Give the slag and accept the end

For a minute or two after the kiss, Chu Yan stared at him blankly, as if he was trying to say something, but his mind was stuck and he couldn't think of it.

After he regained consciousness, Su Ying came over with a towel to wipe his face.

"Don't move around, take a medicine after you wipe your face, or you will suffer in the middle of the night." Two bottles of white, drink on an empty stomach, I don't know what this person is thinking.

Chu Yan looked at him, and let him wipe his face. Seeing a wine hiccup, Su Ying frowned, "You really stink."

"Then I'll hit you again." Chu Yan said, and went to suffocate another wine hiccup and hit him.

"..." Okay, I'm so drunk that I'm so stupid.

The waiter wiped his face, took medicine, and bought millet porridge and yogurt downstairs.

Originally, tonight, I was cooking spicy food that all the mission targets love to eat, but Chu Yan would definitely not be able to eat the food if he drank alcohol to death. The summer food would not survive the night, so he was going to dump the food Unexpectedly, as soon as he went back, he saw Chu Yan sitting up at the table and eating.

"This is spicy. You can't eat it if you drink alcohol. You can only drink porridge." Su Ying put the millet porridge in front of him, and then went to pull the plate in front of him.

Who knows that Chu Yan is not allowed: "I want to eat."

"No, you can't eat today, you can drink yogurt."

"No drink, I want to eat."

Su Ying didn't want to talk too much to a drunk man, so he brought a bag over, poured out the food, put another bag on it and threw it outside the door, and then threw it out after serving Chu Yan.

Turning around, he saw Chu Yan holding a chopstick in a daze.

"You drink some millet porridge first, and if you don't drink it, you can drink yogurt or honey water, whichever you choose." Su Ying said, "After you finish drinking these, I can make you whatever you want, but not tonight."

Chu Yan put down his chopsticks: "Why?"

"You drank on an empty stomach, you can't eat that, or you will feel bad in the middle of the night."

"Why did you come to see me?"

"What?" Su Ying frowned, walked to him and squatted down, and then saw Chu Yan who was expressionless but with tears in his eyes.

This man is no longer young, even if it is "ten years ago", Chu Yan is already 30 years old.The life in the first 30 years was not smooth and prosperous, so the years inevitably landed on his face early. There were few wrinkles, but the sense of vicissitudes was already there.

For such a man, the appearance of tears is often more shocking.

Su Ying hurriedly coaxed him: "I will cook you more delicious dishes tomorrow, all of which you like, okay? You drank wine today, it's not that I won't let you eat, it's because your stomach can't take it , it will be even more uncomfortable to eat."

"Why did you come to me?" Chu Yan asked him again.

"Huh?" Why are you looking for him?Su Ying didn't know how to answer, "I'm not looking for you, so who am I going to look for?"

In this world, he doesn't know anyone else.

"You still have them." Chu Yan said.

they.

Zhou Bei, Zhao Guo, Fang Yi, Yang Fei, Xu Wei.

"How do you know about them?" Su Ying asked cautiously.

"Of course I know." Chu Yan stopped stuttering, "You will meet them soon, and you will meet each of them."

"What do you mean?"

Chu Yan looked at him, with tears overflowing from the corners of his eyes, he said: "You said at the beginning that you would only love me, you said it, but after they appeared one after another, you didn't just love me, but I It's just you, you know?"

"Appearing one after another?" Su Ying asked while wiping his tears, "Did I hurt you because of them before? Did you leave me because of this?"

Chu Yan didn't answer him, but instead asked him: "If you could choose between me and them, you could only choose one, who would you choose?"

Su Ying was stunned: "Choose...one?"

"You don't need to answer me." Chu Yan wiped his face and stopped looking at him, "I know you won't choose me."

The determination and distrust in that tone made Su Ying completely at a loss as to how to respond, because he didn't know either.

