I Found My Dad Is a Crossdresser

7.

It's six o'clock in the morning and I've been lying in bed with my eyes open for an hour.

My mind is messed up.

I promised you last night that I would give you some details about yesterday.In fact, the addition of those details gave me a feeling: my dad is relying on the way he used to be.

"Before" refers to the time before me, when my grandma hadn't retired and he hadn't been the president yet.

You are all asking me, what was my father and I like before, why I muttered and sighed several times about our current relationship, which is hard to describe... I thought it had nothing to do with him being a big guy in women's clothing, so I didn't want to talk about it.

But just now I figured it out, it has something to do with me.

The details of yesterday are also related to me.

Then let me talk together.

Yesterday, when I saw my dad with my roommate and his girlfriend, my dad was very different from his usual suit and leather shoes for work, and he was dressed casually.

T-shirts and sneakers.

Looks young, super handsome, more like my brother than my dad.

I have to say, he really rarely wears this during working hours... no, not very rarely, never in my memory.

Moreover, I also found out that his body was newly bought.

Why on earth did he buy a new suit and wear it to meet my classmates? ? ?

If it was in a dog-blood drama, I would have to misunderstand first, whether he has taken a fancy to one of my classmates and wants to act young in front of her... But this is not a dog-blood drama, and I am a young man with a very keen sense.So, I will not have this misunderstanding.

In fact, when my dad appeared in front of me like this, I felt that he was facing me with his previous appearance.

No matter how I look or how I dress up, or how I treat me, they are all moving closer to the past.

... Realizing this, I really feel subtle and terrified.

He has treated me coldly for two years, and suddenly he treats me well, can I not panic? ? ?

Although he usually treats me well, it's because of my adoptive father Bing Leng.

But he used to treat me, alas, how should I put it... It's good to have warmth, it's good to be sincere.

Before me, when my grandma was in charge of the company and he was only a small employee, we were together, like brothers and friends, we had fun and had something to say, but he still didn’t like me calling him dad.

He smiled at me like he smiled at me yesterday.

Eh, my tone seems very emotional.

Well, I am really emotional.

Probably because of my dad's appearance, when he said last night that we were walking home, I didn't feel that it was against harmony at all, I just felt kind.We used to do this a lot before. One day in the last semester of my third year of high school, I was in a bad mood, and he accompanied me on the road in the middle of the night.

As for him, he really has a cold face and a warm heart, and he really loves pets in his bones.

When I was young, besides being keen on stuffing me with money, he also liked to give me many small surprises.

I have a lot of hobbies, and he has recorded all the walls I have climbed since I was a child in his consumption bill.Prepare gifts for me, put them on my bedside on special occasions, and write post-it notes.

I had a crush on a female classmate for the first time, and he said he would help me catch up. I said, aren't you afraid that my grades will drop if I become obsessed with the object?

He said: "You don't have to work as a junk snack all your life, it's not like I can't afford to support you all your life."

By the way, he also likes to call me trash dim sum for a while.

When you are lazy, it is called "Dim Sum".

...Oh my god, now that I think about it, why is it so nasty?

I know that you people will definitely be crooked after reading it, so let me justify myself weakly.When he called me "Dim Sum", his painting style was like that between brothers and friends, there is absolutely only a disgusted face, no ambiguous eyes.

Having said this, I just want to answer the question you asked: My dad and I used to have such a good relationship.

And the change happened after my birthday.

My birthday is in spring, the day when the year begins.After my birthday was over that year, my grandma stepped down, and my dad officially became the top leader in official affairs.

It may be that his identity and position have changed, he gradually became strict in his behavior, and his whole body sank.He was not a talkative person in the past, and he looked no different from an iceberg when he sank like this.

He is not only iceberg to employees, but also iceberg to me.

We became less and less play together, and even less talk.

To be honest, ever since I was brought home by him, he has been pampered and raised by me. Since when was he so neglected?So, I was so wronged that I lost my temper with him.

In the end, let me be the sky and the earth, and he will stand still!

Ignore me completely, and the previous tricks to coax me are gone!

Obviously any trick can make my heart burst into joy, but he is indifferent! !

I'm really angry and confused! ! !What am I doing wrong? ? ? ?

It is not an exaggeration to say that in the past two years, I really couldn't help but wonder countless times, whether he doesn't want me anymore.For this reason, I was actually very distressed in my heart. At first, I was entangled and loved to talk to my roommate, but our relationship has improved like this.

