Where is the joy

I asked Xu Qing if he had nothing else to do today.Yes, the cat has been holding back for a long time, and it's about to show off, I'm starting to chase people away!

"Of course there is."

"Then why don't you go back?" Hurry up!

Xu Qing stood up from the rocking chair, pushed my shoulder, "Go to bed for a while."

"Hey, isn't it too hot?"

She took the remote control by the bed and lowered the temperature a few degrees, "Here, it's not hot anymore!"

I was too lazy to move, so I let her go to the cabinet to get a small blanket.She took a blanket to cover my stomach, and suddenly hugged me, "Happy birthday!"

I have never liked birthdays very much.Celebrating birthdays when I was a child was often used as an excuse to get closer.To hold a birthday party, I have to invite a lot of designated people who I don’t like, and my favorites are always left out. Thinking about it, it’s really boring.

But Xu Qing always remembers.Suddenly, inadvertently, say happy birthday to someone.

My heart throbbed.Not for this birthday greeting, but, really, she is leaning against me, this distance is too close!

He was lying next to my ear, half of his body was pressed against my arm, and the temperature of the air conditioner hadn't dropped yet, so I felt that my whole body was steaming.

She said, "Today's task is to celebrate your birthday with you."

"One time, one year older, what's so good about it."

"Childish, even if you are not good enough, you are going to be old."

I pushed her, "Okay, what about the gift?"

Xu Qing gave me a white look, moved away from my arm, and said nothing.

"Ah, you're so dishonest." I caught a glimpse of her ears turning red.

"I asked my aunt to get the altar flower carving wine, and she will send it over later." Her answer was a bit perfunctory.

I was a little surprised, "Don't bother, it's only a few steps away, I'll go and get it myself."

"You still miss the beauties in Luo's Tavern, don't you?" Xu Qing rolled up more than half of the blanket.

My exposed skin was chilly, and I had to defend myself, "Everyone has the desire for beauty."

Xu Qing turned to face me, "Speaking of which, her family is really a family of beauties. My aunt's daughter, just my cousin, is strong and beautiful. My cousin's girlfriend is pretty, I saw it once too."

"Cousin's girlfriend?" I pricked up my ears, did I miss something...

Xu Qing pursed her lips, "They are like this, that is, Gao Xiang and Lu Xiaoben are actually a couple, and my cousin's girlfriend, of course, is also a woman, so you can accept it?"

At this moment, she is so close, I can even see each of her eyelashes clearly, the stretched eyelashes are bent into an arc, the nose is straight and straight, and the outline of the lips is clear, I forgot to breathe for a moment. , "Am I such a conservative person?"

Xu Qing turned over and lay face-on, "Of course not, you are a very contradictory person, very positive and pessimistic, cheerful and depressed, open and conservative!"

"What you said are obviously antonyms, so let's forget about the others. The moon has its ups and downs, not to mention people, who doesn't have time to come to the big aunt. Besides, what do you mean by being very open and conservative. Where did I keep it?"

"Thinkingly, you are so open-minded that you can accept any kind of brainstorming or weirdness. Physically, you are as conservative as a nun. After so many years, you still have all your first guesses, right?" she teased. road.

She said this, which made me very embarrassed, "I want you to take care of it!"

"If you don't mind, I can take care of it!" She laughed.

I picked up the pillow behind my head and covered her face, "You are a parent who really controls a lot, so tell me, what do you want to control?!"

"It's not good to be in charge, I like the manager." She hid while laughing.

"Boss Xu, come here, let me take good care of you, Boss!" I stretched out my hand to scratch her, and fought for a while before giving up. The two of us had almost six cards together, but most of the time they looked like two childish ghosts.

Xu Qing said to accompany me, and he really stayed with me the whole afternoon.

That is, I work inside and out, and she directs my work from the sidelines.

Why is the color of the curtain too fancy, so I need to change it, the window glass is not cleaned and there are water splashes, don’t be lazy and wipe it again, the flowers on the window sill don’t look good, you can move them here and put them like this...

After the review is over, I have to teach me a word. I am busy looking for things all day long, and I don’t know how to divide large areas into categories. Just keep the details. After the lesson is over, it will be a good command. Moving this for a while, and moving that for a while, I was so tired that Luoluo and I panted like bulls pushing a mill.

But to be honest, after being adjusted by her, my homestay seems to be a lot more spacious and bright. Obviously the things are still those things, but it is more comfortable and pleasing to the eye.

In the evening, Xu Qing volunteered to cook for dinner.Since the accident in Yingshan Mountain, the number of tourists who came to climb the mountain has dropped sharply, and there are not many guests to have dinner with at night.I won't stop it, it's rare for her to serve me once, and it's too late for me to have fun, so I sit down on the sofa like a grandpa, and lie down with Ge You!

The setting sun is slanting to the west, and outside the window, the sky is full of red clouds.In the kitchen, Xu Qing was chopping vegetables on the chopping board with his sleeves rolled up, Xiao Ling was cleaning the pot while talking to her, Luo Luo came in and out to set the table.There is a second-hand radio on the counter, and an old song by Teresa Teng is playing at the moment, fine wine and coffee, cup after cup.

Suddenly, there is a wonderful sense of warmth.

I used to think that warmth is something unique to families.So a long time ago, I was always envious of my little friends, they had a warm family.

I think my feeling of being afraid of gaining and losing is probably given by my family.From the perspective of outsiders, my family is not bad. Although my mother passed away early, I don’t lack anything in terms of snacks and clothing.It's just a father who is ambitious and realistic to the bone, and a stepmother who comes from a delicate background and has a violent temper. No matter how hard I try, I can't produce this kind of warmth.I think it's probably because my genes don't have this kind of thing, and the acquired environment didn't let me learn the ability to have it.

However, family members are a very strange relationship. Maybe they are not in love with each other, but when I think about it at a certain moment, I feel as if a needle has been pierced into my heart, and there is a faint pain that cannot be removed or smoothed.

I thought about the fact that I love Xu Qing, but I also love the sense of stability when I am with her.If I can't be with her, I'm just a rootless cloud in the sky, I can go anywhere, and I'm a wanderer in a foreign land.If this is not her hometown, why should I devote myself so much to living here?

The author has something to say: It's snowing today, so it's time to update the article!