cross me with love

There is a gay bar on this street.

The street near Xiang Jiashi’s house is a bar street. The first half is mostly a bar, with a leisurely atmosphere. There are resident singers singing love songs and folk songs in the store. The second half is a nightclub. Nothing happened, as soon as I opened the door and walked two steps in, there was deafening drums and music. After standing inside for 2 minutes, my heart beat with the drums, which made people extremely uncomfortable.

Although He Tangxi often used wine to relieve his sorrows, he always went to Qing Bar, and went home after just a few drinks. This was his first time visiting this place.

Xiang Jiashi had never been here either, he hated noisy places, from the time he entered the door to now, his eyebrows were wrinkled together into a knot, and his face was extremely gloomy.

Although He Tangxi had little experience, he still pretended to be very familiar with Xiang Jiashi and took him to find an empty booth to sit down and ordered another glass of wine.As soon as the two of them sat down, someone came over with a drink and struck up a conversation. He Tangxi hadn't even said a word to refuse, but he gave Jiashi a sharp look and glared at him away.

Before the bet officially started, he already regretted it.

It was very noisy inside, and you had to lean close to your ear to hear it. He Tangxi approached with a smile and said, "Don't go to brother Xiang, you will lose the bet if you scare people away?"

Xiang Jiashi didn't pay attention to He Tangxi, the people were more or less face control, the person who just came to strike up a conversation with them was really not in Xiang Jiashi's aesthetic range, it would be disgusting not to stare him away and stay here .

He Tangxi understood what Xiang Jiashi meant. He took out his cell phone and checked the time. It was just five past nine o'clock. The time they agreed on was before ten o'clock, and Xiang Jiashi had 55 minutes to strike up a conversation.

He Tangxi looked around the entire venue, the lights were dim, and he struggled to find a good strike-up partner for Xiang Jiashi amidst the crowd of demons dancing in front of him.

"That, the one on the far side of the bar." He Tangxi pointed Xiang Jiashi in a direction, and Xiang Jiashi looked in the direction He Tangxi pointed.

The man turned his back to them, he couldn't see his face, his figure was a little thin, and he was drinking by himself. Xiang Jiashi had an intuition that this man should be good-looking, but at the same time, he also felt that this man was a bit dangerous.

He didn't move for a long time, but He Tangxi encouraged and urged: "Go, don't say you're cowardly."

Xiang Jiashi could stand being provoked by others, but he couldn't stand He Tangxi's prodding him, he stood up abruptly, his aura was so strong that He Tangxi was startled, but within two seconds, the aura slowly dropped again, He picked up the wine on the table and walked towards the target person.

He Tangxi stared at Xiang Jiashi's figure, watched him walk behind the man, stood for a while and then came back, obviously timid, but the expression on his face did not collapse.He Tangxi couldn't help laughing.

Holding a glass of wine, Xiang Jiashi shuttled through the crowd, pursing his lips tightly, his whole body exuded an aura of keeping strangers away, he didn't seem to be here for pleasure, but rather for revenge.

He walked around that person, and almost wanted to strike up a conversation with him a few times, but suddenly lost his courage for some reason.

Xiang Jiashi turned his head to look at He Tangxi, He Tangxi was lying in the booth laughing so hard that when he saw Xiang Jiashi looking over, he even opened his mouth to say a few words.

Xiang Jiashi's face darkened immediately, although he didn't hear what He Tangxi said through the noisy crowd and loud music, but his mouth clearly said "you're going to lose".

He really wanted to make this bet with He Tangxi because of his brain convulsion!

Even though he thought so, he must win this bet.

Standing behind the thin figure, Xiang Jiashi finally mustered up the courage to ask, "Want a drink?" There was anticipation and apprehension in his tone that he didn't realize.

Zhong Yu turned her head and bumped into a pair of eyes as clear as jade. The owner of the eyes had a cold and reserved face.

He raised the corner of his mouth and smiled: "Okay."

When Xiang Jiashi saw the man's face, he was a little stunned. He didn't expect that He Tangxi's luck in the blind selection would be so good, and this man was so beautiful.

Soft forehead hair covers some of his handsome eyebrows, a pair of peach blossom eyes are shining, the corners of the eyes are slightly raised, there is a hint of seduction in the eyes, the bridge of the nose is high, and the lips dyed by wine are magnificent. He looked at Xiang Jiashi with a hint of a smile.

"Is there another drink?"

Xiang Jiashi recovered from Zhong Yu's beauty and asked him, "What do you want to drink?"

Zhong Yu smiled and asked him back: "That depends on what you want to buy me."

The time was approaching, and Xiang Jiashi hurriedly brought his "trophy" to He Tangxi for a walk, but his face was still calm and calm.

"Why don't we chat in another place?" Xiang Jiashi frowned and added, "It's really too noisy here."

"Okay," Zhong Yu answered him very simply, "then change to another place."

When Xiang Jiashi led Zhong Yu out of the bar swaggeringly, he walked past the booth where He Tangxi was sitting.

When he saw He Tangxi's smile froze at the corner of his mouth and his face changed, Xiang Jiashi felt that the breath that was stuck in his heart tonight was finally smooth.