Later, I felt that talking too much and repeating it would be too much for Mrs. Xianglin, so I stopped talking.Keep everything in your heart, hide it and suppress it, and dare not think about it.When I think about it, my sense of security collapses.

As I said before, it was not easy for my dad to raise me like that, and I was not spoiled.

In fact, I don’t dare to be bad, I think about how to be a useful and excellent person every day, lest he don’t want me, my grandma doesn’t want me, this family doesn’t want me anymore, I’m living my life so hard! !okay? ! !

Hmm... I'm not very emotional, I used a bit too many exclamation marks to express the turbulent emotions before.

Now I have seen a lot more. After all, people have grown up. The sense of power in the body and the control and prediction of the future are stronger and clearer, so the sense of security has relatively returned a lot.

I feel that when facing my dad, I have truly gained the perspective of an adult.

This stuff is hard to describe.

To put it simply, it seems that through his behavior, he can see more deeply and more definitely what intentions and moods he harbors, and what are the psychological motivations behind him, and what may have caused these psychological motivations...

For example, yesterday, he made himself like the old self, and I knew that he wanted to get along with me like before.

I guess, this is also the mentality of him asking me to come before I said come over.

But I knew him before.

——If he just wants to be nice to me and pamper me, then he will directly swipe his card to buy things for me + give them to me with a little care to make me happy.But he was beating around the bush like this, which showed that he had a problem in his heart.

Tsk tsk, my dad has a little secret for me~~~~

This sentence is just a scratch, in fact, I am not so relaxed, but I feel weird and a little flustered.

I know some of you are really quite psychological.It would be great if you could seriously analyze my dad with me, and you can also analyze me hahahahahaha.But crooked me and my dad, forget it~~~

My dad just knocked on my door and called me to have breakfast.I went first.

I am back.

I was out all day and finally came back.Of course, it's back to my dad.

For the convenience of expression, I will directly call it "my father's house" in the future. Anyway, I don't think he will move back.

Because I learned that he didn't rent this house, but bought it.bought.

Even though I am his son, I still feel the pain of "class differences" because of his behavior of buying a house at the speed of light.

I read your message, because I am quite concerned about some things, so I will answer two more questions first.

1. About "There is not enough information about Dad in the article, so there is no way to make a comprehensive analysis".

Well, if you want me to tell you a lot about my dad, I can't quite put it into words yet.

Because every time I write something about him, I have to carefully weigh it first. Whether the thing I want to talk about will expose his real identity or something.

So I'm sorry, on this point, I really can't give more clues right away, I have to sort it out before making a decision.

PS: Based on the above considerations, the description of his coser status in the previous article, of course, I also use the method of embezzlement and replacement. Don't guess which coser he is based on those descriptions.

2. Regarding "It's not that I look at Renji with a rotten eye, the host's feelings for his father are really not simple, has the host noticed this himself".

This series of questions makes me very entangled. You can see how entangled I am in the comprehensive description of this series of questions.

Originally, I wanted to say that these have nothing to do with the subject of my post, and I will not answer them.But by writing this post here, I have unknowingly exposed too many of my private affairs and selfishness.

And, in fact, the fact that he is a master of women's clothing has already been stamped in my heart.Apart from uncovering the physical evidence with his own hands, hearing his confession with his own ears, and then telling you, and marking the post with "end", there is nothing to say.

After all, I can't really show you all his blockbusters and live broadcasts, can I?

So now, I have to admit that I am still writing this post because I also want to know the problem as stated in the title.

PS: I will pay more attention to what I am thinking in the future.

Then tell me about my whole day.It's quite magical.

In the morning, didn't my dad call me out for breakfast?While eating breakfast, he suddenly mentioned that a world-class large-scale theme amusement park had been built and opened in this city for more than a year, and he hadn't visited it yet.

And asked me if I had time to go with him.

Yes, he said "investigate".

With an expressionless face and a serious tone, it seems that the person sitting in front of him is not his son, but his creative director.I feel sensitively that he is just pretending, pretending to be insincere!

Probably seeing that I didn’t respond to his words for a long time, he raised his eyes, looked over the spoon for scooping up wontons, and asked me: Are you free?

How dare I say I'm not free, I'll say yes right away.

He looked at me squarely and said: Then are you going?

I may have had a brain twitch, or maybe I was a little excited when he looked at me like this, and said something that I owed: What does your industry have to do with other people's amusement parks, and what are you investigating?You just want to play with me, right?

