【Ce Yu】Walking through mountains and rivers

The salt ravaged the wound, and his legs were so sore that they were about to break.Passport, visa and money, nothing.Still very hungry, so hungry that I want to eat dirt, literally.

It may not be possible to go back.

These are not a big deal, I think, I just lack a lover's shoulders.

I was suddenly slapped awake by this thought, and I looked at the place where the water and the sky meet and wiped my face, yes, I am not afraid of anything, but the only thing I need is not here-then I also Can't stay here any longer.

I have to go where my lover is.

It is actually very difficult for people to think about romantic things like love and lovers when they are in crisis. The instinctive reaction makes us put our own safety and various emotions first.If I and the person Xu Gong sent to attack me were engaged in a desperate fight underwater, instead of thinking about how to defend and counterattack and make deadly moves, I would still have time to think about Zhou Yu's dimples when he laughed and when he called my name voice, I'm afraid I would have sunk to the bottom of the sea long ago.Many times in this day, Zhou Yu is like a concept to me. I know that such a person exists, and every time I find time to think about it, I feel a little relieved, but I really don’t have the energy to think about the relationship between me and him. All that—it was so impractical—sometimes I forget that he's mine.

So this is the first time in 24 hours that I think about him.It was realistic and intense, like a sudden storm, and it slapped me on the forehead by surprise.

In an instant, I woke up from the huge shadow.The depressive feeling of the rest of my life faded like a tide, and I sat up like a dying illness, and suddenly found that I still have a super fucking nostalgia for the world. It was blown away, and replaced by an unrivaled surprise, which made me like a worthless man who won the lottery. I was shocked and fell to my knees on the coast without warning, facing the faint and gorgeous sunrise.My intuition told me that there was no one around, so I started laughing loudly at the beautiful coastline, and walked over the gravel with my knees, going to the spot where I was discovered by the indigenous people yesterday, and changed to a posture that looked comfortable enough to paralyze again sit down.

The waves took away the shiny fine sand that spilled from my diving watch yesterday, and I didn’t expect to be able to pick them up like I picked up Zhou Yu’s potted plants in the artificial lake in the community—why the hell did I suddenly recall This seems to be a past event - but calmly began to collect the sand belonging to this coast, put them into the cracked watch case, and wrapped it with the plastic paper picked up and dipped in salty sea water to stick the breach.

I thought, so be it.Go back and show him the rising sun in the southern hemisphere.

Two years before I met Zhou Yu, I experienced such a thing when I traveled to Cornwall to shoot.On the way to Lands End, a French female photographer from the same team accidentally slipped down the granite rocks. I grabbed her quickly before she fell into the cliff. After she got up safely, she showed the expression of the survivors. He patted his chest and exclaimed "C'estlavie" with an incredible smile.

"This is life", this sentence should be regarded as a classic line in French. I learned it while watching "Violent Street".In that action movie full of crime and street parkour, all the exciting factors are the ingredients of life.And as an equipment party among photographers who can’t wait to go to heaven and earth, after soaking in the Pacific Ocean for a long time, I occasionally want to take pictures of the stars and the sea. blame.At that time, I really had no worries and high spirits. I felt that everything here was the territory of my soul. I carried the equipment on my back and fought north and south with vigor. The moment the shutter clicked, I proclaimed myself the king. It seems as if the heaven and earth live the same life as me, as if the vast river and sea are the body, and I never thought that I would stop for whom.

After our photography team returned to England, the female photographer made love to me in a coffee shop.She said that I have a personality that is very different from the traditional impression of Chinese men and even Oriental men, and she said a lot of romantic words.French women are charming, passionate and romantic. Any man who rejects her should be suspected of having some physical defects. Besides, I am not the kind of conservative who cannot accept exotic love.

I stretched out my hand to her, a very standard gentleman's gesture, as a future bridgehead, it's not like I can't learn such troublesome things-just when I thought I was going to blurt out yes, I refused her.

