the little things in life

It was an evening at school many years ago. Xu Xingzhi couldn't solve the problem of his research project for a long time, and he was pacing around the school in a depressed mood.When he walked past the student hall of the school, there was a beautiful singing voice inside, and he was attracted by the singing voice.

"The most beautiful wish must be the craziest. I am my own god, where I live..."

He saw a handsome young man wearing azure blue trousers and a white shirt that was only buttoned a few times casually, revealing a somewhat dark chest.His deep, emotional voice and unrestrained demeanor deeply attracted him.He didn't know his name.Many years later, when he was working, he actually saw that boy again, and he said to him, "Hello, my name is Lin Chuyuan..."

The words "I love you" are so beautiful and beautiful.But there are too many doubts between them, and it is impossible to dissolve all the problems with just a word of liking.Lin Chuyuan was so shocked by these words that he woke up.He slowly pushed Xu Xingzhi away.Sitting on the stairs and thinking for a long time, his emotions went up and down like a roller coaster in just one minute, and he needed to calm down.Seeing that he no longer wanted to escape, Xu Xingzhi sat beside him silently.

"Have you thought about the future?" After a long time, Lin Chuyuan finally spoke.Xu Xingzhi didn't expect him to say this, so he was at a loss for words. "You like me, so what about in the future? How do we get along in the hospital? Is there an underground relationship? If you don't dare to make it public, can the relationship last if you don't get blessings? What if someone finds out?" He was asking Xu Xingzhi, Also ask himself again.He hesitated, he was afraid, he was afraid that this relationship would ruin this person. "If we are together, I hope it will last forever, not just a momentary excitement."

Xu Xingzhi did not think so much, and was speechless for a while. "If you can't, then don't like me, forget about tonight!" Lin Chuyuan patted Xu Xingzhi's shoulder, ready to leave.Xu Xingzhi held his hand tightly: "Don't you like me? Didn't you also feel about me at my house that day? I know it all. Why do you lie to yourself?" He couldn't believe that Lin Chuyuan would have He has always been confident in such a reaction.Dare to confess to Lin Chuyuan today is to be sure of everything.He had been probing step by step before, just to see Lin Chuyuan's reaction.In the bathroom of his home that day, he was sure that Lin Chuyuan had a crush on him. In the situation tonight, he felt that it would be impossible not to say anything, so he took this worst time to confess his love.He thought of Lin Chuyuan also liking him, and the sweet picture of the two of them getting together smoothly after confessing their love.Unexpectedly, reality poured such a basin of cold water on him from head to toe.Lin Chuyuan was a little choked up: "Forget it, I know that if there is no result, don't start it." "Are you afraid, are you so timid? If you don't try, how will you know that there is no result, how will you know that I am not serious?" Yes!" Xu Xingzhi shouted with red eyes.

Lin Chuyuan had gone far away, he was really scared, once bitten by a snake for ten years, he was afraid of well ropes.He is no longer the person who was happy and desperate to be with others when the person he liked said he liked him.It's not that he hasn't tried it, he tried it bravely with hope, and finally those scars taught him how to write in the cruel reality.This time he is not for himself, for Xu Xingzhi's great future, he can't, can't try again.

The longest distance in the world

It's not me standing in front of you, you don't know I love you

It's about loving you to the point of obsession, but I can't say I love you[1]

"The daughter of Uncle Tian's family in bed 10 is so strange. Every time I come to visit, she is dressed in pretty clothes and has exquisite makeup. Have you seen anyone who sees patients like her." Wang Aihua has discovered something new in the ward.

"What do you care? Go to work quickly, don't gossip." Lin Chuyuan didn't care.He is extremely insensitive to which woman wears what.Since it was visiting time, the door of the interview room was wide open, and family members kept coming and going.

Nearly the end of the visit, Lin Chuyuan was going to close the door of the interview room, but he found a person sitting in the interview room and refused to leave. "Hi, may I ask which patient's family member are you? What can you do?" The man's eyes were bloodshot, his hair was a little messed up, and he was wearing a dirty and worn jacket. He looked up at Lin Chuyuan: "Are you the doctor here?" Lin Chuyuan nodded, "Is there anything I can do to help you?" The man sneered, "You are the one I'm looking for." A shining knife.Lin Chuyuan was extremely nervous in an instant: "Speak up if you have something to say, what's the matter, let's deal with it rationally, hurting people is against the law!" He tried to stabilize the mood of the thug.He thought, if he ran out at this moment, or went to ring the call bell, he might irritate this person.Fortunately, there is monitoring in the interview room, and there should be someone at the nurse's station after a while, and it is found that something is wrong.The man was crying and waving the knife in his hand: "It's all you black-hearted doctors who killed me and my family. You guys, what are you going to pay me for..." He saw that For the time being, the man did not attack him further, so he listened to him carefully, waiting for the opportunity to snatch the knife.Lin Chuyuan comforted him and said, "I sympathize with what happened to you. Can you tell me what happened to you?" The man heard Lin Chuyuan speak with a gentle and sincere tone.The mood stabilized a lot: "My child, he is only 4 years old..." He gradually lowered his guard while talking, and the hand holding the knife relaxed a lot.Lin Chuyuan waited quietly for the opportunity.

"Teacher Zhang, look quickly, the big forest is in danger." Yu Xiaofang carefully noticed something wrong with the conversation, so she called Zhang Limin.Zhang Limin quickly called the security department and called the police.She knocked on the door of the head nurse's office: "Mr. Mo, something has happened. Lin Chuyuan met a thug during the conversation!" Xu Xingzhi works in the doctor's office next to the head nurse's office, and he immediately stood up when he heard the news .He saw the big knife shining on the surveillance camera, and Lin Chuyuan who was dealing with the mob alone, rushed into the conversation room without saying a word.The mob was enraged by his sudden intrusion.He swung his knife and rushed forward.Xu Xingzhi grabbed the man's wrist and wrestled.Lin Chuyuan was terrified, and when he came to his senses, Xu Xingzhi had already subdued him, and the knife was kicked aside.Xu Xingzhi's arm was stabbed, and the dark red blood flowed to the ground like water.The hospital's security personnel immediately took down the mob. "Xu Xingzhi, are you crazy!" Lin Chuyuan scolded angrily! "You don't want to die? What if your hands are useless? Are you going to be a doctor?" He was so distressed, at this moment how much he wished that the knife was piercing himself.He quickly tied the top of the wound with a tourniquet, and then rinsed the wound with salt water.Xu Xingzhi was too nervous and angry at that time, he didn't feel any pain, but now that he recovered, he felt that the wound was terribly painful, his face was so pale that he couldn't speak, and he was at Lin Chuyuan's mercy.They quickly sent Xu Xingzhi to the operating room.Fortunately, there was only excessive bleeding and no important nerves were injured.When he heard that Xu Xingzhi was fine, he finally felt relieved.After thinking for a while, he contacted his aunt to take care of him, and then left.After rejecting Xu Xingzhi's confession, he didn't want to do anything to misunderstand him.He left the hospital silently, with complicated and tangled emotions. He hated him for acting impulsively, but also appreciated his love and protection for himself, struggling in the storm of sensibility and rationality.

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☆、Chapter 17