Give the slag and accept the end

Although the words are so good, the transfer of assets is not something that can be completed overnight, and Chu Yan also disagrees.

"I'm not interested in your money."

In the ten years of his last life, Chu Yan had never enjoyed anything. From being poor to getting rich, from a few thousand yuan to more than a billion yuan, he lived a poor life and also enjoyed a luxurious life, and he has long seen through the meaning of these extraneous things.In the next life, the attraction of these things to him will not be as strong as before.

Compared with these, he cares more about other things.

He said to Su Ying: "What should be enjoyed, what should be seen, and what should be realized, I have enjoyed it in my previous life, and I have seen it and realized it. In this life, I just want to live my life well. You know what I mean." Song He?"

"But you can't live without me." Su Ying blocked what he hadn't said, and said it more seriously than him.

Chu Yan shook his head: "In this life, I don't want to get involved with you anymore. To be honest, I have lived for so many years. I have already passed the age where I would die for love. I will follow you rationally. You said, I only hope that you can make a rational choice, you have many choices, and I am not the only one."

In his previous life, Chu Yan never thought that he would be entangled with a man, but he happened to meet such a man.

He is not surprised that he fell in love with Song He so easily, because he is really kind to him, he has never been treated so well by others, and he is still such an excellent, eye-catching, completely different from him People from another world.Of course, it is easy to fall into blind feelings and become "one of them" around Song He.

He knew that Song He was kind to him, but Song He was not only kind to him.He has suffered from love all his life, and he doesn't want to suffer another lifetime. In this life, he wants to live for himself.

Su Ying wanted to pull him, but he avoided him: "Chu Yan, my last life was my last life, and I will never be the same again in this life."

Chu Yan didn't answer his words. After looking at him for a while, he sighed and asked him, "You went to see Zhao Guo tonight, how do you feel?"

Su Ying didn't speak.

how do you feel?He couldn't tell.

After many years, when I saw that familiar face again, it would be a lie to say that I didn’t feel it. After all, so many memories are still in my mind, but I can’t say what I felt, at least not as much as when I faced Chu Yan. What a flood of emotions.

It's hard to put that vague feeling of strangeness into words.

Over the years, in so many worlds, he has loved many people.He wasn't sure if that kind of "fake love" was love, but when he couldn't tell the difference, let's just count it.

He has loved many people, and he has loved many people with different personalities, appearances and even moral values.He didn't know what he loved about them, why he moved that heart, but he loved them anyway.Later, the people he loved were gone, but the memory of love remained.

He still remembered the child crying by the river, and the boy who was willing to elope with him.He still clearly remembered how that ugly and lame old man ran out to chase him that night, and he also remembered the little beggar who spent all his best years in prison.Remember the boy who humbly pleases others with a hypocritical smile, and Xu Wei who can't even tell himself apart and has become several people.

When he doesn't think about it deliberately, he always thinks he has forgotten it.But as long as there is such a slight thought of missing, many emotions that should and should not come to my heart.

When facing these "fakes" of people who have brought him many deep memories again, he may not fall in love, but it is undeniable that he will still be involuntarily attracted and recalled.

If possible, he also wants to forget.Just like the reborn Song He has forgotten everything, he also wants to forget the people he used to be and everything in the past to start over every time he comes to a new world and faces new people.

Forget about...the ten-year deadline that you can't escape.

So, when Chu Yan asked him how he felt, he really didn't know how to answer.

All of this, he can't say it out, if he insists on saying it, it means that he can understand what he was thinking in his previous life.Yes, he can now be sure that the person who was with Chu Yan in this world in his previous life was himself.He is the Song He that Chu Yan loves.

Because Su Ying did not give a standard answer within the valid time, Chu Yan was naturally angry.

When going to bed at night, Chu Yan went to sleep on the sofa and didn't go to bed no matter how much he yelled.

Su Ying knew Chu Yan's personality, if he got angry, he would probably lose sleep all night, and he would have to compete the next day. He was afraid that he would not perform well, so he had to sit up and confess to Chu Yan.

"I actually have no memory of my previous life." Su Ying walked to the edge of the sofa, sat on the edge, looked back at Chu Yan, and stroked his hair, "I only have a part of the memory of being in the car before the car accident, and nothing else. .”

Hearing his words, Chu Yan was stunned for a while, and then asked again after recovering: "You don't remember anything?" After a pause, he asked expectantly, "You don't remember them either?"

Su Ying hesitated for a moment, shook his head and told the truth: "I still remember them."

Chu Yan's face darkened all of a sudden, and he turned to face the back of the sofa, without looking at him, and his voice suddenly became indifferent: "That is to say, you don't remember me very much, but you still remember them."

"Uh……"

This is true, he does remember all the other people, after all, they have lived together for so many years, Chu Yan is the new task target, and they haven't been together for long.

Just as he was thinking about how to answer this proposition, he kicked him.Chu Yan kicked him several times, unable to get rid of his anger, got up and punched him hard in the chest again. When he raised his hand, he almost hit him in the face.

To be honest, it still hurts, but seeing the great disappointment and pain in Chu Yan's eyes, he remembered the time when he was with Baicheng.

He wasn't so Eber City at that time, but he had been decadent for a while because of these.

"Why do you insist on coming to me?" Chu Yan finally didn't slap him in the face, and put his hand down.Chu Yan asked this question before when he was drunk, but he was so drunk that day that he couldn't remember anything.He was very puzzled, "You obviously have more choices, you go and choose them, isn't it better to choose the one you remember and like?"

Su Ying didn't use the answer that day, he was silent for a while, and asked Chu Yan: "If I go to them, what will you do?"

"Me? I just..."

Su Ying hugged him: "What are you worried about? I said I will not leave you, I can give you anything, you believe me again, this time I will not give up on you, I will not let you down , so don’t push me away this time, okay?”

I know who you are.

You are Baicheng.

I gave up on you, so you made this world, you made more than one world, you used more than one face.I know it all.

I know you want my love, even if it's fake, you want it, otherwise you won't appear in front of me again and again, won't remind me again and again, and won't tell me with your actions over and over again: you need love I, you love me.

OK, then I will love you.

Su Ying pressed Chu Yan to push away his hand, and hugged him tightly: "You probably don't know how much courage it takes every time I hug you tightly."

I only gave up on you once, and you just hold grudges like this.But you left me, but not just this time.

I am also... human.

"When you push me away, I will be sad too."

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==Drowsiness is coming, just write and post as much as you want, and continue tomorrow.Write more tomorrow.

The end is indeed coming to an end. In the next few worlds, two are transitional worlds and will not be rewritten. If it is updated daily, it will be almost the end of November.As for the plot, the spoilers have already been revealed...why are you still struggling with the ending?

That's right, gong is a super!class!core!piece!ah!

The ending must still be HE. After all, I have written so many words, and I have written them separately. I can't bear it myself! HE Guaranteed!rest assured!