What is it like to find someone for your ex?

In the underground parking lot, Xie Xu walked in front silently, while Guan Qing followed behind him with his head lowered.

The atmosphere is awkward.

But he was very familiar with this silent and oppressive atmosphere - when he just confessed to Xie Xu, Xie Xu didn't agree.At that time, he thought that there was no follow-up between the two of them, but Xie Xu was waiting for him at the door of his dormitory the next morning to take public elective classes together.

For the next few days, both of them had this kind of atmosphere.

As in the past, we have to get together for everything, classes, meals, and self-study, but we basically don't talk.

Guan Qing is very familiar with this feeling, following behind Xie Xu, looking at the line from his neck to his back, sometimes it is sweaty and sexy, sometimes it is clean and refreshing after taking a shower, with a little thank you message It smells good.

Sometimes Guan Qing even got excited.

He didn't know what Xie Xu was thinking, he knew that he liked him so much, but he still wanted to get close to him, and he didn't know if he would feel disgusted secretly.

It should be.

Being treated as an object of fantasy by someone he doesn't like, such a thing, a proud person like Xie Xu must not be able to bear it.

At that time, Xie Xu looked at him with the same eyes as today, very indifferent, and subconsciously frowned, obviously feeling that Xie Xu had something in his heart, but he didn't say it no matter what.

But Guan Qing thinks it doesn't matter.

As long as he can follow Xie Xu, he has never expected that he can walk to Xie Xu's side in an upright manner.

Universities in the north have large bathhouses with no partitions. One day, the two happened to meet outside the bathhouse with a basin in their arms. They looked at each other for two seconds and turned away.

Guan Qing said with a dry smile: "I, I found out that I forgot to take the shower gel, so I-"

He wanted to turn around, but Xie Xu grabbed his hand.

He vaguely heard Xie Xu sigh, but then said in a calm tone: "I'll lend you, go in."

Guan Qing had no choice but to nod in panic, and followed him inside.

The two punched their cards, and they were under the two adjacent showers.Guan Qing lowered her head, trying not to look in Xie Xu's direction, feeling extremely embarrassed.

But he still kind of... felt it.

Xie Xu stood so close to him, the smell of sweat just after playing, a little smell of unhidden pheromone, and even the sound of Xie Xu's breathing and the sound of pulling the zipper.

He could not look at it, but he couldn't block his ears, nor could he suppress his breathing.

He desperately found that his whole body, from facial features to heart, and even every cell, liked Xie Xu so much.

I want to see him every day, smell his smell, listen to his breath, and want to be embraced by him everywhere.

With his back to Xie Xu, he soaped himself indiscriminately.Suddenly the sound of water from Xie Xu's side stopped, before Guan Qing could turn his head, he felt Xie Xu put a hand on his shoulder.

Guan Qing was shaken all over, his waist almost went limp.

Xie Xu put his shoulders on him and turned him around, and said helplessly above his head: "Don't keep rubbing your neck, it's all red—"

he stopped talking

The corners of Guan Qing's eyes were very red, whether it was water vapor or tears, and the whole body's skin was steamed pink, and it was clear at a glance.

Guan Qing wanted to cry.

He didn't dare to look into Xie Xu's eyes. He turned off the shower, and there were only the two of them in the bathroom, and the room became very quiet in an instant.

He broke away from Xie Xu's hand, lowered his head and stuffed random things into his basin, and said, "Sorry, I'll..."

He hugged his things and wanted to leave, but Xie Xu stopped him.

He looked at Xie Xu's chest and whispered, "Excuse me."

Xie Xu exhaled and said, "No."

"...?" He wanted to look up to see Xie Xu's expression, but Xie Xu put a towel on his head, blocking his sight, and then stretched out his hand:

"I'll help you."

Guan Qing couldn't believe it, he wanted to struggle, but he couldn't do it anymore.That was different from any time he had ever done before, as long as he thought that it was Xie Xu, he would...

"Let go, don't you think it's disgusting, you crazy—"

That feeling surged up in an instant, over the top of my head.