Of all the people, the one he didn't want to recall the most was Baicheng.But for some reason, one, two, or three worlds reminded him of the existence of Baicheng over and over again, reminding him of the ultimate reality of these worlds he experienced.

He has been trying to see Chu Yan as someone else, but it seems that this target called Chu Yan is so similar to Baicheng, and among the people he named, the only thing missing is Baicheng.

This world began to give him the feeling of the third mission world again, and a sense of illusion that was about to get out of control filled his body.

"Why didn't you choose me?" Chu Yan asked him, "Is it because I'm old? Or because I'm not good-looking?"

"No."

"Then why? Why didn't you choose me?"

"Because..." Su Ying looked at him with an unfamiliar face, but it seemed as if he saw someone else through him.

Because he couldn't tell whether his feelings for Baicheng...was true or not.

The situation of being forced to love someone by the system is still vivid in my mind, the forced heartbeat, forced care, forced love, and everything.The constant struggle and wandering caused the love produced by this "compulsion" to shake back and forth, and the false and the real were pulled back and forth. At the end of the process, reason told him that all of this was false.

But emotion told him that it was true.

If he couldn't choose, he didn't want to choose. He chose to give up on himself.

Choose, give up Baicheng.

"Are you Baicheng?" He asked Chu Yan.

"Who is Baicheng?"

"do not you know?"

"I don't know." Chu Yan became very angry and kicked him hard, "There is another Baicheng, Song He, you bastard, get the fuck out of me, get out of your mother!"

Of course Su Ying didn't leave, because Chu Yan vomited all over him after saying this sentence.

That night, Chu Yan vomited and vomited again. In the middle of the night, the drunk man's face was completely white, and he was lying motionless on the bed. If he was not breathing under his nose, he might have thought he was dead.

He took care of Chu Yan all night, scrubbing and washing, and even cleaned up the whole house.

By the time he felt a little tired, it was almost dawn.He barely pulled himself together and took a shower, changed into his pajamas, squeezed onto the 1.5-meter single bed, hugged the unconscious Chu Yan from behind, and fell into a deep sleep.

He didn't have any dreams, and when he woke up, he opened his eyes and saw Chu Yan curled up on the sofa in nothing but a pair of underwear.

For some reason, he remembered Chu Yan's performance that he saw at the show that day.Although he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, he knew who Chu Yan was playing.

It is Baicheng.

It was what Baicheng looked like before he died.

Su Ying stared at Chu Yan in a daze for a while, then got up and took the quilt to cover him.After watering the two pots of dying flowers on the window, he called Song Hongfei.

"Yes, treat it as if I didn't tell you about it, so don't worry about it."

"It's nothing, I figured it out, it's fine if he doesn't want to follow me, and I won't force him."

"Well, I'm fine, so don't embarrass him."

After hanging up the phone, turning around, I saw Chu Yan with his eyes open.

"You're awake." He went to drink a glass of warm water and brought it over, "Drink some water, you vomited all night last night."

Chu Yan didn't refuse, and took a few mouthfuls of water from the bowl.

"Are you still drinking?"

Chu Yan shook his head.

Su Ying got up and put the bowl back: "Are you still sleeping? If you are still sleeping, I will cook now, and you can eat when you wake up. If you don't sleep, I will go down and buy two bowls of porridge. I didn’t eat anything, so I guess I’m not feeling well now.”

Chu Yan asked him: "You just said, who do you not force?"

"Have you heard?" Su Ying didn't want to hide it from him, "How much have you heard?"

"I'll wake up when you get up." Chu Yan said.

That's all heard.

"I'm going down to buy some porridge, and I'll tell you when I get back." Su Ying went to the door to put on his shoes.

"Don't even think about coming in after you go out." Sure enough, it was this man's style.

