ninety-nine twelve

I recently learned a new word called "Saolang Hoof", which is just right to describe Wu Haoyu.

There are many evidences.Once when I went to his house, as soon as the key was inserted into the lock, he opened the door for me from the inside, in broad daylight, shirtless.At that time, I was a little angry and scolded him as soon as I entered the door. I said why are you not wearing clothes? I wear a vest at home anyway, what's the matter without clothes.

Another example is that some time ago, they were the second model. I gave Wu Haoyu the Jade Guanyin that my mother gave me. I can’t guarantee whether he will do well in the exam.The result is that it is now hot again, and when he wakes up in the morning, he often goes to wash his face and brush his teeth with his upper body naked, wrapping the pendant around the back of his neck, and when he bends down, the pendant lies quietly between his shoulder blades.

More recently, the fact that a female classmate put on lipstick on him is enough to make me worry about it.

The latest discovery yesterday was that Wu Haoyu met a cat from someone else's house downstairs.Why do you say it is someone else's cat? Although the cat is an ordinary gray-black tiger-striped cat and does not wear a collar around its neck, it is a bit fatter and cleaner than a wild cat.After evening self-study I went back to his house with Wu Haoyu, the cat was lying on the side of the road against the corner of the wall, Wu Haoyu approached and squatted down, and touched it smoothly, it looked like an old acquaintance, I thought it was a little strange, so I I also walked over, but before I got close, the cat rolled over and fell on the ground vigilantly. When I got closer, it ran around the corner of the wall and disappeared completely.So I was even more surprised, Wu Haoyu asked me to stand a little farther away, and I took two steps forward, calling a few words with a funny voice, the cat came out again after a while, Wu Haoyu was standing at that time, it Just rubbing back and forth on his leg, and finally rubbing his head against the tip of his shoe, Wu Haoyu bent down and touched the cat's neck, then called me to continue walking home, the cat ran away when it saw me, I turned my lips towards the direction it was running away, and when I turned around, I saw Wu Haoyu looking at me with a smile, and said something inexplicably: "Mr.

Is there any connection between the above things?There is no connection, is there anything in common?Nothing in common.Say I'm not happy, I can't be angry, but say I'm happy, I'm not very happy, I'm at a very delicate critical point, because of my relationship with Wu Haoyu right now, I don't care about anything Dare to think more.

Wu Haoyu is really nice to everyone, he is even nice to cats.I don't know how to avoid suspicion when I do things, it is true to others, it is true to cats, and it is true to me.

Later, I really never kissed Wu Haoyu. This later refers to the whole time from my nose to tears until now.In my impression, I have tried twice. The first time he was sleeping on the edge of the sofa, I got closer and dared to make a light impression on the corner of his mouth. Looking back carefully, it seemed that he didn't even touch the skin. I stopped when I touched the hairs around him. I thought I could be brave at least when he was unconscious, but it turned out that I was more timid than before.The second time he woke up, we were in the classroom at noon, he sat back on the chair and discussed the math problems with me, frowning and pushing back step by step according to the answer, and when he couldn't figure it out, he forced himself to think, Explained to me miraculously, and I still think it makes sense, but he really deserves to be beaten like that, so I held his head up, pressed two thumbs on his mouth to prevent him from talking, and then I leaned forward and kissed me The two of us held our thumbs together, and there were people around who saw it and yelled and booed. I laughed, and Wu Haoyu laughed along with me, but no one was embarrassed.

But I really want to kiss him, mouth to mouth.

In fact, there were embarrassing times, for example, we never went to the laboratory building again.

No matter how I think, how cowardly, no matter how I think, I feel that it is not the time.It was not the time for Wu Haoyu to take off his clothes, it was not the time for Guanyin to grow wings, it was not so hot yet, it was certainly not the time for him to have red lips and red face, it was not the time to meet other people's cats, it was not the time for admitting mistakes and laughing frivolously.When I tried so hard to restrain myself, he couldn't do anything at the right time.

I'm so mad, why can't I be angry, of course it is!

After school in the afternoon, I slipped away by myself while he was going to the equipment room to help me return the starting box.I ran to the top floor of the laboratory building and watched the scenery. It was much less difficult to come by myself than with Wu Haoyu.

That idiot and I really don't have any telepathy, my cat is behind the corridor guardrail, watching him go back to the runway and look around, and finally have to honestly call me.

"Where are you going again?" Wu Haoyu's voice didn't sound like he was complaining that I delayed his meal, but rather helpless.

