? ...Unforgettable old love?

Maybe they just want to find someone. After all, they are big stars, which is not very convenient, and they just happen to have you as an acquaintance here, so don't pretend to be sentimental Guan Qing.

but……

Guan Qing thought, just seeing Xie Xu, this disappointing heart beats so fast, jumping for joy with pain, every ups and downs are very painful, that kind of pain quickly flows through the whole body along the blood, The warmth is mixed with a sourness that cannot be ignored.

He was about to split his mind.

Xie Xu looked at the expressionless Guan Qing, the smile on the corner of his mouth froze, and as time passed, he almost collapsed.

Finally, Guan Qing bypassed Xie Xu, opened the door of the dating agency, and Xie Xu followed behind him like a tail.

Xie Xu consciously opened the door of the reception room on the first floor, sat inside, and waited for Guan Qing.

Guan Qing packed things on the first floor, watered the potted plants, walked to the reception room after a while, and knocked on the door.Xie Xu looked up and looked at him expectantly: "Then shall we start?"

Guan Qing coughed and said, "Sorry, you may have to wait a while, Xiao Deng and the others don't go to work until nine o'clock."

The light in Xie Xu's eyes dimmed: "Why wait for others?"

Guan Qing didn't even dare to look directly at Xie Xu. He looked at the succulents on the table and said, "Xiao Deng and the others have good personalities, experience, and abundant resources."

Xie Xu looked at him stubbornly, and said, "Guan Qing, you're the one in charge of me, okay?"

Guan Qing always felt that his words seemed to have deep meaning, but he didn't dare to think about it.

Moreover, he couldn't hand over the thank you to others with his own hands.

He looked at Xie Xu and asked, "Are you serious, looking for someone?"

Xie Xu nodded, with a look of complete trust and no grievances.Seeing his calm look, Guan Qing felt guilty and jealous in an instant.

He felt his throat was terribly dry: "Sorry, I can't."

He can bless, but he cannot be the enabler.

He's not rational enough, he can't just sit on the sidelines, he even carefully hopes... Xie Xu will never find that person.

But Xie Xu stood up, took a step forward, and asked aggressively: "Why can't you? I just want you, okay? Or does the boss need a VIP and a card for service? I don't care."

He looked down at Guan Qing, the corners of Guan Qing's mouth were straightened.Xie Xu slowed down his voice, with a hint of persuasion: "So many people can do it, why can't it be done to me?

"Guan Qing, are you still..."

Guan Qing stared at the floor, interrupted him: "Okay."

Xie Xu didn't respond: "What?"

Guan Qing repeated: "Okay, let me introduce you, is that okay?"

His ending sound trembled a little, Xie Xu was taken aback, reached out to touch his face, and touched his tears.Xie Xu's chest was suffocated, and he was a little anxious: "I'm sorry, I'm not..."

Guan Qing glared at him with red eyes, quickly pushed him away, and walked to the bathroom.

Xie Xu threw himself on the sofa, looking at the water marks on his hands.

After a while, he buried his face in his palms in frustration.

When she came out, Guan Qing had calmed down, but her eye circles were still red.He sat across from Xie Xu, opened his laptop, and asked:

"What do you want from your partner?"

Xie Xu didn't answer and asked instead: "You don't want to ask me about my personal information? You guys... don't you want to ask about requirements as well as your own qualifications?" Having been the boyfriend of a dating agency boss for so many years, he still has this basis. knew.

Guan Qing glanced at him and said in a low voice, "I know everything."

Xie Xu twitched the corner of his mouth and asked, "Then you know, who do I like?"

Guan Qing's heart skipped a beat, he looked at Xie Xu's hands expressionlessly, they were clean, without rings or bracelets.

Xie Xu looked at his expression, compromised: "Well, I like Kobe."

Guan Qing: "...um."

He typed on the keyboard expressionlessly.Xie Xu was honest and honest this time, without any nonsense, and replied one by one:

"The request is, beta, not to be too short, but to be whiter."

Guan Qing said flatly: "It is recommended that you choose Omega, because you have the willingness to raise children."

Xie Xu looked into his eyes: "I want to raise a child, but I only want to raise it with my lover. I want to do many things with him. I want to raise a child together, take the child to the amusement park, go to school, a family of three Going out for a picnic—”

Guan Qing held the mouse tightly: "Sorry, in order to speed up the progress, can I skip the things that are not related to the real business?"

Xie Xu lowered his eyes and smiled, "Okay. My request is a beta, because I... once had a very happy and fulfilling life with a beta."

Guan Qing whispered: "Happiness and satisfaction? Are you sure he also—"

Guan Qing realized what he was talking about, he hurriedly raised his head to look at Xie Xu, and saw that Xie Xu's face was pale.

He didn't want to hurt him.He didn't expect that he would say such harsh words.It seems that I am in more pain, and I want the other party to share it carefully.

Guan Qing: "Sorry."

Xie Xu pulled the corner of his mouth and forced a smile at him: "It's okay."

There was an awkward silence.

Guan Qing wanted to ask him about other requests, but suddenly heard Xie Xu say:

"You still love me, don't you?"

That was a question he had never thought of.

Guan Qing was startled, as if someone had punched him suddenly, and at first he didn't feel any pain.He grabbed his collar and asked, "So what?

"Thank you, let me ask you." Guan Qing heard herself pause, "In this world, can people who love each other stay together? And... do we love each other?