His ending sound was so soft and greasy that even he couldn't believe it.Compared with satisfaction, at that moment his heart was full of despair.

Now it's over, friends can't do it anymore, and it's impossible to follow Xie Xu, everything is hopeless.

When Xie Xu thinks of him in the future, it won't be 'a friend who used to have a good relationship', but 'that pervert who fantasizes about me'.He thought of Xie Xu's mocking eyes, and thought of Xie Xu walking past him with his friends talking and laughing...

It's all over.

Guan Qing's chest heaved violently, and he could hardly suppress his choked sobs from crying under the bath towel.He raised his hand to cover his mouth, tears could not stop falling, and his whole body trembled convulsively.

Xie Xu didn't speak.

In that moment of silence, Guan Qing felt ashamed.He thought to himself, that's it, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, and he has nothing to lose.

He tore off the towel covering his head.

Everything happened almost instantly.

Leaving aside the partition of the bath towel, Guan Qing directly met Xie Xu's gaze.Xie Xu put one hand on his shoulder, lowered his head, half-opened his eyes, and got very close, not knowing what he wanted to do.

Seeing the tears on his face, Xie Xu was stunned, reached out and wiped the corners of his eyes with his thumb, the look in his eyes turned out to be very tender.

Guan Qing didn't dare to look carefully, she lowered her head and closed her eyes, wanting to say something.

However, in the next second, someone lowered his head and kissed the corner of his eyes, and quickly backed away. He almost thought it was an illusion.

Guan Qing suddenly opened his eyes and looked at Xie Xu: "You, uh—"

Xie Xu held his chin with one hand and kissed him.

Guan Qing opened his eyes wide.

Xie Xu bit his lower lip and whispered, "Baby, close your eyes."

Guan Qing: "..."

About 10 minutes later, the two separated panting, each turned around and supported the wall to calm down.

"You...have nothing to say?"

what does he mean?Want to try out what it's like to be a pro-beta?Do you feel sorry for him and tease him?Or... like him?

Guan Qing's face was as red as a cooked shrimp, and he muttered, his heart seemed to be soaked in honey, but the honey was not heavy enough, and his heart was still hanging in the air.

"Yes," Xie Xu came over from behind, hugged him and rubbed against him, and said with a smile, "Baby, I'm hard, take responsibility."

"..."

Guan Qing turned around feigning anger, and was kissed again.When he was dizzy, Xie Xu whispered in his ear:

"You're responsible for more than that."

Guan Qing looked up at him in confusion, Xie Xu pursed his lips and smiled, unexpectedly a little shy.

"……And I.

"--I like you."

Xie Xu stopped suddenly, Guan Qing was immersed in memories, and almost bumped into his back.

Guan Qing doesn't hold a lot of alcohol, so he just drank so much without realizing it.And the underground garage was hot and airless, he held his forehead, feeling a little dizzy.

"..."

Xie Xu's voice was indifferent, even a little tense: "What are you doing here?"

"I guess Guan Qing came out to socialize, he must have had a drink." Ye Zi's suit was over his hand, with two buttons unbuttoned, with a kind of sexiness unique to mature men, "so I thought of coming to pick him up."

"It's you," he looked at Xie Xu, smiled, and walked towards the two of them, "Isn't it appropriate for you to keep pestering Guan Qing after we broke up?"

Xie Xu had no expression on his face, and stepped in front of Guan Qing, saying, "It has nothing to do with you."

"I want to cover it up." Ye Zi said lightly.

He walked up to Guan Qing, ignored Xie Xu's frown, and stretched out his hand to Guan Qing: "Guan Qing, let's go, I'll take you home."

Guan Qing looked into Ye Zi's eyes and didn't speak.

He had known each other for so many years, but he couldn't see the person in front of him clearly.

He remembered all kinds of evidence, he signed the contract before... No matter how unbelieving, his heart was still shaken.What is Ye Zi like?Is he a generous, gentle, warm-hearted gentleman senior, or a——

Dressed beast?

After returning that day, he and Ye Zi have maintained a superficial peace.Ye Zi should have sensed his suspicion, but he didn't say anything.