Su Ying shook the key in his hand, went downstairs before provoking him into anger, and went to the alley to buy porridge.Originally, he only planned to buy one kind of millet porridge, but thinking that Chu Yan saw millet porridge with a look of disgust last night, he bought a portion of other kinds of porridge, thinking that no matter how picky he was, he would always eat one of them.

On the way back with a few boxes of porridge, he saw a not-so-cheap car driving in from the alley.When he walked downstairs, he found that the car was parked outside Chu Yan's dilapidated building.

He went upstairs, opened the door with the key, went in, and saw Feng Xiang sitting on the sofa.

At this time, a call came in his mobile phone, it was from Xiao Wei.

"Oh, I know, he's at our house right now."

"Didn't I tell you, I will live in Chu Yan's house from now on, and his house is my house, which is our house, understand?"

"You don't need to worry about my luggage. I will go back and move it later. After all, I will be staying for a long time. The suitcase I brought yesterday is not enough."

"Well, that's it, hang up."

After hanging up the phone, Su Ying greeted Feng Xiang: "Hello, Mr. Feng."

Feng Xiang was obviously shocked by Su Ying's phone call with Xiao Wei just now, he didn't recover for a long time, looked at Su Ying, then at Chu Yan: "You..."

When Song He was in the program group the day before yesterday, he said in front of him that he wanted to pursue Chu Yan. He thought that this person was deliberately trying to dissuade him, but he never expected...

"You read that right, we are living together." Su Ying shook the key in his hand at him, then pointed to the suitcase in the corner, "Chu Yan didn't want to move to my house, so I moved here gone."

What is this?

Living together after only two days of acquaintance, and forced to move into his house, is there something wrong with Song He's brain?When he couldn't understand the sarcasm on Chu Yan's face?

No matter what, I never thought that Song He, the "Qingliu" of the Song family, turned out to be such a person who turned black and white.

Feng enjoyed intending to dismantle his stage, and asked Chu Yan with an unbelievable expression: "Is that so?"

"That's right." Chu Yan smiled, "I'm living with Song He, so I think I have to refuse your kindness."

Feng Xiang: "..."

Su Ying: "...Good intentions?"

Chu Yan continued: "Ahe wants me to sign with his company. With our relationship, you know that I can't refuse him."

"So you've already signed?" Feng Xiang secretly suppressed the fire.

Chu Yan nodded: "I'm really sorry for failing to live up to your kindness."

Su Ying fanned the flames from the side: "I'm sorry, Mr. Feng."

Feng Xiang came full of confidence and walked away in a huff, so angry that he would have to slam the door to close it.

He probably didn't expect that he would encounter such an absurd scene when he condescended to lobby.It's just for a young rookie. He couldn't figure out that the Song family Song He would use such a despicable way to rob him.

After returning, he reported the matter to boss Zhao who wanted to call Chu Yan. After thinking for a few seconds, the boss sighed: "I really don't understand, just an ordinary man, and I don't know if my son is watching What happened to him?"

"That……"

"Forget it, let's stop here. That kid from the Song family is not Zhao Guo. He doesn't just beg his father for what he wants. That means..." Boss Zhao laughed, "Although I don't think much of him. Those old things from the Song family, but this Song He is still quite interesting."

Feng Xiang nodded and did not object to him, chatted casually with him, and talked about the newcomer Boss Zhao gave him: "That Zhou Bei, I think he looks pretty good, but isn't his temper a bit too soft?" , I don’t feel very good about setting up people, it’s easy to be mediocre..."

Boss Zhao waved his hand: "It has nothing to do with me. I'll give it to you. You can handle the rest. If you can be popular, you can be popular. If you can't be popular, you can just play around. It's not an important role, just take it with you."

Feng Xiang couldn't figure it out, since he could just take it casually, why did he have to take it?

Boss Zhao said: "There is no reason. My son looks pleasing to the eye, so you can only work hard. Anyway, the money will not be missing from you."

Feng Xiang: "..." Who lacks your stinky money!

