I Found My Dad Is a Crossdresser

12.

Before going home in the morning, I was reluctant, swayed, and ate breakfast for a long time.

My dad is watching the financial news over there.

After I finished eating, I went to pick up the garbage in the kitchen, as if I wanted to throw it away by the way.

My dad is on the phone over there, remotely controlling overseas decision-making work.

I stood at the door and watched him for a long time.

He finally hung up the phone and looked over with a puzzled expression: What's wrong?

My face must be very unhappy, and said: Don't you send me?

He said: Your brother X is down there.

oh.I weighed the unreasonable level of the words I was about to say in my heart, but in the end I was slower than him, and he asked first: Do you want me to send you off?

Ouch!Clever!I nod.

He smiled and said: Do you want me to take you home, or do you not want to go home at all?

I:……

He sighed and walked over: last night, what I said made you angry and sad?

It was a bit embarrassing to admit this kind of thing, I shook my head and denied it, insisting that I simply wanted to send him home, and even involved my grandma, saying that my grandma definitely wanted to see him.By the way, to persuade them to reconcile, there is something between mother and child that cannot understand each other... I feel that my rhetoric is perfect and touching.

After listening to it, he smiled and looked at me: How can you be so nonsense?

I said: Is this nonsense?This is earnest!

He said: Okay, then let your earnest wishes be fulfilled.

After finishing speaking, he touched my head and rubbed my hair, his face was close at hand, and he smiled at me, I...

Well, I wish I wasn't blushing, stiff, unnatural, eh.

So he sent me home.

We didn't talk much along the way, and when we got home, he didn't even plan to get out of the car. I looked at him helplessly for a while, and he reluctantly got out of the car and entered the door.

My grandma is upstairs, but she sure knows he's back.

Now that everyone had entered, he didn't hesitate so much, so he went upstairs to see my grandma.After about ten minutes, he came down, his face was not very good, and he told me to leave.

I asked him: Can't we get along?

He shook his head and replied: There is nothing to talk about.

I wondered, what exactly are they struggling with, and they can go to the point where there is nothing to talk about.

He looked at me and said: Don't worry, I will take care of things, don't make things difficult.I am leaving.If you want to come to my place next week, let me know in advance.

After speaking, he left.

I'm a little confused.

I always feel that something is wrong.

-- Divider --

I thought something was wrong, it was the way he looked at me at that time.

In my understanding, he said "don't make things difficult" to me, which meant that I was sandwiched between him and my grandma, and I couldn't offend both of them, which was very difficult.But the look in his eyes at that time was not that simple.

How to describe it?

He looked at me as if I was in some fiery prison and he was out there swearing to get me out.

So I suddenly felt that the "embarrassment" he referred to was not the same as the embarrassment I understood.

There may be some misunderstanding between us.

-- Divider --

I worked up the courage to ask my grandma why they made such a fuss that my dad wanted to move out.

After asking, I felt even more confused.

According to my grandma, the main issue they couldn't agree on was that my father wanted to change my nationality.

He himself was sent out not long after he was born, and he changed his nationality in order to facilitate the raising outside.About half a year ago, he proposed to my grandma that mine should be changed too, but my grandma disagreed.

There are many reasons for disagreement, and it will become an analysis article in detail. Anyway, you know that this matter is related to business, property, family relationship...etc, that's fine.

I was also surprised when I heard it, and asked my grandma: What did he think?

My grandma gave a "hum" without looking at me, and said vaguely: Who knows what he thinks?I didn't raise him, so I can't control what he thinks... Sigh, if he hadn't sent it out at that time, or brought it back earlier, he wouldn't have been so ridiculous.

I said: How can absurdity be so serious, he must have his own considerations.Don't you all have a rational discussion of the pros and cons of this?

After hearing this, my grandma sighed and didn't answer.

She often loses her temper now, just like a child, and I gradually learned to coax the old child, comforting her and saying: You see, I should have known about it long ago, but I only found out from you now, and I am not angry at all!Don't be angry with my dad either.

My grandma hesitated to speak, but finally sighed: It's best if you don't know, anyway, I watched you grow up with my own eyes, don't mess around with him, otherwise, I will die of sadness.