I didn't say anything, the other party sighed artificially, and asked, "What's wrong with you? Didn't you eat?"

"I don't want to have dinner with you."

"Okay, don't eat if you don't eat, you'll die of starvation."

"I'm in the laboratory building, do you dare to come?"

Wu Haoyu said, dare, why not.

Then he appeared at the other end of the hallway holding his mobile phone and walking towards me slowly. I didn't see his expression clearly until he got closer.

I sat on the ground against the wall, looked up to see him standing still in front of me, bent down and said to me: "What's the matter again, are you unhappy?"

"It's impossible, I'm so happy." After I finished speaking, I stretched out my hand to hook his neck, clasped my hands together but didn't exert any force, to see if he was pulled down by me, or pulled me up along the way.

Wu Haoyu looked at me for a while, didn't move, then squatted down, and covered my hands with his hands behind his neck, "There is no one now."

I froze and asked him what he meant by that, and he smiled at me with a voice as soft as a mosquito flying by his ear: "Don't be cowardly."

Then I bumped into him first, the distance seemed to be unsure, my teeth knocked his mouth, Wu Haoyu grinned and "hissed", trying to escape, but I grabbed his neck and refused to let him.

According to past experience, there is always a step-by-step process when kissing someone. If you can't come up, just bite or stick out your tongue, which is very impolite.

But Wu Haoyu really makes people not a thing.

I felt that when I kissed him, it was like I was bullying him unilaterally. Maybe I was too aggressive and pushed him to the point of falling back, but I hugged him in time, and Wu Haoyu followed in this uncomfortable posture. I fought mouth to mouth, which distracted me a lot, but in the end it also bit me.

I've kissed him many times on the mouth when we weren't together, but this was the first kiss.

"Fuck, why is it so violent to kiss you." Wu Haoyu pulled his lower lip with his hands, and pushed his tongue dishonestly into his mouth, shouting: "Look at it, see if it's broken."

Broken, bleeding a little, Yin Yinhong.

I took his obstructing hand away, and continued to kiss his slightly opened mouth. This time, it was a little gentler. I held his lower lip in my mouth and restrained myself from biting it hard. I even admired myself.

Wu Haoyu also poked out the tip of his tongue and kissed me softly, like a gentleman, compared to me like a hooligan.

Later, he withdrew his hand in time, stood up and pulled me up, "It's almost done, someone should come later."

I looked around, walked to the guardrail and looked down. There were people coming and going on the campus, and we were the only two on the top floor of the laboratory building.

I looked back at him, he took out his cell phone to check the time, then turned to let me take a look, "Well, I really have nothing to eat this time, I'm starving to death."

It was less than 10 minutes before last night's self-study. I thought I was wrong and put my arm on his shoulder, "What do you want to eat? I'll buy it for you."

Wu Haoyu glanced at me sideways, "Happy?"

"That's it." I'm very happy to be happy, but it's still embarrassing to be seen through, especially if I'm awkward for a few days and just kiss him a few times at once, it's so embarrassing.

Fortunately, Wu Haoyu didn't continue to poke me. He just let out a "tss", and naturally clasped my hand on his shoulder with one hand, and went downstairs holding it loosely.

In the second half of the evening self-study, we escaped skillfully again. Wu Haoyu was probably really hungry. I listened to his stomach growling for most of the night behind him, laughing so hard that I almost died.

Wu Haoyu didn't think about me at all this time, he picked out his own choice of Malatang and went to pick up the ingredients with the basin in his arms. I followed him step by step, picking out the ingredients that didn't look so bad.Wu Haoyu wanted medium spicy, and I wanted plain boiled. The clerk confirmed it again and again before placing the order for me.

This man's nonsense was quite unbearable. While I was not paying attention, he gave me a spoonful of chili oil in his bowl.

"Hey, revenge is on your mind."

"is not that right."

"What happened to me?"

"What do you think?" Wu Haoyu's high-handled Fenpi was torn from the middle, and the lower half bounced back into the bowl, splashing the soup everywhere. He hurriedly picked up paper to wipe his clothes, and I also took paper and waited. He wipes his face.

"I have nothing to say."

"Hey, it's ruthless to pull a dick, it's too cruel."

I shook my hand, and before the paper touched his face, I almost ended up in the same fate as Fenpi just now, "Believe it or not, I will throw this paper into the bowl for you now." Hot, unwilling to add: "If you don't plug it in, how can you pull it out?"

