PUBG this shot for you [e-sports]

In the middle and late October, it is late autumn in the north, and the temperature drops sharply. What is even more frigid is the old north wind howling between the sky and the earth, which makes people feel desolate when they look at the fallen leaves.

When Yu Huan walked out of the train station, the sky and the earth were pale, and the branches were bare. This was the winter day he had been familiar with for 19 years.

"Damn, it's a bit cold." Xie Ci shrank his neck. He grew up in the south, and he has a high resistance to magic attacks. Old Beifeng really can't withstand physical attacks like this.

"I asked you to wear gloves, but you don't." Yu Huan complained, "Let's go, take a taxi to the hospital."

They bought the earliest tickets today, the high-speed train at [-] o'clock in the morning. Last night, Yu Huan had a sleepless night. On the way, Xie Ci comforted Yu Huan and let him sleep more.

Yu Huan took a nap a few times, but he didn't fall asleep. In a daze, he felt that Xie Ci had been holding him all the time, and a jacket was covering the two of them, so as not to be surrounded by passers-by.

There were not too many people arriving at the station at this time, and it didn't take long to wait in line for a taxi. It took about [-] minutes to arrive at the hospital.

The gate of the hospital is on the side of the street, and there is a signboard made of white stone standing beside the gate, with pale gold characters on the pale base, which looks clean but cold.

Yu Huan stopped at the entrance of the hospital, a mixture of confusion and fear slowly rose in his heart, Xie Ci took a step closer to him, and quietly grabbed his cold hand.

"Don't be nervous." Xie Ci's voice was still very gentle, but the hand holding his fingertips exerted a little force.

"Yes." Yu Huan said, "I'll call Aunt Tian."

Yu Huan asked about the location of Mr. Su's ward on the phone, and took another deep breath. The cold air poured into his lungs and felt like a knife was being cut, but it finally woke him up after a day of sluggishness.

"Let's go?" Xie Ci asked.

"Go." Yu Huan said.

This is Yu Huan's first visit to the hospital. The hospitals in small cities are not that big, and they are not as strict as the hospitals in S city.As soon as he entered the gate of the inpatient building, apart from the strong smell of the hospital mixed with disinfectant and liquid medicine, the first thing Yu Huan saw were people lying on chairs in the waiting area and their own camp beds.

Obviously these people are here to visit patients, but their olive green and dark brown coats, coupled with the not bright light environment in the hospital, entangled into a depression of life and death, which made Yu Huan feel tight in his chest.

Xie Ci pulled Yu Huan's arm, raised his chin and nodded to get off the elevator, mouthing: "This way."

Yu Huan didn't speak, but nodded and followed. They even took their steps very lightly. The hospital had already contained enough sorrows and joys in the world, like a slow-moving dark river. Waking up with emotions at the bottom of the river.

The elevator doors closed slowly. It was rare that there was no one there. The elevator gates in the hospital were thick and heavy. When the doors were closed, it seemed that everything was isolated from the world.

Yu Huan took a step back, trying to lean against the wall, but fell into Xie Ci's arms before leaning up.

"Lean on me when you feel uncomfortable." Xie Ci said, "When you see a wall, rub against it, are you a child?"

Yu Huan put his head on Xie Ci's shoulder and let out a long breath: "I'm nervous."

"I understand." Xie Ci comforted him, "I'm here, don't be afraid."

Walking through the corridor, the door of the inpatient department was ajar, with the signboard of the Department of Cardiology hanging above it.The visiting time was still a few minutes away, but no one cared about it. Yu Huan looked at the ward number that Aunt Tian had left for him, and compared each room along the corridor, his heartbeat gradually soared as the number approached.

312, here we go.

Yu Huan closed his eyes to adjust his breathing, and pushed open the door.

He thought that his psychological construction was almost done, but when he saw Grandpa Su on the hospital bed, his eyes still started to sore in an instant.

Grandpa Su wore a breathing mask on his face and lay quietly. There was a hanging bottle beside the bed, and the needle was inserted into the bony blood.There are various instruments on both sides of the hospital bed. Yu Huan can't understand them. He only knows that there are various indicators and charts on them, with red and green lights flashing.

In the end, human life is just these numbers and patterns.

"Xiao Huan, you are here." A woman about 50 to [-] years old stood up. The woman was wearing a red sweater jacket, adding a touch of bright color to the bleak ward, although it was far from bright enough.

There was a man standing next to the woman in the red sweater. This man looked younger than 30 years old. He was wearing a shirt and trousers. He was probably an office worker.The man nodded at Yu Huan: "Huanzi."

