What is it like to find someone for your ex?

"Mr. Xie, hello. In order to better help you find a suitable partner, we need to get to know you..."

The little girl's entire face was red, and she stumbled when she spoke.She lowered her head, not even daring to look directly at the other person - who would have thought that the best actor, who was walking on the red carpet at an international film festival last week, would be sitting opposite her today?

Moreover, the other party still had a handsome face, and seemed to be in a bad mood.

Xie Xu didn't have the patience to wait for her to finish, so he interrupted with a gesture: "Are you new here? Tell your boss to come over."

The little girl plucked up the courage to take a peek at him, and when she met Xie Xu's icy gaze, her whole body trembled, and her gossiping heart also cooled down.She nodded and went up to the second floor in her high heels.

Xie Xu took out the cigarette case, took out a cigarette from it, thought about it and put it back.

When Guan Qing went downstairs, he saw such a scene. The man about 1.8 meters tall is nestled in a small sofa, holding a cigarette case, with an unshaven beard and heavy dark circles under his eyes.

Xie Xu is glamorous most of the time, even Guan Qing rarely sees him so depressed.

When Guan Qing approached, he smelled a strong smell of smoke. He sat down opposite Xie Xu with the documents, and said in a businesslike manner:

"Mr. Xie, hello."

Xie Xu raised his head suddenly, his eyes were red, and his voice was hoarse: "Guan Qing."

Seeing his appearance, Guan Qing's heart ached instantly, but he thought that he must not soften his heart here.After finally getting here, there is absolutely no reason to turn back.

Xie Xu realized his gaffe, he lowered his head and wiped his face, then raised his head, forced a smile, and asked, "You...you've had enough trouble, when do you plan to come back?"

Guan Qing tried hard to calm himself down, he pinched the bridge of his nose and said, "I'm not making trouble."

Xie Xu acted as if he didn't hear it: "Why didn't you answer my call? Also, where do you live these few days?"

Guan Qing lowered his eyelids and raised his voice: "Xie Xu, you should be sober. I really plan to break up with you. Didn't we say it clearly enough?"

He thought for a while and said, "This is where I work. If you have nothing to do, you... just do it yourself."

Xie Xu stared at him with red eyes, and said, "Who said no? I have business to do, and I'm looking for someone."

Guan Qing turned his back to Xie Xu, his whole body froze, but he tried his best to pretend that he was packing up the documents seriously, and asked, "Are you looking for a partner? What kind of one are you looking for?"

Xie Xu stared at his back, and said in a hoarse voice: "He is a beta, 175 years old, 26 years old, very white, has a pair of dimples when he smiles, he is very good-looking. His name is Guan Qing, and he loves me very much. I love him too... have you seen him?"

Guan Qing turned his back to Xie Xu, and said in a steady voice, "Sorry."

Xie Xu's voice was a little nasal, and he lowered it, as if muttering to himself: "Where is he, Guan Qing, where did you hide him?"

Guan Qing walked to the door, heard his words, tightly clenched the hand holding the doorknob, trembling almost uncontrollably.But in the end, he went out and closed the door behind him.

He said to the front desk: "The gentleman inside, if he wants to sit, let him sit. If he asks about me, just say I have something to do and I'm off work."

The girl at the front desk gave him a cautious look and said, "Okay."

Looking at the boss's appearance, she couldn't hold back after all, and asked, "Boss, why...why are you crying?"

For the next half of the day, Guan Qing was absent-minded at work, and even made some very low-level mistakes.And when he got off work, Xie Xu was no longer there.

Thinking about it, Xie Xu is in the golden period of his career, and he hasn't seen each other for two or three months. How could it take so long just because of a breakup.

Guan Qing opened Weibo, and the popular content that popped up automatically was related to Xie Xu.He opened it subconsciously, only to realize that he no longer needs to learn about his lover's current situation through other people's mouths.

He no longer has a thank you.

There are so many people who care about Xie Xu in this world, and there is no shortage of him.

But he still habitually read the full text, saved the picture with thank you, and inadvertently pulled it to the hot comment, and the content he didn't want to see just appeared in front of him:

"Did Xie Xu marry Jiang Lu today?"

"Doesn't Xie Xu have a boyfriend? Can you cp fans calm down a bit."

"Xie Xu hasn't broken up yet? I heard that his male ticket is a beta. He looks very ordinary at work. How can he be worthy of him? Besides, he has been in love for so long and never got married. It can be seen that Xie Xu doesn't like him very much."

"It's too much."

"People are very ordinary, who makes them lucky? Not everyone is so lucky to be a classmate with Xie Xu."

"If you want me to say, love still needs to be right. I support Xie Xu to break up and be with Jiang Lu as soon as possible. Jiang Lu is not only Xie Xu's junior, but also entered the entertainment circle because of him."

Guan Qing watched from the beginning to the end as if masochistic. For some reason, his heart became numb, and he even fell asleep while watching it.

Before going to bed, he thought vaguely, let him have a good dream.

Breaking up with someone you love is hard and painful.It's like holding iodine and pouring it on the wound. I know it's good for healing, but it really hurts...

He couldn't take it anymore.

The dream didn't go as he wished.He heard Xie Xu's voice from far away:

"Guan Qing, promise me? I'm so handsome, so nice, and I like you so much."

"Qingqing, I will love and love you every day from now on. I will hug you to sleep at night and wake you up with kisses in the morning, so that you will be happy every day... So, shall we live together?"