After saying this, I saw his face sink at a speed visible to the naked eye.

... I remorsefully asked myself if I was crazy, otherwise how would I dare to dismantle, wear, him? ? ?

Just as I was racking my brains, trying to figure out how to round up the words and glue the face I tore off from his face, he answered me: Yes, I just want to take you to play.

I:……

Since I just made a commitment, I will pay attention to what I am thinking in the future.So I'm telling you exactly how I felt at the time.

——I felt that I had been teased, and my heart was pounding, and I almost gasped.

——Let me confess again, this is not the first time I have felt this way.

I can't tell when, but I often feel my heart beat faster, my ears feel hot, and my thoughts wander because of what he said to me.But reason told me that my cranky thinking was just random thinking and had nothing to do with his original intention.

——Until I found out that he cosplays a female character.

Because of his hobby, I began to question his orientation, and began to wonder about his intentions, and there was always a faint voice in my heart saying "Go back to him, seduce him, and find evidence"... Also, your crooked Crooked, in fact, all of them gave me indescribable happiness.

——Holy shit, am I done with the game?

——You guys, are you really knocking it out?

As I write this, I feel so confused that I can't write any more today.

I need to think, to think calmly.

-- Divider --

In the end, you demonically brainwashed me and induced my desire to move?

Or, there is a demon living in my heart, you cast the bait, and it crawled out?

-- Divider --

I have a glass of water and I am much calmer now.

So I plan to finish today's trip to the amusement park before going to bed (or insomnia).

When he said that, I was of course elated. I immediately packed my schoolbag and happily went to the amusement park with him.

I was wearing a T-shirt, shorts and sneakers, he was wearing a T-shirt, shorts and sneakers, and we bought the same hat from the store at the entrance of the amusement park.God knows how difficult it is to find a pair... oh no, two hats suitable for boys in this kind of fairy tale-themed amusement park.

Anyway, when we were all dressed youthfully and stood together, I felt that the girls around me were all looking at us, and even some people let us go first in line for playing sports.

Looks good, really good~~~~

Alright, stop being smart, and give you the facts you want.

From the moment I arrived at the amusement park, I felt that he called me to play this time, not on a whim like he showed in the morning, but after a long time of preparation.

This is the first time for us to come to this amusement park—after all, I have grown up and am no longer a baby who needs amusement parks to please—I don’t know anything about it except that there are huge crowds of tourists.

But my dad, since entering the park, has used precise strategies, VIP all the way.

You know, many VIP enjoyments in this kind of amusement park can't be obtained on the spot, but must be robbed.However, he has been using it all the way, including those who make instant reservations... So it can be seen how familiar he is with the game strategy here and how smooth the operation is.

Can this be done "on a whim"? ?

I would not have believed this statement when I was 12 years old, not to mention I am already 20 years old.

I know that he has already made arrangements, and he has put a lot of thought into taking me to play today.Bel is familiar with this feeling, and hopes to enjoy it for another 500 years.

But, at the same time, I was also nervous and confused.

——Why is he bothering so much? ? ?

We played all day, and basically played all the hot and big projects, and he was very good to me all the way.

I have to say that there were many moments when my heart was soft and warm, and I really felt that the two of us had returned to the way we used to be.The atmosphere and feeling are so good that I can't believe it, it's like dreaming.

However, he was too measured.

He just arranged the day's play in such a thoughtful and proper way, that I let go of my arms and had fun like I did when I was young, without any move beyond the relationship.It was as if my wild thoughts were really just wild thoughts.

So, at this moment, I am both happy and full of melancholy.

——What is he thinking?

—Can I ask?

——If I ask, will he break my leg?

-- Divider --

OK, I admit you won.

This post could really be renamed "I doubt it, I like it, my dad".

9.

You say that I have taken myself seriously, so be it.

But my mood is not as logical as you think, in fact, I am neither sure of my mood nor think it is appropriate to appear in this mood.

I believe that no one who encounters my situation will feel at ease and let the relationship develop.

So I thought about it for half the night, and felt that I should stay away from my dad, think calmly, and seek a solution.

When I went back to school on Sunday evening, he asked me: Do you want to go home and bring some of your things?

What he meant was that he wanted me to come back here every weekend in the future.

I thought about it, and refused, saying that my grandma was lonely at home alone, so I better not make her old man feel sad.

He listened to my words, didn't say anything, and sent me back to school.

