Give the slag and accept the end

Su Ying and Weiwei walked around the streets all day, and finally got Weiwei tired, but she just sat on the bench in the rest area for a few minutes, and she changed her eyes as soon as she opened her eyes.

"Are you hungry, do you want to go eat something?" Su Ying looked at the menu that had just been distributed by the salesman in the lobby, thinking that it was time to eat, then gently pushed the person leaning on his shoulder. That head, asking, "Would you like a snack or a meal?"

Xu Wei slowly opened his eyes and saw that he was in a shopping mall with people coming and going.

"A new hot pot shop opened on the fourth floor, do you want to try it?"

Su Ying asked a few times but didn't get an answer, so he lowered his head and took a look. Who would have thought that he happened to meet Xu Wei's eyes.

A pair of eyes that are not aggressive but so mysterious that they can't see anything.

Looking at each other for two seconds, Su Ying felt a difference and hesitated for a while.

Xu Wei left his shoulders and sat up, supported his body and moved an inch to the side. When the distance between the two of them was not too close, Xu Wei politely called out: "Brother Jiang."

Xu Wei.

They went to eat hot pot and ordered a mandarin duck pot.

Su Ying kept putting the meat into the spicy pot, and after finishing the meat, he put the vegetables into the clear soup pot.Like all task subjects, whether it is Xu Wei, Xu Wei, Wei Wei or Xu Xiaobao, they all love spicy food and meat.

No matter how people change, the taste of eating and the habit of not liking to smell the smell of cigarettes remain the same as before.

"Is it enough? If not, I'll ask for another plate."

Xu Wei nodded.

Su Ying turned to call the waiter, but Xu Wei quickly stopped him: "Enough."

"Oh, did you just nod to mean enough?" Su Ying scooped up a bowl of meat for him and set it aside to dry, "I can't figure it out unless you explain clearly."

Xu Wei immersed himself in his meal, and when he heard his words, he replied in a low voice: "Enough."

Xu Wei is the best of all personalities: too well-behaved and considerate, too obedient and sensible, polite and well-behaved.Apart from being extremely introverted and outgoing, he seems to be the most normal personality.

But at the same time, it is also the personality that makes Su Ying feel the most distanced.

Contrary to all other personalities, Xu Wei doesn't seem to want to get close to him.

What could have been a headache-ridden day was over before night fell.Weiwei was not there, but Xu Wei was very obedient, he would not object to anything Su Ying said.

After eating, they went out with a few clothes bags.

There are also clothes sellers on a street at the back door of the mall, but they are all cheap clothes.When passing by, Su Ying inadvertently glanced at a black T-shirt with Mickey Mouse printed on it among the piles of clothes.

He stopped.

"How do you sell this dress?"

"seventy."

"Expensive."

"I'll give you fifty if you want it sincerely."

Su Ying turned around and asked Xu Wei: "Do you want it?"

Xu Weiwei looked at the clothes, the style was not good and the quality was not good, like children's clothes.Although he didn't reply, there was no trace of hope on his face.

Seeing his expression, the boss quickly acted as if he was trading at a loss: "Okay, 3535, take it if you want it, and don't sell it any lower."

In the end they got the T-shirt for half the price.

On the way back, Su Ying laughed at Xu Wei: "You did a good job just now, but it's so real to act like you're disgusted."

Xu Wei didn't say a word, and glanced at the T-shirt, his downcast eyes were full of sincere indifference - only Xu Wei and that child would like this kind of clothes.

"Go back and pack up all the clothes you can't wear. I'll donate them another day, and it's useless to pile them up at home." Moving house after a while is also very troublesome.

"I moved all my books back from the office yesterday. The magazines are on the table, and the teaching materials are in the box under the bed in my bedroom. If you want to read them, you can read them there..."

Su Ying chattered about some things that Xu Wei didn't know, and helped him understand what happened after he disappeared in the past two days.

"And I'm going to resign. The reason is that I think the salary is too low. There is not enough money to support the two of us."

Xu Wei listened quietly without saying a word, feeling extremely bored.

After talking for a while, no one answered, and Su Ying felt bored, so he stopped talking and walked quietly.