Guan Qing knew that it was in a dream, but he couldn't restrain the smile at the corner of his mouth as before.He seemed to be able to see Xie Xu's appearance - holding a small flower in his mouth, smiling mischievously, leaning on the wall to block him like a bastard, and would not let him pass if he didn't agree.

He also wanted to say... yes, just like that time.

Xie Xu's voice continued, but the original temperature cooled down a little bit.

"Sorry, I may not be able to go home for filming tonight."

"Guan Qing, I'm going to country Y to film a movie, about three months."

Guan Qing frowned, the dream began to be noisy, and Xie Xu's voice was still there: "What's wrong with you and me moving to City S? I know, we bought this apartment, I know you work here, your mother Here……"

"The house I bought, the real estate certificate can also write your name. It only takes two hours to return by plane. What are you dissatisfied with? It's too remote here, and it's very inconvenient for me. Guan Qing, can you be considerate and considerate of me? ?”

Xie Xu's expression was very indifferent, he frowned and looked at him, as if Guan Qing was some kind of sinner.Guan Qing opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but the thank you promised quickly went away.

"Guan Qing, you are a beta, you can't even give him a child - but I can, you can stay together, it doesn't matter, I don't mind. I just want a child from him, can you not be so narrow-minded? "

It was Jiang Lu's voice, Guan Qing remembered, the fair-skinned boy looked at him with cruel innocence, he was so righteous and confident, asking him for a thank you child.

"Guan Qing, you are delaying him. What can you do to help him in his career? You are a matchmaker. And you can't have children... Listen to my advice, leave Xie Xu before he gets tired of you, I thank you for him."

Guan Qing's mother is very calm, with the pride of a wealthy wife, she is high above, she thinks she has insight into everything.

"Thank Xu for breaking up soon", "Thank Xu Jianglu for being a natural couple", "Thank Xu Xu for the death of her boyfriend and the whole family"...

All kinds of noisy voices came, including men, women and children.In the dream, countless black shadows approached Guan Qing step by step, forcing him into a corner and shrinking him into a ball.

He heard himself whispering something, it was hard to distinguish in the noisy room.He tried to listen—

"Thank you, where are you?"

"Don't hug me to sleep at night? Don't kiss me in the morning?"

"It doesn't matter who is written on the real estate certificate, and I don't care about running back and forth. This is the house we saved together to buy, so you don't have any nostalgia for it?"

"I hate myself for being like this."

"Thank you...I'm not happy."

The light of the TV was imprinted on his face, flickering on and off, frame after frame of bizarre images, he couldn't hear any sound.Through the light, he saw the traces of his tears.

The room was full of noise and silence, and he finally heard his own voice clearly:

"Thank you, I'm not happy."

"let's break up."

Sprinkling iodine on the wound by myself, of course it hurts.But no, it never heals.

If the damage is not stopped in time, the wound will only get bigger and bigger, and one day, his whole heart will be exposed to the biting cold wind.

That must have hurt more, he couldn't stand it.

When you wake up, life has to go on.

I think everyone's breakup is like this, the first two days I felt so sad that I was going to die, time passed, life continued, and everything was slowly getting better.

It has been two weeks since Xie Xu came to the dating agency to find him last time.Guan Qing changed her mobile phone number, avoided all possible places where she might meet Xie Xu, commuted normally every day, thought of Xie Xu less and less, and had less and less nightmares.

For more than ten days, Xie Xu didn't come again.He originally thought that Xie Xu would stick around for a little longer, but after thinking about it, maybe his weight in Xie Xu's heart was nothing more than that.

Xie Xu has always been very proud, but he just lost a less important person. Perhaps in Xie Xu's eyes, what he should do to restore is enough.

So, call it a day.

Thank you, Jiang Lu, thank you Xu's mother...

Those people who often appear in various news and hot searches are so far away from him, as far away as a dream, and his life seems to be back on track after eight years.

Eight years ago, Guan Qing met Xie Xu at a very, very good age, it was like a dream.

It's time to wake up.

He should be like this, living in a small rental house, getting up at seven in the morning, only making his own breakfast, buying vegetables and cooking, and waiting for the night to pass and the day to come again.

But this day is special.

He clearly remembered the day, August 25th.On this day eight years ago, freshmen of Z University reported to the assembly point, and he met a boy.Through the dim light of the early morning, the boy looked at him sideways, the boundary of his smile was blurred in the light, so that it seemed unreal.

And this day eight years later was such an ordinary working day, Guan Qing thought that he and Xie Xu had forgotten about it.He went to work like countless days in the past, parked his small Honda in the only parking place, fed the wild cats with cooked fish and meat rice in the alley, walked along the old residential buildings, and then... …

Guan Qing's footsteps stopped.

Xie Xu should probably be at the festival, in the spotlight, at the celebratory dinner where the new movie wraps up.

But he shouldn't be here.

In such an ordinary office building, there is a ridiculous cartoon signboard of "Dear Dating Agency" on it. Office workers holding fried dough sticks and sucking soy milk will look at him suspiciously when they pass by, thinking, why does this person look a bit like that big star.

Xie Xu was leaning against the wall, wearing an ordinary T-shirt and jeans, and holding a flower in his mouth.He stood in front of Guan Qing, his eyes lingering on his face for a long time.After a long time, he slowly laughed:

"I'm so handsome, so good, and so...cough.

"Guan Qing, find me a partner."

Guan Qing sniffed, feeling like shedding tears, but suddenly realized...

Something doesn't seem right?