In the past two days, I have been in a complicated mood, mainly because of the deterioration of my relationship with my dad, and what is he thinking.

If I'm the only one who goes bad, it shouldn't be too much trouble, I'll just bear it.

But if my dad also...

Eh, this is...

How should I say it?It would be a lie to say that you are unhappy, but it is more of a fear.This state is too weird, and my simple values ​​and outlook on life cannot be fully accepted.

So, I decided not to go to my dad's place during this period of time, the distance makes people sober.

-- Divider --

In the past few days, I ate lunch with my roommate and his girlfriend.

One day when the two of them chatted, they started talking about their own circle. His girlfriend said to him mysteriously: Oh, I ate a melon last night, about XXX, do you want to listen?

XXX is my dad's circle name. When I heard it, I couldn't help pricking up my ears...

Although my roommate already knew the truth about the "Goddess", he didn't expect that this truth would not prevent him from continuing to like my dad's works and performances... I am deeply impressed by this.

——He immediately said, "I want to listen, I want to listen."

So, his girlfriend lowered her voice and said: I heard that XXX is a man.

After speaking, I looked at my roommate very sympathetically.

My roommate listened, and exaggeratedly performed a surprised expression, coaxed his girlfriend over, and then asked her girlfriend where she heard about it, whether it was true or not.

His girlfriend said: It's just a melon, there is no evidence.

My roommate said: Oh~~~

After his girlfriend saw that he was so surprised, she reacted so coldly, so she continued to feed him a few melons about XXX... I won’t talk about these, otherwise some of you may know who XXX is.

Again, PS: In this post, I am always prepared to cover up the tricks, and I am prone to overwhelm with descriptions that will cause specific points.I hope everyone will not make random guesses, so as not to accidentally hurt you.

Because this "Battle of the Goddess" touched me a lot, I still decided to tell you about it.

After his roommate's girlfriend broke a lot of news, he still didn't care much, so he successfully gained the trust of his girlfriend, believing that he just likes XXX's works, not himself.

After dinner, the two of us tacitly got rid of his girlfriend together.

As soon as she left, he immediately revealed his true colors, and said to me in a panic: Tell your dad quickly, take a break recently, don't let people dig it out!

I rolled my eyes: Your "goddess" doesn't know we already know who he is, okay?

He was silent, and decided to save the "goddess" by himself.

His method is to first find out the source of this melon, and then gather fans of XXX to disrupt this rumor in a targeted manner, so that the Internet is full of melons, all kinds of melons.

I must have cared about my dad too, so I joined in with my roommate.

After working hard for half a night, we finally found the "melon source".

The saying "XXX is a boy" first appeared on the forums, and later spread to Weibo Chaohua and fan groups. When we got into it, this saying was already flying all over the sky.

The first to mention this in the post were two new IDs, which looked like trumpets at first glance, maybe they were created specifically to blackmail my dad.

Nine times out of ten, research proves it is.

We sorted out the timeline and development track of the whole incident, and found that after the first exposure of the incident by those two trumpets, people followed suit one after another. Doubtful."

How strong is the appeal of the Great God. The voices about this matter, the voices of questioning and asking for explanations, immediately won an overwhelming victory. Everyone seemed to have already held the stone hammer of "XXX is a boy" and demanded XXX in a mighty way. Give me an explanation.

... Well, I can't help feeling sorry for my dad.

For him, he has not a single friend, but quite a few enemies.

These people obviously want to send him out of the C position.

This really makes me very sad, I don't know whether to be angry or distressed.

For a moment, I almost wanted to tell my dad that I knew everything, and then, as before, I would show support for him carelessly and let him know that he still has a friend no matter what, and that is his son.

However, it is obviously unwise to do so.

Therefore, I can only silently join the "Goddess Defense War" initiated by my roommate, and put all my determination to protect my dad into it.

Who would have thought that my posture of entering the pit turned out to be to tear up X on the Internet to spoil the situation? [allow sad] [allow sad]

10.

Yaoshou, she was almost exposed in front of my dad just now.

No, to be precise, I suspect that I have been exposed, and my dad is just pretending not to see it.

Today is Saturday, I say this, you should know, I am at my dad's house again.

Originally, I was supposed to go back to my original home this weekend, but my dad said yesterday that he was going on a business trip, but there were some appliances in the house that needed to be installed, and someone had to guard them, so he asked me to come.

So, here I am.