Let me put in a word here, there is absolutely nothing wrong with me physically, if you don't believe me, you can ask Zhou Yu.

You shouldn't be coquettish when you refuse, and I quickly accepted my completely thoughtless choice at first glance, and changed the posture that should have been a hand kiss into a handshake without distraction.

People often do a lot of behaviors out of ghosts and gods, and I only figured out the clues after repeatedly chewing on this matter in the future.I can appreciate beautiful women, and I can like attractive girls, just like I like flowers, small animals, and children like many beautiful things in the world. It is my normal reaction as a normal man to look down and tease affection—but that is not love, it is more like fraternity that all human beings will be touched by, and it is a formulaic and meaningless thing.I don't know if my view of love is considered a minority, but what I can be sure of is that people who still have the concept of "view of love" these days are themselves extreme idealists and romantics, so they— —People like us have a high probability of living for the pursuit of excitement and confrontation all our lives. That is the nature that cannot be changed by the change of age and old age. It has nothing to do with maturity, right or wrong.

My love is a game between every ocean current in the deep sea. They are entangled across a distance of hundreds of kilometers to meet, collide, and smash to pieces on the coast.

But you should take care of others. There are no surveillance cameras around here, and there is no evidence to prove that you jumped by yourself. What if the police suspect that I pushed you down in the future?When he said this, I saw the light in his eyes jumping nimbly, like the smartest and gentlest person in the world approaching you calmly, using a move that surprises you to catch him unawares and simply removes your defenses, letting you You start to take sinking as a kind of pleasure.And the moment he grabbed my hand was the moment when I began to sink endlessly.

And among all the testees, you are the one with the best grades. You knocked me off the railing as soon as I met you, and you didn't even feed me a word of chicken soup. You are too strong.I put my head in our hands and laughed while saying this nonsense, I know it's kind of mean, but I can't help it - it's because I don't want to jump off when I see you, How is it possible for someone to feel "not worth it" after seeing you? Don't you realize this obvious fact?Please, you will never guess what I'm laughing at. The first word that flashed in my mind just when I was laughing was "love at first sight"!Now I want to shout "C'estlavie" to the night sky too!

Do you want to be the first TV host to be kicked into the river by innocent passers-by?Standing by the river, he turned around and said to me who was sitting on the rock, with a slight sullen tone in his tone, but I was so blessed to be able to see his efforts to appear indifferent, so that I couldn't help but stroked my wet hair, showing a resentful smile, and I really wanted to be kicked by him.

At that moment I knew what kind of person I wanted.I need someone to use weird sentences to make me suddenly stunned when I am addicted to death, and to re-enter my thinking from a different angle; I am tit-for-tat, respecting but never fearing my aura.Or, I wanted more than that, and I began to look forward to finding all I was looking for in this person.

So when I passed the rental advertisement written on a small blackboard on the street, I occasionally raised my eyes and saw a somewhat familiar figure disappearing at the corner of this building.I naively rubbed off the key information in the line on the blackboard with the toe of my shoe to prevent latecomers from vying for it, then pushed open the door of the lobby on the first floor and walked towards the landlord.

I'm about to log in.But my performance will definitely be much better than the sea pianist in the movie.I declare in my heart.

The starry sky at Lands Point has become one of the most dangerous of all my photos. The single HDR processing with great tolerance perfectly preserves the details of the dark and bright parts of the entire starry sky, surrounded by dark cliffs.Until later I looked at a photo of my wife and I that was simply snapped on my phone. He was holding a breakfast biscuit that I forced him because he didn’t want to get up to eat, and I was gently holding his temple A strand of fine black hair sticks together tightly like two intimate large animals—his face, which is always handsome and cold, is so gentle and lovely, with a faint crimson color caused by the warm blanket.I exclaimed in my heart, it is obvious that the risk factor of this photo is so high that it blows away all other photos, it is the kind of danger that makes people take a lifetime.

True love is probably like this, you are the dangerous land, you are the fairyland.

After collecting the sand, it's time to be calm and cold