We didn't make a sound for more than ten seconds, Wu Haoyu buried his head in the bowl to eat, the lower and lower he was, I looked left and right and didn't know where to put my eyes, and finally stared at the edge of his bowl, He glanced up at me, and his eyes just met.

Wu Haoyu hurriedly put his head down to eat again, his eyes just escaped but looked back, he couldn't tell whether it was intentional or unintentional and asked: "Where do you want to insert it?"

This conversation was really bad. I felt like my face was on fire, but I thought he was funny, so I laughed out of embarrassment, and couldn't bear to look at him with half of my hot face covered, "You know what you're talking about ……"

Wu Haoyu had an expression of wanting to die. He raised his hand to help his head but couldn’t help it. After struggling to no avail, he also laughed, shaking his hand and surrendering to me, “I don’t know, I’m crazy, I forgot Forget it."

In fact, I kind of want to continue chatting with Wu Haoyu in this leisure time. I have seen him speak pornographically with his classmates skillfully, and he has a set of obscene jokes. When I am with my friends, the content of the chat is also fierce. Compared Right now, it's not going anywhere, but I just can't do it with him, and I haven't had it from the beginning to the end.It's strange to say that my acquaintance with Wu Haoyu seems to have never involved this field from the very beginning, and it's not because either party is reserved or can't take jokes. Once we're alone, we talk about things with incredible integrity and mutual respect to the point where we go to the bathroom next to each other without glancing sideways.

I now feel that this may be because I just want to like him secretly, so I can't be as casual with him as I am with other friends, and I don't want myself to be a casual image in his impression.From the very beginning when I recognized him and I could only be friends with him first, I somehow wanted to straighten myself out. It seemed that Wu Haoyu appeared as "the person I like", so I had to do it no matter what. To portray myself as a gentleman, even though I was late in opening my mind, the pretense I have done for so long has paved the way for me now. Look, I like you sincerely and simply, and there is absolutely no extravagant thinking.

It is true that there was nothing worthy of my fantasies at that time, and now I still like him sincerely and purely, but sometimes it is inevitable to think about something else.

I used to think that a romantic relationship is nothing more than that, dividing what should be done and what can be done, and there will be no boundaries between what should be done and what can be done as time goes on or the number of times increases.I thought I would never be able to talk about pure love, but Wu Haoyu always made me feel like "you can watch from a distance but not play with it". I dare not think anything wrong with him, but he often doesn't He scratched my heart slightly, and when I turned around, I walked around the room shirtless like a normal person, not knowing anything.

After Wu Haoyu finished eating, he began to concentrate on swiping his mobile phone, his mouth was pursed, as if he was biting the skin on his mouth, and he occasionally raised his eyebrows when he saw something interesting, and turned around cheerfully to give me a look.We should have completely escaped the embarrassment just now. Wu Haoyu looked at his phone, and I just looked at him. Anyway, the eyes didn’t match up. He stretched out his hand and pressed his eyelids with his fingers, and then unconsciously pulled a part of his forehead. Play with strands of hair.

Alas, to death.

When I went home and opened the door at night, the door was unlocked. As soon as I entered, I saw my dad sitting on the sofa watching TV. I greeted him, and was about to go to the back room, but he stopped me: "Have you recently? What game are you playing?"

I know that the game will be discovered sooner or later, and I didn't plan to keep it a secret for too long. I will definitely be honest about going abroad in the later stage. I just didn't expect it to be so soon, and I didn't think about how to deal with this sudden surprise When the situation happened, the mouth subconsciously said first: "No."

"Still lying, aren't you?"

My dad didn't call me over, so I collected myself, turned around and walked towards the living room, his face couldn't see how angry he was, and I couldn't figure out the situation, so I had to sit down on the single sofa beside the coffee table and watch quietly It changes.

"Ask you, talk." He spoke again in a rough voice, staring at me with unfriendly eyes, much more impatient than I thought.

My dad had a bad attitude, so I lost face, so I just broke the jar and said, "If you think it is, then it is."

"What's your attitude? How many times have I told you to stop doing these useless things, and never put your mind on the business!"

I looked up at him, suppressed the anger in my heart, and asked, "What is the business?"

"Do you want to run and become an athlete?" My dad stretched out his hand and pointed out, "You go and win a world championship, otherwise I will never agree."

Look, what kind of logic is this? It turns out that the premise of getting his consent is to win the world championship, and it is not possible to win the world championship with the consent of his family.

Since I was young, I have quarreled with my parents countless times because of this matter. I have memorized their truths, and now I even get bored physically when I hear them. I have never understood them, and they can’t understand me. It's just an endless loop of mutual incomprehension, coming and going.

