cross me with love

"I came late," Lin Jingyu sighed softly, "I thought I would be able to catch up with you to remove the plaster."

He Tangxi was at a loss for what to do with Lin Jingyu's sudden tenderness, he stammered back: "It's nothing, it's nothing, Zhou Yiming accompanied me to the doctor in Chinatown to remove the plaster cast."

After finishing speaking, He Tangxi immediately closed his mouth, and there was another awkward silence.

"You, you pack your things, I'm going back to my room." He Tangxi couldn't stand the atmosphere when he was with Lin Jingyu, he hurriedly dropped these words and turned around to run.

Lin Jingyu didn't stop him, he looked at He Tangxi's fleeing back, with a hint of annoyance on his face, as if his method was not right.

Lin Jingyu has no experience in coaxing people, and he doesn't know what he should do to make He Tangxi a little happier.

When He Tangxi faced him, his expression was always melancholy, his eyes dodged and he was at a loss.

Lin Jingyu also felt a little sad when he saw He Tangxi like this, apart from the sadness, there was more remorse.

Obviously there was a better solution at the time, but he chose the worst one. He could have said nothing at the time, but he said everything, just pushing the matter to an irreversible point like that. situation.

Lin Jingyu can no longer remember the reason why he did this at that time. The reasons are too many and complicated, but in summary, he is still an asshole himself, so he has to blame himself for falling to this point. Lin Jingyu regrets it very much. He regrets that he let He Tangxi so sad.

After Lin Jingyu packed his luggage, he sat by the bed and called Yu Yuchen overseas.

When they met downstairs in the company that day, Yu Yuchen left Lin Jingyu his contact information, and said that if he encountered problems chasing and coaxing, he would call him.

Lin Jingyu has a decisive personality, and he never thought that he would have such a day of entanglement, hesitation and bewilderment.

Lin Jingyu has many friends around him, but it seems that the only one who can make him speak out about his relationship problems and give him advice is Yu Yuchen, who is not very familiar with him.

It took a long time for the busy speaker to get connected.

"Hello?" Yu Yuchen's tone was a little strange.

Lin Jingyu hesitated to speak: "Do you have time? Let's chat?"

Yu Yuchen's breathing was heavy, he seemed to be suppressing something, and he spoke impatiently: "I'm busy, can I call you back later?"

Before Lin Jingyu could speak, a muffled groan came from the other side, and the phone was hung up immediately.

Lin Jingyu looked at the screen of the phone that had been pressed, and the muffled hum lingered in his ears, and he immediately understood what Yu Yuchen was "busy".The subtle jealousy in Lin Jingyu's heart resurfaced again.

He closed his eyes, and He Tangxi's face appeared in his mind.

When he looked at himself, he would always have pure and loving eyes, a pretty nose, and soft and beautiful lips.

Lin Jingyu's Adam's apple rolled, and the fire in his heart burned.He wanted to touch He Tangxi, hug him, kiss him, and do that kind of thing with him.

The answer that had already been determined was verified again.

It is liking, but it is not the kind of pure and beautiful liking like a child, but an exclusive and independent liking.

He Tangxi hurried back to the room, he was in a mess, feeling that he was always too soft-hearted.

Obviously he refused Lin Jingyu to drive him away and not let him stay here, Lin Jingyu can also find another place to live, and he will never end up sleeping on the street.

Why am I so stupid, why should I pity him?

He Tangxi began to feel annoyed.He is not a saint, and he also has the desire to take revenge in his heart, wanting to let Lin Jingyu taste all the heartache and sorrow he has suffered.

But He Tangxi knew it was impossible, he couldn't bear it, and he wasn't that naive, but he didn't want to just get back together with Lin Jingyu.If this matter was turned over so easily, all the entanglement and pain he had suffered during this period would be meaningless.

He Tangxi scratched his hair, then lay on his back on the bed, staring at the ceiling, eyes full of irritability, he simply closed his eyes and prepared to take a nap.

As soon as he closed his eyes, He Tangxi began to unconsciously fantasize about how Lin Jingyu tried his best to pursue him, but he was as cold as iron and unmoved. When he thought of Lin Jingyu's deflated and sad appearance, his A distorted pleasure rose in my heart.

The more I thought about it, the more energetic I became, and I couldn't fall asleep at all.He Tangxi opened his eyes again, and then he realized that there is a huge gap between reality and fantasy. He thought in his mind how he was so cold-hearted and hard-hearted and used various means to trample Lin Jingyu's heart to make him sad and sad, but In reality, he is a soft-hearted coward, who doesn't even know what to say, so he can only passively accept Lin Jingyu's approach.

After a while, there was a sudden knock on the door. It is not necessary to know who is the person who knocks on the door to look for him at this time.

