cross me with love

In the third year of high school, He Tangxi didn't go to paint again, and he didn't mention the art test.

This year he lived very peacefully, living peacefully, going to school peacefully and taking the college entrance examination peacefully.During his college entrance examination, Lin Jingyu accompanied him and picked him up.

Just like he was waiting for Lin Jingyu, Lin Jingyu was also waiting for him outside the examination room.Originally, after the exam, He Tangxi wanted to ask Lin Jingyu to accompany him on a graduation trip, but Lin Jingyu was too busy, he had to do projects, and he couldn't be free for the whole summer vacation.

Lin Jingyu didn't have time to go, and He Tangxi didn't want to go with others, so he had to give up on the travel plan. The three-month vacation was so long, and He Tangxi had nothing to do. He nestled in the room alone, set up his easel again, picked up his paintbrush, and painted him. sweetheart.

After the results came out, He Tangxi applied to Lin Jingyu's university, and Xiang Jiashi was about the same as him, and the two continued their relationship as classmates.

But when He Tangxi went to college, Lin Jingyu was already a senior. The freshmen were as busy as the graduates. The two of them hadn't had a few gatherings on the university campus, and they had to say goodbye in a hurry.

But Lin Jingyu promised that he would make up a trip for He Tangxi when he had time.He Tangxi pretended to smile generously: "Okay, I will remember, you have to supply me later."

The time without Lin Jingyu's company seems to be nothing. In the blink of an eye, he has also changed from a freshman to a graduate. He is going to enter the society and officially become an adult.

When Xiang Jiashi received a call from He Tangxi, he was working overtime to make reports.

He looked down at the caller's name displayed on the screen, hesitated for half a minute, and still picked up the phone: "Hello? What's the matter?"

The person opposite said directly: "Come out and drink with me."

"No." Xiang Jiashi replied bluntly.

He Tangxi paused for a second, then said to himself: "Then you come to the bar to pick me up, I'm too drunk and can't drive."

"Look for a replacement driver." Xiang Jiashi ruthlessly gave the solution, and he said, "Is there anything else? I'll hang up without it. I haven't finished my work here."

"Come out, I can do work tomorrow, but you can't do it if you don't come to accompany me now, I'm on the street next to your house, and I'll send you the location."

The phone vibrated, and a message immediately popped up on the notification bar above, which was the real-time location sent by He Tangxi.

The anger in Xiang Jiashi's chest could no longer be suppressed: "He Tangxi, are you sick? You are the prince and no one cares about you now, but I have to go to work tomorrow."

He Tangxi's tone over there was still calm, and even a little teasing: "Then you resign and come to work in my company, how about I let you take a paid vacation? Think about it?"

Xiang Jiashi took two deep breaths, calming down his inner depression: "I'm really afraid of you, wait, I'll be here in a while."

He Tangxi laughed twice, and said, "Okay, then I'll wait for you."

Xiang Jiashi turned off the computer with resentment and was about to go out, but the moment he closed the computer, all the resentment suddenly disappeared.He thought, what is there to be angry with He Tangxi, he is so pitiful, Xiang Jiashi didn't want to use the word pity, but he couldn't think of a suitable word to replace it.

From the perspective of ordinary people, although He Tangxi has no mother, his father has a big business, excellent material conditions, and has everything he needs. Just after graduation, his father directly threw him an entertainment company under his banner and asked him to run a hand practice , when the graduates of the same period were still worrying about work, rent and future, He Tangxi already had a future that others would have to struggle for a long time.

From this point of view, He Tangxi is not only not pitiful, but also quite hateful.

But in Xiang Jiashi's eyes, He Tangxi is very pitiful.What he likes is painting, but he has no choice but to choose to study business and finance. He obviously likes Lin Jingyu to the bone, but he just hides it and dare not say it.

It is said that he is hated because he has everything, and he is pitiful because what he has is not what he wants.

He and He Tangxi had a deep relationship. They grew up in the same dean. They were in the same class in junior high school and were in the same class in high school. Although they were not in the same class in university, they were in the same school and the same department.About He Tangxi, no one knows better than him.

During these years of getting along with He Tangxi, Xiang Jiashi also figured out the reason why He Tangxi obviously liked Lin Jingyu but dared not confess and pretended to be a straight man.

For this reason, Xiang Jiashi was skeptical. He felt that Lin Jingyu didn't look like a homophobic person. Taking a step back, even if Lin Jingyu was really homophobic, he was still pretending to be very good, at least he couldn't see anything on the surface. the kind of person.

Taking another ten thousand steps back, homophobia means being in the closet. The founder of a gay treatment center has officially announced that he is out of the closet. If Lin Jingyu is really homophobic, then he is probably a gay and cannot escape.

He thought so, but He Tangxi didn't think so. He was afraid of making a wrong step, so he didn't dare to take a step out.

Sometimes Xiang Jiashi felt that He Tangxi's dealings with Lin Jingyu were too ineffective, this would only make him very tired and unhappy, and he would get nothing in the end.

He also told He Tangxi that nothing can be broken but nothing can be built. If you don't tell him your feelings and thoughts, you will never have a follow-up story. If you want to get it, you must first not be afraid of losing it.

But He Tangxi still didn't dare. He smiled helplessly and said, "You may not understand why I'm so afraid. I really want to get it, but I'm even more afraid of losing it."

"You also know that my father doesn't care much about me. When I was young, I mostly lived at Lin Jingyu's house. I remember that once Aunt Xu took me and Lin Jingyu to the supermarket. At that time, Lin Jingyu wanted to buy books, and they picked them from the bookcase. I At that time, I stood by the side and waited, but after they finished the selection, she took Lin Jingyu away. I know that Aunt Xu either ignored me on purpose, or subconsciously forgot that there is another me here. In fact, this matter is very small. , very insignificant, but I still remember it very clearly.”

