Give the slag and accept the end

The birds outside the window have been singing to drive away the cloudy sky, and the sun shines through the window and falls on the quilt on the bed.

Zhao Guo has been sleeping more and more recently. He sleeps 24 hours a day, [-] hours a day.Contrary to him, Su Ying didn't even get enough sleep for four hours.

It was three poles high in the sun, and the breakfast that Su Ying had cooked had already been reheated twice, but Zhao Guo still didn't wake up.He had no choice but to come to the bedroom, sit on the edge of the bed, and gently patted the arched quilt.

"Time to wake up."

The quilt moved a little, then remained silent again.

After shouting several times, Zhao Guo still pretended to be dead. He had no choice but to throw off the quilt.Cold air suddenly got into the bed, Zhao Guo muttered a few words reluctantly, and barely opened his swollen eyes.

"Su Yin, you are so annoying."

Su Ying picked him up from the bed, pulled the thin blanket he had prepared to wrap around his back, hugged him in his arms and kissed his face, and said, "You're the one who's annoying, I won't be upset after calling you for hours. , Is there anyone who stays in bed like you?"

Zhao Guo opened his mouth wide and yawned, then said with tears in his eyes, "Su Yin, my arm is numb."

"Which arm?"

"Right arm." Zhao Guo lazily leaned on Su Ying, stretched out his arm for him to pinch, squinted his eyes and sniffed the safe smell of the man, and said sweetly, "Su Yin, you are so kind."

"Of course I'm fine. Is it okay to serve you the same way I served my ancestors every day? That's all right, brush your teeth and kiss again." Su Ying said, pushing away Zhao Guo and leaning over to kiss his face, "Hurry up and clean up." , eat something to rest your stomach, and Li Shu treats us to dinner at noon."

Hearing Li Shu's name, Zhao Guo reluctantly hugged Su Ying, buried her head on his neck, and said sullenly, "Is she interested in you? You still called me, obviously you already know about our relationship, if you still like this, why don't you know how to avoid suspicion?"

"Why do you think she likes me?" Even if she likes me, she likes you, right?This fool.Su Ying continued: "She is going to go abroad for further study, what's wrong with inviting us to dinner? Why avoid suspicion?"

"Going abroad?"

"Yes, go abroad." Li Shu said, "Although my family is already urging me to get married, I thought about it and I still don't want to give up this opportunity. I made this decision after discussing it with my boyfriend. He said wait After six months of work, he resigned and went abroad to accompany me, and he understands me very well."

Having said that, she smiled, with obvious shyness on her face.

Zhao Guo said in disbelief, "Since when did you have a boyfriend?"

Although Li Shu has changed a lot over the years, she is no longer the ugly glasses girl she used to be, but she has always been a loner, and she has never heard of anyone she has dated. Laugh at her as an old maid, the kind who can't find a boyfriend even if she has money.

Su Ying was an insider, and said, "Her boyfriend is also our high school classmate."

"Who is it?" Zhao Guo blinked. After ten years, he has no impression of many high school classmates.

Su Ying held his hand under the table and asked, "Do you still remember that you received a love letter when you were in high school?"

Zhao Guo nodded.How could it be possible to forget that without that love letter, he and Su Ying wouldn't have the development they have today.

"At that time, you were like an overlord. After receiving the love letter with my name on it, you made Sun Hui read it out in front of the whole class, which made me feel ashamed. Like a firecracker being lit, the whole class went around trying to figure out who wrote it, not girls’ books, but boys’ books.” At this point, Su Ying smiled, “I knew then…”

Zhao Xiaoba probably likes boys subconsciously.

Zhao Guo was suddenly brought up about the past in Secondary School, and Zhao Guo interrupted in embarrassment: "Okay, okay, let's get to the point!"

"The point is, when you were throwing books to check, a boy stood up and resisted you, and you almost got into a fight."

Zhao Guo came to his senses and thought for a long time before he remembered: "Sports committee member?"