After walking for a while, I suddenly heard someone calling "Teacher Jiang".

Su Ying didn't pay attention, he was not too familiar with the name, but Xu Wei stopped.

"how?"

"Someone called you." Xu Wei said.

"Call me?" Su Ying looked up and looked around, and saw Wu Xi across the road on the right.

At first he didn't remember who Wu Xi was, he just thought the kid looked familiar, and when he saw the man coming behind Wu Xi, he immediately remembered.

Office, Director Liang, Wu Xi.

And... Xu Wei.

"Mr. Jiang." Wu Xi ran over wearing a school uniform and carrying a schoolbag, his face was ridiculously pale, and he didn't know if he was born so pale or was scared pale by the animal teacher chasing after him.

Su Ying glanced at the back of his hand, which was bulging from the straps of his schoolbag, and greeted him as if nothing had happened: "Wu Xi, why are you still on the road? This weekend, isn't it going to be a self-study at night? "

Director Liang came over and greeted Su Ying naturally: "Mr. Jiang, what a coincidence."

"Well, it's quite a coincidence." Su Ying looked at Director Liang who was walking over, and said with a smile, "Why, does Director Liang have another form for Wu Xi to fill out today?"

He ran into Liang Xinrong and Wu Xi's matter in the office that day, and because he couldn't record any evidence, he didn't startle the snake.As for Wu Xi, it sounded like he had some kind of deal with Liang Xinrong, and when he had just found an excuse to knock on the door that day, the door opened.

It was Liang Xinrong who opened the door. He looked at him very badly. He probably guessed that he was eavesdropping.So that day he decided to resign and leave the school, and there was no point in staying any longer.

"There is no form, but there are other things." Liang Xinrong also smirked, glanced at Wu Xi blatantly and threateningly, and after seeing the other party's frightened spirit, he added slowly, "Of course." , It has nothing to do with Teacher Jiang, I advise Teacher Jiang not to make trouble for himself before leaving."

leave?Wu Xi quickly looked at Su Ying: "Teacher, you..."

Su Ying was not afraid of him at all: "Director Liang's words..."

"Xu Wei?" Liang Xinrong didn't pay attention to the two of them at all, and saw Xu Wei beside Su Ying with a glance.

The moment Xu Wei saw Liang Xinrong, his face became as pale as Wu Xi's.

【You want to save your grandma?Lack of money?Teachers are rich. 】

【condition?Of course there are conditions, it depends on whether you can accept it. 】

[Relax, it's just a transaction, and I won't force you to do anything. 】

Liang Xinrong seemed to be saying something, but Xu Wei couldn't hear anything. He saw Liang Xinrong's mouth moving, but what he heard were those unbearable words.

Cold sweat broke out all of a sudden, and he took a step back reflexively.

No.

no no.

No, deal.

he……

Stars began to appear in Xu Wei's eyes, and suddenly, he retreated into someone's arms.

Su Ying embraced Xu Wei and said to Liang Xinrong, "Director Liang, if you do something, you will be struck by lightning."

Liang Xinrong didn't want to tell Su Ying more, so he reached out to pull Wu Xi but he didn't. Wu Xi hurriedly hid behind Su Ying, tightly clutching the corner of Su Ying's clothes.

"Wu Xi." Liang Xinrong called out.

Su Ying glanced at Wu Xi, saw the hopeless pleading in his eyes, sighed secretly, and patted him reassuringly.

"Mr. Jiang, what do you mean?" Liang Xinrong saw their small movements, and his face suddenly pulled down.

"As you can see." Su Ying smiled helplessly and teased him, "Help you avoid lightning."

"come in."

Opening the door, Su Ying let the two children in.

When Xu Wei entered the room, his complexion improved a lot.Wu Xi followed them tremblingly, and became even more nervous when entering the house.

"Sit down." Su Ying poured a glass of water for each of them, and asked Wu Xi, "Have you eaten yet?"

"No, no."

Wu Xi sat there, holding a water glass and was extremely reserved, her legs and feet were neatly side by side, and she lowered her head, not daring to look at them.And Xu Wei's condition is also very bad, and he has been distracted along the way.