"It was from that time that I learned the difference between being loved and not being loved."

"And then?" After Xiang Jiashi uttered his voice, he realized that his voice was hoarse, his throat was squeezed together, and there was a hint of pain.

"Then Lin Jingyu turned his head, he broke free from Aunt Xu's hand and came to hold me." He Tangxi recalled, with a faint and sweet smile on his lips.

"So you liked him then?" Xiang Jiashi asked softly.

He Tangxi shook his head: "It took me a long time to realize that I like him."

"In this world, Lin Jingyu is the best person to me. He obviously has nothing to do with it, but he has always been by my side and led me along. From the time I was born, to kindergarten, elementary, middle, and high school, he was always by my side. Around."

He Tangxi's voice was a little choked up: "So I don't want to lose him, not at all, I don't want to take any risks, I don't want to have any possibility of breaking up with him."

Xiang Jiashi was silent for a moment, and then suddenly said: "No wonder."

When they first entered college, they had dinner with Lin Jingyu and a group of seniors, and two of them had a discussion about whether to fall in love or not. Someone on the court said: "You have never been in love, I thought you It's gay."

With just this one sentence, He Tangxi was so frightened that he immediately accepted a girl's confession, then broke up, fell in love and broke up again, from the stupid He Tangxi in high school before to the playboy He Tangxi today.

He didn't know it before, but now he finally understands why He Tangxi put on a playboy shell to cover up his infatuation.

It is said that He Tangxi is very similar to his deceased mother, but in fact He Tangxi and He Peizhuo are similar, both are infatuated, crazy to the bone, and obsessed to the bone.

Although Xiang Jiashi could understand He Tangxi's mood, he did not agree with his point of view.

He just liked it too much and was too afraid, so he was stuck in the same place, stuck in his own way, and his feelings can't be waited for if he can't keep it. The future will always come, the story must have an end, and the relationship must always have a response.

If it breaks, there will be a turning point.

He didn't ask He Tangxi what he planned to do in the future, what if Lin Jingyu was naively in love and wanted to get married, based on what he knew about He Tangxi, he was so cowardly, if one day Lin Jingyu really wanted to get married, he would definitely send blessings and gifts , Maybe he will be the best man with tears in his eyes.

It's because He Tangxi is too cowardly, too sensitive, too careful to pass by, so he can only drink away his worries, and run to the bar every day when he has nothing to do. If he doesn't go enough by himself, he must be dragged.

Walking in to Jiashi, he found Young Master He who was already slightly drunk by the table in the corner.

"Drink, drink, can't you do something else?" Xiang Jiashi snatched the wine glass from He Tangxi's hand, and sat opposite him.

He Tangxi just laughed, he wasn't angry: "Come on, let's have a drink together?" He picked up the wine bottle and wanted to pour it for Xiang Jiashi too.

Xiang Jiashi blocked it. He looked at He Tangxi's misty eyes, and he couldn't get angry. He couldn't help but sarcastically said, "What? What did Brother Lin call you again?"

"He's been busy recently, so he didn't call me." He Tangxi's voice froze for a moment.

After graduation, Lin Jingyu and his friends started their own businesses. They have been very busy for the past few years, and these two days are especially busy. They don't have much time to call He Tangxi.

He Tangxi smiled, and turned to ask Xiang Jiashi: "How about it, do you want to consider coming to work in our company?"

Xiang Jiashi rolled his eyes at him, and He Tangxi helped him fill up the wine, and the band on stage played a soothing tune, and the lights dimmed, becoming gentle.

He Tangxi leaned back on the chair back, clapping his hands along with the singing.

After Xiang Jiashi drank half a cup, he didn't want to drink any more. He raised his eyes and looked at He Tangxi who was opposite, and suddenly a thought came to his mind.

"Let's make a bet." He said suddenly.

"Ah?" He Tangxi was taken aback, "What bet?"

"I'm going to strike up a conversation with a man now. If I succeed in the conversation, I win. If I win, you can confess to Lin Jingyu. If it doesn't work, I'll treat you to dinner."

"Huh?" He Tangxi hadn't reacted yet, "Why are you talking about this all of a sudden?"

Xiang Jiashi said: "I really can't bear to see you like this now, this bet is to prove to you that it's actually not that difficult to strike up a conversation with a man."

He Tangxi knew what Xiang Jiashi meant, and he wanted to go back to him, which was completely different, but after thinking about it, he changed his rhetoric.

"Come on," He Tangxi said slowly, "With your appearance, it's too easy to strike up a conversation with someone, why don't you add some conditions?"

"Okay, what are the conditions." Xiang Jiashi was not afraid at all.

"I will choose the candidate, and the time will be before 10 o'clock tonight. If you succeed in taking the person out, you will win. I will immediately call Lin Jingyu to confess. If you lose, then don't even think about dismissing me for a meal. At least ten meals."

Xiang Jiashi was still thinking, and He Tangxi continued: "It's not good to go directly to strike up a conversation with a straight man, and I don't make it difficult for you. Let's go to the gay bar next door and find someone casually, how about it?"

"Okay," Xiang Jiashi readily agreed, "That's a deal. If I succeed, you will confess to Lin Jingyu. You can't go back on your word."

"Okay," He Tangxi drank so dizzy tonight, the wine strengthened his courage, and he readily agreed, "I won't go back on my promise."

"It's a word."

"A word is settled!"