He Tangxi didn't want to open the door, so he turned over and pretended not to hear.But the people outside the door were very patient, they knocked three times, and then started again after a pause for a few seconds.

He Tangxi was so annoyed by the annoying knock on the door that he had no choice but to get up and go to open the door as if resigned to his fate.

Lin Jingyu stood outside the door. He changed into home clothes and wore an apron around his waist.He Tangxi could smell the oily smoke coming from his body, as well as the faint smell of food wafting up from downstairs.

"I've prepared the meal," Lin Jingyu said, "Let's have dinner together."

He Tangxi originally wanted to refuse to say that he was not hungry, but before he could say it, his stomach growled loudly, making people want to pretend nothing happened.

"I... am not very hungry..." He Tangxi said against his will with a slightly blushing face.

He retreated back and wanted to hide in the room and close the door, but Lin Jingyu suddenly reached out and grabbed his wrist, and with a little force, he squeezed He Tangxi's wrist tightly to prevent him from leaving.

He Tangxi struggled for a while, but he didn't break free. He didn't want to argue with Lin Jingyu over trivial matters like eating.

"Okay." He Tangxi said helplessly.This time before he could struggle, Lin Jingyu gave away first.

He Tangxi followed Lin Jingyu and the two went downstairs, the more they went down, the stronger the smell, and the hungrier He Tangxi felt.

He doesn't know how to cook, while Zhou Ming can only cook some simple Western food. The two of them only eat cereal and sandwiches at home. Sometimes he also goes to Chinese restaurants to eat, but the food in Chinese restaurants is not to his taste. Now I smell Familiar with the smell of food, his mouth subconsciously secreted saliva.

He Tangxi bowed his head to pick up the rice, but Lin Jingyu didn't eat it, and only put vegetables in He Tangxi's bowl.

"You've lost weight." Lin Jingyu said suddenly.

"Is there?" He Tangxi replied mechanically without looking up.

He was indeed thinner, his cheeks were obviously thinner, his chin was pointed, and his eyes were extraordinarily large.

Lin Jingyu said firmly, "I lost weight."

"Maybe she lost a little weight." He Tangxi replied perfunctorily.

He didn't want to have more discussions with Lin Jingyu on this kind of matter, this kind of meaningless conversation made him restless.

He Tangxi couldn't face Lin Jingyu with a normal heart at all. He was lying on the bed just now thinking how ruthlessly he was going to abuse him, but now he was eating at the same table with Lin Jingyu.

Lin Jingyu didn't speak anymore, and the two ate in silence.After eating, He Tangxi brought the bowl into the kitchen, and Lin Jingyu stood by the sink and started washing the dishes.

He Tangxi looked at Lin Jingyu's back, and for a moment he really wanted to hold Lin Jingyu back, asking him why he still came after him and doing these things, and asked himself if he didn't understand what he said before?He couldn't ask, He Tangxi knew that he was actually a little afraid of hearing the reasons Lin Jingyu would give him.

Why are feelings so complicated, and why are people's thoughts so complicated?It would be great if he was a machine, just click the delete key on the keyboard to delete bad memories and those wrong emotions, or he can patch himself, so that his heart becomes cold and hard, and he can ruthlessly refuse Lin Jingyu, if he can implement all the means of his fantasy on him, and then see him sad, it will be good for him to feel happy.

But he couldn't do that, that is, it was impossible to delete the memory, and he would not be cruel. He wanted to get compensation and comfort from Lin Jingyu, but he couldn't get it, so he was so entangled and sad when facing him.

He Tangxi turned around and walked upstairs, at least he was still calm when he didn't see Lin Jingyu, so try not to see Lin Jingyu as much as possible.

How could it be possible to escape?

He Tangxi was stopped by Lin Jingyu again on the way to the bathroom.

"Do you want to take a bath?" Lin Jingyu's eyes fell on the clothes He Tangxi was holding in his hand.

"Yes." He Tangxi lowered his eyes, not meeting Lin Jingyu's gaze.

"Are your legs okay?" Lin Jingyu asked him.

He Tangxi felt that Lin Jingyu's question was a bit inexplicable. He could stand and walk now, so there was nothing wrong with taking a bath.

"It's not in the way." He Tangxi hurriedly dropped three words, then passed Lin Jingyu's blockade and entered the bathroom.

The bathroom was filled with steam, and He Tangxi was absent-minded in taking a shower because of Lin Jingyu. He reached out to get the shampoo, but his feet suddenly lost their balance and slipped.

He Tangxi immediately reached out to hold onto the things to stabilize his body, he grabbed the shelf, and the things on it fell to the ground with a loud clang.

The next second, the door was suddenly opened, and Lin Jingyu rushed in and asked anxiously.

"Tangtang, what's wrong with you?!"