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Chapter 31Ονθρωποπωφτασε would like to hear the details

Eduardo drove to find Mark by himself. Things are so chaotic right now. He is very worried about FB. He can only leave Riley to watch on FB. He doesn't want to solve anything. If something happens again, he can at least be the first time knows.

On the way, the public relations department of FB called him and said that they followed his method to search and found that there was a strange expenditure in the account of the ex-boyfriend. Find a breakthrough within hours.

Along the way, his phone was never disconnected, and he finally arrived at Mark's house.Mark's mother and sister were waiting at the door, the surroundings were a bit messy, and there were even a few reporters here and there.This is not the first time Eduardo has seen Mark's mother, but it is the first time he has been to Mark's house.

They had Qi Rong and unconcealable worry on their faces.They welcomed Eduardo and took him to Mark.They were worried because Mark was in a very abnormal state, but there was nothing they could do.

When the loved ones passed away, everything seemed weak, so Eduardo could only hug them and comfort them, expressing his condolences.

Eduardo finds Ilya, who is sitting in an inconspicuous place near the dining table, working on his laptop.He saw Eduardo coming, reported the situation to him, and asked about the situation in New York.

Eduardo told Ilya what the FB public relations department found out and how he dealt with it.They discussed for a while, because they had too little information and had no clue, Eduardo simulated several possible situations-he also asked the public relations department at the meeting, what they can do now is to make up for it as soon as possible The whole story.

There was no big gain in chatting any longer, so they changed the subject.Elijah takes Eduardo into the living room, where Mark sits in an old armchair near the fireplace.

On the way they walked, Eduardo felt a headache when he thought of the reporters at the door. He didn’t know what horrible stories they would make up. Thinking of this, he turned around and said to Ilya, be smart and take some first-hand pictures. Otherwise, there is no way to fight back.

Elijah nodded to show that he understood.

On the way here, Eduardo kept building defenses for himself.Mark is bereaved, and because of his grief, he can be aloof and difficult, so be considerate.He might say some nasty things, but know that's not his intention.In addition, Eduardo is also worried about one thing, because he has no relationship with his family, and it can even be said that he has no feelings. He can't understand Mark's feeling of losing a loved one, and he may not know how to comfort him.

But when he saw Mark, his lost emotions came back all of a sudden.He didn't need to know what it was like to lose a loved one, he just needed to know what it was like to be Mark.

Mark was sitting in an old armchair, still wearing the suit he had worn when he went out in the morning, with his coat draped over the armrest, his head resting on his hands, his expression calm and emotionless, and he was looking at the floor.

Eduardo looked at him and felt that he was on the verge of collapse, that he was on a melting ice block, that he was an island by himself.

He couldn't help but put down the things in his hands, stepped forward, gave Mark a hug, and said, "Oh—Mark, are you okay?"

It was only when he hugged him that Mark came to his senses. His voice was a little hoarse, and he said, "Wardo, why are you here? What happened?"

"It's you—I'm worried about you."

Mark reached out to touch his waist and asked him, "Does it still hurt?"

Eduardo was stunned for a moment before he realized that Mark went to stop him in the morning when he was asking, but he got rid of the matter of bumping into the back of the chair.

He didn't expect him to notice it, nor did he expect him to remember it all the time.

Eduardo shook his head, indicating that there was nothing left.

"What happened to the company?"

"Not so good, but there is a breakthrough - everyone is waiting for you, we need you."

Mark closed his eyes and let out a long breath, as if these few words consumed all the strength he had accumulated in the past few hours. He paused for a while before saying, "I still need some time."

Eduardo asked him again cautiously, "Then are you okay?"

"Actually, it's okay." Mark answered him briefly.

Eduardo nodded, sat next to him, and didn't speak anymore, trying to give him some space.

Mark didn't speak any more. He was sitting in an armchair, flipping through an old collection of Lermontov's poems. The living room was not turned on, and the dim sunlight in the evening shone into the room, softening Mark's stern lines. Makes his eyes look bluer than ever and more fragile than ever.

Eduardo remembered that when he was in college, he and Mark were sitting on the cold marble table. They had just come back from the bar, and he had a bit of a breakdown. Treating the people around him calmly, why does he seem so independent and strong.

