Give the slag and accept the end

Even if he didn't see a doctor for Xu Wei, Su Ying never thought about staying in this small city and teaching for the rest of his life.

He sold the house and planned to take Xu Wei to live in another city. All his things had been packed, and most of his luggage had been put in the post office. There were only two suitcases left. After all, he still had to live at home for two more days. sky.

"You bought your house for 40, and you just sold it for 32?" Xu Wei didn't know much about the sale of the house until Su Ying suddenly informed him a while ago and told him to pack his luggage and prepare to move. .

I was shocked at the time, but later when Su Ying told him that he had found a better job in another city and insisted on changing places to live, he reluctantly agreed to sell the house.

But just sell it, and sell it so cheap.

Su Ying folded the ironed clothes step by step, and gave Xu Wei a demonstration to let him follow suit, and at the same time explained to him: "This house was originally second-hand, and we have lived in it for three years, so it must not be sold for much .”

"That can't be so much lower, we can wait."

Xu Wei felt a little uncomfortable. He had lived in this house for three years, and this house was almost his home. Selling the house itself was unacceptable to him, and he sold it at a low price.

"Can't wait."

"why?"

"Because..." Su Ying folded his clothes, looked at him, and suddenly didn't know how to explain his anxiety to him.

How should he tell Xu Wei, because ten years is too short, he doesn't want to waste too much time in this lifeless and lifeless town, and more importantly, for Xu Wei, this There are too many painful memories and people who don't want to see in the small town.

They only have ten years, and he doesn't want to waste all the time on Xu Wei recalling the painful past.

He wants to be with Xu well, take him to see the world, let him forget all the pain, be happier, be happier.

If they will be separated in the end, then he hopes that Xu Wei can see all the beauty in the world before the end of his life in this world, and finally leave with a smile and satisfaction without regret.

Xu Wei didn't understand the reason for Su Ying's sudden silence, but he could see another emotion in Su Ying's eyes that was trying to suppress but was about to burst out.

"Jiang Xing." He whispered.

"Su Ying."

"Ok?"

Su Ying told him, "My name is Su Ying."

As he said that, he went to get a pen and paper to write down his name, and pointed it out to Xu Wei: "This is my name, I... I may also be called Jiang Xing, but this is the name I have been using all the time."

This wasn't Su Ying's original name, and he couldn't remember what his original name was.The name Su Ying was just the name he had in his first complete life, his name when the first mission started, and the name when he met the mission target.

The mission objectives of each world are changing and changing, but he doesn't want to change.He was afraid that if he changed too, this guy wouldn't recognize him.

He has been relying on the system's instructions to identify the task object, but if, if the system stops notifying him who is his task object one day, then he may never find it again.

At this time, even if there is a one-thousandth, one-ten-thousandth possibility, he hopes that the other party can find him and recognize him.

"Su Ying?" Xu Wei frowned as he looked at the name.

"Jiang Xing should also be my name." The name of this life.Su Ying put down the pen, folded the paper and handed it to Xu Wei, "Just treat me like you, just a sub-personality of Jiang Xing."

Xu Wei didn't look at him, but still frowned tightly, as if thinking about something.

"how?"

Xu Wei shook his head: "No, it's not the same."

"Ok?"

"You're not like him."

"What's different?" Su Ying saw the confusion in Xu Wei's eyes, "Am I different from Jiang Xing? It's normal, you are different from Xu Wei, Xu Xiaobao, and Weiwei."

Xu Wei did not speak, but pursed his lips.

"Let's not talk about it. From now on, Jiang Xing will be me and I will be him. If you miss him, I will be in front of you." Su Ying touched Xu Wei's face, "Do you understand?"

Xu opened and closed his bib, hesitated to speak, and finally opened his mouth after several times, looking at him with obvious confusion in his eyes: "I feel a little familiar."

"Ok?"

"The name Su Ying." Xu Wei was also confused by the emotions that kept pouring out of his heart. He suddenly felt a little sad for no reason, and said to Su Ying, "It seems that I have known this name for a long time, but I have never remembered it... How... how..."

Xu Wei suddenly found himself crying.

While wondering, while wiping tears.

Seeing his appearance, Su Ying didn't know what to say for a long time.

The only person who knows the name "Su Ying" is Zhou Bei.