"You just think you love me, don't lie to yourself, and don't lie to me."

I really like it, why didn't come back for so long, why didn't I care about the vicious words of my family and fans at all, how... I don't have any idea of ​​getting married at all.

Xie Xu's lips were bleeding, and he asked in disbelief: "Do you think I don't love you?"

Guan Qing didn't answer.

Xie Xu clenched his hands tightly, and after a while, he looked at Guan Qing and smiled angrily: "Then you don't necessarily love him much.

"Aren't you the one who said to break up? Then you have to at least give me a reason. "

Xie Xu remembered that he had repeatedly quarreled with the director, and finally flew back regardless of the other party's objections.Guan Qing's tone on the phone was as usual, but he repeatedly emphasized that he must be there in person.

He thought that Guan Qing had something important to announce, and even thought...the other party wanted to surprise him.

He had expected so much.

Xie Xu pinched the necklace hanging on his chest, hidden behind the T-shirt, it was in the shape of a pair of rings.He still remembers the feeling of apprehension and anticipation at that time.

He thought that his wedding was not yet fully prepared; he thought that he and Guan Qing would probably have two pairs of rings;

He even complained behind his back that Guan Qing is such a meticulous person, if he asks for marriage, he wouldn't choose a good day...

Like him, he deliberately chose the anniversary of their first meeting, arranged everything properly, asked for leave, cleared the schedule, and prepared for the wedding. Unexpectedly, a little fool disrupted his plan without authorization.That doesn't matter, he likes this kind of nervous sweetness in the rush, because it is Guan Qing, so everything is fine.

You do have to pick a good day to propose.

— But it’s not necessary to break up.

Every memory is interrupted here, and he dare not recall the things after that.

"You're just bored yourself. There's something wrong with our relationship and you haven't even tried to fix it.

"You didn't even tell me the reason for breaking up, but you just think that it is already something to be thrown away, so there is no need to tell him the reason for abandoning him, right?"

He looked at Guan Qing, his chest heaved violently, anger and sadness mixed together, he could hardly breathe: "I didn't let go, the one who left first..." He closed his eyes sadly, "Obviously it was you. "

The torment, confusion, and unwillingness of so many days poured out here.He was not afraid that Guan Qing would get into trouble with him, that Guan Qing would say or scold him, or that he would break up with him.

What he fears the most is...

Guan Qing doesn't want him.

——Guan Qing didn't love her anymore, Guan Qing pulled away without authorization and left him alone... He couldn't bear that.

He thought, he can not care.If Guan Qing doesn't want him anymore, he can wait, he can get close to Guan Qing again, no matter how lame or clumsy the reason is...

He didn't want to let go, even though his heart was trampled back and forth in the dirt, he didn't want to let go.

In just two weeks, he didn't even give himself enough time to heal his injuries.Guan Qing was so nice, he was afraid that if he stayed, he would disappear.He hastily sewed up the wound, then hurriedly leaned forward again, like a pug dog who doesn't remember to eat but not to hit.

Unexpectedly, it lost control again.

It turned out that the hastily stitched wound was still bleeding. It turned out that Guan Qing was holding the sharpest knife. It turned out that... that knife would really fall.

He thought, since it was unavoidable, instead of waiting for Guan Qing to say it, it would be better to come by himself.

He originally thought that the guillotine hanging above his head would always fall, and it would be better to end it as soon as possible instead of living in fear all day long.

But I didn't expect that the pain would not be relieved by doing it myself.

Instead, it intensified.

They seem to be in a competition, who can hurt each other more.

Obviously, every bit of pain from the other party will be doubled back to myself, but I can't control it, and I am getting deeper and deeper in such a painful vicious circle.

No one is having a good time.

Guan Qing didn't dare to look at Xie Xu.He felt that crying was a very useless thing, besides, he was already useless enough.

Desperately push away the person who wants to hug the most; looking at Xie Xu, I want to kiss him and cry.

He obviously didn't want to say too much, but he did; he wanted Xie Xu not to be so mean, but he didn't have the qualifications at all.

What a mess.

It didn't matter, he was the one who was wrong from beginning to end, so he didn't care.Even if Xie Xu hates him because of this, it doesn't matter.

How could he tell the reason for breaking up.Xie Xu is so kind, how could he bear it.

He does like Xie Xu.

But he doesn't like himself.

Guan Qing covered her eyes and heard Xie Xu pick up a phone call over there.

Xie Xu's voice was very low: "Mom.

"What, introduce someone? Jiang Lu?"

Guan Qing suffocated, he buried his head very low, and even wanted to cover his ears so as not to listen.

And Xie Xu was over there, saying: "Who did you hear that I broke up?"

Xie Xu looked at Guan Qing, as if he wanted to touch the necklace pendant on his chest, but restrained himself, and put his hand back into his pocket.

What was said over there, Xie Xu paused and said, "No need.

"I didn't break up."

Guan Qing opened his eyes wide.

Not knowing who he was talking to, Xie Xu said stubbornly and firmly: "I didn't break up.

"Guan Qing, you said earlier that you wanted to break up.

"My answer is—

"I disagree."

The author has something to say: Xie Xu (rolling over and over): I don’t agree, I don’t agree, I don’t agree, only the state officials are allowed to set fire, and you are not allowed to leave me!

Guan Qing: ...