Seeing the two of them like that, Su Ying felt a little annoyed when he thought of the reason why they were like this. He couldn't help but took out a pack of cigarettes from the drawer under the coffee table, took a cigarette out of it, and put it in his mouth, but didn't light it.

"Do you mind eating instant noodles?" Although it was a question, he didn't wait for Wu Xi's answer. He went directly to the restaurant to get a box of instant noodles and put it in front of Wu Xi. .”

Xu Weiyi was startled, came back to his senses, and hurriedly nodded to boil the water.

Wu Xi repeatedly said "don't bother me", but no one paid any attention to him.After a while, the water boiled, and Su Ying put the pot in front of him: "Make it yourself."

To deal with this indecisive character, orders are more effective than discussions.

"Are you still eating?" Su Ying asked Xu Wei.

Xu Wei shook his head.

"If you don't want to eat, go to your room and read a book. I have something to talk to him about." He pointed to Wu Xi.

Xu Wei looked at Wu Xi, pursed his lips, and walked away after a while saying "um".

Seeing Wu Xi finished eating noodles and clearing the table, Su Ying said, "Would you mind telling me about the relationship between you and Director Liang?"

Wu Xi showed a concerned expression on his face.

"You tell me, and I'll help you out."

"You can't solve it." Wu Xi said in a low voice.

"You say it first, and I'll know if it's possible after you say it."

So Wu Xi told him all about Liang Xinrong.

His relationship with Liang Xinrong stems from school violence, of course, he is a victim of school violence.

Because of his weak personality and behavior like a girl, he has been bullied by boys in the class since he entered school, and later he was bullied by boys in the whole class. The content of bullying also changed from verbal insults and social isolation at the beginning to The subsequent physical attacks and fist violence.

He is afraid of going to school every day, but he has to. He entered the school through a relationship with his family, and he can't live up to his parents' expectations.

In this way, he met Liang Xinrong who "rescued" him in the horrible life of being violent day by day.

Liang Xinrong helped him punish those who bullied him, funded his schooling, gave him extra lessons, and even recognized him as a godson and gave him living expenses.I thought that Liang Xinrong was the savior he met after his great luck, but he didn't think that the ulterior motives were not the savior, but a nightmare.

He dared not tell anyone about it, for he was afraid that others would look down on him even more.

"look down?"

Wu Xi's head sank deeply, as if a thousand catties hung on his neck, making it impossible for him to look at people at the same level.Tears dripped silently on his school uniform pants. This seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy didn't even have the courage to cry in front of others.

This scene seems familiar.

Su Ying looked at him and thought of Yang Fei from the previous world.The same child who keeps lying to himself and others for the sake of others' "consideration", and suppresses himself beyond recognition.

"Do you think people will look up to you if you don't tell me?" Su Ying asked.

Wu Xi wiped her eyes.

"Why live for the approval of others?"

There was no answer on the other side.

After seeing Wu Xi off, while Su Ying was still thinking about what to do next, Xu Wei came out of the room.He walked straight up to Su Ying, raised his hand and slapped him.

After being slapped for no reason, Su Ying was not angry, but a little dazed.He thought the person in front of him had changed his personality again.

"You are……"

"Why should you live for the approval of others." Xu Weiwei said while staring at him with tears, "If you have never been recognized by anyone, and you have never been looked down upon by anyone, you will know why. "

There was no fluctuation in Su Ying's heart. For a person like him who lived and died, and was reborn after death, the approval of others was meaningless.He walked the world alone and learned to put aside all obsessions.

Compared with other people's approval, he cared more about the tears shed by the child in front of him.

"Don't cry." Su Ying raised his hand to wipe Xu Wei's tears.

"Don't touch me!" Xu Wei, who has always been gentle and gentle, suddenly roared, and opened his hand, feeling extremely emotional, "You are not allowed to touch me!"

He looked at Su Ying viciously, with an extremely bad attitude, which made Su Ying unable to tell who the person in front of him was for a while.

Is it Xu Wei, or Xu Wei?

Su Ying took a step back, raised his hands and said, "Okay, I won't touch you."

After repeating "I won't touch you" several times, Xu Weicai slowly calmed down after the two got far away.After a long time, he lowered his head and said softly, "I want to leave."