The reason why I had to stay a few more days before leaving was to deal with a few things.

"Give it to me?" Su Ying looked at the documents and recording pen in his hand in surprise, and asked Wu Xi, "Are you sure you want me to help you?"

Wu Xi buried her head low: "I don't want to..."

"You do not want?"

"I don't want to go on anymore." Wu Xi's hands on her knees turned white, and tears fell drop by drop, "I've had enough."

He didn't want to be bullied by Liang Xinrong anymore, he didn't want to be ridiculed by his classmates anymore, and he didn't want to be called a bitch at home.He didn't know when all this became his fault, but he really didn't want to continue like this.

It was his fault not to resist being bullied, and it was still his fault to resist.

He remembered that after returning home, he mustered up the courage to tell his parents about Liang Xinrong, but in the end he was beaten up by his parents, saying that like attracts likes and people are divided into groups. people come over.He said that he must have seduced people on purpose, and he deserved to be slept with. If the news spread and lost the face of his ancestors, it would be better not to have him in the first place.

Although he knew that his parents had always favored his elder brother, he never thought that such vicious words would come from his parents' mouths.

Heartbroken, he secretly went to buy a recording pen, and recorded all the words that his family scolded him viciously and Liang Xinrong's threats to him, and then recorded all the rubbish things he had done that he had heard from Liang Xinrong during this period They are all recorded and printed out.

At that time, he really thought about putting all these things on the Internet, and he would die if he posted it, so as not to be ashamed.But thinking about it later, according to the relationship between Liang Xinrong and his family in the town, even if this matter gets out, it probably won't matter in the end.

He didn't know what to do, so he came to Su Ying.

"Ms. Jiang, what should I do?" Wu Xi covered her face and began to cry.

He has already broken with his family, and he has never returned home.

Su Ying glanced at Xu Wei who was at the side, Xu Wei was obviously unhappy, and kept silent with a dark face.

"I want to leave this town and go to another city." Su Ying said.

Wu Xi cried even harder and started hiccupping non-stop.

Su Ying sighed and asked him, "Do you want to go with us?"

In this way, Wu Xi temporarily stayed at Su Ying's house. He slept on Xu Wei's hard and small bed, and Xu Wei slept in the same room as Su Ying.

When going to bed at night, Xu Wei slept against the wall, and Su Ying ignored him.

"Angry?"

"..."

"I just pity him for what happened to him at such a young age."

The rough breath in Xu Wei's nose became louder, whirring, it sounded like he was bursting with anger.

Su Ying lay flat and turned his head, reached out and touched the back of his head, and said, "I thought of you when I saw him. I never asked you what happened to you all these years to become what you are now, but I think this It shouldn't be a pleasant process."

The murderer's father, the mother who cheated and was killed, the grandparents who didn't want him, the grandfather who was pissed to death, and the grandma who Xu Wei said was killed by Xu Wei.

The family alone is already like this, and there is no need to think too much about other things. Su Ying can guess what will happen to an orphaned child with a murderer father and a cheating mother in this society.

Perhaps the cruelest thing he could imagine was not as cruel as what Xu Wei had endured.

The formation of multiple personalities is often inseparable from an extremely painful reason.If it wasn't for the inability to bear so much pain, how could he imagine himself to be someone else, in an attempt to turn the pain that was once real into a false one in this way.

"Actually." He turned sideways and hugged Xu Wei from behind, holding him tightly in his arms, "Actually, I have thought many times, if only I could come to you sooner, it would be great if I Now, I won't let you go through those painful things."

Xu Wei sniffed.

"But I'm not here. You have passed the most painful time when I came." He held Xu Wei's hand that wiped his eyes, and wiped off the wetness on his fingers, "I can't change what happened before, but in the future, I will be with you, always with you, whether you need me or not, I will be by your side."

Xu Wei held his hand back, and it hurt to hold his hand.

"Jiang Xing doesn't love you, it's okay, I..." Su Ying paused for a while, and suddenly didn't know what to say.

Xu Wei turned around, buried his head on his chest, and asked hoarsely, "How are you?"

Su Ying pursed her lips.

Xu Wei raised his head, looked at him with red eyes, and asked ferociously, "How are you?"

"Me." Su Ying wiped away tears for him, and smiled tenderly: "I'll love you, okay?"

This is what you said.