Zhong Yu looked at the handsome man in the booth whose expression had changed, and then at the man next to him with a bit of complacency and provocation in his eyes and a smile at the corner of his mouth, everything became clear immediately.

The two co-authors used him as a pastime.

Xiang Jiashi was busy being happy and didn't notice, but He Tangxi in the booth had a panoramic view of the man's expression, and just as he was about to call Xiang Jiashi to remind him, the two of them turned around and walked out the door.

It's over, this is the only thought in He Tangxi's mind, Xiang Jiashi's wave will definitely fall.

The wind in the night was a little chilly, coughed twice to Jiashi, gathered his clothes, and then began to think about how he would get rid of this man.

From noisy to quiet, the atmosphere suddenly became awkward. He coughed to Jiashi and said, "It's a bit cold at night."

Zhong Yu responded with a smile: "So?"

Xiang Jiashi was a little confused: "So?"

Zhong Yu leaned close to Xiang Jiashi's ear, his voice was a little hoarse, with an indescribably seductive temptation: "So are you hinting that I'm going to open a room?"

Xiang Jiashi's mind suddenly went blank, and he could feel the heat in his ears rising little by little, and itching from the cold night wind.

After Xiang Jiashi left, He Tangxi also came out of the nightclub and returned home.

He now lives in a one-person apartment next to the company. The room is not big, but he furnishes it very well.

The sofa is full of pillows and dolls, and green plants are placed on the flower stand in the corner. It seems warm, but it is actually still cold.

As the alcohol surged, He Tangxi felt that his head was a little dizzy, so he threw himself into the sofa, pulled a pillow and hugged him in his arms.

Late at night can always amplify people's emotions. He doesn't feel sad in a noisy bar, but he suddenly feels sad in this empty and quiet night.

He suddenly remembered the afternoon when he learned that Lin Jingyu and Zhou Changyin were in love when he was in junior high school. That was the first time he felt sad because of Lin Jingyu's relationship problems, and that was also the beginning of his discovery of love.

Looking back now, that feeling is still vivid.

His heart was empty, instead of floating up, he sank down. The slight weightlessness made his chest and throat congested, and his eye sockets were a little sore, but not to the point where he wanted to cry.

This is very similar to Lin Jingyu's feeling when he heard the word "um" when they came out of KTV when they came out of KTV, but it is not exactly the same.It is a protracted acid like a toothache, and whenever the wind blows, the soreness rises.

He Tangxi came up with a metaphor to describe his love for Lin Jingyu from the bottom of his heart. This metaphor is not subtle, but it is very appropriate.

His love is like a flame burning in his heart. He protects it with both hands, afraid of being noticed by others, and also afraid that the fire will burn too hot and burn himself. He can only protect it so carefully, but the tongue of flame It was still growing crazily, burning his palms so painfully, and he didn't want to let go.

The older he got, the more painful this pain became, and the more stubborn he was, he refused to let go.

He thought that this kind of pain would slowly blunt with the passage of time, but this pain seemed to have vitality, it was always fresh, and it was always strong, and it would make him so sad every time he thought about it.

A dull emptiness surrounded him like air, and He Tangxi subconsciously took out his cell phone to send Lin Jingyu a message.

The time on the lock screen is almost twelve o'clock.He clicked on the chat page, edited the message, and then deleted it word by word.

It is so late that Lin Jingyu must have rested, He Tangxi thought, his head was getting more and more dizzy, he rubbed his fingers on the screen, accidentally clicked on something and sent it.

Soon, the phone vibrated, and it was Lin Jingyu who sent a reply.

He Tangxi looked at the screen, behind the Rilakkuma emoji he accidentally sent out, followed by Lin Jingyu's reply, it was very simple, only three words.

"Haven't slept yet?"

He Tangxi stared at these three words, unconsciously imagining in his mind that Lin Jingyu's tone of speaking these three words should be a bit doting and helpless.

Lin Jingyu always spoke to him in this tone. When he was a child, he would deliberately pretend to be fierce, but now that he is older, he doesn't pretend to be fierce to him anymore.

Lin Jingyu was also busy after graduation, and he still cared about him, but he didn't have so much time to meet him for dinner and movies. intimate.

An adult's world is measured. He Tangxi hates this kind of measure, but he has to accept it.

He Tangxi put his fingers on the screen, but he didn't know what to answer, as if it was difficult for him to answer.

He hesitated for a while before typing: "Not yet."

Immediately after clicking send, I added another sentence: "What about you? Haven't you rested yet?"

"Still working overtime."

The reply from the other side was quick, and before He Tangxi could finish typing this sentence, Lin Jingyu sent another message.

"Go to bed early, don't stay up late."

He Tangxi stared at these seven words until his eyes became sour. He felt that the secret love was hard work, and a reply letter made him happy, but also made him sad.

He wanted to continue the conversation, but felt that the conversation had come to an end and could not go on.

"Okay, I'm going to bed, and you should go to bed earlier."

"Good night." The other person replied.

"Good night," he replied.