I thought to myself, what can I do with him... It's too late for me to hide from him now.

Unfortunately, it can't be done.

— Well, deep down I do want to mess with him.

If my grandma knew what kind of nonsense I was thinking about, she would probably die of grief immediately.

Alas, it is so difficult to be a human being.

Anyway, my grandma didn't tell me more about it, so I still don't know much about the ins and outs of the matter.

In fact, the best way at the moment is to ask my dad directly, after all, he is the source.

But, I am cowardly.

And my gut tells me I shouldn't know too much.

Since discovering and acknowledging my feelings, I feel like everything has become more difficult.Intellectually know to stay away from him to avoid unnecessary trouble and pain in the future.

But I don't want to stay away, and I don't want to stay away.

I am delusional about him.

Very annoying.

To fong.

13.

I've been very busy recently, and it's almost the end of the term, you know.

So the post update frequency may be worrying.

In fact, I have been thinking for the past two days whether I should continue to update this post.

After all, the mood I had to vomit at the beginning has long since passed. As for my muddled mind, I don’t know when it will be settled.

It is true that making a tree hole will release people's mood to a certain extent.

But it's still not right.

-- Divider --

What, do you guys like watching other people's unrequited love live broadcast so much?Hahahahaha.

Thank you for reassuring me, "It may be a double arrow", I am also looking forward to it.

But as I said before, apart from looking forward to it, I was also a little scared.

Of course I would fantasize about double arrows in private, but every time I think about it, I will become BE.

To be honest, I don't have the confidence in HE.

First of all, I'm not confident on the question of single or double arrows.

Tell you something.

Yesterday, I found out that my dad's Coser account added an extra follower.The avatar that I followed was the same as the avatar that sent my dad a wechat video request that day, and there was a high probability that it was the same person.

His watch list is either the official account of Blue V, or the people who have worked with him before.This time, this is nothing—or it may just be nothing at the moment. I saw some people discussing in the group that they might cooperate.

Thanks to the group, I also know the details of the other party.

A true goddess.

I took a look at the film produced by the other party, wow, that is called a vigor girl!Whether it's the cosplay of the character, the film for the Lo skirt, or even the return picture of the little skirt that hasn't been repaired much, they are all shining.

I even secretly thought about the picture of her standing with my dad... Tsk tsk, it's just beautiful itself.

To be honest, if I hadn't already decided that I liked my dad, I might have fallen in love with this little girl.

So, I don't have much expectations for "Double Arrow".

Thinking about it carefully, my dad's kindness to me can be interpreted as being kind to his son. From another perspective, my dad's doubts are not so gay.

Things have multiple sides, and you can see the color of what glasses you wear.If you don't wear glasses... then you can't see clearly at all.Now, I just can't see clearly.

Oh, I don't want to, let's prepare for the exam first.

-- Divider --

Has someone finally asked me about my sexuality? ? ?

I thought that you all defaulted to my gender and preference for men early in the morning... I can't blame me for not explaining this matter, it was you yourself who had no doubts from the beginning, and all of you were smiling at your aunt and wanted to send me to My dad pushed it in his arms, so I didn't bother to talk about it.

But since someone asked seriously, I'll talk about it seriously.Otherwise, I would also panic.

Yes, I'm holding back again, let me speak slowly.

Regarding the issue of sexual orientation, I have also wondered for many years.

You know, I was adopted at the age of eight, and because of my dad's "love" and indulgence, I started reading a lot of comics when I was eleven or twelve, and nearly half of them were Danmei comics.

Therefore, I can say that I was indoctrinated with the idea that "same-sex love is justice" since I was a child. On the surface, I am a sunny and handsome straight man of steel, but I have always reserved a place for "justice" in my heart.

In the second year of junior high school, I felt for the first time that a certain little girl was good. In the environment where everyone around me was eager to talk about little love, I also moved my mind.At that time, my dad offered to help me chase the little girl.

But I suspect that he is just trying to spoil my first love.

He asked me to ask the little girl to go to the milk tea shop, and he watched over there by himself, saying that he would assist me when he saw the opportunity.As a result, the little girl was frightened by his unblinking and concentrated gaze, and secretly told me that there was a handsome pervert staring at her.