Li Shu said, "Yes, that's him, Zhang Peng."

Half a year ago Zhao Guo’s wedding was a farce, and almost all the students knew about it. A few of them started gossiping before they even left the hotel. He even made a joke about what happened in high school back then.

Li Shu was also there at the time. Hearing them slander Zhao Guo so much, she was very angry. She said a few words to them, but they turned around and scolded Li Shu, making Li Shu cry.

At this time Zhang Peng came over, pointed at those few people and started cursing, admonishing them not to pay for their free rice, and talking small things behind their backs, which is disgusting.Those few people did rely on the kindness of their classmates to make a living, and they each brought their family members. They were scolded and blushed immediately.If it weren't for the fact that Zhang Peng is tall and burly, his bare head is over 1.9 meters tall, and he is still a taekwondo coach now, otherwise he would have done it long ago.

Because of this incident, Li Shu invited Zhang Peng to dinner, and Zhang Peng invited him back later, and the two became acquainted with each other after coming and going.Gradually, they also felt good about each other, and it developed into a romantic relationship.

Referring to the original love letter, Zhao Guo said: "I still don't know who wrote that love letter to me, and I also wrote Su Yin's name, probably to trick me."

Li Shu blushed, and nodded quickly: "No matter what, the result is good, you see you and Su Yin now..."

Su Ying glanced at Li Shu with a half-smile, and agreed, "That's right, without that love letter, we wouldn't have the opportunity to sit here and have dinner together."

After eating the meal casually at noon, the scene ended.Li Shu's boyfriend called her several times, but she couldn't sit still, she smiled apologetically and happily, blushing and explained for a long time before she was let go by Zhao Guo.

After Li Shu left, Su Ying asked Zhao Guo, "Do you want to know who wrote that love letter?"

Zhao Guo thought for a few seconds, and said sweetly, "If it wasn't written by you, it would be meaningless."

Those two love letters were burned by him in front of his parents after he came out of the rehab center.In this way, he surrendered to his parents and said that he would not "make mistakes" again.At this moment when Su Ying mentioned it, he panicked. Sensitively thinking that Su Ying wanted to pursue the matter, he quickly resorted to rhetoric to change the subject.

Su Ying laughed, saying that he only knows how to flatter.Instead of being ashamed, Zhao Guo took pride in it, and took advantage of the opportunity to confess to him: "I love you to say these things to you, and I won't talk to others."

Su Ying touched his hair with a smile, looked at his seriousness, didn't know what to say for a while, so he held the other's hand, intertwined five fingers, and wrapped the other hand around theirs—— Zhao Guo liked this, he said it would make him feel safe.

Half a year ago, he didn't go to Zhao Guo's wedding day. Although he had promised Zhao Guo, he knew that if he went, it would only make the wedding messy. In addition, he was tired from not having a good rest the day before, so he stayed in the ward to sleep. For a whole day, Li Shu was asked to attend the wedding on his behalf.Unexpectedly, the wedding did not take place - the bride and groom ran away.

After he woke up from another sleep, he opened his eyes and saw the groom lying on his bed, holding his hand and falling asleep.He fell asleep for a long time, and couldn't wake up no matter how much he called.Fortunately, he was in the hospital, so he invited a doctor to see him. The doctor said that Zhao Guo was fine, but that he was a heavy sleeper, maybe he was too tired and stressed.

Zhao Guo slept for a whole day and a half. When he woke up, the moment he saw Su Ying, he opened his mouth and said, "Su Yin, I love you."

At that time, Su Ying thought that he was sleepy and didn't pay much attention, but he didn't expect that in the following days, Zhao Guo would confess his love to him once a day, as if he wanted to express all the love he hadn't said in nine years at once.

In order to avoid Zhao's father's pursuit, he took Zhao Guo to another city, where he bought an apartment of less than [-] square meters, and the two settled down.