Before I came, I thought about a lot of things.For example, while he is not at home, go to his room to find his "criminal evidence" and hold the stone hammer of his Cos female character.Another example is to thoroughly enjoy the joy of occupying a house by one person.

Our family always has at least a nanny.Therefore, I have never really occupied a house "by myself", which is really an experience that I yearn for.

But since I entered the house, so far, I have not had time to do these.

Because I'm busy with "Battle of the Goddess".

It is already the third day of this action. With the efforts of my roommate and me, the denunciation and scolding war caused by the incident of "XXX is a boy" finally turned into a debate, and the truth was clamored. The online quarrel was relegated to the fringes of the least importance.

According to my roommate's plan, at this time, we just need to observe and supervise, and we don't have to end up with a trumpet.

But I found that the so-called observation and supervision are much more troublesome than the end of the game.

I switch between various platforms to see what everyone is saying, summarize what the main arguments are, and whether anyone will discuss the original topic in depth... It's really too troublesome.

One inadvertently swiped from six o'clock to nine o'clock.

And in the process, I only ate a piece of bread.

After nine o'clock, I was finally too hungry, so I was going to the kitchen to look for food.

As soon as I left the living room, the door lock rang, and then the door was opened, and my dad stood at the door dragging the suitcase.

He frowned when he saw that I was still wearing clothes outside at this point—our family has some trivial habits, one of which is to wear home clothes at home, and I didn’t change my clothes, so he would interpret it as I just entered the house soon.

So, the first thing he asked me was: where did you go today?

His expression was very serious. When I was nervous, I forgot to ask him why he came back. I hurriedly explained that I was back a long time ago, but I was busy with my homework and forgot to change my clothes.

He listened suspiciously.

I had no choice but to say: My computer is still on, if you don’t believe me, go check it out.

He literally left the suitcase in the living room and went straight to my room.

I followed him silently at first, and after taking two steps, I suddenly remembered that there were still several webpages about "Defense of the Goddess" open on my computer desktop, and it seemed that the dialog box with my roommate was also open! !

So, after entering the room, I hurriedly found an opportunity to step in front of the computer first, without even thinking about it, I quickly turned off the webpage.When I turned around, he was standing behind me.

My heart was beating super fast, bang bang bang.

I carefully observed his expression to judge whether he saw it or not.

I was going to explain to him, and secretly prepared the manuscript.

I……

He spoke: What's the matter?Surreptitiously browsing porn sites?

Me: ...um.

At that time, I intuitively thought that it would be better for him to misunderstand me browsing pornographic websites than to let him know that I was ripping X for him.

who I am?I'm his chosen one!It's his lucky star who can't die!He is the successor to his billionaire fortune!How can I use a trumpet, organize people, and tear up X for a little thing on the Internet and Two-dimensional? ?

No.

I admitted so, and he looked at me with a suppressed smile on his face.

We just stared at each other for more than ten seconds, and then he let me go and went out.

Before going out, he said with concern: Look, it’s nothing, don’t overindulge yourself, so as not to hurt yourself.

I'm not! !

I don't! ! !

I don't want to hurt myself alone! ! ! !

In short, I may have passed the test, or it may be that he didn't expose me.

After all, he knows that I am, uh, ah, that... "excellent son/successor" has a heavy burden, and he usually pays attention to being a good young man who is great and upright.

Now that I've even admitted to surfing pornographic websites, there's no need for him to expose me and embarrass me.

——From this point of view, he is really a very considerate father to me.

He was like that when I was a kid.

How to say it?Before meeting him, I was just an orphan in an orphanage, a child who was abandoned by someone, psychologically more or less oversensitive.

After he took me home, while clarifying our relationship and identities, he became friends with me, getting along and communicating with me as equals as possible, and taking care of my various sensitivities.

It can be said that it was really under his care that I gradually gained self-confidence, a stable mind, and grew up healthily both physically and mentally.

He is really a good dad.

Ah, wait, he called me to eat...

As I write this post, he is already in the kitchen cooking.

CEO dad, cook for me.

I…...

Alas, I really can't calm down in all kinds of emotions, I really live a long life!

After I had dinner, I stared at the Wanjia lights outside the window for a while, and then came back.

At this moment, I feel complicated, depressed, and overwhelmed.I want to talk to the tree hole, but I just don't have the energy to type... But I'm sure I can't fall asleep, so let's just type and write the post.