The details that he deliberately ignored in the past have emerged countless times in the past few days.

Before breaking up, Xie Xu went out to film for three whole months, and Ye Zi chatted with him on the Internet many times all night, was it really out of kindness?What about the things you said when you first met?Also, the intentional or unintentional show of affection, at this time I think it is a bit too intimacy.

He looked at Ye Zi in confusion.

Emotionally, he didn't want to believe it, after all, Ye Zi was the one who gave him a beam of light in such a world of ice and snow, and gave him a hand in front of the abyss and cliff.His father cheated on him and abandoned his wife when he was young, and Ye Zi perfectly filled the vacancy in the role of father and brother in his life.

He is willing to cook, wash, and do housework for Xie Xu, but he is not born to love to take care of others. He also wants to be remembered and cared for by someone, to be reminded to add clothes when it is cold, and to provide assistance when work is difficult.

Is this kind of desire blinding him?

Those nasty things were not necessarily done by Ye Zi, but it did remind Guan Qing.His unconditional trust in Ye Zi was a bit too much.

Seeing his appearance, Ye Zi seemed to understand.

He withdrew his hand, a trace of loneliness flashed in his eyes, but he still smiled gently and asked, "Did you hear something?

"Guan Qing, you don't believe me?"

Guan Qing looked at him and wanted to shake his head subconsciously, but Xie Xu sneered from the side:

"I remember you studied psychology, not acting."

"..."

Watching them confront each other, Guan Qing felt a little messy.I don't know what happened to them, can't even maintain the original superficial peace?

"Sorry, I'm going home first..." He couldn't adapt to the situation at this moment, he didn't want to see Ye Zi or Xie Xu, he just wanted to be alone for a while.

Unexpectedly, the two looked at him at the same time, and said in unison: "No."

"..."

Xie Xu walked to his side and grabbed him: "You are not safe alone."

Ye Zi's face turned cold: "Xie Xu, what qualifications do you have?"

"Stop arguing." Guan Qing had a headache, "Let's find a place to sit down and explain clearly."

Xie Xu's expression was a little guilty for a moment.

Guan Qing keenly caught something.Sure enough, after sitting down in the coffee shop, the three confronted each other, and Xie Xu's expression changed subtly.

"Explain, thank you." Ye Zi said.

"... Ye Zi seems to have misunderstood."

Seeing Xie Xu touching his nose, his expression was the same guilty as when Guan Qing found a whole basket of dirty socks when they were in love.

But Xie Xu adjusted his expression, leaned back, quickly crossed Erlang's legs, and put on a smile:

"But once the contract is signed, it is signed, and you have to perform what should be performed.

"So... what's going on?"

It turned out to be an oolong.

That foreign boy met a Chinese student named "coconut" on the Internet. This coconut is studying psychology. Coincidentally, he is in the same city as Ye Zi, and the two have subtle differences in body shape and even facial contours. resemblance.

Coconut, coconut, is surprisingly similar to the Chinese pronunciation of "Ye Zi".

Because the real coconut committed a crime, he quickly hid with family connections, but Ye Zi didn't know anything about it.And because of Ye Zi's family background, appearance, outstanding education and various awards, he returned to China and made some news. Naturally, there were names and photos in the news.

Then he was approached by an angry foreign boy and mistook him.

Guan Qing: "..."

This series of coincidences can make people feel emotional, the world is full of wonders.

After everything was finished, the three fell into silence.

Ye Zi stood up and said, "I have something to do later, so I'm leaving first."

He looked at Guan Qing and said, "I may be very busy these days, so I can't go there to help."

Guan Qing nodded quickly.

He was also very guilty, his distrust of Ye Zi...after all, it still made him sad.

The author has something to say: [Trailer]:

A little girl stepped forward and asked timidly, "Are you Xie Xu?"

The man stared straight ahead, raised the nameplate up, and said in a low voice, "No, is Xie Xu so stupid?"

So you know it too.

The little girl took out a pen and paper and said, "Oh, please sign for me."

"..." Xie Xu took the pen and paper, signed his name, and handed it back impatiently, saying, "Go, go, tell me I'm not."

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