With Feng Xiang's arrival, the cohabitation between Su Ying and Chu Yan became logical.

After that, Chu Yan didn't insist on driving Su Ying out, but he didn't bother to pay attention to him. Every day when he opened his eyes, he read the script at home, practiced, and acted on his own, treating people as air.

Su Ying went to forge a key on the door, so he was no longer afraid that Chu Yan would lock him out.When Chu Yan was practicing during the day, he would go out to do errands. He bought vegetables early and came back to cook, and he went to the restaurant to pack the meals when he was done late.

At the beginning, Chu Yan didn't eat the cheap food, but later on, seeing the food wasted, he didn't bother with him.I should eat and drink, and sleep in a bed at night.

But other than that, he had almost no communication with Su Ying.

On the eve of the second recording of the show, after everything was fully prepared, Chu Yan rarely relaxed and lay down at home watching TV.

Su Ying went out early in the morning, except for calling him at noon to tell him he couldn't come back, and asking him to buy some food for himself, there was no movement. .

Since dinner time, Chu Yan has been checking the time on his mobile phone frequently.After eating, look at it once, brush your phone for a while, look at it again, go to the toilet and come back, and take another look.

By the end, even he was annoyed.

After washing his face, he turned off the light and lay down on the bed to get ready for sleep.But he couldn't sleep, so he took out his phone to scan again.

At one quarter in the morning, he read the gossip on Weibo: The paparazzi photographed Mr. Zhao from Zhongyi Entertainment and Song He from the Song family of the Tianzheng family getting into the same car and drinking tea together.

The title reads: [The grievances and grievances of the previous generation are not shared by the younger generation, but Zhong Yizheng and the two young masters have a very close relationship in private. 】

"Crack." Chu Yan dropped the phone.

He should have known it a long time ago, he should have understood it a long time ago... Dogs can't change eating shit.

When Su Ying returned to Chu Yan's house, he found that all his clothes and luggage had been thrown at the door before entering the house, piled up in a mess.

He frowned, took the key and tried to open the door, the door opened, but the lock was not changed.

Going in and looking, Chu Yan was sitting on the edge of the bed, with his back to him, facing the window, looking at the night sky where there was nothing but the noise of people outside.

On the way back, he also saw the gossip captured by the media, which has already made people quickly suppress the trending searches, but judging by Chu Yan's appearance, he must have been seen.He sighed and moved the luggage outside again.

After the door was closed, he went to the window and sat next to Chu Yan.

"I have nothing to do with him. I just went to see if I would forget you as soon as I saw him as you said." Su Ying said, "It turns out that I didn't, did I?"

"This is just the first one." Chu Yan said, "There is a second, third, and fourth."

"Can you trust me?"

Chu Yan shook his head: "You have nothing worthy of my trust. If you really don't want me to misunderstand you, you won't go to see him. You know how much I hate your behavior."

He still remembers the look in Song He's eyes when he saw Zhao Guo for the first time.

The sudden strong love from the inside out made him almost lose all his faith at that moment, but that was only almost, what really made him lose all hope was not this one time, but many times.

Zhou Bei, Fang Yi, Yang Fei, Xu Wei.

Four more, four more times.

The first few times were fine, just to see, he didn't take any actual action.But it was different the fourth time. Regardless of his objection, Song He brought Fang Yiyi, a disabled painter who was begging on the street, home. This was the last straw that crushed their relationship.

After that, he broke up with Song He and parted ways ever since.

Resurrection, it seems that nothing has changed.

Su Ying pulled his veined hand and wrapped it in his own: "I saw him because I wanted to see who was impersonating you. After meeting him, I think I understand."

"Understand what?"

I understand who created the "they" in this world.

"I want to put all my assets in your name. It doesn't matter if you don't trust me now, you should trust money." Su Ying patted his hand, "Do what you want, I won't Against you to do anything."

Chu Yan turned to look at him.

"Of course, except leave me."