Didn't my dad come back from a business trip suddenly? During dinner just now, I asked him why, and he just said "nothing, the itinerary has changed", almost without answering me.

Of course, he doesn't want to talk to me about things like work, and I don't bother to ask more.

So this topic was turned over.

Later, we ate at the same table for a while, and I found out that he came back after drinking.

He belongs to the type who doesn't look good when drinking, as long as he is not too drunk to lose his mind, or smells like alcohol, it is not easy to find out.I probably didn't drink much today. When I wasn't paying attention, I really didn't feel it at all. Only after staying together for a long time can I find out.

I casually asked him: Have you entertained?

He said: no.

I heard it, and it was a little strange, he obviously drank, why did he deny it, it's not a big deal.

In view of our recent warming up, I dare to say: You've been drinking!

He let out an "oh", looking absent-minded: it's not entertainment, it's a date.

I suddenly felt like I couldn't eat... It's no exaggeration, I wanted to put down the bowl and lose my temper, my throat was choked there, and I didn't dare to speak, for fear that if I spoke, my voice would be wrong.

After a while, I finally uttered a word that I felt would not reveal my mood: oh.

I really want to ask him, who is he dating?What kind of date?How would you date before a business trip?

However, I couldn't ask, because I was stuck with an emotion, which made me feel that asking him these things would be tantamount to humiliating myself.

——I have raised my self-esteem.

Useless, painful pride.

Then, we couldn't eat anymore.

When both of us were almost full, his Wechat rang and came in with a request for a video call. The avatar was a cute anime image of a girl, and it was immediately obvious that the other party was a girl.

He watched for a while, and I thought he was going to hang up, but he switched to a voice call and went to the balcony to answer it.

In my impression, it was the first time he answered a WeChat voice/video call.He is usually annoyed when others send voice messages to him.If his subordinates dare to send him a long message, it is difficult to say whether they can continue to work the next day.

Now, he actually answered a voice call from a girl.

This call lasted a total of 8 minutes.

I don't know what they said, the sound insulation effect of the glass door on the balcony is too good, I only see him talking and smiling for a while.

I don't know if I have a filter, but his smile is very gentle in my eyes.

But this kind of tenderness is very dazzling to me.

He came back after the phone call, still smiling, and asked me: Have you finished eating?

I didn't want him to see my expression, so I didn't look up and said: I'll clean up in a while, you've worked so hard, go to bed early.

He said: good.

Just went into the room.

After a while, I heard him enter the bathroom, and then the water splashed.

Damn, can the sound of water be so rushing?Can Lao Tzu's tears be like this? ?

But I didn't have tears, I touched the corner of my eye, and it was dry.

While he was in the shower, I was thinking a lot.I want to know who that girl is, what their relationship is, why he went on a date, whether he dated her, why he didn't go on a business trip, and whether he has anything to do with her...

Thinking about it makes me scratch my heart and liver, and my internal organs are about to burn.

Before he came out, I washed the dishes and hid in the room.Just like that, I listened furtively to him after taking a shower, the sound of footsteps coming and going in the house, and the sound of the suitcase being carried back to the room by him...

It suddenly occurred to me that I had never been in the room of his house.

So I jumped up immediately and ran over. At this time, he was about to close the door, and I was stuck in the door awkwardly.

He asked me: what's wrong?

"I want to enter your room", this sentence has rolled to the throat and blocked again.I'm 20 years old, how strange it is to say that I want to enter his room in the middle of the night-or maybe, I'm the only one who thinks it's weird.

I couldn't say it, so I just found a reason: you are back, so I will leave it to you to handle the installation of electrical appliances here?I'm going home tomorrow.

He listened and tilted his head to look at me.After watching it for a while, I didn't understand what he was thinking when he looked at me.

He asked me: Don't you like being here with me?

This, how can I say it?I'll have to think for a while...

In the end, before I could make up my mind, he made a conclusion for me: It seems that you really don't like it, so you can go back tomorrow.

After speaking, he closed the door, moving quickly.

I couldn't even see his expression at that moment, but I think he seemed a little disappointed and a little angry.

I also feel uncomfortable when he is like this. I am very anxious and want to explain, but I can't find a point to explain.What's more, he has already closed the door... and I still haven't entered his room.

Second Olympics.

I am angry.

I'm so angry!

I'm so angry!

There is still a little pain.

—I'm sure now that I don't have pure feelings for him.

——I really like my dad.

—I feel so sad.

- What should I do?