I:……

I can only tell the truth and say that is my dad.

When the little girl heard this, her complexion became even worse, and she said tremblingly: "Your father, what does your father mean?"

At that time, I hadn't caught up with him yet, so I can't say frankly that my dad came to assist me, right?

So I had no choice but to talk nonsense: He just came to see me, just happened to meet... Don't worry, he won't object to us.

The little girl listened and looked me up and down. Her eyes, um... seemed to be looking at a mentally retarded person.

She said: Are you sure?

I looked back at my dad.Well, I'm blind.There was no sign of "no objection" in his expressionless expression, but it seemed that he was about to come over and beat the mandarin duck in the next second.

I have nothing left to say.

After this incident, the little girl soon fell in love with others, and rejected me with practical actions.

But my dad is still very concerned about me, asking every now and then: What's the matter, have you caught up?

Chase chasing chasing, chasing a ghost!

I rolled my eyes at him: thanks to you, it's yellow.

After hearing this, he didn't think about it at all, and patted my shoulder with a smile, and said: It's okay, that's fine, your first love is still there.Take heart, there are better people waiting for you in the future.

And this "future" has never come, not even a clue.

After I passed the age when I was first in love and easily influenced by people around me, I didn't have any interest in any girl anymore.And the older he grows up, the more hesitant he becomes, and he doesn't feel anything when he sees how beautiful girls are.

But from the age of seventeen or eighteen, looking at my dad, he was often distracted.

But just as I was thinking about it, he became the president, and he has been like an iceberg to me ever since.At that time, all I could feel from him was "obligation".So, the bud that just emerged was pinched by me.

Therefore, my emotional experience is pitiful, let alone talking about feelings and verifying my preferences.

Don't feel sorry for me, thank you.

I'm still very popular, but I'm more responsible and don't want to mess around.

To sum up, you should understand that I am not sure what I like at all.

PS: However, no matter how I imagine it, I think liking my dad is the most practical.Because, I can imagine myself with him.

I mean, kind of together.

14.

After taking a test today, I came back to sleep.I just fell asleep when my roommate knocked on the bed and woke me up.Before I could get angry, he stretched out the phone screen for me to see.

The page is my dad's Weibo, and the latest update is: See you on Friday.No pictures.

I:? ? ? ?He wants to do something?

My roommate nodded frantically, took the phone back, changed the page, and came over again.

This time it's my dad's Weibo profile page, and the gender column on it has changed from blank to "male".

My roommate is very excited: Now the group has exploded, and a bunch of new posts have been posted on the forum, and everyone is arguing.

oh.I rubbed my eyes and asked him: What should I do then?

My roommate's bright eyes froze for a moment: What should I do?

Me: How will you defend your "goddess" this time?

My roommate: Bah, so rigid, why are you still a goddess?Now it's a god!

... so nasty.

Me: Then, how do you defend your male god?

My roommate: Don’t defend yourself, just wait and see what happens, I’m going to post… Eh?Why are you so listless? This is your father's business!

hehe.I looked at him who was young and ignorant and carefree, and sighed in my heart, boy, how do you know your elder brother's suffering.On the surface, he just yawned, rubbed his eyes, and answered: sleepy.

My roommate: Then you go to sleep!

and left.I lay back on the bed and heard him typing on the keyboard. From my angle, I could see his computer screen.He's chatting with his girlfriend, probably in the middle of gossip about my dad.

I am indeed sleepy, but my dad's gossip still needs to be concerned.

So, I turned over and swiped my phone.

My dad’s Weibo post was just posted 5 minutes ago, and there were over a thousand retweets and likes. The first few dozen comments were basically “fucking shit”.

I went to the forums, post bars, and groups that I was familiar with during the last "Battle of the Goddess" one by one, and tall buildings rose from the ground, and they were all chattering.Looking around, my biggest feeling is that my dad's treatment is comparable to that of a starlet.

Finally, I went back to the group and watched them chat.