Su Ying did not tell anyone the address, including Su Guiying.He changed hands of the company at a low price, left one-third to Su Guiying and Su Hui, and kept two-thirds for himself in case of emergency, but he made a will, if he died, the money It's still the Su family's wife.Occupying Su Yin's body, he had to help Su Yin repay this kindness.

In this way, he and Zhao Guo started living together again.

During the days of living together, he found that Zhao Guo had changed so much that if he changed his face, he could hardly recognize that this person was the fearless demon king on campus: Zhao Guo can wash clothes now, Zhao Guo will clean up, Zhao Guo will not swear anymore, Zhao Guo will politely say thank you, you are welcome, Zhao Guo will understand his hard work, and will not bother him when he is working...

Everything seems to be developing in a good direction, but Su Ying always feels that behind Zhao Guo's cheerful smile there is some haze that cannot be dispelled.

Slowly, as he expected, these hazes emerged:

No matter how hot the weather is, Zhao Guo has to sleep with the windows closed and the curtains drawn, and covers his whole body, including his head, with a quilt. He sleeps curled up like a newborn baby, which is a typical feeling of insecurity. action.Every night, Zhao Guo would have nightmares, weeping and trembling while dreaming, and he couldn't wake up even if he shouted.

There was no dispute between them, not that there was no conflict, but before the conflict broke out, Zhao Guo would choose to admit defeat and compromise, and would never quarrel with him like before, nor would he assert himself domineeringly.No matter what happened, Zhao Guo would let him have a look, give him a call, and wait for his approval before proceeding.As long as he shows the slightest objection, Zhao Guo will give up.

Su Ying discovered Zhao Guo's problem and talked to him several times, but Zhao Guo didn't realize his problem, but he still said: "If you don't like this, I will change it."

So, Zhao Guo began to imitate himself ten years ago, trying to talk to him in a domineering and rebellious tone, but he never succeeded. Every time he stalemate to the end, it was himself who gave in.

Zhao Guo seemed to be under a spell, and he could no longer resist anyone's oppression. Once he resisted, he would feel pain, and then he followed his body's reaction and chose to retreat.

Su Ying knew that all of this was the sequelae of the experience in the rehab center.

The pain from the electric shock penetrated deep into the bone marrow, and it was difficult for most people to endure even three months, let alone Zhao Guo stayed in it for a whole year.When the pain is extreme but cannot die, people have lost their reason. In order to get rid of this pain, even if Zhao Guo was asked to kneel down and bark like a dog, he would probably do it.

At that time, there was only one formula in Zhao Guo's mind: obedient = no pain.

When reason completely collapses, all that is left is instinct.

After Li Shu left, he took Zhao Guo to the playground to play for a day, and then went to watch a love movie that was not nutritious.After that, they went to the snack street together and bought a bunch of food for tomorrow's picnic that Zhao Guo said.

After returning home at night, Zhao Guo made love to Su Ying before going to bed, he hugged Su Ying's neck sticky, and confessed to him over and over again: "Su Yin, you are so kind, I really love you. "

Confess once, kiss him once.Until the end, he himself was tired, and he squinted his eyes and muttered in a confused way: "Love, Su Yin, I love."

Su Ying held his hand, held him in his arms, and replied softly: "Yes, I know."

"Tick-tick-tick-tick." The second hand on the clock passed by little by little, round and round.

At a certain second, a voice sounded in Su Ying's mind.

[Ding dong, the progress of the second world quest is 90.00% [-], the target person has died satisfactorily, please complete the final mission and present a bouquet of flowers in front of the grave of the quest target. 】

Su Ying hugged Zhao Guo for a long time and didn't close his eyes all night. It wasn't until dawn that he patted Zhao Guo's back lightly, kissed the lips that were no longer warm, and whispered: "Guoguo, let's go down!" Let's have another picnic."

Suddenly, he seemed to hear Zhao Guo's voice.

【it is good. 】