"Aunt Tian, ​​Brother Zhan." Yu Huan greeted the two of them, "This is my friend."

Then he said to Xie Ci: "This is Aunt Tian, ​​this is Grandpa Su's grandson, and also my eldest brother, Su Zhan."

The two sides simply said hello, and in this situation, no one was in the mood to exchange pleasantries. Aunt Tian's eyes were red and swollen like peach kernels. Su Zhan looked a little better, but his face was very heavy, and every inch of his face was covered with wrinkles. Falling down.

"Isn't Master Su...waking up?" Yu Huan looked at Grandpa Su with a choked voice, "What's the situation now?"

"Woke up yesterday evening, but the index was not good in the middle of the night." Su Zhan said, "The doctor said that besides the heart, the lungs also had old problems, and he was critically ill in the middle of the night... I managed to save him, but I don't know what will happen next .”

This sentence may have been circling and roaring in Su Zhan's head countless times in the past few hours, so when he said it with a kind of heartbreaking calmness, in Yu Huan's ears, only the heartbreak was left. sorrow and grief.

Just as Yu Huan was about to say something, a harsh alarm sounded suddenly from a certain instrument beside the bed, and Yu Huan's expression changed: "I'll call the doctor!"

"No need." Su Zhan waved his hand, and pressed a button on the instrument by the way, and the alarm sound died down.

Seeing Yu Huan's puzzled expression, Su Zhan explained: "This is to measure heart rate and blood oxygen. If it exceeds the standard, it will call the police. Grandpa's value has always exceeded the standard, so don't worry about it. Press this to make it quiet for 2 minutes."

"...So you have to ring this alarm all night?" Yu Huan asked.

Su Zhan nodded, and neither of them spoke.

Depression, all Yu Huan could feel was depression.Master Su, who was comatose on the hospital bed, only had his body undulate slightly with his breathing, and coughed from time to time.And the instruments around him, they sometimes represent the warmth and emotion of racing against death, but now they can only watch the sorrow and joy in the ward with cold eyes.

The small ward was very quiet, only the siren sounded once every 2 minutes. Whenever it sounded, Su Zhan would calmly press the siren, and then went to fetch water to make nutrition powder for Mr. Su, because Mr. Su now has nothing to drink but The bark cannot eat anything.Occasionally, a nurse would come in to check the status of the bottle and the readings on the instrument. Time seemed to freeze at this moment, but every second was terrifying.

"Huanzi." Su Zhan watched the nurse hang another bottle of water for Mr. Su, turned around and said to Yu Huan, "Did you not sleep last night? Why don't you go to rest first."

"It's okay." Yu Huan said, "I'm not tired."

Su Zhan sighed, looked at Yu Huan's pale face, and was a little worried about him. Huanzi grew up with his grandfather, and was even more attached to his grandfather than his own grandson. I feel like I'm going to fall down any second.

When he was thinking about how to tactfully persuade Yu Huan to go to rest, the friend who had been silent beside Yu Huan said: "Brother Zhan, why don't you go and have something to eat first, Xiaoyu and I will stay here, you come back After that, I will take him to rest."

Only then did Su Zhan take a serious look at this person. He followed Yu Huan in just now, and Su Zhan didn't pay much attention at all.This person looks to be about the same age as Yu Huan, taller than him, and looks good. Although Su Zhan thinks that this person is not easy to get close to at first, his words are quite reasonable.

The point is that Yu Huan will bring him here, which shows that he trusts this person very much.

Su Zhan hesitated for a while, looked at Xie Ci and then at Yu Huan, and finally said: "Okay, I will trouble you then."

Su Zhan left with Aunt Tian, ​​and looked back at Xie Ci before leaving.Xie Ci pulled Yu Huan, took him to the chair Su Zhan was sitting on, and said softly, "Sit here first."

"I..." Yu Huan's voice trembled, "Brother Ci, I dare not look at Master Su...I'm afraid."

Of course, he is not an old man who is afraid of dying of illness. What he is afraid of is seeing his grandpa who once watched him grow up and took him around to play around, lifeless and unconscious on the bed.

What I was afraid of was that the old man might not wake up again, and that the instruments would eventually give me a desperate answer.The slight ticking sound was like a countdown at the moment, every sound made Yu Huan's heart contract violently.

Xie Ci squatted down beside him, ignoring the doctors, nurses or anyone who might come in at any time, and held Yu Huan's hands tightly in his palms until those cold hands slowly regained some warmth.

"Don't be afraid, nothing will happen." Xie Ci bowed his head and kissed the back of Yu Huan's hand lightly.