Among the chatter, some remarks caught my attention-most of them believed that my dad's "see you on Friday" this time was to respond positively to the previous incident.And one or two cautiously expressed that they felt that XXX wanted to quit the circle.

The reason is that since my dad entered the circle, he has encountered countless doubts and provocations, but he never responded.

It can be seen from his rare and personally expressive Weibo content that he only pays attention to making things out, and doesn't care about the rest.

"Others", including popularity, evaluation, fans, hacking, stepping on, ranting, pulling...

It is too abnormal for such a person to suddenly choose to respond.

Relying on their intuition, they boldly speculated that this great god is going to come like a fierce wind and go away like a strong wind.

Of course, most people don't believe their words and think they are talking nonsense.

But I have a vague feeling that they really understand my dad.

So I followed their profile and checked their Weibo.Then I found out that they really are the kind of true fans who really put their feelings into it.

There is really such a thing as aura exchange between people.

If you love someone very much, your aura will be linked with his aura, you will feel the details that others can't feel, and discover the secrets that others can't.

Their love for my dad is so strong that I am amazed. After reading it for 10 minutes, I believe that they have a sensitivity to him that no one else has.

Maybe, they are right.

With this knowledge, I felt very calm, and I didn't want to speculate on what he wanted to do, but just waited quietly for his Friday.

However, if he really wants to quit the circle, I feel quite sympathetic and distressed.

It's just such a small hobby for him, he played in a sneaky way, and almost caused the danger of being fleshed out, so he had to choose to expose himself.

Others don't know what kind of person he is, but I kind of know.

I have seen him in the second stage of middle school, accompanied him in his youthful and innocent life, and touched the youthful soul in his heart.

Now that he has grown up, he can't be in the second grade, can't be naive, can't be young, and occasionally wants to put on a layer of skin to play, but there is no place for him.It hurts to think about it.

-- Divider --

Answer a few questions.

1. Do you know who he is?

Well, maybe.Based on what I know about him, if he exposes himself, he should give a fairly high degree of information, and feed everyone's curiosity in one bite, so that everyone will not look it up in the future.

2. After he was exposed, did the host not update the post?

If you ask me this way, I think you already know who he is. [Allow sad] [Allow sad] [Allow sad]

As for not updating this post, I can't say well... Besides, I seem to have a casual attitude all the time, right?

So, it depends.

3. If my father finds this post, what will the poster plan to do?

……

……

……

Friends who ask this question, I will always remember your ID.

You make me terrified, terrified, and flustered.

Let me answer you now: If this post is discovered, you will lose me, and the world will lose me.

-- Divider --

Today is Thursday, and my roommate, his girlfriend, and his girlfriend's good friend have all been tightly held by my dad, and they couldn't even pass the exam.

When eating at noon, my roommate desperately wanted to pull me together.

Apart from him, no one else knows that the male god they are talking about is my dad.He pulled me to listen to the biggest gossip in their chat circle, probably out of some subtle superiority psychology.

Well, I shouldn't have told him on the spur of the moment.

Throughout lunch, I was like an outsider, quietly, silently listening—well, I was an outsider.

The two friends of my roommate's girlfriend are now immersed in boundless excitement and anticipation.For the convenience of description, I will call them A and B.

A is very unrestrained, saying: After he announces on Friday, I must go to hook him up, hug his thigh, I want to chase him!

B is calmer, and cools her down: You are such an appearance association, forget it.It's not that he doesn't know how much makeup is used in the circle, but he doesn't know what to do after removing it.

A was not convinced, and danced and argued with B about my father's beauty... I watched it and thought it was very funny, so I held back my laughter for a long time.This meal really didn't go well, so I excused myself to review and left first.

After leaving them, I really wanted to call my dad.

Recently, I've been carefully handling my own concerns, and I didn't go to him again on the excuse of the exam week, so I didn't meet him anymore, and only talked on the phone.So it shouldn't be too abrupt to call him at this point.

I found his number, and just as I was about to dial it, I suddenly thought of a more exciting way - WeChat video call.

He will take a WeChat video from a fellow Coser, so he shouldn't reject me, right?

I just sent it.

very nervous.

I'm afraid he won't answer.

Then I will be sad.

Thank goodness he took it.