He's not a good drinker, he'll get drunk if he drinks a little, he's drunk, but Mark isn't.

Mark answered him very seriously, and said: "Maybe, you understand clearly that no matter what, you will always be separated. When you encounter accidents; he can't help you. When you encounter happy things, he can't be with you." You share; what you say, he doesn't really understand, even if you try hard to explain."

"They all do, without exception."

"Then you understand that loneliness is the norm no matter the time of day."

"Maybe you should try it too, Wardo—it's a little hard at first, but you get used to it, and you won't be sad anymore."

When he woke up the next morning, he sobered up and forgot about it. After so many years, he still remembered it.

How can Mark's performance be independent and strong, which happens to be the opposite of the two, which is avoidance and vulnerability.

The sad feeling was too painful, so bad that he didn't want to feel it anymore, he closed his feelings until today.

Mark Zuckerberg's sadness is not hysteria, not despair and madness, but silence, which may be reversed into strong aggression.He can continue to maintain all superficially normal lives, work, study, date, visit his parents regularly, and he can even joke around at work like everyone else, looking very gentle.

like now.

You can't touch him, and he seems to be surrounded by a sea that others can't see.

He doesn't have any big emotions, he doesn't have any desire to live, and he doesn't really want to die.

He sees this sentiment as valid, seeing it as 'adult maturity' and even 'being socially responsible' because it feels like it's making life easier for everyone around him but himself.

Maybe it's because he's always been told "you're going to bother other people," making him feel that making other people feel more important than himself.

But this is not a 'mature approach'. The truly mature approach is to face yourself and your own heart.

The moment Eduardo thought of this, he suddenly wanted to go over and hug Mark again.

He remembered that in the past, Mark was not like this. He spoke quickly, his thinking jumped, his words were harsh but sharp, and he often wore an impatient expression.

Not flattering, but cute and real.

Now he's the complete opposite, he looks gentle and shines at work.

Everyone looked at the cool to friendless CEO, and Eduardo wanted to hug the little boy.

The sun went down quickly, the room became dark, the surrounding noise gradually subsided, Mark was still sitting in the armchair, and Mark's mother came in and turned on a wall lamp for them.

Eduardo cleared his throat and asked Mark softly if he wanted to talk.

Mark shook his head.

Eduardo checked the time, and when it was dinner time, he stood up and walked out of the living room, wanting to help him in the kitchen.As soon as he went out, he found that Mark's mother hadn't left. She had been standing in the corridor outside the living room after turning on the light. She was a little surprised to see Edward come out at this time.

After a while, she calmed down and asked Eduardo, "Are you hungry?"

Her voice is still so gentle, just like when they were in college.

She stood at the door, presumably worried about Mark.

They came to the kitchen and Mark's mother started to make dinner while Eduardo put on his apron and helped her beside her.

In fact, he doesn't know how to cook very much, and coming here is just to cause trouble, but he thinks that Mark's mother may feel better if someone is with him.

Mark's mother gave him a big bowl and told him to make some salad.As he was doing this, Mark's mother suddenly said, "Have you been together for a long time?"

Eduardo replied that this question was a bit embarrassing, but he had no choice but to bite the bullet and say, "Fortunately, it's been a while."

"—"

"I remember you, we met in college, right?"

Edward nodded.

"At that time, I had a feeling that Mark might like you a little bit. With so many classmates, Mark is special to you."

Eduardo didn't know how to respond.

Fortunately, Mark's mother didn't need him to answer, she babbled, as if she was talking to him, or only to herself, "He didn't tell us about any of his friends, we went to school to see him. Several times, he mentioned you several times, took us around the campus, sometimes stopped, pointed buildings to us, and said that you took him to a charity sale or attended some lectures.”

"—"

"He may not feel anything about it himself. Sometimes we ask him if he has a good relationship with you, and he always says that we are ordinary friends."

"—"

"Then you had a quarrel. His father and I watched the news every day, and sometimes we asked the reporters who came to interview us. No one said anything about it, and he didn't say anything to Mark."

"—"

"A few months ago, Mark suddenly told us that he was dating you and that you were going to make it public. We were very happy at that time. For such a long time, he never brought anyone back or introduced anyone to us."