"Ok?"

"I want to leave."

"Where do you want to leave?" Su Ying was a little confused.

"They are all the same, all the same." Xu Wei murmured with her head down.

"What are you talking about, Xu Wei?"

Xu Wei ignored him, but talked to himself like no one else was there, as if he was talking to himself.

"I said I want to leave, I have to." He said with tears.

"No." A cold voice.

"I'm leaving."

"No."

Su Ying felt something was wrong, slowly frowned, carefully watching his reaction from the sidelines.

"You said you wouldn't get in my way, that's what you said."

"Except leaving him."

"I don't like men, you know I don't, you know that."

"No."

Xu Wei covered his face and said to himself, the first second he still begged with a crying sound, and the next second it turned into a ruthless veto.

He began to speak faster and faster, and his tone became more and more intense.

"You said that you would protect me. That's what you said. Jiang Xing is no longer the Jiang Xing he used to be! You clearly know that he is not, why?!"

"..."

This time there was no answer.

The boy raised his head. Contrary to the panic on his entire face, his eyes were extraordinarily calm and determined.He looked at Su Ying who had walked to his side at some point, and looked at him.

"I won't leave you." Xu Wei said.

Su Ying was stunned for a few seconds, and asked uncertainly, "Who are you not leaving? Also, are you...Xu Wei?"

"He's different from other people, and Jiang Xing is also different." Xu Wei continued, he looked at Su Ying and said, but the content of what he said didn't seem to be for Su Ying.

"He will protect us."

"Xu Wei, is that you?" Su Ying tentatively reached out to touch the boy's face, but the boy didn't refuse.

It's Xu Wei.

Xu Wei held his hand and was about to say something when his eyes suddenly changed. He looked at Su Ying and said mockingly, "Protect you? Are you sure he didn't want to kill you?"

Su Ying recognized that it was Xu Wei, and refuted him: "Why should I kill him?"

Xu Wei said, "Aren't you going to treat me?"

Su Ying didn't quite understand.

Xu Wei seemed to be the complete opposite of his usual cowardly and well-behaved, with a kind of morbidly repressed madness in his tone: "I am the master personality. If you cure me, Xu Wei will be gone."

I am the master of this body, I am the one who created other personalities, without me, there would be no you.

After I was cured, Xu Wei was gone.

how could be?

They are obviously the same person.Isn't that what multiple personalities are?All fragments of the same soul.

Even if Xu Wei is the main personality, that personality is also a part of him.How can there be such a problem that if one is cured, the other disappears?

As if seeing what Su Ying was thinking, Xu Wei said, "I said before, I was never Xu Wei, I was not the murderer."

He never admits that he is the same person as Xu Wei who killed his grandma.

After saying that, Xu Wei passed out.Su Ying hugged him, only called twice before he woke up.

"It's me." Xu Wei lay on Su Ying's shoulder and said a little tiredly, "I'm Xu Wei."

After that day, Xu Wei never came out again, Xu Wei accounted for most of the time, Xu Xiaobao and Wei Wei would occasionally appear when Xu Wei couldn't help falling asleep.

Su Ying originally wanted to ask Xu Wei about the "murderer" in Xu Wei's mouth, but he didn't dare to ask when it was critical.He thought of what Xu Wei said before, "cure me, and Xu Wei will be gone", and he always felt uneasy.

This cannot be blamed on him, because each of his mission objects can only live for ten years.

Even now, he is still not sure whether his task target is the whole person including Xu Wei, Xu Wei, Xu Xiaobao, and Weiwei, or a certain personality among them, such as "Xu Wei".

If it is the whole person, the way of parting is about life and death.

And if it's just one of the personalities, if this personality happens to be "Xu Wei" who has admiration for him, then his death method is probably "healing".

"What are you thinking?" Xu Wei asked him.

"It's nothing." Su Ying forced a smile at him, and after a moment of silence, asked him, "Can I hug you?"

Xu Wei hugged him: "Are you thinking about Xu Wei's words?"

Su Ying asked him with some uncertainty: "Will you...will disappear?"

"I don't know, I don't want to." Xu Wei was also confused, "Can you not take him to see a doctor, I don't want to disappear."

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