He probably put his mobile phone on some pile of books, facing his face, with his arms swinging forward, and it was obvious that he was typing.After connecting to the video, he glanced at the camera and raised the corners of his lips.

He asked: Why do you want to send me a video?

I stare at him...

The eyebrows are trimmed, the eyebrows are neatly shaped, and the shades are just right.The bridge of the nose is high and straight, and it looks like a fairy cut from the side.A pair of eyes is the most beautiful place. At this age, they still reveal their innocent brilliance from time to time.Usually, if you don't smile, you will look cold, but when you smile, you will immediately feel like you are holding the spring breeze.Lips are like two petals, neither thin nor thick, sexy for no reason.

The two girls didn't know that they had seen him before, and they were overwhelmed by his appearance.If they knew who he was, they might faint.

I regret that I told my roommate at the beginning. I should have such a beautiful secret alone.

I was thinking wildly, he waited for a while and didn't hear my answer, so he put down his work and looked over: What's the matter, XX?

...Ci'ao, call me to repeat words again! ! !I want to act like a spoiled child to show him! ! !

But no, I'm still on the school road.

So I pretended to be a dick and said: XXX, don't you plan to expose your son first before exposing it to outsiders?

When I said this, what I imagined in my mind was his astonished expression, complicated eyes, and slightly bewildered words.

However, I underestimated him.

He listened.

just laugh.

Just that kind of ordinary smile, without the slightest embarrassment of being exposed, nor surprised, nor lost.

He said: Since you can't wait, then I will satisfy you.Yes, I am XXX.

I:……

He looked at me, raised his hand in front of the camera, and made a pinching gesture... It looked like he was pinching my face? ? ?

Second Olympics! ! !

Then, he said: Well, that's enough for you.I still have an urgent email to answer, and I'll talk to you about it later, okay?

Damn, why are you so gentle? !My heart is going to pop out! ! !

I tried not to lose my head and nodded: good.

He said: Then I hang up... Oh, I almost forgot to say, thank you for your efforts to protect me last time.

After speaking, I really hung up.

My heart was beating like thunder, and my mind was bewildered.

Right now, my heart is beating like thunder, and my mind is muddled.

15.

OK, it's Friday, five twenty in the afternoon.

I just finished the exam and opened the post in the cafeteria, and you guys came over and left a lot of messages, I haven't finished reading it for 10 minutes.This post has been open for so long, today is the most lively.

To a friend who still doesn't know who he is: He hasn't posted on Weibo yet.

The friend who answered [-]% of the time guessed who he is: I don't know when he posted it, we didn't communicate about it.

However, I can tell you that I am waiting for his driver to return to his place this week.

I'll post more as conditions permit.

Because gossip is really fun. [Silly laugh][Silly laugh][Silly laugh]

-- Divider --

I got in the car.

surprise!The domineering president personally picks up his son from school!

Well... y'all feel stale, in my limited description of myself coming home, it's all about him picking me up.But I have to say, this is all after the opening of this post, and he never came to answer it himself before.

Now, he is on the phone and seems to be in a good mood, and his favorite sonata is still playing in the car.

Ah, what a great atmosphere.

So I opened the thread.

Don't worry, I will ask you about the questions you care about later.

-- Divider --

……

! ! ! ! !

? ? ? ? ?

His Weibo has been updated! ! !

Just after I posted it to the first floor, my roommate excitedly sent me a screenshot of his Weibo! ! !

But he's still on the phone with me... well, he has an assistant.Why should he manage Weibo himself, and his attitude is there. From now on, he will never manage that Weibo again.

Having said that, everyone in the circle should have confirmed who he is.

So, make fun of yourself first, and I'll go talk to him.

-- Divider --

After a few hours, I'm back.

As you can see, he explained on his Weibo how to mix circles, and carefully planned nine characters, nine photos each, a total of 81 pictures, used to give feedback and thank those who like him.

Then there is the withdrawal statement.

Oh no.That's not even a statement, it's a "notice" if it's exhausted.

"Let's go, see you."

These words, tsk tsk, even I have to sigh, just, really just.