"Think about who you are. It's not that you're not allowed to run, but what's the use of all your heart and soul? When you were young, you ran as soon as you wanted to. Now you're about to graduate from high school and go to college. Why can't you tell the difference? Second-rate?"

I smiled in surprise, and said to him: "Dad, don't mention my childhood. My situation was not much better than it is now."

"Are you rebellious now or something? Did I tell you that you just want to go against it?"

My temper is just like my dad's, but after staying with Wu Haoyu for a long time, it has become somewhat better. Now I also know to avoid confrontation with my dad. I just feel tired. He can think whatever he likes and say whatever he likes. Just say something, I really don't count on him, not long ago.

"I didn't want to fight against it, I just wanted to try."

"Don't tell me these things are useless." My dad waved his hand at me. My rebuttal was nothing more than talking back in his ears. He didn't listen at all. "It is impossible for me to agree with you to go to the competition. If so, let your mother tell you."

"It doesn't matter what anyone says. Anyway, you have always vented out of one nostril in this matter."

"You talk back! There will be more opportunities after you like running. Don't many people also participate in marathons now? Why can't you develop as a professional athlete as a hobby? Enough for you to live for a few years? More useful than a college degree? "

I just sat there with my head bowed and listened to his lesson. My current appearance must have made my father very angry, thinking that I was so rebellious that the mud could not support the wall.For a while, I thought of many things, and they passed through my mind like a revolving lantern. When I was in the first grade of middle school, I caught up with the Hong Kong Youth League, but there was a conflict with my studies. They didn’t let me go, so I didn’t go. I felt that it was not formal and not popular, so I was only allowed to play on weekends. After I entered high school, I never participated in a formal game. Last summer when I went to the training camp with the coach, I had a big fight with my dad.But they also praised me, and they would be happy if I won No.1. When I was young, my mother went to see me in a few insignificant school competitions, but it was too young for her to be optimistic about me.

It has always been a pity that the results obtained when I was young are like a joke in the eyes of my parents. When they grow up, they feel that they should not continue to play around. I really don’t know how it feels to be backed by my family.

I don't think there will be more opportunities in the future. Athletes also eat youth food, so there will be no opportunities in the future.

"Dad, I've passed the preliminaries." I stared at the corner of the coffee table and lowered my head. Although it was not polite to talk to my father like this, I really couldn't watch him talk, "Next time I will go to Japan, the preliminaries , and then the final was televised. It is not the Hong Kong team, but it is also participating as a Hong Kong player, and it is far from the world champion, I know."

"But I want to try. I think about it. I gave up enough when I was a child. This game is more important than all the previous ones. I won't give up. Now I'm confessing to you. I don't want to discuss with you, just tell you , I will go to the game, even if you lock me at home, I will smash the door and go through the window. If you take away all my documents, I will report the loss and reissue them. I and the coach's team Go out, there will always be a way, I don't need my parents to entrust, I am an adult before the game, I can sign the agreement myself. I am indeed training now, self-training, but I am also going to school."

Later, I was still scolded in one direction. My dad is good because he never hits people, but verbal attacks are not much weaker than physical attacks. After I said that, I didn’t say anything. Listen, it's like a gourd.

The result is still nothing. My dad disagrees, and I don’t give in. I guess this news will reach my mom later. I will face another mixed attack in the future, but there is still time before the game. Maybe there is still a chance to soften them, as long as one of them relaxes, everything will go much smoother.

Wu Haoyu told me that I have never made up my mind, and I was always dragged down by various factors. There is no resistance that is irresistible. The most fatal thing is that I don’t have the courage to fight for it. He said that I only need to be firm. For the goal, just keep your head down and work hard, don't be afraid of anything.

On the table in my room, there are copies of the notice for the preliminary competition. I understood it as soon as I saw it. I blamed me for being careless. My dad doesn’t usually come into my room. This time it might be because he was looking for something else. It was dug out, and fortunately it was a copy of the past. If it was an official document, it would be useless if he found it.

Yesterday the coach got the official notification that I had advanced to the preliminaries. I only told Wu Haoyu the news in the morning, and my dad found out in the evening. I don’t know whether it’s a good thing or a bad thing.

It doesn't matter whether it's good or bad, my dream is finally a concrete goal, it's big and difficult, but I want to try, I have determination, and there are people who give me confidence.

The author has something to say: Prepare to start a new wave of difficulties