"Who are you lying to?" Yu Huan smiled wryly, and turned his eyes away. He couldn't look at Master Su's old and weak face wearing a breathing mask for a moment.

"It's very welcome." Xie Ci said very seriously.

"Well... I hope." Yu Huan forced a smile, staring at the hanging bottle on the bedside stand.

Xie Ci didn't say anything else, but when Yu Huan felt better and was about to let go, Yu Huan held him back.

"Don't go." Yu Huan whispered.

Xie Ci was stunned for a moment, and at that moment, "Someone is watching", "This is the hospital", "Your brother Zhan will be back in a while" these words circled in his mind, and finally he smiled and said: "I won't go. "

When Su Zhan came in, the two of them still kept Yu Huan sitting and squatting in Xie Ci, and Yu Huan held Xie Ci's hand tightly. Xie Ci heard the door knock first, raised his head and smiled at him.

Su Zhan's eyes immediately fell on the hands they held, but he didn't say anything, and smiled back at Xie Ci: "Thank you, how is Grandpa?"

"The situation is quite stable." Xie Ci said.

"Thank you." Su Zhan said, and looked at Yu Huan again. At this time, Yu Huan also saw Su Zhan, and stood up with a forced smile.

"I haven't asked your last name yet?" Su Zhan turned to thank him.

"My surname is Xie, just call me Xiao Xie." Xie Ci said.

"Then Xiaoxie, Huanzi will trouble you." Su Zhan came up, as if he wanted to shake hands with him, but there was no hand to shake, so he could only awkwardly pat Xie Ci on the shoulder.

"Don't worry." Xie Ci smiled, "I'll take him to eat and have a rest, please give him a call if you need anything."

"Okay." Su Zhan clasped his hands together, "Thank you very much."

In the end, Yu Huan was dragged out of the hospital by Xie Ci, and sat down at KFC not far away.

"What do you want to eat?" Xie Ci asked.

"No appetite for anything." Yu Huan said.

"Then I'll order for you casually." Xie Ci got up and went to the front desk, and came back with a plate in a while, sat next to Yu Huan, opened the packaging bag, and handed the chicken nuggets directly to Yu Huan's mouth.

Yu Huan just stuttered. Although there are not many people in KFC at this point, there are still a few people, as well as the waiters, all secretly looking at this place.Xie Ci slightly raised his collar to cover half of his face, ignoring those gazes, Yu Huan's current state made him quite worried.

The little fish who has always been like a little sun, maybe all his heat comes from this place, this "home" composed of a group of men and women with different surnames and no blood relationship.Xie Ci could feel Aunt Tian and Su Zhan's concern for him, and he could also think of Grandpa Su's love for Xiaoyu in the past.

In Grandpa Su's current state, Xie Ci actually didn't have a clue in his heart. He was very afraid of what would happen to Xiaoyu if something happened. Loved ones feel quite differently.

Moreover, the environment in the ward made him feel depressing as an outsider, let alone Xiaoyu.

"Brother Ci, I'm sorry." Yu Huan ate, his voice vague.

"Why tell me you're sorry." Xie Ci wiped his mouth with a tissue, "Don't worry."

"I know I'm not in the right shape right now, but I can't handle it, and I can't take care of you at all." Yu Huan said, "My mind is full of Master Su's appearance... He used to be in good health, I don't know how it happened , I feel uncomfortable looking at it, and even more uncomfortable thinking about it."

"You don't have to worry about me, I'll take care of you." Xie Ci said, "Let's open a room opposite the hospital later, you take a rest first, and I'll keep an eye on you if you have a phone call."

"Yeah." Yu Huan nodded, "You must tell me anything, no matter good or bad."

"I know." Xie Ci smiled and patted the back of Yu Huan's hand.

Opposite the hospital was an express hotel. After entering the room, Yu Huan saw his haggardness from the full-length mirror at a glance. His hair, which was originally smooth, had blown into a sharp brother, and his eyes were even redder, with bloodshot protruding out.

Xie Ci made the bed, he washed his face indiscriminately and lay down on it, the tiredness from not closing his eyes all night quickly invaded, and the splitting headache made Yu Huan close his eyes.

Before falling into the dreamland, he only remembered that he held Xie Ci's hand tightly and said repeatedly, "Don't go."

Yu Huan was woken up by Xie Ci. At that time, he was in a deep sleep, so when his consciousness returned to his body, Yu Huan frowned, still a little annoyed: "What are you doing..."

Xie Ci's next shout was like a thunderbolt, making him sit up in a jerk.

"Su Zhan said that your grandfather is awake." Xie Ci said, "Now he wants to see you!"