"—"

"We all wanted to meet you, but we were stopped by Mark. He said that you are not in a good mental state, which will put a lot of pressure on you."

"—"

"Sometimes we are also worried about you. Mark is good at everything, but his emotional needs are too heavy. He has been like this since he was a child. It must be very fortunate to be his partner."

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Mark's mother babbled for a long time, and Eduardo stood by and listened silently. He knew that Mark's mother didn't need his response.

After the meal was ready, Mark's mother took out two empty plates, put the food on it, handed it to Eduardo, and signaled her to go to the living room to eat with Mark.

She said, Mark will not come to the restaurant to eat, and you will go there too, keep him company, and take it easy.

Eduardo thanked her for her thoughtfulness.

Mark could hear them talking as they made dinner in the kitchen.He can imagine the scene of them in the kitchen, Wardo is helping his mother, but he really doesn't know how to handle those things, so he always messes up, he will definitely sneak the chopped vegetables into the trash can with an innocent face .Mark also knew that his mother would like Wardo very much, so he didn't worry about it.

Wardo just asked him if he was okay, and he said it was okay, but it was not.

He is usually more used to digesting negative emotions alone, and he doesn't like to talk to people, because just talking about that thing can make him exhausted.

But the moment Eduardo hugged him, he was happy. He wanted to tell these things, but his mind went blank, and he didn't know what to say.

Later, he thought about it, maybe every time he said negative emotions, he would be criticized, so he didn't like to describe his thoughts.

Listening to the conversation between his mother and Wardo in the kitchen, he knew that he must have pretended to listen carefully again, and was actually secretly distracted.

The little liar, the brown-haired, sweet-smiling Hermes.

In fact, unlike many people's speculation, the first time he met this little liar, he was the one who went to strike up a conversation.It was at a party, it was kind of boring, he didn't know that Eduardo was a friend of Chris at the time.

Will your curiosity make you suddenly fall in love with someone you meet by chance?He is indulgent and self-willed, full of honey and swords, a liar, and an innocent face.

However, who can not like him.

That night, they were so drunk that they almost couldn't even find their dormitory.

But maybe it wasn't the alcohol that made him drunk, it was him.He stole the entire starry sky that night, hid it in his eyes, and smiled at him.

He hated him, hated his hypocrisy, but at the same time, he couldn't resist him.

I can only blame Moonlight for being so good, and he is too cute.

The Freudian school holds that your relationships with others are rooted in your relationships with your parents.If your parents often say that you need to do this, we will love you.You can't do anything, we don't like you.

When you grow up, the relationship between you and others will no longer be the relationship between you and your parents, but you still stay where you are and have not gone out.

Your right to be loved and to live a happy life is in the hands of another person, who has the supreme authority to decide whether you are a good person and whether you are worthy of being loved.He is regarded by you as a perfect person by default, but you are humble, waiting for his charity and mercy.

So, you're afraid to get close to someone you like because you don't like who you really are, you think you're gross and ugly, you deserve all the punishment in the world, you don't deserve to be loved.You don't deserve the good things in this world, and naturally you don't deserve his love either.You are afraid to approach him because you are afraid to hear your final judgment from him.

So you like people who are very different from you, the kind of people my mother used to talk about.

Natural and generous, gentle and polite, cheerful and lively.

"Youdon't need that, Youdon't need anything" is a mantra that wraps around your head.

You don't need affection, and you don't need help, so you can never lose it and never have to accept the trial of love.

You tell yourself that this is independence, that this is maturity, but in fact it is vulnerability.

"Hey, Mark," Eduardo walked up to him and handed him a plate, "Mom said you didn't eat anything at noon, you have to eat something now."

Mark looked up at him, and Eduardo, who was enveloped by the lights, was so gentle that he couldn't see the edges and corners.

His face has not changed for ten years, as if the years have treated him very favorably.

Mark remembered the first question Eduardo asked him when they first met.He wanted to be cool and replied in Greek.

"Do you want to know the difference between Spinoza and Descartes?"

"Ονθρωποπωφτασε. (I would like to hear the details)"

Tips: Hermes, the god of deceit, is a little angel who looks like Cupid. He cheated a lot of cows from Apollo when he was a few months old. younger brother.