I saw his Weibo update in the car earlier, and I was as shocked as you.I felt like I wanted to ask him a lot of questions, but after he finished calling, I didn't know how to ask them.

After thinking about it for a long time, I asked: You, are you not playing anymore?

...Then, the way he looked at me made me feel like I had a problem with IQ.

An awkward silence hung in the air.

After a while, he asked me: Do you like it?

I hesitated whether to say I like it lively and brightly, or say I like it implicitly and calmly, and finally nodded and said: Yes.

He said: Then I can play for you.

I:……

God, what is going on with this man? ? ?

At such an old age, do you not pay attention to the influence of what you say? ? ?

I pretended to be calm: Actually, you don't have to be so serious about retiring from the circle.As long as you are happy to play, then keep playing, most people still like you, those who say you lied to them, say disappointed, let them go...

He said: I don't care about these.

oh.I said: Then why do you want to withdraw?

He looked at me with a smile on his face for a long while without speaking, which made my heart shudder.

I said: Oh, forget it, you have already retired, so I won't ask any more.What's for dinner tonight?

He said: You.

me? ? ?

Him: You can eat whatever you want.

Me: ... oh.

Did you see it?This conversation was misunderstood by me from a very mysterious angle, and my mind flashed.However, he didn't seem to notice my misunderstanding, and naturally picked up where I was stuck.

Then, he drove into the underground parking lot of the supermarket.

I basically picked the dishes, because after we came in, he sent a voice call request on WeChat, and it was still that girl.

Those of you who have read Weibo will understand that the two of them are indeed cooperating.In the nine sets of pictures, she appeared in two sets in friendship.

Now when I look at this picture again, I still feel a little grateful for no reason.

how to say?She should be my dad's only cosplayer friend in the industry, right?

...well, as far as I know.

So, I kind of thank her for the friendship she gave my dad.

After buying groceries and returning to the car, the atmosphere between us was much more relaxed than before.

My dad took the initiative to tell me about things on the Internet, and I didn't know that he already knew that I was following him.I'm not too surprised by this, because the trumpet I use to follow him is actually not secretive at all.

At least, to him, it's about equal to transparency.

Didn't I have a good relationship with him when I was young?So I started playing on many online platforms, and it was he who took me.At first, we shared accounts, and he knew my big and small ones, and he was also familiar with my style of speaking on the Internet.

Based on this, it is not surprising that he recognized the trumpet I used to drive, and even the account where I ripped off the X for him in the end-oh, it turns out that he did see my computer screen that day.

What surprised me was that he actually picked me out of his thousands of fans.

Isn't he busy with everything?

Why are you so free? ?

By the way, he also said that he doesn't want to see me spend my energy on these boring small circle online scolding battles.

I:……

see? ?He really doesn't like his son's indulging in small patterns and tearing up X! ! !

He'd rather I be okay looking at porn pages! ! !

After talking about the matter, I felt much more relaxed. I chatted with him about this circle, and he also chatted with me about his little hobbies.

It turns out that he didn't just start playing Cosplay now.He has been playing abroad since he was a child, and in terms of time, he is also an ancient god in this circle.But when I returned to China, first my father died, then I became a father for no reason, and I was busy adapting to the domestic environment, so I gave up this hobby.

It wasn't until these two years that I had the leisure to pick it up.

Why these two years?

I was sensitive to this keyword, but I didn't ask, because I had some opinions of my own.

——I think it has something to do with me.

But this is just a feeling, I can't find any evidence, and I don't want to get to the bottom of it for the time being... Well, I'm afraid to pursue another topic.

In this situation, it is not suitable to pursue that topic.

Anyway, I was so happy to be able to chat with him like this.

It's been too long since we chatted like this, using a common language, talking about interesting topics, and being in the same world with each other... This feeling, it's been too long, and I don't want to destroy it at all.

Well, anyway, today was a perfect day.

PS: He promised me that he would take me to see his Cos clothing tomorrow.

Another PS: His cosplay clothes are not placed in this home at all, he thinks this home is too small.So, specifically, set up a house, make, locker room.

I was wrong, his domineering president's personality will not collapse just because he wears women's clothing.

It will only stand up and be more stable.