Give the slag and accept the end

For the next three months, Su Ying never saw Zhao Guo again.He exhausted all methods but failed to get a word from Zhao's father and Zhao's mother. In the end, he even called the police. The police went to Zhao's house. gay, so they sent their sons to other places.

This kind of statement is very reasonable, and all the relatives and friends of the Zhao family said so. No policeman would be willing to investigate thoroughly for an unwarranted guess. Ying, don't engage in those messy and crooked things when you are young.

There is no electrotherapy institution in this county, so he went to the city and the province to inquire.But how could he, a poor student with no power, no power and no money, find these places that belonged to gray areas? Even if he found them, the high stone walls and strict guards made it impossible for him to move forward.

If he had the same status and status as in his previous life, he wouldn't have such a problem, but he didn't in this life. The reality of the bottom of society made him have to bow down and admit defeat.

Su Ying couldn't find anyone, and he didn't fall asleep for three consecutive months. As soon as he fell asleep, he heard Zhao Guo's screams and crying.

[Su Yin, come and save me, I'm going to die...]

【Su Yin, I'm in so much pain, why don't you come...】

[I won't change it, I won't change it!I'm going to like him, I'm going to love him! 】

[I'm going to be gay! 】

【Ahhh! ! !to not fix! ! !to not fix! ! ! 】

In the dream, at first it was the voice of begging for help and resistance, and later, it turned into begging for mercy.

[No, don't shock me, Dad, tell him to stop...]

[I'm in so much pain, Mom, it's so painful, don't let him shock me, please! 】

【Mom, Dad, I am your own son, why do you treat me like this...】

[I can't change it, I really can't change it, I don't like him, I also like others, I don't like women, I don't like them! 】

Then, there was a period of silence.There was no sound at all, only painful groans and screams.

Many people in the class knew that Su Ying was looking for Zhao Guo, but they didn't know what happened, and it was impossible for Su Ying to tell them the truth.Most of the classmates are not close to Zhao Guo, just ask a few questions, including Sun Hui and Lu Yixiang who always seem to have a good time.

Zhao Guo studied with Su Ying every day for the next two years. Naturally, he spent much less time playing with his former friends. He has learned well, but many people are still staying in place or even regressing. I am afraid that some people will break away from the group and become prosperous if they are not in trouble, so those original relationships will gradually fade away.By the time of graduation, Zhao Guo had basically drawn a clear line with those former cronies.

Among so many people, only Li Shu and Qiao Xiaoai asked him a few questions, but unfortunately, he didn't know the news either.

Day by day, Su Ying's sleep became lighter and shorter.

Zhao's father and Zhao's mother quietly moved away when he was out looking for an agency, and he didn't know where he moved. The house here was also sold.He completely lost contact with the Zhao family.

In the end, Su Ying rented out the rental house.After staying in the rental house for three full months, I had all kinds of nightmares. In the last month, I basically couldn't sleep all night.Because he couldn't sleep, his body couldn't bear it, and he quickly became haggard in a way visible to the naked eye. The 19-year-old body has already grown a lot of white hair.

As soon as the university was about to start, Su Ying was thinking about Zhao Guo's affairs and didn't want to leave the county. He was afraid that if he left, Zhao Guo wouldn't be able to find him when he came back.

When he told Su Guiying about this, Su Guiying immediately cried and fussed, his posture was almost missing a rope, and he hung it on the beam and hung it around his neck.

"Are you trying to piss me off? Do you think I'm going to die? I've worked so hard for you for so many years. Capital University recruited you with a full scholarship. How many people can't ask for opportunities? If you don't say no, you won't go." You are self-destructing your future, Su Yin, if you dare to say that if you don’t go, I’ll drink the pesticide right away, as long as you don’t go, I’ll drink it!” Su Guiying saw Su Ying’s rock-solid attitude for three months , afraid that the medicine would not work if it was too light, and directly threatened him with the most ruthless tricks.

"I knew that you had a problem with that Zhao Guo. I went to see you in your rented room during the college entrance examination. You know what Zhao's mother said. They told me that you were a pervert who wrote love letters to their son to seduce him into this kind of yin and yang. The matter of discord, saying that I did not teach you well, and the family tradition is not right! You go to be gay, do you know how your aunt and I were scolded by people poking my spine? I have lived such an old age, and people Pointing at your nose and cursing, have you ever thought about my feelings?"

Su Hui also said next to him: "Yes brother, no matter how much you like that Zhao Guo, he still ran away without saying hello, but if he likes you a little bit, he will leave you a letter, you see What did he keep? Did he leave voluntarily if he didn't keep it all?"

"That's right, you can't eat well and can't sleep here, what about others? Huh? There's no sign of anyone! Let me tell you..."

Su Ying didn't finish listening, his mind suddenly became confused, the world in front of him was suddenly torn apart and twisted into a ball, the sound in his ears was like the creaking noise of a gramophone that froze.

Unable to read or understand, he shook his head vigorously, blinked, and suddenly his eyes went dark.

When he opened his eyes again, he found that he was lying on the bed, and someone was calling him: "Su Yin, get up quickly, class starts soon!"

He reflexively asked: "What class?"

"Ma Zhe! I really can't figure it out. Ma Zhe is in the first quarter. It's a scam!"

"Marger?"

"Yeah, get up quickly, don't you usually get up early? What's the matter today, sleepy? Get up quickly, I'll take a seat at the back first, you went to class and fell asleep! Today is roll call , must go!"

"Ah."

"Let's go first! Bang!" The door was closed.

Su Ying sat up and found himself in the dormitory.

Oh, by the way, he's already in college, a sophomore.

As usual, he went to class, wrote his homework, played basketball with his classmates, went to the interest lecture with his roommate in the afternoon, watched a movie, went to the bar, drank wine, returned to the dormitory, and fell asleep .

In the dream, it was no longer Zhao Guo's screams, crying or begging for mercy, but laughter.

He heard Zhao Guo calling father and mother Zhao affectionately, saying that he was going to meet his girlfriend and would not go home for dinner at night, and if it was too late, he would not go home.

Afterwards, he heard Zhao Guo go to a place like a nightclub, screaming excitedly inside, swearing and yelling a series of shouts he couldn't hear clearly, and his head was filled with the sound of "woooooooooooooooooooo" like a locomotive , sounded like an orangutan that had just been released from its cage.Zhao Guo lied, instead of going to see his girlfriend, he drank in a nightclub all night.

This guy was too noisy, and his mind was spinning, making him seem to have been dancing all night, too tired to keep his eyes open.I don't know how long it took, but finally stopped.

Gradually, sober.When I woke up, it was a dream.

Su Ying was not surprised at all, he would have this kind of dream every day, like listening to a radio drama, although he couldn't see the picture, he could hear the sound.The sequel is updated every day, whether he likes it or not, it is mandatory to listen to it, unless he is not going to sleep.

He got out of bed and opened the curtains.

The dazzling sunlight came in from the window, and he couldn't help but raise his arms to block his eyes.At this moment, a strange yet familiar female voice came from behind.

"Boss Su, are you awake?"

He turned his head and saw the adult version of Li Shu.Looking again, he was no longer in the dormitory, but in a ward full of disinfectant.Fortunately, he has become accustomed to this kind of jumping and changing scenes in countless time travels, and in the blink of an eye, he recovered his memory, knowing that due to long-term insomnia, he occasionally lost his sense of time.

No, not occasionally, but often.

"kindness."

"Do you know what day it is today?"

"I know, isn't it... the day when Zhao Guo got married, I remember."