the little things in life

Aunt Hu's situation is getting worse and worse, and she has been unable to write these days.Aunt Min Tao and Lin Chuyuan said: "Da Linzi, let me spend more time with her! I promise not to interfere with your normal work." Lin Chuyuan asked the director and head nurse for instructions, and then agreed to Aunt Min Tao's request .She was very satisfied to be able to spend more time with Aunt Hu. She held Aunt Hu's hand all the time, sat by the bed, and even ate by the bed. "I don't want to leave, I'm afraid I won't see her again if I go out."

After get off work, he went to visit Xu Xingzhi. Through the crack of the door, he saw a strange lady sitting beside Xu Xingzhi's bed, peeling apples for him.The girl carefully cut the apple into small pieces and handed it to Xingzhi's lips, and Xu Xingzhi ate the apple with the girl's hand.Seeing this intimate scene, Lin Chuyuan felt extremely uncomfortable.With Dr. Xu's conditions, it's not surprising that there are a lot of girls chasing him.Lin Chuyuan rejected him, so he should have expected this kind of scene, and now he doesn't even have any position to feel sad.He squatted down against the door of the ward, buried his head deeply in his arms.Aunt Xu saw it from the outside and went up to check him: "Lin Zi, what's the matter? What's the matter? Why don't you go in?" Lin Chuyuan stood up quickly; "I'm not going in. Listen to Director Xiao's explanation and leave tomorrow." I’m out of the hospital, it’s fine, I’m leaving.” Xu Xingzhi heard the conversation at the door clearly, his heart hurt like a knife, who the hell did I get hurt for, you don’t even look at me, Lin Chuyuan, Your heart is so cruel!Thinking about the pain, I couldn't help but shed tears.He himself was frightened, he was a big man, he was crying when the knife was poked into his arm without even making a sound.Love is really not a good thing. It is like the poisonous apple in the Garden of Eden. It tempts you to eat it with the brightest and most attractive appearance, but makes you suffer the most painful punishment.

When I went to work the next day, my colleagues told Lin Chuyuan that Aunt Hu had passed away last night. I learned from others that she had not undergone rescue and was not in great pain. Aunt Min Tao was always with her.Lin Chuyuan was not very surprised. According to the development of Aunt Hu's condition, this was expected.During the visiting time at noon, Aunt Min Tao came to see him.

"I read what Yuzhang wrote before he was alive, and she mentioned, thank you very much for taking care of her in her last days and allowing her to fulfill her wish." Aunt Min Tao handed the letter to Lin Chuyuan. "She said you were a trustworthy person."

Lin Chuyuan opened the notebook: "Min Tao, I decided to write to you when I found out that my illness was not recovering...Thank you Nurse Lin for always being considerate and respectful to me..." Letter The handwriting on it can still be seen clearly, it should be when the condition is relatively mild.

"Today's oranges are very sweet, if you miss me in the future, just eat some, thinking about the way we eat oranges together, it's as sweet as this orange."

"I like the gladiolus you bought very much. I planted some in the house where you live. If you miss me in the future, you can let the gladiolus I planted accompany you." Slowly, the handwriting began to become more and more crooked.

"Min Tao, in fact, I never blamed you for getting married. I know how much pressure you put on me. I didn't let go of you in those years. It was my obsession. You don't have to be angry anymore. I was thinking about the time when everything in your family is over. , the two of us can reminisce about the past and accompany us together, but God failed to fulfill our wishes and told us to separate. I am sick, and I feel happy when you are with me. I don’t regret it. If there is a bridge of Naihe, I will be by the bridge Waiting for you, I still want to love you in my next life..." The writing on the back is blurred and hard to read.

"Actually, I'm not her sister, I'm her lover. If I knew that the time with her in this life was so short, I would never have left her for any reason..." She broke down in tears.

Aunt Min Tao's accumulated thoughts over the years finally poured out, and those stories that were never known were slowly presented to Lin Chuyuan.It is difficult for him to imagine the acceptance of homosexuality in society 30 years later.As a senior intellectual with a scholarly family, Hu Yuzhang's love and persistence supported her to cherish this hot and painful love in her life.This thin old lady, in her short life, defended her choice like a lone hero.

However, no matter how strong love is, it cannot defeat death, but no one can say that it is meaningless.Life is meaningless, people are born in nothingness, and they will return to nothingness in the end. Everyone will die in the end and be absorbed into the dust of the universe.Death is just a big farewell, but the place where you live is far away, and you can't buy a return ticket.

After Xu Xingzhi was discharged from the hospital, he recuperated for a few days before returning to work.The injury on the hand has recovered a little, but the activities are still not very flexible.At work, he and Lin Chuyuan still cooperate tacitly, but they distance themselves from each other in private.

"Doctor Xu, is your hand feeling better?" Uncle Tian's daughter asked Xu Xingzhi with concern.

Lin Chuyuan remembered that she was the girl peeling apples in the ward that day.

"Look, look, that woman is here again. I said she cleans up so energetically every day, so she fell in love with Dr. Xu." Wang Aihua pulled Lin Chuyuan and said.She didn't notice how ugly Lin Chuyuan's face was.

"Oh, it's much better, thank you for coming to see me those few days, Uncle Tian's situation these two days is like this..." Xu Xingzhi began to communicate with her about his condition.The two stood very close. Lin Chuyuan took the patient's test data and pointed out the test indicators to the girl. The girl took the opportunity to get closer, and the man almost leaned on Xu Xingzhi's body.

"Cough, cough, young man? Be gentle, you will break my bones!" Grandpa Wang, who was on the 9th bed, was startled by Lin Chuyuan's increasingly heavy hand. "I'm sorry, Grandpa Wang, when I patted your back, you coughed a lot, which is good for you to expel phlegm and prevent lung infection..." Lin Chuyuan secretly reviewed himself, and should not bring his emotions to Come at work.

After get off work, he walked out the door and saw Miss Tian talking to Xu Xingzhi in the aisle.She looked at Xu Xingzhi affectionately, and said softly: "Doctor Xu, I still want to know some details about my father. Why don't we find a place together after get off work and talk in detail?" Lin Chuyuan pretended not to read Here, go over.As he walked, he thought, Xu Xingzhi might just be with Tian girl like this, and then get married and have children, and spend this life together.He was short of breath. If the story really goes according to this script, how many chances do he have in this life, waiting for another Xu Xingzhi?Can he be as brave as Aunt Hu and wait for a lifetime?He told himself firmly in his heart, no!Life is too short, no one knows what tomorrow will be like.But some intersections diverge, and there is no turning back.He immediately turned around and went back, quickly ran in front of Xu Xingzhi, and dragged him away without hesitation, leaving Tian girl alone in place.

"What are you doing? Talk." Xu Xingzhi asked him.

"I regret it, Xu Xingzhi, I regret it, I can't see you with others, I want to follow my heart, I like you, no less than you like."

The author has something to say: go to work today, update a chapter first, and continue to work hard tomorrow!It's time to start a sweet couple life!Oye!

☆、Chapter 18